walk through spring with you

It was late, and Yan Ran was walking up and down in the bedroom while reciting English. After reciting English, he listened to the listening comprehension for a while, and he was going to sleep.

His mother came and knocked on his door, and said outside the door: "Of course, Chong Chong came to see you for something."

Yan Ran didn't lock the door, but he still quickly ran to the door, unscrewed the lock, and opened the door.

Yan Ran’s father went to the provincial capital for a meeting again, and it will take three or four days to come back. His mother, as the school leader, always has various things during the summer vacation. At home, only Yan Ran’s grandmother is always in charge of Yan Ran. Fortunately, Yan Ran is sensible and obedient. Grandma is more at ease.

Yan Ran showed a smile on his face, looked at Xiao Zichong with bright eyes, and asked him curiously while letting him into the room: "What's the matter with you?"

Xiao Zichong is a very busy person, and he will not always come to him when he has business to do.

Facing Yan Ran's innocent face, Xiao Zichong felt that he was really bad. He actually wanted to apologize to Yan Ran, but he couldn't speak to Yan Ran.

Xiao Zichong had no choice but to say: "I told you to invite you to watch a movie before, do you want to watch it?"

Yan Ran thought to himself that I haven't gone to the cinema to buy tickets yet, so she became nervous and pretended to be ignorant, "Should I go see it now?"

Xiao Zichong said, "Yes."

Yan Ran looked at his watch and found that it was already ten o'clock in the evening, "But it's ten o'clock now, and my mother won't let me go out."

Xiao Zichong said: "I bought the disc, just watch it on your computer."

Yan Ran: "..."

Fortunately, he was worried about Xiao Zichong's economic crisis before, thinking that he would buy tickets first, but it turned out that he was just watching movies on the computer, which was too much!

However, watching movies on the computer is also very good, but even for the computer in his room, only his parents have the password.

When Xiao Zichong went home to get the movie disc, Yan Ran went to her mother to turn on the computer for herself, the reason was: "Xiao Zichong said that he bought an English movie disc, so he can watch and practice listening."

Li Mei was laying out a yoga mat in the bedroom to do yoga before going to bed. Being asked by her son, she had to get up and turn on the computer for him while asking, "Which one is it?"

Yan Ran knew that his mother was afraid that he would see something messy, so she said, "It's Harry Potter."

Li Mei thought for a while and said, "Okay."

Yan Ran wanted to buy this novel before, but was rejected. In fact, Yan Ran has never read this novel until now.Many students in the class have read it, and it is still circulated in the class, but no one passed it to him, Yan Ran.

Xiao Zichong took the disc and played it on Yan Ran's computer. Li Mei stood aside and watched the movie for a while before going back to his room.

Xiao Zichong has been paying attention to Li Mei's movements. Seeing that Li Mei insists on watching a movie that is a serious movie, he can rest assured that the two of them will watch it. He knows that Yan Ran must have never seen anything "non-serious".He intends to find a pornographic book to show Yan Ran, but in an instant he realizes that he is too bad, he can't treat Yan Ran like this, so he quickly put away this thought.

Xiao Zichong and Yan Ran originally occupied a chair each, sitting upright, staring at the computer screen, entering the magical situation in the movie.

But as soon as Li Mei left, the two teenagers who had been sitting obediently before all changed their sitting positions in an instant.

Yan Ran immediately put her feet on the chair, put her arms around her calves, put her head on her knees, and stared at the computer.

Xiao Zichong looked at him for a long time, thinking in his heart, Yan Ran's legs are really long, and his head is small, his face is small, so his legs look longer.

Xiao Zichong had watched this "Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone" before. After all, this was the first Harry Potter movie, which was released a few years ago.

When Xiao Zichong watched something he had seen once, it was difficult to generate interest when he watched it again, so he just pretended to watch the movie, and his mind went to Yan Ran who was really watching the movie seriously.

Xiao Zichong now feels particularly contradictory.

He thinks he is guilty, and he is not much different from the wretched male protagonist in the novels he read before. He never dared to tell Yan Ran that he had a blasphemous heart towards him, but he took advantage of Yan Ran's innocence and really touched Yan Ran's body, without Yan Ran's knowledge, sexually harassed him, and finally did not dare to apologize to Yan Ran.

He felt that there was nothing wrong with Yan Ran maintaining his current innocence.

