rebirth korean drama unfinished

My name is Ju Kaiqing, and my nickname is Shanshan.

She is the youngest daughter of Gu Junbiao, the president of the Shinhwa Group, and An Yunyi, the daughter of the An family. The reason why I am the youngest daughter is because I have an older brother——Ku Kaikai. Of course, my brother does not have a nickname.

So I have always felt that everyone calling me Shanshan is love for me.

I had a very happy childhood, and I didn't know what it was like to be a teenager. No, to be precise, I didn't know what it was before I was 12 years old.

When I was 12 years old, I saw different emotions on my parents' faces for the first time. At that time, I didn't know how to describe the expressions of my parents, but I knew that it was not a happy expression.

The strange thing is that I obviously can't describe it, but the expression on my parents' faces at that time is so present in my mind, so that when I grow up, when I think about it, I can finally describe it. That expression should be unbearable sadness.

I think my parents were really sad at that moment. Although I still don't know what the doctor who saw me said to my parents that day, I still heard the words "sick, 10 years".

That night, my mom ran to my room, took me in her arms, and said she wanted to sleep with me.I am very happy, happy that my father is finally willing to let my mother sleep with me.

You know, my brother and I were forced to sleep by ourselves by our dad when the other kids were still sleeping with their parents.

I heard my mother whispering in my ear before going to bed: "Shanshan, you will definitely get better. Fate has favored that woman so much, why not favor our Shanshan. Why did she not give birth to me? You didn’t give me anything else, but I left this disease to you.”

I fell asleep in a daze, not knowing who the woman my mother was referring to.Of course, I will never know for the rest of my life, because it is impossible for me to know that my mother was born again. The woman in my mother’s mouth refers to her former mother. Obviously, that woman has the same disease as me and needs an antibody, but It takes 10 years for this antibody to respond, and the probability of successfully suppressing the disease is only 20%. In 80% of the cases, the antibody is ineffective and the disease is tortured to death.

Of course, I don’t know anything about these, I only know that since that day, my mother will take me to the temple every year to burn a stick of incense. I like the smell of incense in the temple. It smells good.

However, I like the smell of my mother. My mother is always fragrant, not strong, but very pleasant.

I cuddled in my mother's arms, and acted like a baby to my mother: "Mom, I like you so much, your body smells so sweet."

Every time at this time, my mother would point to my plump forehead and laugh at me: "My mother's kindness is also fragrant."

Everyone said that I looked like a snow doll, but my lips were very red, and the shape of my lips was like that of my mother, a beautiful rhombus, but my mother said that my lips were more beautiful than hers, because they were more delicate and more colorful.My mother said that every time I babble, she would like to give me the whole world.So I liked to use my strengths at a young age.

When I was younger, my brother and I watched a family comedy. Although the father was not as handsome as my father, every time his son was unhappy, he would play horse riding games with his son, lying on the ground, Let his son ride on him, take his son for a walk on the floor, so that afterward, his son will laugh out loud.

I was obsessed with this.Obviously my elder brother also wanted to try it very much. At that time, my elder brother was not afraid of anything. After he went to find his father, he expressed his intentions to him with gestures and words. "Daddy, can you get off the ground, like this." The elder brother gestured: "Then let me ride on you." "Then you can hunch me and go for a walk."

I followed behind my brother and noticed that my father had no expression when he heard the first two words of my brother, but when my brother said that he hoped that my father would hunch him and go for a walk outside, I saw my father's hand holding the pen paused.As if holding back something.

After my brother finished speaking, my father looked up at my brother from the document, and my brother immediately withered away, and went out of the study to play with the family dog.

And after my brother went out, my father turned his eyes to me again. I don't know if it was my illusion, but the way my father looked at me was much gentler than when he looked at my brother.I thought that my father didn't want to play horse riding games, so I used my killer coquettish skills to walk up to my father's legs with my short legs. The chubby hand grabbed my father's trouser legs, opened his bright red mouth, and there was a smile in his eyes. I asked my dad eagerly: "Dad, Shanshan also wants to play horse riding games."

After thinking about it for a while, Dad bent down and picked me up and put me on his lap. He said compromisedly: "Come to Mom and Dad's room at night. Don't let your brother know. Dad will play with you, okay?"

I nodded naturally.

Of course, what I didn't know was that after that day, my father told the housekeeper grandpa that my brother and I should not be allowed to watch TV series with similar plots in the future.

I played a horse riding game that day, and my mother said that I would record it. Although my father was reluctant, my father would not refute what my mother said.I finally experienced the fun of horse riding games, but I am not a greedy girl, on the contrary I am very sensible, after my father told me not to be an example, I nodded obediently.

I'm still very happy because I played the horse riding game, but my brother can only play with Bobo.There are two dogs in my family, one is Bobo, and the other is Bobo's wife, named Pupu.Mom said poo means laugh in Chinese.

My brother likes to ask why since he was a child, and my parents also encourage him to do this habit.Once at breakfast, my brother asked the father he admired the most: "Dad, mom is your wife, and Pupu is Bobo's wife, so why did my mother give birth to me and be kind, but Pupu didn't give birth to Bobo's child?" Woolen cloth?"

"Because Bobo was sterilized." Dad wiped his mouth with the towel handed to him by the servant, and answered his brother's question calmly.

My brother is an inquisitive child, just like I don’t understand the meaning of sterilization, but I don’t know how to ask, but my brother will continue to ask if he doesn’t understand, and he compares it with his father. My brother said: “Then why don’t you do sterilization, Dad?” ?”

