Abandoned

Chia's wooden house couldn't fit a large bathtub, so Xiao Jiuzheng asked the guards to build a new wooden house next to the wooden house, which was used to put down the bathtub and serve as a special wooden house for bathing.

Chia Ya looked at the newly-renovated wooden house built by a dozen guards, and knew that Xiao Jiuzheng really made up his mind to spend it with herself, and moved the pampered life in the palace. After all, more than ten guards are enough The ones she commands are always there, and there are only two more for her to command.

"Xiao Jiuzheng, are you crazy?" Seeing Xiao Jiucheng's slacking off like this, Chia Ya felt the seriousness of the problem, which was completely different from her selfish desire to get along with Xiao Jiuzheng.

"The day I lost her, I was already crazy. You don't understand, I experienced a different kind of pain than her." Xiao Jiuzheng looked at Chia Ya, thinking that Chia Ya still didn't plan to go back with him, and he didn't even plan to go back with him. Staying together, thinking of this, Xiao Jiuzheng's tears rolled down, she can't bear to lose again, and she will never let herself bear it again, it's really too painful.

Chia Ya looked at Xiao Jiuzheng's face full of tears, and her heart ached all of a sudden, that kind of heart that seemed to be the softest was tightly grasped and kneaded by a pair of ruthless hands called fate .Chia Ya didn't dare to look at Xiao Jiuzheng, she turned her head away, she was afraid that if she saw it, she would be defeated, and would agree to all Xiao Jiuzheng's requests, but no matter which choice she made, Chia Ya felt intense pain, this pain was worse than ever Be strong.She can't bear Xiao Jiuzheng, but she can't accept the fact that she has become ugly, one side is the blade, the other side is sharp thorns, which can make her heart bloody, but she can't bear Xiao Jiuzheng's pain, but she doesn't want Xiao Jiuzheng to be Not good enough myself.

"Ah Chou, can you treat me like her and give me a hug?" Xiao Jiuzheng looked at Chia Ya who dared not look at her. She knew that Chia Ya was also suffering in her heart. , the place was bloody and bloody, but because he was afraid of pain, he was unwilling to clean the wound. If the wound was not cleaned, it would never heal.

Chia Ya didn't refuse, she couldn't refuse Xiao Jiuzheng, she reached out and hugged Xiao Jiuzheng into her arms, the warmth of the embrace made Chia Ya's tears fall silently from inside the veil.

Xiao Jiuzheng is also crying. She feels that she is not good enough, not good enough to make Chia trust enough, but for herself who has not fulfilled her responsibility to protect herself, she feels that Chia has reason not to trust herself.

Chia Ya did not chase Xiao Jiuzheng away, but became more anxious. She knew that keeping Xiao Jiuzheng here was not a long-term solution.

Every night is the most difficult time for Xiao Jiuzheng, because she wants to undo the veil on Chia Ya's face, and she endures it very hard every day.

That night, Xiao Jiuzheng looked at the sleeping Chia, she still couldn't restrain that impulse and desire, she kept promises, but she paid more attention to Chia, so Xiao Jiuzheng didn't mind letting herself be a broken person once.

After a few days of intense inner struggle, she finally decided to untie Chia Ya's veil. At this moment, she looked at Chia Ya's veil, and her heart was so nervous that she was about to tremble, just like the day she and Chia Ya got married, when Chia Ya untied her red hijab. suddenly.But compared to that day, the tension was even worse, and there was also a little more fear, fear of being discovered by Chia Ya, and at the same time, some unpredictable things happened to him.Xiao Jiuzheng took a deep breath, trying to calm down the tension in her heart at the moment, but the hand stretched out to Chia Ya's face shook violently. She told herself that she had to be steady, that was the process she had to go through to clean up Chia Ya's wounds, thinking like this , Xiao Jiuzheng stretched out his fingers tremblingly.During this period, Xiao Jiuzheng swallowed her saliva once, which was the most tense moment in her life.

Xiao Jiuzheng lifted the veil of Chia very lightly, and thanks to Chia's trust in herself, she was not awakened.Xiao Jiuzheng looked at the thousands of hideous knife marks under the candlelight, and that once extremely beautiful face was now ugly beyond recognition. Even though Xiao Jiuzheng had already foreseen the result in his heart, he looked at these hideous faces at this moment. Scar, she still received a strong shock, the kind of distressed heartache, uncontrollable pain, made her instinctively cover her mouth tightly, so that she didn't let herself cry out to wake up Chia Ya.She hates herself so much, hates herself for not being able to protect Chia Ya, hates herself for not finding Chia Ya earlier, hates herself for not being able to alleviate Chia Ya's pain now, all these make Xiao Jiuzheng feel extremely painful at this moment.At this moment, Xiao Jiuzheng can't wait to slash her own face a few times. If Chia Ya is afraid of making herself ugly, she doesn't mind making herself ugly to accompany her.

Xiao Jiuzheng put on the veil for Chia Ya with great distress. This night, she couldn't fall asleep anyway. She lay on the pillow, crying silently, and the tears wet the pillow.

When Chia woke up the next day, she found that Xiao Jiuzheng was staring at herself with red and swollen eyes. With the veil still on, she was slightly relieved, but there was still a kind of panic that the secret might not be a secret.

"Why are your eyes so red and swollen? Have you ever cried?" Chia Ya asked, she didn't know why Xiao Jiu was crying.

"I miss her so much, I couldn't help crying." Xiao Jiuzheng couldn't help crying again, and the big tears dripped onto Chia Ya's veil, and burned Chia Ya's face through the fabric of the veil With uneven skin on her face, Chia felt that her heart was also scalded, and it hurt a lot.

"If you really miss her too much and don't think I'm too ugly, then just treat her as her." Chia Ya didn't know how to comfort Xiao Jiuzheng, so she could only say this.

It's just that the ugly word hurt Xiao Jiuzheng. Xiao Jiuzheng lay on Chia Ya's chest, and the tears fell even more fiercely. She never knew that she would have so many tears. If she was not careful, she couldn't help but fall out.

Seeing Xiao Jiuzheng like this, Chia suddenly thought of something, and pushed Xiao Jiuzheng away in fear.

"Did you...peek at me..." Chia Ya asked uncertainly.

"Qianya..." Xiao Jiuzheng called Qianya's name, his tone contained too much affection, distressed, sad, as thick as ice that could not be melted.

"I'm not Dugu Qianya, I'm not anymore, you don't want to see it, why do you want to see it..." Thinking that Xiao Jiuzheng has seen her ugly self, Qianya couldn't stand it and roared at Xiao Jiuzheng, as if her fragile skin was exposed there In the scorching sun, every inch of skin was burned without any cover, bloody and bloody.

"If you care about your appearance and don't want to be with me, can I be ugly with you?" Saying that, Xiao Jiuzheng didn't know when a sharp dagger was added to her delicate skin, and soon, she The delicate skin was blood stained by the sharp blade of the dagger.

"I'll draw as many slashes as you have on your face. I don't mind adding a few more slashes, which are a little uglier than you, so that you have no reason to escape!" Xiao Jiuzheng held the dagger tightly, and said to Qianya very firmly. shouted.