paranoia

"Brother, do you see this body okay?"

In order to prevent Song Wanzhou from leaving secretly, Song Jing didn't allow him to leave his sight for half a step, blocked him in the bathroom arbitrarily, and waited for Song Wanzhou to wash up while changing out of the clothes.

I heard that it was going to Song Wanzhou's mentor's house, and Song Jing, who was visiting for the first time, needed to change into decent clothes.But all his luggage is in the hands of his manager, only his mobile phone and ID card are with him. In order to prevent his manager from disturbing him, his mobile phone was turned off last night.

Song Wanzhou originally thought it was okay to wear the clothes for another day, but the vile Song Jing insisted on taking them off and showing him where it got dirty, telling him when it got dirty, and what made it dirty.

Seeing the mottled white marks on the black T-shirt, after all, the thin-skinned Song Wanzhou was so ashamed that his ears turned red, recalling the mischief of the two in the morning, he had no choice but to retreat and let Song Jing try his clothes, if not, Just go out and buy a suit.

Song Wanzhou saw that the clothes he was wearing fit Song Jing's body, and even a section of his lower abdomen was exposed, and he shook his head quickly, expressing that he couldn't do it.

After graduating from high school, Song Wanzhou's body stopped growing. In the university dormitory, he was the shortest except for An Yan, who was extremely picky eater.On the other hand, Song Jing, who is younger than him and picky eater, has grown a lot taller during the years when he was not able to participate.The two stood together, and Song Jing, who had a height advantage, invisibly gave him a sense of oppression that was so strong that it could not be ignored.

"Xiaojing, you go out first..." Song Wanzhou said hesitantly, "You can also change clothes outside."

Last night, he was worried that the sound of water in the bathroom would wake up Song Jing who had finally fallen asleep. Song Wanzhou couldn't take a bath and endured it until now. As soon as he stepped into the bathroom with his front foot, Song Jing followed him in with his back foot.

Song Jing leaned on the sink, propped his chin, stared straight at the man who was unwilling to take off his clothes behind the frosted glass, approached maliciously, and said with a smile, "Is brother shy?" The glass door was about to close, "Is brother older and more conservative?" He teased the panicked man inside viciously.

Whether it was before or now, Song Jing is happy to see a different expression on the serious Song Wanzhou's face. As long as Song Wanzhou treats him a little more special than others, Song Jing will be secretly happy for a long time.

Song Jing looked at Song Wanzhou's eyes full of desire, just like a traveler in the desert yearns for the nourishment of water, he is also desperate to be comforted by Song Wanzhou's body, but he has been patient.Song Jing knew that no matter how much he did to Song Wanzhou now, Song Wanzhou, who was full of guilt, would not blame him.But he couldn't, besides Song Wanzhou's body, he wanted Song Wanzhou's closed heart even more.

In the past, he was too impatient and didn't think carefully, and when he was provoked by Jiang Xinzhi, he desperately wanted Song Wanzhou to nod.If he hadn't been too impulsive, Song Wanzhou wouldn't have been hurt so much.

Now that he can achieve financial independence, he no longer needs to let Song Wanzhou take care of him.As Yu Duo taught him, only by solving Song Wanzhou's worries can he fully get Song Wanzhou's body and mind.

"Xiaojing..." Song Wanzhou reminded again.

"Oh, I see." Song Jing smiled brightly, opened the glass door, held Song Wanzhou's face and kissed him, "Then I'm going out."

Looking at Song Jing's relaxed back, Song Wanzhou covered his hot face, "Close the door."

Song Jing's smug laughter came from outside, "It doesn't matter, I have to listen to the sound of my brother taking a bath to be at ease."

With the frequent harassment from Song Jing, the two had to wait until the afternoon before going out.Song Wanzhou couldn't get Song Jing to wear clothes that fit him, so he finally went to the mall to buy a set.

Unlike yesterday's heat, the sky is getting darker and it seems to be raining.

In the taxi, Song Jing held Song Wanzhou's hand, gave him a massage, and asked worriedly, "Brother, does it really hurt?" Noticing that Song Wanzhou's fingers were trembling slightly, "I always feel You're lying to me again."

"It doesn't hurt anymore," Song Wanzhou said.