He once peeked at another book of his father's, in which the silly male protagonist had pure and passionate feelings for the woman who took care of him when he was young, but because once he had adult physical desires, If he needs it, he violates this woman, and his violation defiles everything.Xiao Zichong thinks that once he starts thinking about the needs of the body/body, he will focus on another person's body, the process of conquering and possessing another person's body, and it will be easy to completely abandon feelings and focus on other things, for example, his In the novel I just read, because I slept with the widow, a group of men began to discuss her bed style to determine their masculine status. It is really a satirical performance art to determine that they are capable people by not treating others as equals. process.In the whole process, it is inevitable for people to hurt others, and they also make themselves smelly, selfish, narrow, and wretched, self-righteous and complacent, and show their own filth without realizing their essence.

He didn't know what Yan Ran would do once he had sexual fantasies about a certain girl.

Therefore, on the one hand, Xiao Zichong wanted to lure Yan Ran into reading pornographic books and let him know the other side of this world, but on the other hand, he was completely afraid and unwilling.

After Xiao Zichong thought about it a lot, he began to regret himself again.

I am so guilty.

And I have no way of telling anyone about this, nor should I.

He thought of another book he had read about Western confessionals, where all the contents of the confession were not confided to God, but were collected by those who cared to use the confessor.

Xiao Zichong thought, the secret is the safest only when it is in his heart.

He went to see Yan Ran again. Yan Ran's eyelashes are really long, and the end of his eyes is actually a little drooping, which makes his face look soft.

Yan Ran noticed Xiao Zichong's peeking, turned his head to look at him, and signaled with his eyes what he wanted.

Xiao Zichong quickly shook his head: "It's okay."

Yan Ran hurriedly continued to focus on the screen. His English listening ability is not good, and he cannot understand the plot by listening to English alone. He must read the subtitles, and his reaction is relatively slow, so he must stare at the subtitles carefully, otherwise he will not be able to understand the plot.

Xiao Zichong sighed again in his heart.

I thought, I'm such a wretched man.

In the end, I buried this self-loathing in my heart, not letting anyone know.

**

Because Yan Ran went to the countryside with his grandma to escape the summer heat, he needed to go back to school to check his final grades and rankings, and he didn’t go back to school on the day he received the summer homework. Xiao Zichong called him to tell him about the summer homework, and Mr. Hao’s total final grades and rankings Called him personally and told him.

Yan Ran took the fifth-lowest class in the final exam this time, and his ranking has risen, even rising to more than 200 in the whole grade.His parents and grandma gave him rewards, and he deposited all the money in his bank card, thinking that maybe Xiao Zichong would be useful in the future.

This summer vacation, the parents of City M will also discuss another matter.

No. [-] Middle School in M ​​City has eight students admitted to Qingbei this time, and one of them is a liberal arts champion. This is not the first time that the school has a liberal arts champion, but it also encourages the school.

While being encouraged, the school leaders are dissatisfied with the status quo of the school and want to reform it.

While ensuring that the previous science teaching is better, we must also strengthen the teaching quality of the liberal arts direction.

**

Xiao Zichong's birthday is on July 27th. On the day of his birthday, Yan Ran was still in the country, so he only called him to say happy birthday. Supply Xiao Zichong.

Xiao Zichong had emphasized before that he would not accept expensive gifts from Yan Ran, so Yan Ran made a birthday present by himself.

He secretly learned to weave rope at home, spending a few ten minutes a day, learned a lot of tricks, and removed the white jade Guanyin pendant that his aunt gave him. There were many other white jade beads on it. Zichong's bracelet, and then there was only a bare Jade Guanyin left in his pendant. Parents didn't pay attention to it, and they didn't realize that the beads on it were gone.

In August, Yan Ran started to go to the tutor his parents had arranged for him to make up lessons. It was around August 20th that he finished the bracelet completely. It looked no different from the ones in high-end jewelry stores. I'm going to send it to Xiao Zichong.

Xiao Zichong lived a very regular life during the summer vacation. He got up for a run in the morning, read English in the morning, read a book, did quizzes, took a nap, continued to read and do quizzes in the afternoon, read other miscellaneous books in the evening, listened to English, and sometimes watched English movies.

Yan Ran knocked on the door of Xiao Zichong's house. Because Xiao's father was a Chinese teacher in the fifth and sixth classes of the liberal arts class, the task suddenly became heavier. He couldn't be a housekeeper at home. Chong is at home alone.

Yan Ran knocked on the door for a long time before Xiao Zichong came to open the door. Seeing that it was Yan Ran, he was not surprised.

In such hot weather, there are very few people who are willing to climb six floors to come to his house except Yan Ran.

