[Bulletproof BTS] RE:suming

After venting like a cannonball, I came back to my senses, what I said just now.

"I……"

On the opposite side, Jungkook's wide-open eyes were already filled with water. This is something that Jungkook couldn't bring up. Even if we were joking and complaining about DISS to each other, the few of us tacitly kept silent about this matter.

"not me……"

"Yes!"

Jungkook waved my hand away, his eyes were red, but he still stared at me fiercely.

"I'm immature, superficial, relying on my brothers to protect me so I don't use my brain!"

"Did you always treat me like a child?! Always act like a brother, why do you?!"

"Jungkook!"

I frowned and said this, isn't it childish? !

"What? Are you going to train me?!"

"No……"

I scratched my hair irritably, although I thought that Jungkook should grow up, but I didn't expect to remind Jungkook in such a bad way under such a bad situation...

Jungkook had already run out, sure enough, he couldn't rest well, he didn't even have a clear mind, he was too impulsive...

I am more responsible for this matter, it seems that I need to find time to apologize to Jungkook and talk about it.

Thinking about it this way, I calmed down, and realized that in the past six months, Jungkook and I had not counted those petty fights, there were two relatively big quarrels, the first time was because of me, and it turned out that this time was also because of me.

Jungkook actually had a sense of wanting to take responsibility the first time, maybe I was too impatient...

Well……

Let's have a good talk with Jungkook, we are adults, some problems still need to be solved by ourselves, but considering what Jungkook looked like before, it might not be easy to catch him.

Headache……

In the end, I haven't caught Jungkook yet, but Yoon Ki-gee has caught me.

zero.

Brother Yun Qi called me to the temporary studio, I watched Yun Qi put down a glass of iced Americano in front of me, and then sat opposite, apparently planning to have a long talk.

"Brother...it's too late today, let's talk about something after today's stage is over..."

Brother Yunqi asked back.

"If it wasn't that serious, would I give up my rest time to find you?"

I froze, lowered my head, and smiled.

"Did Jungkook tell you?"

"So, what stimulated you recently to expose Jungkook's scars?!"

"I didn't do it on purpose, Brother Xin?"

I raised my head, it's so good...but I can still have my elder brother standing up for him.

"Actually, when this incident happened, I thought that Jungkook should know something, and he should learn some lessons. Brothers protect him too well. Brothers always want to watch Jungkook grow up slowly. But will the people and things outside be waiting for him?"

So, am I wrong for being like this...

Brother Yun Qi on the opposite side frowned and sighed deeply.

"I've talked with Namjoon about this too, but don't you think your way is too hurtful? There's a cold war between you and Jungkook, which one wasn't because of you?"

"Hey..."

The soreness in my chest made me have to stop and sort out my emotions.

"I know, I will apologize to Jungkook."

I grinned.

"but……"

"In this case, leave the rest to us!"

I opened my mouth, didn't say much, and nodded.

"Hey..."

The matter was settled, but Brother Yunqi was still sitting there.

"Okay, Jungkook's matter is settled, let's talk about your problem!"

"..."

I looked over suspiciously, thinking that I have been busy with the year-end stage recently. Although Alex harassed me from time to time because of the year-end report, I did not miss the practice.

"Originally it should belong to Namjoon, but he has too many things recently."

"What are you going to say?"

"When was the last time you tweeted?"

"Hey?"

Why do you ask this all of a sudden?

"All you have to do is answer."

"Last month..."

I thought about it, and the second trick is publicizing.

"When was the last time the LOG was shot?"

"It was also taken in Beijing last month with my brothers."

"Don't talk about Twitter, how many times have you been to the official coffee fan group this year?"

When I asked here, I didn't understand what it meant, then I really had a low IQ, so I pursed my lips.

"once……"

"Why do you seem impatient with these things? Is it unnecessary? Or do you feel that the members have done it, so it doesn't matter if you don't do it?"

Brother Yunqi looked at me expressionlessly.

"From the time of your debut, you always looked confident. Until last year when we doubted ourselves, you were confident. When I was very tired, I looked at you so sure. I would like to believe that we will succeed, but After RUN, I don't understand why you become lazy!"

"To put it bluntly, you just don't want to make progress. Why are you like this? Lazy? Or do you think you have succeeded, so it doesn't matter? And you write songs every day when you have nothing to do. Are other messy things your responsibility?"

I was a little dazed, even a little ashamed. Compared with Jungkook, I thought I was letting my brothers worry, but I didn't expect that in the eyes of my brothers, I still unconsciously carry such and other problems.

"Sorry……"

There are some things I don’t know where to start, maybe a year ago, maybe half a year ago, maybe before I don’t know, there are always those emotions that have accumulated bit by bit.

It’s a shame to find out one by one, not to mention that I worked hard to get the approval of my brothers, and I got the opportunity to talk with them on an equal footing earlier than Line.

This is so rare in Korea, where the age order is more important. I don’t want to lose it, but sometimes I can’t help being jealous. I’m jealous that Jungkook can express his emotions. It doesn’t matter if he can make trouble around his brothers. And the brothers are on...

"I'm self-willed!"

Like a child who can't get candy, crying desperately just to get parents to pay attention, but I'm not Jungkook, I was born in July 97, the seventh child of BTS, not a maknae.

In fact, I was still the one who didn’t succeed. I tasted success for the first time. I was ecstatic and self-satisfied when I got so much unrequited love. In the fourth year of my debut, I won’t have to worry about being expelled from the company. So it's okay to indulge yourself...

"I didn't post twitter or log, let my brothers always remind me that it's okay to be lazy if I have brothers, and fans will tolerate me, so I have to make progress. I want to test how long these loves can be unilateral. I won't be in the future. That's it."

All the love in the world can't stand the temptation. You know the truth early on, but you still don't give up and want to see it. Is it because you have illusions, so you are so hypocritical?

"Cough, cough, cough!"

"elder brother!"

The violent cough brought back my thoughts. By the end of the year, brother Yunqi's health will be very bad. Some time ago, he was tossed into the hospital and wanted to see how brother Yunqi was doing.

"Brother, don't drink iced Americano, I will correct it, go back and rest..."

"Ok!"

Brother Yunqi put down the iced Americano and nodded.

"Then I'm going down!"

I stood up and went out with two cups of coffee. Before I went out, I heard brother Yunqi's earnest words.

"Star Lord, do a good job! Come back when you are self-willed enough, you will be an adult soon..."

"Um……"

I turned around and couldn't help but burst into tears.

"I know……"

adult...

Yes, you will be responsible for your own actions immediately, and becoming an adult means losing the qualification to be willful.