Pseudo-white lotus survival diary

When Dou Yang said that, it was really difficult for Lin Qingye to refuse.

After thinking about it, he finally made up his mind.If you promise Dou Yang to wait for him to fully recover before telling the truth, it may cause him a huge blow. You can't lie to him, but you can't directly refuse.For the current plan, he can only be vaccinated slowly, maybe when he tells the truth, he will accept it.

After thinking for a moment, Lin Qingye cleared his throat and said, "Dou Yang, I may not be as good as you imagined."

"Everyone has an unknown side." Dou Yang said in a gentle voice, "Even I have done so many wrong things and have mental illness..."

He hesitated for a while, and asked cautiously, "Will you dislike it?"

Lin Qingye was startled, then shook his head, "No, definitely not!"

At the end, Lin Qingye felt that the words just now were not enough, and added another sentence: "How could I dislike you?"

Such an excellent and gentle person would rather hurt himself than hurt others...

Dou Yang seemed to be delighted by his words, the expression on his face instantly lit up, and he reached out to touch his head, "You don't dislike a bad person like me, how can I look down on other people's shortcomings? Besides, I have no qualifications Accusing others of bad things. Qing Ye, to me, you are the best person in the world, and everything about you is the best."

His voice was low and gentle, and his eyes were full of bright expressions. Everyone knew that he was sincere.

The sun is warm, shining on people, and it seems to warm into the heart.

Lin Qingye didn't know how to answer for a moment.

Inexplicably, he wanted to cry a little, his heart was sore and aching.

No one has ever said "you are the best" to him, he would rather Dou Yang scold him and say he is wrong than hear him say "everything about you is the best".

He is sorry for Dou Yang.

"Don't love me too much, Dou Yang." Lin Qingye looked at him earnestly, pinching his fingers quietly.

Dou Yang seemed surprised by his words, and then smiled again, "Did my request make you feel pressured?"

Lin Qingye was silent.

"Don't be stressed, loving you is my own business, I am willing." He said, "Besides, you saved my life, even if I die for you, I should, you must not feel guilty..."

"Don't say it!" Lin Qingye hurriedly covered his mouth, "Don't say it."

"Death" reminded him of the way he saw Dou Yang lying on the bed in the studio before, quiet and lonely, falling asleep alone like that.Every time Lin Qingye would think, if he had gone a little later, maybe Dou Yang would have left forever.

In the past, he was afraid of being killed, but now, he is even more afraid of Dou Yang committing suicide.

The lips under the palm were soft and moist, full of vitality.

He didn't want such lips to turn into a cold temperature.

"Dou Yang, no matter when and where, don't die easily, please..." Lin Qingye said, almost begging.

The palm was held by another big hand, and it was held firmly.

"Will you be sad if I die?" Dou Yang was taller, with his head slightly lowered, staring at Lin Qingye from top to bottom.

Lin Qingye nodded, "I will be very sad, very sad."

The mixed emotions of fear, guilt, and love in my heart can only be expressed by "sad" twice in a pale way.Some secrets and feelings that cannot be expressed can only be conveyed with the help of these two words.

"Well, I promise you, I won't die no matter what." Dou Yang moved forward forcefully, pulling Lin Qingye into his arms, and then wrapped his powerful arms around him, hugging him tightly.

Afterwards, Dou Yang didn't keep asking him whether he agreed to have a relationship. A gentle and considerate person like him must have seen Lin Qingye's hesitation, so he wouldn't force him.

In the afternoon, Dr. Wei called Dou Yang to greet him and asked him to go back for follow-up treatment. The two set off for City C.

After getting on the high-speed rail, the two sat side by side. There were not many people taking the high-speed rail today, and the carriage was very empty.

When I went there, I was full of melancholy, but when I came back, my face was full of radiance. I was in a different state of mind, and I looked at the surrounding scenes differently.The two chatted casually, and after an unknown amount of time, Lin Qingye's mobile phone suddenly heard a WeChat notification.

He and Dou Yangzheng were talking happily, picked it up and opened it, and the word "Mom" was displayed on the phone.

"Who is it?" Sitting beside him, Dou Yang asked curiously.

The high-speed rail happened to pass through the cave, and the surroundings suddenly fell into darkness, and the rumbling sound was extremely clear.

Lin Qingye's heart skipped a beat.

He and Dou Yang were sitting very close to each other, shoulder to shoulder, and they were chatting and laughing just now, they were very close together, so they must be able to see it on the phone interface.

"Auntie?" Sure enough, Dou Yang asked.

Lin Qingye's throat tightened, he swallowed, and said calmly, "Yes."