Of course, sometimes some of Xiao's father's college or working students would come back to see him as a teacher, but Xiao's father would often say hello to Xiao Zichong early on, saying that he wanted to entertain guests.

Ever since he felt that he was guilty, Xiao Zichong treated Yan Ran more politely than before, and he was more silent than before. According to his fucking saying, "Arguing with friends makes peace, makes peace and fights again." Maybe Xiao Zichong should grow up when he realizes that his outlook on life is different from that of his most cherished friend.

Xiao Zichong himself didn't realize it, but his parents felt that he was more mature and sensible than before. He was a big boy. After all, he had grown to 180 cm tall now. Apart from his immature face, he did look like an adult.

Xiao Zichong asked Yan Ran with a smile: "Why? Didn't you go to tutoring?"

Yan Ran followed him in, and Xiao Zichong took him directly into his bedroom, because only his bedroom had the air conditioner turned on, and the rest of the room was scorching hot.

How did Yan Ran know about Xiao Zichong's deep thoughts, he was always ignorant, and didn't realize Xiao Zichong's changes.

After entering the room, it was very cool inside, Yan Ran exhaled and said, "I'm going to class soon, I start class at three o'clock in the afternoon."

It was two o'clock at this time, and his tutor lived in the neighborhood next door, so he could just leave the house ten minutes earlier.

Xiao Zichong asked Yan Ran to sit on the bed, and he himself sat in the chair with his long legs propped up and his arms resting on the desk, on which were the exercise papers of combined physics, chemistry and students.

This is the real test paper of the college entrance examination a few years ago. Xiao Zichong felt that the real test papers of the college entrance examination were more orthodox and simple, so when he started to practice the combined test papers, he did the real test papers first.

When Yan Ran entered the room, he was still foolish, and he didn't realize anything was abnormal. When he sat on Xiao Zichong's bed, and looked at Xiao Zichong with quiet eyes that seemed different from before, he felt something different. comfortable.

He was already very sensitive to emotional matters, and after hesitating for a while, he gradually realized where this discomfort might come from.

He felt that Xiao Zichong suddenly became aggressive, which was obviously not the case before.

Yan Ran had no choice but to observe Xiao Zichong again. Xiao Zichong was wearing a large loose white T-shirt at home, with a large red ribbon printed on it, and the English word "World AIDS Day".

It must be a fucking promotional T-shirt, which he wears as home clothes.

Yan Ran, who originally thought that Xiao Zichong felt different from before, suddenly laughed because of his clothes.

Xiao Zichong was baffled by his smile, and wanted to stretch out his hand to pinch his face, but he stretched out halfway, but he withdrew his hand again, and asked, "What are you doing here, just smile."

Yan Ran stopped laughing and stopped laughing. He remembered that his father had gone to Tsinghua University to take a training class, and then bought several T-shirts with the school logo and name printed on them from somewhere, and insisted on Yan Ran wearing them.

As soon as Yan Ran went out, the uncles and aunts in the community immediately stared at her and said, "Oh, but Ran has ambitions and wants to take Tsinghua University?"

Yan Ran was so embarrassed that he couldn't pass the exam, so he didn't wear that T-shirt when he went home, and was beaten up by his father.

However, in this community, wearing a T-shirt with a red ribbon is much more natural than wearing a T-shirt with "Tsinghua".

Yan Ran took out a small cloth bag from his trousers pocket, which was a cloth bag for MP3, and he handed it to Xiao Zichong: "Here, here I am, to make up your birthday present. Happy 16th birthday!"

Speaking of it, Xiao Zichong is really young, even younger than Yan Ran, but he looks like an adult.So much so that Xiao's father is always proud, saying: "I cook and feed."

Xiao Zichong was speechless, thinking that I am not a pig.

Xiao Zichong felt that Yan Ran's smile was like light without any impurities. He took the bag and said, "I have an MP3. What do you need so much for this kind of thing?"

Yan Ran smiled and said, "It's not an MP3, open it up and watch it."

Xiao Zichong held the bag in his hand and knew what was inside. He took it out and saw that it was a bracelet made of black, dark blue and red strings. There were small white beads on the bracelet, which looked very pretty. Yes, but Xiao Zichong doesn't like to wear any accessories.

Xiao Zichong had limited experience, so he couldn't tell that the white beads on the bracelet were real Hetian white jade. This bracelet was not cheap.

Yan Ran said, "I made it up myself."

