Abandoned

Chia Ya watched Xiao Jiuzheng put the dagger against her cheek, and saw the blood oozing from her fair face, which made her very nervous. She was already disfigured, how could she make Xiao Jiuzheng ugly with her!Chia Ya didn't think much about it at the moment, she reached out to grab the dagger in Xiao Jiuzheng's hand, she had only one thought in her mind, she must not let Xiao Jiuzheng hurt herself.

After all, Chia Ya is a martial arts practitioner. Before Xiao Jiuzheng could react, Chia Ya had already snatched Xiao Jiuzheng away and threw it far away. When the dagger fell to the ground, it made a crisp metallic sound.

"You don't let me hurt my appearance today, what about tomorrow, and every day in the future, can you stay by my side?" Xiao Jiuzheng asked, she knew that she was too impatient and didn't give Chia any time to buffer, but She couldn't restrain herself at all, she was too eager to give Chia a sense of trust, security, and happiness, any moment of slowness would make her feel tormented.

"Why do you force me?" Qianya burst into tears, why Xiao Jiucheng couldn't understand her feelings, she wanted to keep her beautiful self in Xiao Jiuzheng's heart, but Xiao Jiuzheng couldn't even satisfy her most humble extravagant wish, Xiao Jiuzheng let her Now she has lost any direction and hope, just like a traveler who finds her way by a light that is too weak, even the last light is extinguished, her world is plunged into darkness, and she doesn't know where to go Walk.

"I know that Chia wants to live in my heart with the most beautiful posture, but no matter how beautiful the memory is, there is no warmth. Isn't the warmth of embracing each other more real and lovable than the beautiful moon in the water and flowers in the mirror? Chia Ya Don't you ever feel icy cold when you are alone, when you miss someone very much? Life is born lonely, and a person can't keep warm for himself. In the dark, people always want to find a partner that suits them You are the one I love, the partner I have identified, you can't leave me and let me face the loneliness and cold alone." Xiao Jiuzheng hugged Chia tightly, and said with red eyes.

"You don't understand, you won't understand..." Although Xiao Jiuzheng knew the cause of the syndrome, Chia Ya still stubbornly believed that understanding is one thing, and the real feeling is another. Not really feeling that pain.

"How important can appearance be? Chia Ya lost her appearance. Didn't I recognize Chia Ya at a glance? In my heart, Chia Ya is a whole person, and her appearance is only a small part. Beauty is the icing on the cake. Ugly It doesn't matter, one day, we will all grow old and fade. If the weight of the soul is not as important as the weight of the appearance, then I feel sad for Chia and myself. If Chia still cares about the appearance, I really I am willing to destroy my appearance, just to be able to stay with Chia Ya, no matter what the cost." Xiao Jiuzheng said extremely firmly.

"Xiao Jiuzheng, I beg you not to force me..." Xiao Jiuzheng was completely forced to the point where she didn't know what to do. Chia Ya chose to be weak to escape all of this. She inserted her hands into her hair in pain, and pressed her scalp tightly with her fingers, pulling herself away. s hair.

"I know you are suffering now, I will stay with you until you calm down, let me face it with you, as long as we both live, nothing is more important than this, everything will turn around." Xiao Jiuzheng gently Caressing Chia's head, in her opinion, as long as Chia is still alive, there is nothing more important than this, she already feels that this is the greatest luck.

Chia Ya's collapsed emotions finally calmed down after two or three hours under Xiao Jiuzheng's constant persuasion. Although Chia Ya didn't completely want to open up and compromise, but compared to before, now she completely gave up driving Xiao Jiuzheng away idea.Because she knew that she couldn't resist Xiao Jiuzheng, she was really afraid that Xiao Jiucheng would ruin her magnificent appearance if she was with her.Although I don't care about Xiao Jiuzheng's appearance, how can I be willing to destroy Xiao Jiuzheng's peerless appearance!In fact, people are used to underestimating their ability to bear. Originally, Chia Ya thought that she would never be able to bear seeing her ugly appearance by Xiao Jiuzheng, but after Xiao Jiuzheng saw her ugly appearance, although she was still uncomfortable and embarrassing, but But I still endured it, because things couldn't get any worse. Only when I really fell to the ground, I wouldn't worry about falling all the time.Since it cannot get worse, it is possible to go in a good direction.