"I haven't been home for a few days. Auntie must be worried about you. Maybe she will ask you when you will go back." Dou Yang said with a smile, "Go back to her quickly, so that Auntie won't worry."

Lin Qingye: "..."

Lin Qingye's hand holding the phone trembled slightly.

"Mom" was displayed on WeChat, but he knew that the abandoned Cui Zhining was behind "Mom".

And what he sent was not text, but voice, once you click on it...

The tunnel was dark, and the echoes of the train running in the tunnel were rumbling, like thunder.As Lin Qingye listened, she felt her head also making noises.

In contact with three men, only Zhong Chiyu was more primitive, calling and sending text messages, but Jialin Qingye's Qiuqiu and WeChat were not available, the reason is unknown.Maybe it's because he doesn't want to have more contact with Lin Qingye, or maybe because he is a big star, he doesn't want to expose more communication methods, or he doesn't like to use WeChat.

For this, Lin Qingye just wanted to say thank you.

Both Cui Zhining and Dou Yang have added WeChat, and they like to use WeChat to contact him.Once Cui Zhining can't get through the phone, he will definitely use WeChat to contact him.

Lin Qingye had considered this point long ago, and changed Cui Zhining's WeChat name to "Mom" early in advance, even if Cui Zhining called her baby, said some affectionate words, and Dou Yang accidentally saw it, it would not arouse suspicion.

Now, this hypothetical scenario happened.

Lin Qingye's mood fluctuated a lot in the past few days, and Dou Yang was beside him again, very nervous.

"What's the matter?" Dou Yang asked curiously seeing that he hadn't returned for a long time.

How to do?

Hold on, don't panic.

I am an excellent sailor.

The high-speed rail passes through the tunnel, the roar becomes smaller, the eyes suddenly light up, the darkness disappears, and it is replaced by the mountain scenery in the evening.The gorgeous sunset glow spread over the top of the mountain, stretching across a large area in the distance, motionless.

Lin Qingye exhaled slightly, put the phone back on the small table in front of her, raised her eyebrows and said, "You can guess what she's talking about without listening, but she's not very happy when she suddenly ran out for a few days and didn't come back."

"Auntie is concerned about you." Dou Yang glanced down at his wristwatch, "We will arrive at the station in half an hour, you can call back to Auntie...ah, no, I will go back and forth, I will explain to her personally."

With a crackling sound, Lin Qingye's hand hit the small table, knocking the two placed apples to one side, and rolled to the edge of the table.

With sharp eyes and quick hands, Dou Yang stopped the apple and put it on the small table, with a puzzled expression on his face, "What's wrong?"

"I accidentally bumped into it..." Lin Qingye grabbed the apple and stuffed it into the paper bag next to it, and said while packing it, "You don't need to go back, I will explain to her when I go back tonight."

"But will Auntie believe what you said?" Dou Yang frowned worriedly.

"Don't worry, it will." Lin Qingye's expression was not disturbed at all, and the hand holding the apple paper bag trembled slightly.

Dou Yang's eyes were full of worry and hesitation.

Lin Qingye saw that he still seemed to be entangled in replying to WeChat, and his heart was beating fast out of his chest. At the critical moment, his little brain was extremely bright, and he came up with a trick to resolve it——

Change the subject!

But what topic to change?

Lin Qingye's palms were sweating quietly.

"Well... I'm sorry to say something." He tidied up the paper bags, put them aside, and then said coyly.

"Huh?" Dou Yang was really curious.

Lin Qingye scratched his face with his hands, and said with some embarrassment: "That day you were hospitalized, I borrowed [-] from my mother, and then lived outside for a few days. It happened so suddenly, she must be angry with me..."

"Ah, so it is!" Dou Yang suddenly realized, "I'm sorry, I forgot!"

He quickly picked up his mobile phone to open WeChat, quickly entered a few numbers, and in the middle of typing, he suddenly remembered something, cleared the content and re-entered.

A moment later, Lin Qingye's mobile phone beeped, Lin Qingye picked it up and looked, and Dou Yang transferred 10 yuan to him.

One hundred thousand.

"Too much!" Lin Qingye said hastily, "It's fifty thousand, not one hundred thousand!"

"Give it to you and keep it." Dou Yang smiled and shook the phone, "I know your family is not in a good situation now, so take it for emergency..."

"How can I do that?" Lin Qingye refused, "I don't want so many."

Dou Yang's smile gradually faded, and his expression was very disappointed, like a golden retriever who tried hard to please his master but was rejected, "You don't like it?"

"This...that's not what it means." Lin Qingye explained, "Brothers will settle accounts clearly, and give as much as you should. You gave me so much, and the hospital didn't even use [-] that day..."