Whenever the weather changes, there will be piercing pain in his knuckles. Song Wanzhou is not used to it at first, but as time goes by, it becomes a hint to remind him to bring an umbrella when going out.

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Song Wanzhou wanted to withdraw his hand, but he obviously didn't want to show his scars to the outside.

Song Jing, who knows how to read words and expressions, put his hand on the back of Song Wanzhou's hand lightly, lowered his voice, and said in a low voice, "This way others won't be able to see it."

One sentence directly fixed Song Wanzhou in place, forgot to pull his hand, lowered his gloomy eyes, and said flatly: "It's ugly."

"It's not ugly at all. No one will dare to hurt you in the future."

Song Jing stroked every scar on the back of his hand obsessively, and secretly held his breath and gritted his teeth. What Cen Youfan owed his brother, he would ask her to pay it back sooner or later.

The pain eased slightly, and seeing Song Jing's serious appearance, Song Wanzhou had to admit that his brother had really changed a lot.She is no longer as aggressive as before, and her words and deeds have matured a lot, revealing subtle tenderness intentionally or unintentionally.

Song Wanzhou didn't want to look any further, and turned his head, with sadness in his eyes.No matter how many steps Song Jing took toward him, he was still as brave as ever, and even half a step was difficult.

He didn't tell Song Jing that he had already bought a plane ticket for tomorrow night.He still intends to leave quietly, it is a bit good, and he will be satisfied after a little taste.Those who are worthy of his younger brother should be excellent, not a cowardly person like him.

Song Wanzhou's mentor, Song Du, learned that Song Wanzhou was coming to visit him, so he dismissed his family early and paced back and forth at the gate of the community, worried that Song Wanzhou would not know the way.

What he didn't expect was that there was another fully armed face who got out of the car behind Song Wanzhou.

Before he could ask, Song Jing, who had taken off his sunglasses and mask, walked over with his hands full of health supplies, and introduced himself, "Hello, Professor Song, I am Song Wanzhou's boyfriend, and my name is Song Wanzhou." scene."

One sentence directly frightened both Song Du and Song Wanzhou into place.

Song Du reacted first, laughed and laughed, and led the two of them home, "It's fate, it's fate."

After Song Jing entered the room, Song Du stopped Song Wanzhou who was still out of mental state at the door, and asked in a low voice, "Wanzhou, have you been deceived?"

Song Wanzhou was still thinking about how to explain his relationship with Song Jing to Song Du, and asked in surprise, "Cheated?"

"The boy inside, I saw on my granddaughter's iPad, his name is not Song Jing, but Xiang Yang." Song Du looked at the two of them back and forth, "It looks so much stronger than you, and he often bullies you. "

"Teacher, we are not what you think..."

Song Du looked familiar with the world, "Ning Xi told me all the time on the phone, saying that you have been unwilling to get close to girls all these years, and you have not gone on the blind date arranged for you. The boys are all with you. Woke up, do you still want to hide it from the teacher?" Thinking of this, he sighed helplessly, "It's not against you, I just hope you can meet someone who can take care of you."

Song Du and Song Wanzhou became acquainted with theoretical mechanics in their junior year.

At that time, when he saw Song Wanzhou dozing off as soon as he was in class, he thought he was just an inexperienced and idle student, so he didn't want to take a second look.Later, Song Wanzhou, who was excellent in grades, was assigned to his subordinates to do the graduation project. Only then did he know that Song Wanzhou was just sleeping in class because he had too many part-time jobs and couldn't hold on, so he secretly made up his homework. .

Song Wanzhou is not like other people in the laboratory, he is talented and can teach as soon as he is taught, but he is more diligent than anyone else, he works from dawn to dusk, and sometimes even stays up all night in the laboratory to ensure more accurate data.

It may be that they have the same surname, Song Du regards Song Wanzhou as his own child from the bottom of his heart.In front of other people, he was strict with him to the end, and when there was no one around, he couldn't help but care about Song Wanzhou who never came home during the holidays.

At the end of every month, he could see Song Wanzhou secretly hiding in a corner wiping tears, but he never stepped forward, nor would he intervene in Song Wanzhou's private affairs.

He thought it might be because of poor conditions at home.

Song Wanzhou originally wanted to work directly after graduation, and he desperately needed money, but Governor Song was reluctant to let him go, thinking that he should continue to engage in scientific research, so he forced him to stay.

