paranoia

"Your brother?" Jiang Xinzhi obviously didn't think that Song Jingxuan's keyboard player would be Song Wanzhou, who he kept silent about all the time. He paused with his plucking hand and lowered his voice, "Don't you dislike your brother?"

Song Jing smiled, put the marked draft paper into his pocket, and said casually, "Did I say I didn't like it?"

It's a question, it's a rhetorical question.

Jiang Xinzhi silently looked at Song Jing and He Chuan's back chatting, feeling uncomfortable.

When Song Jing sent the message, Song Wanzhou just stood up from his seat, and before he had time to reply, he heard a sinister voice from his deskmate, "Song Wanzhou, what's wrong with you recently? You used to be the last one to leave. , now I’m about to run after the bell rings after class, isn’t it because I’m in a relationship?” She teased half-jokingly, but her eyes were full of provocation.

Liu Qianming's moderate voice was just right for the whole class to hear clearly, including the teacher who was packing up the handouts on the desk.The topic of love will always be a taboo topic for the rigorous academic style of No. [-] Middle School, and it cannot be brought up to the public.Whenever you are found in a relationship, you will call your parents with the fake and inferior excuse of 'affecting your classmates' studies', but try to make you stop thinking about being in love and concentrate on studying.How can it be possible for adolescent boys and girls to completely avoid the throbbing of hormones, even if they just have a good impression, they will not easily tell other people, let alone in public.

Because of what happened last time, Liu Qianming and Song Wanzhou had a very unpleasant quarrel. Song Wanzhou didn't show him a good face in front of all his classmates, which made him embarrassed. Find something to do with yourself.

"My brother just came to pick me up." Song Wanzhou was still gentle and smiling. He was older than everyone else, and he didn't take Liu Qianming's childish behavior that was obviously revenge. "Thank you for your concern."

Bicycles cannot be parked at the school gate. Song Jing parked across the road, leaning against the streetlight with his eyes closed, looking for a beat with his hands in his pockets.

"Small scene."

Slowly opened his eyes, grinned, and smiled at Song Wanzhou across the road: "Brother, it's already twelve o'clock, and I'm already hungry." He seemed to be complaining that Song Wanzhou was a little late, but there was nothing in his tone Not a little impatient.

After not seeing each other for several hours, Song Wanzhou noticed that his younger brother's mood seemed brighter than in the morning, so he turned his head and smiled at him.

Affected by his good mood, Song Wanzhou put the incident that just happened behind him, wrapped his arms around Song Jing's waist, poked him, and warned with his eyes: "Xiao Jing, watch what I do, watch the road."

Going back to the old house on the weekend, Song Jing suddenly stopped the car when passing by the business hall.

"What's wrong?" Song Wanzhou didn't pay attention and bumped into Song Jing's back.

Song Jing turned his head, supported Song Wanzhou, pouted and said, "Brother, I want to change a phone card." Afraid that he would disagree, he put on a pitiful look.

"Why change the card? Don't we use the family plan?" Guan Zhiwen has already applied for their phone cards, so they don't need to pay for the calls themselves. Except for the last two digits, the other numbers are the same, which is easy to remember.Song Wanzhou would not disagree, but Song Jingti's request was too sudden, so he had to ask clearly.

Song Jing's eyes darkened, he pursed his lips naturally, and said unhappily: "Brother, the person I don't like has my phone number and always calls and texts me. I'm very troubled."

Song Jing's troubles are very simple, because people he doesn't like pollute his life, and he is very upset.

In the telecommunications business hall, Song Wanzhou used his ID card to re-apply for a phone card for Song Jing. Using his ID card would make it easier for Song Kuan to explain to them, lest they misunderstand Song Jing.

When Song Jing got the new card, he smiled and said, "My brother's card is installed in my mobile phone." But he was thinking in his heart, when did my brother install it in my heart?

Seeing the poster of the latest mobile phone posted at the door, Song Jing suddenly pestered Song Wanzhou to change it: "Brother, I want to change my mobile phone."

Song Wanzhou has long been used to his younger brother's behavior of spending money like water. He saves as much as he can, and the extra money basically meets Song Jingge's small requests.

Don't rush to refuse, but ask the reason clearly: "Didn't you just buy the phone at the beginning of the year?" Song Wanzhou

All the New Year's money was deposited in the bank card, and Song Jing had no reservations, buying game consoles, mobile phones, skateboards, whatever he liked.

Song Jing pretended to be worried, tapped the phone screen, and raised the corner of his mouth: "The memory is too small, nothing can be loaded."

Even the photos of my brother can't finish it.

His 128g mobile phone photo album is full of photos of Song Wanzhou, classified into different categories, and most of them were secretly taken when Song Wanzhou was not paying attention or sleeping.

Song Wanzhou thought it was Song Jing who often played games, which took up more memory. Although he was soft-hearted, he couldn't let everything go to him.

"I'll buy it for you during the winter vacation, okay?" Song Wanzhou coaxed him gently.

Song Jingjing nodded and stopped playing tricks.

The clerk who had been observing the two of them saw the school uniform Song Wanzhou was wearing, and teased him half-jokingly: "Young couples have such a good relationship. The new mobile phone happens to be discounted at an event. You can try it out. If you like it, you can ask your parents to buy it."

Poor salesmanship, Song Wanzhou frowned slightly when he heard the name 'little lover': "I'm sorry, he is my younger brother."

