Pseudo-white lotus survival diary

After a while, Lin Qingye felt that Zhong Chiyu had almost fallen asleep, so he quietly and quietly got up and groped out of bed.

Zhong Chiyu fell asleep and didn't know when he would wake up, why not...

Putting on his shoes, he walked quietly to the door, glanced back, and found that Zhong Chiyu was sleeping soundly, with no signs of waking up, so Lin Qingye gently turned the doorknob, walked out of the bedroom without a sound, and closed the door. Go to the door, then quickly go downstairs and leave Zhong Chiyu's villa.

Bypassing the other two villas, Lin Qingye sneaked to the side of Dou Yang's villa to observe.

The villa was quiet, and the surroundings were also quiet, with no one around.

Although Lin Qingye was worried that he had wronged Dou Yang, he was also very worried that Dou Yang would really get sick. He thought about it and decided to call Dou Yang out to speak.On the main road, even if he fell ill and stabbed someone, he could run away and call for help.

He thought about breaking up with Dou Yang with the excuse of being scared, but he felt that doing so was too scumbag and the hidden danger was too great. If Dou Yang couldn't think about it, one day he would come and cut himself off...

It's better to solve his psychological barrier first, and then have a frank and open talk, tell him that he is a fake, and break up seriously.

In this way, I also feel at ease.

He was about to ring the doorbell, but when he touched it, he realized that the door was actually open.

The wrought iron gate opened with a push.

Lin Qingye hesitated for a moment, pushed open the gate, walked into the small garden and shouted: "Dou Yang!"

No one responded.

Unlike Jiang Yichen and Zhong Chiyu, who were taken care of at home, Dou Yang was the only one in his family.Someone would come to clean his house every two days and leave after cleaning.From beginning to end, Dou Yang lived alone.

One is sick, one is alone, and one is alive.

For some reason, Lin Qingye suddenly felt distressed.

He took a breath and shouted inside again: "Dou Yang!"

Still no response.

Did it go out?

He calls on the cell phone.

No one heard.

Hit again.

Still no answer.

Lin Qingye stood in the small garden and hesitated for a while, gritted his teeth, and finally decided to go in and find out.

He looked around, and found a foot-long wooden stick from the drawing board easel thrown around in the small garden, and prepared to beat Dou Yang with the wooden stick if he really fell ill, and then run away by himself.

Lin Qingye was finally no longer so afraid after pinching the wooden stick tightly.

The living room door was also open.

Lin Qingye entered the house vigilantly holding a wooden stick as if he was facing an enemy, and shouted as he walked, "Dou Yang!"

He looked around the living room, but found nothing.

Then I went to the studio where Dou Yang often stayed. There were many drawing boards scattered in the studio, but there was no one there either.

In the middle of the room stood only an easel with a painting on it.

Lin Qingye walked over.

The light from outside the window shines in, and the contents of the painting are clearly visible.That painting was exactly the bloody painting I saw before, and it had been scratched to pieces.

Lin Qingye took a breath.

He took two steps back, knocking something hard under his feet.

Lin Qingye lowered his head and found several paintings lying on the ground.

The top one is still a portrait of himself, wearing a school uniform, sitting on a chair, and smiling.

However, it was also scratched.

He flipped through other paintings and found that they were all of him.

Lin Qingye was stunned, it turned out that Dou Yang had drawn more than one painting!

But these paintings were all scratched, I don't know what it means.

"Dou Yang!" He looked around and called again, very vigilant.

No one answered.

Lin Qingye's gaze turned to the small door next to it.Lin Qingye remembered that it was a small bedroom, where she changed her clothes that day.

The bedroom door was closed.

Lin Qingye walked over and unscrewed the handle.

The door opened gradually.

It was dark in the room.

Lin Qingye turned on the light according to his memory, and the bright light illuminated the whole room.Then Lin Qingye saw Dou Yang lying on the bed at a glance.

He lay peacefully, as if in a deep sleep.

Lin Qingye was startled, and gripped the stick tightly, "Dou Yang!"

The person on the bed didn't respond.

"Dou Yang!"

Lin Qingye yelled again and approached slowly.

Still no response.

what happened?

Lin Qingye suddenly felt a little afraid and panicked. This kind of panic came for no reason, as if something terrible had happened.

He rushed over and shouted at Dou Yang: "Dou Yang!"

The man on the bed was lying quietly, his face was very peaceful and serene.His hair is slightly curly, light-colored, thin, and very gentle, like a quiet angel.

But I couldn't wake up.

Lin Qingye shook him in horror, "Dou Yang! Wake up! Don't scare me! Dou Yang!"

Out of the corner of my eye, I saw several bottles of medicine on the bedside table, and white pills were scattered everywhere.

"Dou Yang—!"

……

The roar of 120 gradually faded away.

Lin Qingye was sitting in the ambulance, desperately wiping away the tears on her face.

He thought that Dou Yang would get sick, kill him, fight with him... He thought of many kinds of scary scenarios, but he never thought that Dou Yang actually committed suicide.

He didn't hurt anyone, he chose to hurt himself.

Coming to this conclusion, Lin Qingye was heartbroken.

Knowing that Dou Yang suffers from schizophrenia and depression, no matter how gentle and considerate he is, subconsciously, he is always afraid of him, afraid of him, and thinks he is a pervert.

He kept saying that he would help him and untie his knots, but he never really understood him, only fear and fear.