Because Xiao Zichong would be tolerant when he said anything to Xiao Zichong, so Yan Ran got used to being able to speak directly to him.

Xiao Zichong was stunned for a moment, sweet in his heart, and seeing Yan Ran's face full of anticipation, he put the bracelet on his left wrist and thought to himself, Yan Ran is really a simple and beautiful person, but I... I but……

Xiao Zichong's heart was heavy, but his face was gentle, and he showed Yan Ran the hand with the bracelet on: "Thank you."

Yan Ran was also happy, "I was always worried that it was a little big, but it seems more appropriate."

Xiao Zichong said, "Just right."

Yan Ran narrowed his eyes with a smile, "Then I'll go back first, and I'm going to go to tutoring."

Xiao Zichong nodded, and really wanted to hug Yan Ran and kiss his smiling cheek lightly, but he felt that his thoughts were really bad.

He sent Yan Ran to the door and said: "If there is a question that the teacher still doesn't understand, just come and ask me."

Yan Ran quickly nodded in agreement, and ran downstairs cheerfully.

**

A few days later, Yan Ran knew something.

His father said: "Wu Lan is really persevering. She was admitted to the China CDC's on-site epidemic training program. She will go to Beijing for at least half a year. The work of the unit has been taken care of by her deputy."

Yan Ran knew that his father had pursued Xiao Zichong's mother before he married his mother, so his father seldom directly said Xiao Zichong's mother's name at home, because it would easily cause family conflicts and his mother would be jealous.

Yan Ran was stunned for a moment, thinking that Xiao Zichong is very clingy to his mother, his mother has to go for so long, is it okay?

Li Meiguo really didn't like listening to her husband talk about Wu Lan, so she said, "Isn't it just an application?" It means that there is no gold in being selected, and everyone knows what is going on inside.

Yan Tianhua said: "It is not enough to apply. I read the admission requirements, and the requirements are very high. Not only a written test, but also an interview, and the interview is in English. And there are many people who apply. She is 40 years old. It is not easy for the oldest person to be admitted."

Li Mei snorted and didn't want to talk anymore.

However, soon, she regained her energy, and said with a smile: "She is so motivated and went to the Center for Disease Control, so she will come back?"

If Wu Lan went to a higher-level unit, she would not return to M City.

Yan Ran and Yan Tianhua naturally heard Li Mei's subtext.

Yan Ran's heart tightened. On the one hand, he felt that Xiao Zichong's mother was really capable, and on the other hand, he thought, if she went to another unit, would Xiao Zichong's family have to move in the future?

Yan Tianhua said: "That's not true. I read that the recruitment conditions clearly stated that after attending the training, you must return to the original unit to do on-site epidemic treatment and projects to improve the ability of the original unit. This is A project dedicated to cultivating talents for various places.”

Li Mei: "Then she is tied here?"

Yan Tianhua said: "Is there anything wrong here?"

Li Mei: "Then why don't you apply for this project? If you see Wu Lan, just apply. Why aren't you motivated?"

Yan Tianhua was speechless: "How should I report? I'm not an epidemiologist. Don't you know my English? You insist on arranging me like this. Is it interesting?"

Li Mei snorted, "Anyway, you are like this, right?"

Yan Ran frowned while listening to it, thinking that it came again and again, and the quarrel broke out again.

He wanted to say something to tell them not to quarrel, but before he opened his mouth, his father did not quarrel. Instead, he happily said: "Our top leader may be promoted, and Qin Datong may be the top one, and he will stay at that time." The position of a deputy director."

Li Mei's attention was drawn instantly, and the two began to discuss this matter.

But Li Mei immediately realized another problem: "Wu Lan went to China CDC to participate in project training, and when she comes back, she is an excellent talent in your unit. Can you compete with her?"

Yan Ran listened to the two talking with his ears upright, and looked at his father nervously.My heart is very contradictory, one side is my father, the other side is Xiao Zichong's mother, the two will have the most direct competition.

Yan Tianhua said with a smile: "The training project will last for two years. During these two years, Wu Lan is considered to be out-of-work training and cannot participate in the competition of the unit."

Li Mei was very happy, but Yan Ran was disappointed.

Yan Ran thought, Dad, if you look at you, you will know opportunism, no wonder Xiao Zichong's mother didn't like you back then.snort!

But if Xiao Zichong's mother takes a fancy to his father, will Xiao Zichong be born, or Yan Ran?

Wouldn't there be at most one of them existing in this world?Because only one can be born!

So fortunately Xiao Zichong's mother didn't take a fancy to his father.