Song Jing wasn't unhappy at all, and even slightly curled the corners of his mouth, enjoying the stranger's misunderstanding.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you two don't look alike, so I didn't think about it, it wasn't intentional." The clerk smiled awkwardly and hurriedly explained.

"It's okay." Song Wanzhou was not someone who was entangled, so he nodded to accept her apology.

After they left, the clerk whispered to another clerk: "My brother doesn't look like a real brother at all..."

Song Jing had a smile on his face, and those who didn't know thought that Song Wanzhou had already bought him a new mobile phone.

Rejecting Song Jing's request to eat out: "Xiao Jing, we have no money now, and we have to pay your friend's car money back, have you forgotten?"

Under Song Wanzhou's insistence, Song Jing's premeditated weekend date plan was in vain. He stepped on the pedal and looked straight ahead, curled his mouth, and silently scolded himself for being stupid. up.

Still parked the bicycle at the door of Grandma Zhang's shop, and then the two of them walked back.

As soon as he got home, he saw Song Mu sitting alone in the garden. When he heard the two of them came back, he didn't come up to him, with his head buried in his arms, as if he had been greatly wronged.

Song Wanzhou let Song Jing enter the room, then quietly sat beside Song Mu, squatted down, and asked softly, "Who bullied our lovely Mu Mu again? Tell brother, brother will avenge you."

Song Muhong had a tear-stained face, and her round eyes were red and swollen from crying, glistening with water, her nose sucked and hiccupped even when she spoke: "Brother... Mom is Liar... Mom doesn't want my uncle to become my father, and I don't want me to meet him."

Although Song Jing asked him yesterday whether Song Raoshuang and Yu Duo would get back together, he gave a negative answer, but Song Wanzhou was looking forward to the lovers finally getting married, and he hoped that his sister-in-law who had been single could find real happiness.

He hugged the sad Song Mu in his arms, gently wiped her tears, and said distressedly: "Why do you say that mother is a liar?"

Song Mu was so wronged that she burst into tears as soon as she said it, she threw herself into Song Wanzhou's arms and cried, "Mum clearly promised to take me to find my uncle last night, but she changed her mind when she got up this morning."

Sensing the little guy's emotional fluctuations, Song Wanzhou's voice softened: "Has Mu Mu asked mom why? Could it be that mom is too busy?"

"Mom said she did something wrong, so I'm sorry uncle." Song Mu burst into tears, and the grievances of the whole day flooded into his heart again, "But just apologize for doing something wrong, why didn't mom ask if uncle Angry? Uncle is so gentle, how could he be angry all the time. "

Children are naive and don't understand the twists and turns between adults. From Song Mu's point of view, if Song Raoshuang did something wrong, he should just apologize and shouldn't unilaterally decide not to contact Yu Duo.

"Does Twilight want to see Uncle?"

Song Mu pouted and nodded, lying on Song Wanzhou's shoulder lightly, his body was still trembling slightly from crying: "

Brother, I want Dad too. "

For some reason, the appearance of Song Mu crying for his father reminded Song Wanzhou that when he was a child, he was ignorant, crying and wanting his dead parents to come back to him again.

The difference is that no matter how much Song Wanzhou cries, no one will take him to see his father.

After returning to Hangzhou for so many years, Song Wanzhou went to visit the tomb, always secretly alone, going out in the morning and returning at night.

Sit next to their tombstones, chat and talk about recent developments.

Blood is thicker than water. Even though Song Mu and Yu Duo haven't met each other for ten years, after Song Mu knew that Yu Duo was her father, she insisted that she didn't want her father since she was a child. At that moment, she fell apart, longing for a father like everyone else. like.

Even want more, to fill the void in my heart.

Song Wanzhou didn't know what happened to Yu Duo back then, so he obviously went to him specifically to ask where his sister-in-law was going, but in the end he never saw him in England.

Originally, he shouldn't talk too much about this matter. After all, it was Song Raoshuang's own decision not to want to recognize Yu Duo, and outsiders can't get involved, but after Song Wanzhou put Song Mu to sleep who was tired from crying, he still couldn't help knocking Song Raoshuang. Locked door.

"Sister, can I come in?"

"kindness."

Song Raoshuang is not in good condition, and asked the crew for a week's vacation. She has been staying in the room since yesterday, and Tan Jing failed to persuade her. I got the contact information of the other party, but I dare not contact him for a long time.

She is afraid.

I'm afraid that her actions are superfluous. After ten years of parting, not everyone will stay where they are.

Song Wanzhou hadn't chatted with Song Raoshuang alone for a long time. She remembered seeing Song Raoshuang for the first time. Her eyes were flying, and her whole body was filled with vitality and publicity that had nothing to do with age.

Ten years have passed, Song Wanzhou has grown up, and Song Raoshuang has also matured.

"Sister."

Song Raoshuang sat on the bed, staring at the phone in a daze, forced a bitter smile, "Yangyang is back."

"Mumu wants to see Uncle Yu Duo." Song Wanzhou said softly.

Regarding Yu Duo's matter, Song Raoshuang and the others have always kept it from Song Wanzhou and Song Jing. She was surprised that Song Wanzhou knew Yu Duo's name: "How did Yang Yang know Yu Duo?"

"Sister-in-law, call Uncle Yu Duo."

"When you went to England, he came to me, asked for your address, and said he wanted to find you."

"Sister-in-law, you should give him a chance, and you should also give yourself a chance."