Knowing that he was short of money, he secretly added hundreds of dollars to Song Wanzhou's living allowance every month.

Better than Song Wanzhou

Yes, there are plenty of people around, but he is eccentric. He loves the young Song Wanzhou with scars all over his body. He is never willing to share his inner distress with others. No matter what happens, he carries it on his shoulders.

Much like what he looked like when he was young.

Taking the sensible Song Wanzhou to study for a master's degree, and later entrusting him to a trusted student to study for a Ph.D., Du Song retired with peace of mind.

I haven't seen him for a few years, Song Wanzhou is still the same as he remembers, gentle and gentle, and has his own considerations in dealing with people.

Knowing that Song Wanzhou and Song Jing hadn't had lunch yet, Du Song offered to cook lunch for them.

Seeing that Song Wanzhou wanted to come over to help, he quickly drove him away, "I'm old, I can't do anything else, I can still cook." The old man boasted proudly.

Song Jing embraced Song Wanzhou's shoulders, pointed at the colorful walls, and said with a smile: "Brother, look. Your teacher's child is actually my fan. Wait a minute, should I keep a sign?"

Song Wanzhou took a closer look, and the poster on the wall turned out to be his younger brother standing beside him.

Thinking of the cheers heard at the airport, Song Wanzhou asked, "Xiaojing, did you change your name?"

"'Xiangyang', does it sound good? I chose my own stage name." Song Jing asked back, "My brother is Yangyang, so I will be Xiangyang."

Seeing Song Wanzhou frowned slightly, Song Jing raised the corners of his mouth and said relaxedly, "It doesn't matter even if my brother stays where he is. I have good physical strength. No matter how many steps are left, I can finish the walk."

Before Song Wanzhou could respond, Song Du in the kitchen interrupted the conversation between the two, "Wanzhou, come and take a look, why can't the gas be turned on?"

The old man who had never cooked could only chat with Song Jing on the sofa in the end, and left the battlefield to Song Wanzhou.

It just so happened that Song Du was full of questions and needed someone to answer them.

"Song Jing, right?" Song Du first confirmed Song Jing's real name, "How long have you known Wan Zhou?"

Facing the elder's cross-examination, Song Jing replied with ease: "We have known each other since we were young."

Now it's Song Du's turn to be puzzled, "Since childhood?"

Song Jingjing nodded, "It later developed into a couple relationship. I love him very much, and I can't live without his kind of love in my life."

Song Du thought that the young man was just a momentary enthusiasm, and worried that his short-term freshness would hurt the long-term Song Wanzhou in the future, but he did not expect that the two had known each other since childhood.

After knowing Song Jing's sincerity, there was less interrogation in the words, as if the elders entrusted their children, "Wanzhou's family conditions seem to be not very good. I haven't asked, but I have known him for so long, and I have never been home. I usually live frugally, and the extra money seems to be remitted back home. Boy, if you really love him, I hope you can treat him better. Wan Zhou has no sense of security and has eaten a lot Bitter, never willing to tell other people, it makes people feel distressed."

"Yeah." Song Jing nodded slightly, "Brother will be happy."

Song Wanzhou didn't know that the two of them were chatting outside, so he called out habitually, "Xiaojing, come and help me."

When the food was served, most of the time it was Song Wanzhou and Song Du who were chatting.Talk about Song Wanzhou's recent projects and his extraordinary promotion.

At the dinner table, Song Du's tough laughter and Song Wanzhou's gentle smile could be heard from time to time.

Song Jing'an was quiet, and only added more food to Song Wanzhou when the bowl was bottomed out.There was a familiar taste in his mouth, and Song Wanzhou's radiant profile was in his eyes.

He really wanted to be with Song Wanzhou forever.

After dark, Song Wanzhou proposed to leave, "Teacher, I'll see you next time I come to Beijing."

Although he was reluctant to give up, he also knew that Song Wanzhou had business to do the next day, so he had no choice but to set off to send the two of them out of the community.

"Wanzhou, someone will be with you in the future. If you have something sad, you must tell it." Looking at the back of Song Jing walking in front, Song Du patted Song Wanzhou's shoulder to cover the water in his eyes, " Do you understand?"

Song Wanzhou didn't want to make Governor Song worry, so he nodded cooperatively, "Yeah."