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I looked up at the ceiling, because it was daytime, so the crystal lamp above was not turned on.The lamp with six corners is crystal clear, and its color and luster are much more charming than the lenses of the square glasses on the face of my thesis advisor.

My supervisor is a serious academic and does not approve of my graduating a year early, but I have completed the credits that should be completed. Even if he disagrees, there is no way to stop me.Of course, I would not be so stupid as to tell my supervisor that the reason why I chose to leave college a year earlier was to go to Los Angeles and Hollywood, which every American woman dreams of.

Otherwise, the face of this old pedant must be very exciting, although his articles have been published in the famous financial magazine "The Economist" many times.He will definitely feel that I made a muddled decision. I don’t know when I majored in economics, I always have the sense of superiority given by this major.

For every girl who wants to go to Hollywood, everyone calls it a dreamer, but how many of them can really realize their dreams, one in a thousand?Or one ten-thousandth?Or the chances are slimmer. . .I don't think I know the answer, because even I, as the youngest daughter of Korea's largest chaebol Shinhwa Group, is destined to have a difficult time on this road.

Let’s not say that I’m an Asian. Although Asians have become famous in Hollywood, they are not mainstream after all. They are only rare. The road is thousands of times harder than that of European and American stars. Now most of the Asian actors in Hollywood are in American dramas. How many years has it been since I played a cameo role in the film, and there are fewer and fewer Asian faces appearing on the big screen.

Lucy Liu can definitely be regarded as a famous Asian actor, but even so, in this Hollywood that is not considered racially fair, even if Asians appear on the big screen, they will not win any substantive awards.

"Congratulations, Joyce." The instructor still spoke in a serious tone, interrupting my train of thought.

I looked up, and from the face of the professor with the old-fashioned frame, I saw a trace of his sincere wishes for the students who were about to finish their studies.

This made me feel a little better about this professor at the last moment of this college. "Thank you." The corners of my mouth were not as strict as his, and my smile had the vitality and dazzlingness that a young girl of my age should have.My mother said that as long as I smile, I look like an angel in an oil painting with holy white wings and a halo above his head.

I still saw a look of confusion on the face of my old pedantic tutor.That's right, those who study economics and plan to fight in the mall don't fit the word angel at all.This image still matches the nurse lady who is going to be exported by the medical school.

Although I don't intend to use what I learned in college to fight in the mall, I have other plans.

When I left the tutor's office, I was the same as my high-spirited seniors. The difference was that their goal was Wall Street in New York, but I was the Hollywood in every American woman's heart. Exaggeration, whether it is the wife of a politician who is already in a high position, or a part-time waiter in a coffee shop, everyone has a Hollywood dream in their hearts.

But I, Ju Shan Shan, Joyce Gu (.ju), want to realize this dream.

I have always been a day student, and the only one who lived in a dormitory was when I was in a women's high school in the UK, because women's high schools are completely closed, and every student is required to live on campus.

So when I left this Ivy League school, I didn't have a big bag or a bag.I hailed a taxi at the school gate and reported my address in New York.

With Myth’s wealth and status, it is not difficult to buy a luxury house for my daughter on the Upper East Side of Manhattan, although I finally chose a fairly luxurious bachelor apartment on the Upper East Side, and did not choose one for myself There is a garden in the front and a villa with a swimming pool in the back.

I don't like being unpopular.

At least in this apartment on the Upper East Side where I live now, I can run in the community every morning. The permanent residents of the apartment are generally high-level employees of companies, or private capitalists who have made small achievements in their careers. Of course, there are also teachers, People with high-paying jobs such as doctors and lawyers, so the quality is generally not much worse.

Through my daily morning jogging and the occasional shopping habits at the farmer’s market and supermarket near my apartment in the evening, I not only got to know many housewives in the community, but also got along well with their children.

Of course, the ones I am most familiar with are my neighbors, Mr. and Mrs. Smith. Although I heard the last name of the owner of this family on the day I first moved in, I filled my mind with the plot of Mr. and Mrs. Smith’s movie for a few minutes, but the fact Proof, my neighbors aren't all that mysterious.

The host is a doctor, and the hostess is an accountant. Both of them have high salaries, which are more than enough to maintain their basic decent and petty bourgeois life in the Upper East Side.

Of course, Mrs. and Mrs. Smith are very good neighbors. That is, in the spring of this year, Mrs. Smith gave birth to their first child. I took advantage of the winter vacation to knit a knitted jacket for the unborn baby. After Mrs. Smith received the gift, she said to me: "Oh, dear, you are really an angel." My heart was happy, and I like the human touch between people.

I got out of the taxi, and when I entered the community, the golden retriever raised by the gatekeeper, named Xiaobi, barked excitedly at me a few times, and I went over and patted its dog's head.

I took the elevator to the 18th floor where my apartment is located, took out the key card from my bag, and after the "swipe" sound, I entered the door, closed the door, and changed my shoes at the entrance, all in one go.

I took off all my clothes in the room, went into the bathroom with a bath towel, and after a comfortable bath, I changed into my pajamas and started packing my luggage.I'm leaving here, and my next destination is Hollywood.

Some people may ask me, I like acting, why don't I choose to go back to Korea to develop, but to make a living in Hollywood where it is more difficult for me to get ahead.All I can say is, there is no way.