After my brother finished saying this, I saw the housekeeper's grandpa tremble on his face that hadn't changed for thousands of years. The housekeeper's grandfather was clearly holding back his laughter.I was the only one in the audience who didn't respond to my brother's words, even my mother choked on the porridge.

Of course, I just took a look at my father's face, then lowered my little head and continued to drink porridge. In my mother's words, it would scare the child.

Dad didn't answer my brother's question that day, nor was he so angry that he hit him.But the next day my dad still spanked my brother.

On this day, my father was doing business near my brother's school, so he came to pick us up from school by the way.Because it was still early, he took us to the company.Dad has a lounge in his office, and next door to the lounge is a toy room for my brother and me.My brother and I were grabbing a toy in the toy room, and my father's secretary uncle came in and said that my father let my brother and I go out for a while.

As soon as my brother and I went out, we saw Uncle Woo Bin, "Uncle Woo Bin." My brother and I hugged him happily.Uncle Yubin has been very kind to my brother and me since we were young, so my brother remembered the unsolved puzzle yesterday, and asked Uncle Yubin again: "Uncle Yubin, Dad told me that Bobo was sterilized, so I can't give it to Bobo. To have a child, what is sterilization? Why didn’t daddy be sterilized? Uncle Yi Zheng doesn’t have any children yet, so is Uncle Yi Zheng sterilized?”

Uncle Yu Bin was stunned for a while at first, and then he laughed out loud. I have never seen him laugh so happily.

After Uncle Woo Bin left, Dad called his brother over and spanked his ass.But after the beating, I heard my dad say to my brother: "When males and males don't intend to have children, they will be sterilized, because Dad wants you to be such a cute child, so he didn't sterilize, you Uncle Yizheng It’s because he doesn’t have a wife yet, so he has no children, and he didn’t undergo sterilization.”

The elder brother forgot the pain in his buttocks, and after thinking for a while, he said to his father: "Then I will be sterilized in the future, so I don't want a child like Shanshan who wants to grab toys with me."

I heard what my brother said, and I cried at the first glance of my small mouth. I either didn't cry, or my mother said that crying for three days and three nights was not enough.After seeing me crying, my father slapped my brother's butt a few times before coming to coax me.My brother was spanked again. At that time, my brother was still young, so he also cried on the spot.

Later I heard that the secretary uncle who was going to report to Dad heard the crying in the office and left without even knocking on the door.

My brother used to be really impatient with me, now he won't wait for me to leave school together, he doesn't like to hug me and kiss me, he also likes to fight with me for toys and TV.It wasn't until my elder brother was allowed by his father to play on the ipad that he stopped watching TV from me.

I thought my brother was starting to protect me, and my mother said that my brother was starting to become a qualified little brother who cared about my sister.

It was only later that I realized that it was because my brother no longer bothered playing with toys and watching cartoons.

However, when my brother was 7 years old, it really seemed that he changed a lot overnight and became more sensible. After my brother was 7 years old, I almost never saw my brother cry.

So on the day when I was 12 years old, I was taken aback when I saw my brother come to my room with red eyes.I am also a good sister who cares about my brother, so I asked my brother why he was crying and whether someone bullied him. I also said that if someone really bullied my brother, I would go and avenge my brother.You know, at school, there are still a lot of friends following me.

I didn't expect that when I said this, my brother's eyes were just red, but after listening to my words, he really flicked the man's tears.My brother held my hand and asked me: "Shanshan, are you really going to die?"

"Why did I die?" I was 12 years old at the time, but I was terrified of hearing the word death, and I thought death was a very scary thing.So after hearing what my brother said, I asked him anxiously.

But before my brother could say why, I didn’t close the door of the room, and my father’s voice came: “Ku open, what are you talking about.” I have never heard such a stern voice from my father, nor have I seen it. I have never seen my father's ugly face.

Although I was confused by what my brother said and didn't understand why my brother said that I would die, I still paid attention to it in my heart.

After going to school, I asked my very best friend, "Would you be sad if I died?"

"meeting."

"Shanshan, what nonsense are you talking about, bah bah bah, you won't die."

Among us, Song Yushan, who cries more than me, just burst into tears because of my words.I don't know why, but I also feel a little uncomfortable.This leads me to a decision.

After I got home that day, I said to my parents, "Daddy, Mommy, didn't you ask me what school I want to go to in junior high school? Can I go to another country?"

"Why did you say this all of a sudden, Shanshan?" Mom asked me as she stroked my smooth long hair.

I honestly said to everyone: "If I will die, then Yushan and the others will definitely be very sad, because I am their good friend, but if we are not in the same school, they may forget me, and I will be considered dead by then Now, they won't be so sad."

I don't know if my friends will cry for me when I die, I just know that after I said these words with a peaceful smile, my mother shed tears in front of me for the first time, and my mother hugged me In my arms, I could feel my mother's body trembling.

That was also the first time I saw my powerful father, my eyes were red.

I said, "If my mother doesn't like me going abroad, then I won't go out."

I ended up transferring to England when I was 13 years old.My parents stayed with me for three years in the UK, and my brother went to junior high school in the UK for two years, and returned to Korea when he was in high school.After graduating from junior high school, I continued to attend a girls' high school in the UK alone, and applied to an Ivy League school in the United States when I was in college.

As for me, who is 20 years old this year, I am still two years away from my fateful 22 years old.I am sitting in my tutor's office right now, waiting for my tutor to give me a passing grade for my graduation thesis and announce that my studies are officially completed. In this way, I can graduate one year earlier, and I can use this year to do my My favorite thing, and my favorite and addictive thing since I was a child, is-acting.