Dou Yang interrupted him: "The clothes on your body are too big, you must have borrowed them from someone, right? Qing Ye, I don't like your suffering. Yes, I know you are arrogant and disdain to take my money for nothing. But we are lovers, you are in a difficult situation, I will definitely help you, this is what I should do."

Lin Qingye looked down at his clothes.

Jiang Yichen's beige casual clothes had long cuffs and didn't fit well.

Listening to Dou Yang's words just now, did he see that he was wearing clothes that didn't fit, and made up his mind that his life was difficult, and he couldn't even afford to wear clothes?

Lin Qingye: "..."

Lin Qingye didn't know how to explain it. If he borrowed it, would Dou Yang ask "who did he borrow it from?"

He couldn't explain it.

"You go back and return the money to auntie, maybe she will be happy... We will get out of the car later and go shopping again, and come to the door to thank you..."

"No, no, no." Lin Qingye quickly waved his hands, "You don't have to go..."

Dou Yang seemed to think of something, and suddenly said, "Ah yes, Auntie doesn't know my existence."

Lin Qingye nodded quickly.

"Then I'll buy you something later, and if you bring it to Auntie, it will be my thank you." Dou Yang said.

Lin Qingye could only say yes.

Dou Yang started discussing what gifts to buy after getting off the high-speed rail, and completely forgot to reply to WeChat, Lin Qingye secretly heaved a sigh of relief.

"I'm going to the bathroom first." He made an excuse.

Dou Yang got out of the way, Lin Qingye ran to the bathroom and closed the door.

Leaning his back against the door, he let out a long sigh.

He lowered his head and clicked on Cui Zhining's WeChat.

"Qingye, when are you coming back? I'll pick you up." The voice on WeChat was full of expectation.

Lin Qingye replied: "Just come back for a while, no need to pick up."

The other side replied in seconds: "Call me when you come back, and I will come to you."

Lin Qingye: "Okay, I will definitely call you back when the time comes."

With a beep, another WeChat message came.

"I miss you."

Her voice was low and hoarse, as if she was being coquettish, Lin Qingye replied bravely, "I miss you too."

Then, taking advantage of the other party's lack of reply, he quickly said: "I have something to do, let's not talk for now, I will talk about it when I go back."

Cui Zhining's avatar is a handsome cartoon boy with silver-white hair and a slender body. I don't know which cartoon character he is from. He looks beautiful and cute.

His voice came quickly, "I'll wait for you."

There is also a ua sound behind.

Lin Qingye had goose bumps all over her body.Where did Cui Zhining learn this trick from?It's so meaty!

He hesitated for a while, after all he pretended to be offline and didn't reply ua.

He ran back like an ostrich, and sat beside Dou Yang as if nothing had happened.

After getting off the high-speed train, the two of them took a taxi to go shopping at the mall first, and then took a taxi back to Lin Qingye Community.

The two got off the car on the street near the gate of the community. Lin Qingye took out his mobile phone to check the time. It was already eight o'clock in the evening.When they were about to part, Dou Yang held a white bag in his hand, which contained a set of valuable cosmetics. He was very reluctant to part with him, "Qing Ye, do you have time recently? When will we go on a trip together?"

When Lin Qingye heard the word "relaxing", he immediately thought that if Dou Yang could go out to play, his mood would definitely improve, so he nodded and agreed, "I've been free recently, when I go back and explain to my mother, I will go with you Go... where do you want to go?"

"Where does Qingye want to go?" Dou Yang asked happily.

"I do not mind."

"I remember you said that you want to see the sunrise." Dou Yang handed him the white bag.

Lin Qingye was about to ask "When did I say that?" Fortunately, he realized it at the last moment and forcibly turned his words into "Yes... I want to watch the sunrise."

The tone at that moment was unnatural and slightly stiff, but Dou Yang, who was in a state of excitement, didn't notice it.

"I know there is a place to go." Dou Yang said lightly, "You will definitely like it."

As if thinking of something, Dou Yang's eyes light up slightly.

"Where to go?" Lin Qingye cheered up, pretending to be very interested.

"Secret it first, we will know when the time comes." Dou Yang stretched out his hand to touch his head, attached himself to his forehead and kissed him quickly, then took a step back before Lin Qingye could react, and said with a smile, "Come out for a few days , Auntie must be waiting impatiently, you go up."

Lin Qingye covered his forehead and asked blankly, "What about you?"

"I'll go back too. You must be very tired these few days, go back and have a good rest." Dou Yang's eyes were gentle.

"Then...then I'll go back first." Lin Qingye felt uncomfortable being looked at by him, so he turned around and walked towards the gate.

After walking a few steps, he turned his head and looked back, and found that Dou Yang was still waiting where he was, watching him leave.