My grandmother, Ms. Jiang, who has been in charge of Shinhwa’s highest power for nearly 20 years, would never agree with her granddaughter’s choice of showbiz. Under the eyes of the lady, it will be strangled by her before it even starts.

But Hollywood is a place where Ms. Jiang can't reach. As for what will happen when she finds out, let's talk about it later. It's better than no chance at all.

Before I left, I invited the Smiths to my apartment for dinner, but I didn't tell them about my plans to go to Hollywood.They just expressed their dismay after knowing that I was leaving, and sincerely wished me all the best.

The plane from New York to Los Angeles is nearly five hours. My flight at 9:[-] am arrived in Los Angeles at around [-]:[-] pm.

Perhaps because of my irrepressible enthusiasm for the new journey, the long flight did not make me mentally sleepy.

I didn't buy myself a house in the famous Beverly Hills in Los Angeles. Although my father bought me a black card, if I drew a large sum of money at once, it would definitely attract their attention.So before I came to Los Angeles, I rented an apartment for myself in a city close to the villa.

I hired a taxi at the airport, and I did some calculations. After I got really close to Hollywood, public transportation would be very inconvenient. After all, it is Hollywood where you will meet superstars when you go out. Almost 80% of people have their own private cars.So, I still have to hurry up and buy myself a car.

The apartment I rented in Los Angeles was not as luxurious as the one I had in Manhattan, but it was comfortable to live in.Originally, I was still thinking about whether to raise a dog, but this obviously didn’t match the goal I wanted to strive for. You know, if I really want to become a star, a Hollywood star, then it means that my free time will be spent. Fewer and fewer, I still crossed out this plan.

The night I first arrived in Los Angeles, I bought a black Lexus rx for myself. Compared with another series of Lexus lx, the appearance is more low-key, but they are all comfortable SUVs. Naturally, they are not considered in Hollywood where there are so many luxury cars. What, it is to play a role of transportation.

I also found a relatively well-known fitness club in Hollywood for myself. The coach was the personal trainer of the next popular TV female star, and I paid a large one-year membership fee.Of course, money is not a big deal for me. The most important thing is that I have no connections in Hollywood. Without connections, it means that it is difficult to move forward.

So I chose to become a member of this fitness club. One reason is to maintain my figure. My figure is very standard now. Although it is not as curvy as some Hollywood actresses, I still have buttocks and chest. are long.Net height is about 170, which is neither tall nor short compared with western female stars.However, if it is not self-defeating and not wanting to be a star, or planning to develop in the direction of comedy, then female stars will be extremely harsh on their body, so it is very necessary to maintain their body through fitness.

Of course, the more important reason is to open up my circle of contacts in Hollywood.Although the hope is slim, I have not dreamed of building a relationship with first-tier and second-tier Hollywood superstars through clubs, but third-tier, fourth-tier, or even not-so-famous agents, managers, or assistant directors on the set, etc. For me who is poor and white in the circle, they are all people I can make friends with.

After making a rough plan for myself, I took the laptop that I threw on the bedside before I went in to take a shower and checked the emails I just sent. When I saw that there was no reply, I was not discouraged, because I also knew that urgent no.So after drying my hair and letting my long hair dry, I put on an eye mask.

The next day, I fried myself a light-fat poached egg, sandwiched between slices of oatmeal bread, and finished my breakfast with a glass of fresh milk.I took a bottle of finger-length collagen from the refrigerator, and while drinking, I turned on the computer again to check the email.

There were only a few member messages from certain luxury brands, and no reply from the crew that I was expecting.Well, this completely shows that my first step after coming to Hollywood, the plan to send resumes to the crew who need to recruit actors has failed.

Although I gave a 70% expectation for this result, I still couldn't help but lament the importance of connections.Of course, the remaining 30% of the expectation of a reply is based on my evaluation of my appearance after excluding the factor of connections, and the blessings of the Ivy League schools. After all, my appearance combines the advantages of my parents. How long, when I first arrived in the UK, I received a confession from a young British gentleman in my class, so I am confident that my appearance is acceptable in the aesthetics of Westerners.

However, these are still lost to contacts, or my professional background is lost to undergraduates.The famous performing arts schools in the United States have the University of Southern California, USC in the east, and the film school of New York University, Myu in the west.In addition, the American Film Academy, which is not inferior to these two, produces countless professional candidate actors every year, and the competition is extremely fierce. In addition, in Hollywood, like me, I have been looking for opportunities to wait for opportunities for my own Hollywood dream. The number of people is also spectacular. Although I feel frustrated with the result of this stone sinking sea, I am not the person who will be overwhelmed by this small attempt.

I threw the empty collagen glass bottle in the wastebasket and thought of someone.If the hearsay is true, this is probably the only person I know who has anything to do with Hollywood.

I closed the computer, and my eyes fell on my white and tender feet.I think, even if that person is willing to kneel down and lick my toes one day, beg my forgiveness, call my aunt, and say that he is wrong, I will not use him to open my way to Hollywood.

Because that person was the only humiliation that Gu Shanshan had suffered since I was a child, I retracted my feet into the blanket covering my body, even though I thought about it backwards, I knew my ex-boyfriend who had only been dating for a week It's impossible to come and lick my toes, but I think my toes are so long and tender, and it's cheap for him to lick them.