It should be his own fault that he committed suicide suddenly.

That day, I ran away suddenly, and I was afraid, which stimulated him and made him sick.It's just that after the onset of the disease, Dou Yang didn't come to trouble him, but chose to quietly end his life.

Lin Qingye couldn't imagine, if he was a step late, if he didn't dare to enter the villa to investigate because of fear, would Dou Yang just leave?

"It's okay..." Seeing him crying sadly, the doctor comforted him, "Fortunately, he was discovered early and can be rescued."

Lin Qingye grabbed the doctor's arm and asked expectantly, "Really?"

The doctor nodded reassuringly, "Don't worry."

Lin Qingye cried again.

He didn't want to cry, it was useless and ugly, but... he couldn't help it.

The doctor asked, "Are you the patient's family member?"

Lin Qingye nodded fiercely.

"What's the patient's name?"

"Dou Yang." Lin Qingye ignored the sadness, answered quickly, and made it clear which two words it was.

"age?"

"..."

"Do you know the exact time when he took the medicine?"

Lin Qingye shook his head.

The doctor sighed, "Then do you know what medicine he took?"

Lin Qingye quickly recalled the scene at that time. Most people may not be able to remember anything when they encounter such a situation. However, Lin Qingye has a good memory and a strong instantaneous memory. It says diazepam tablets..."

"It's good to know what the medicine is." The doctor said, "Then...do you know why he took the medicine?"

Lin Qingye said: "He has severe depression, has seen a doctor several times, and has been taking medicine."

The doctor nodded, "Understood, let's take him to gastric lavage first and carry out rescue... For patients with suicidal tendencies, I suggest you contact his most frequently used doctor for psychological treatment."

Lin Qingye: "I... I don't know his doctor."

Doctors and nurses stared at him strangely, "Are you really his family?"

Lin Qingye opened his mouth, but couldn't answer.

Who am I?

lover?White Moonlight?

neither.

He's just a fake.

Lin Qingye lowered his head and shook his head, "No, I'm...his friend."

At this moment, he deeply knew that he knew very little about Dou Yang.Dou Yang always hides his wounds and shadows, and shows him the most gentle and considerate side.

"It's okay, if you can't get in touch with his psychiatrist, we can arrange it here." The doctor said.

120 galloped all the way into the nearest hospital, doctors and nurses swarmed up and carried him into the emergency room.

Lin Qingye was alone and helpless, unable to do anything but stay where she was.

A nurse came to register the information and then asked him to go through the formalities.

Lin Qingye glanced at the emergency room, followed the nurse's instructions to register, and when it was time to pay the fee, she realized that she didn't have a dime on her.He opened Alipay and handed in the only 1000 yuan.

He called his mother and asked her to lend him some money for an emergency.

"Borrowing money?" Bai Lifang was surprised, "You ran out early in the morning and suddenly asked to borrow money. What happened?"

"My friend is sick and hospitalized, and I have to pay."

Bai Lifang didn't believe it because it was so sudden.

"Where are you now? Who are your friends?"

When Lin Qingye saw her asking questions and being suspicious, her originally bad mood became even more anxious.He knew he shouldn't lose his temper, but a fire was swirling in his heart, and it was about to explode.

He didn't bother to explain so much, hung up the phone, and then kicked the wall next to him hard.

Then, he crouched on the edge of the lawn, holding his head, not knowing what to do.

The phone rang.

Lin Qingye picked it up and saw that it was an unfamiliar phone number.

hang up.

He doesn't want to take calls from people he doesn't care about.

However, the phone continued to ring tirelessly.

Lin Qingye was so annoyed that she picked it up and was about to curse, "Who are you?"

"Qing Ye, I heard from your mother that your friend is hospitalized?" A deep voice came from the phone.

Familiar and unfamiliar voices.

Lin Qingye was stunned for a while before realizing, "Jiang Yichen!"

"Call me brother."

Lin Qingye held the phone and called out in a low voice: "Brother."

Facing Jiang Yichen, he really couldn't get angry.

"How much do you want?" The other party seemed to know his mood, he didn't ask questions like his mother, and asked directly without talking nonsense.

Lin Qingye was startled, then exulted, "You lend it to me?"

"Borrow, I'll make an IOU when I come back." Jiang Yichen said, "How much?"

Lin Qingye was a little uncertain when asked this way, "Borrow... [-] first?"

Should be enough, right?

"Okay." Jiang Yichen's language was calm from beginning to end, and he didn't bargain after hearing the words, "give me the account."

Lin Qingye reported his Alipay account.

Jiang Yichen hung up the phone.

The wind in the distance passed through the bushes and rushed towards the face, dispelling some of the boredom.

Lin Qingye stood for a while, then walked to the emergency room and continued to wait.

After a while, the doctor came out, saw him, and said to him: "Mr. Lin, the patient was rescued in time and is out of danger."

Thank goodness!

Hearing this news, Lin Qingye felt that the strength that had been supporting him suddenly disappeared, and his legs felt a little weak.

He sat softly on the next row of chairs, clasped his fingers, bowed his head, and sincerely thanked God.

The voice of the text message came.

Lin Qingye took out her mobile phone, and the information showed that Alipay had credited 5 yuan.

He excitedly ran to the toll office with his mobile phone in his hand, and after some more drumming, he finally paid the fee.

At this moment, he finally relaxed.

Great, it's all right!