"Where is the medicine for wounds that the King of Medicine gave you that won't leave scars?" Qian Ya wiped off the blood on Xiao Jiuzheng's cheek, and found that Xiao Jiuzheng really showed no mercy to her. The wound was not big, but it was quite deep. If you don't If it is handled well, there will definitely be scars, although there will not be too many scars, but at this moment Chia Ya is sure that Xiao Jiuzheng can really say it, and he can do it.

"It's just such a small wound, it's nothing." Xiao Jiuzheng said indifferently, but she was a little happy in her heart. She knew that Chia Ya, who refused to let herself leave even such a scar, would sooner or later compromise because she felt sorry for herself.Xiao Jiuzheng wanted to leave this scar even more at this moment, because compared to the scar on Chia Ya's face, it was nothing worth mentioning. If she couldn't be ugly with Chia Ya, then it would be nice to be ugly at all.

"Where's the medicine?" Qianya asked again in an unquestionable tone. She felt that her scars had become so ugly, and there was no way to do it, but Xiao Jiuzheng could not leave scars, and she would never allow Xiao Jiuzheng to leave any traces on his face. scars.

"It's been many years, and it's been used up long ago. If there are any, I want to give Chia a try." Xiao Jiuzheng didn't tell the truth. The amount left is indeed not much, at least not enough for Chia, but for himself This small wound is enough, but she still wants to leave this unnoticeable scar on her face.

"Used up?" Qian Ya's eyebrows exposed outside the veil were frowned, thinking that Xiao Jiuzheng might leave scars because of this, she couldn't care less.

"Well, they're all used up." Xiao Jiuzheng looked at Chia Ya sincerely and said.

"Are there other trauma medicines that don't leave scars?" After so many years, the medicines have been used up, which is understandable, but it is impossible for Xiao Jiuzheng to not have other medicines at all.

"This time, the emperor set up a tomb for you. I feel very uncomfortable. I don't want to give up and go out of the palace again, because I left in a hurry and didn't prepare too much." As long as Xiao Jiuzheng wanted to find an excuse, he couldn't find a reasonable one. when.

Speaking of Dugucheng, Chia Ya thought of Xiao Jiuzheng's prince again, and his already depressed mood became even more depressed, but he didn't want to ask Xiao Jiuzheng.First, she didn't want to question Xiao Jiuzheng because she had no position. After all, she had disappeared for three years. Second, because Xiao Jiuzheng gave birth to a child of the Dugu family, which would do no harm to the Dugu family. .

Feeling that Chia Ya's mood became more depressed, Xiao Jiuzheng, who hadn't guessed the reason last time, quickly thought of the general reason this time.

"Qianya doesn't want to know, how did the prince get here?" Xiao Jiuzheng asked a considerate question, and she thought that Qianya should care about this.

Qian Ya looked at Xiao Jiuzheng, Xiao Jiuzheng knew herself so well, sometimes she felt that she was completely naked in front of Xiao Jiuzheng, but it made Chia Ya feel unspeakably ashamed at this moment, she felt ugly, Not even jealousy.

Qian Ya obviously wanted to know so much that she was about to scratch her heart, but she still held back the desire to ask and kept silent.

"The prince is not my own, but I gave birth to a son through my womb. The Dugu family's heirs are weak, and there have been no males born, which is not conducive to the stability of the court. Your brother was destined to be childless, but I was destined to have a precious son. Can the husband and wife have children? , based on a strong fate, as long as I want to give birth, I can give birth. But I am yours, and I can't accept anyone other than you touching me, so I want to cheat and cheat, as long as everyone thinks This crown prince was born to me, so that’s what his fate shows, regardless of whether he was born or not, such a secret must be buried in the history books.” Xiao Jiuzheng can somewhat perceive Qianya’s mentality, she knows Qianya’s Her heart is still much more sensitive than before, so she didn't dare to tease Chia anymore, and took the initiative to explain Chia's doubts.

When Chia Ya heard it, she felt relieved.