Heterogeneous love

Back at school, at night, I went out alone and walked slowly along Huangshan Road.

The lights were dimly lit, the crowd was bustling, and some people were sitting on the side of the road drinking beer and laughing with friends. I wandered slowly in this bustle, but I couldn't get into it, and I was extremely lonely.

I found a small stall with few people, sat down in the corner, ordered meat skewers, watched it sizzling on the stove, and suddenly remembered that my brother blew the meat skewers for me and handed them to me Thinking of the situation where Jue Chu gave me popcorn when he dragged me to watch the football match, my heart was a little tugged, but I didn’t cry.

All the crying was finished on the train going north when I left Juechu. From then on, I'm afraid I won't cry again.

When the skewers were finished, I paid and turned to leave, but when I turned around, I saw a familiar figure in the corner, which turned out to be Dongzi.

Sitting there alone, I don't know how much I've drunk, I leaned over to shake him, he looked up at me in a daze, with a big tongue, "Yuanyuan, it's you, come, drink with brother."

I stopped the bottle and didn't allow him to drink any more. He was really drunk and he fell on the table.

The boss was relieved to see that I paid for him, otherwise he would have worried about how to get the money from Dongzi.

I dragged Dongzi back to school, and sighed when I saw him in a mess, Dongzi moved to the dormitory building when he was in graduate school. I don't know which room he lives in, and I don't know the phone number of his dormitory person. , I had no choice but to drag him to my brother's room.

He couldn't pull it at all, so he grabbed a boy passing by and begged for help.

Fortunately, they are all students of the school. The boy happily helped me put Dongzi up the stairs and into the house. After covering the quilt, Dongzi has always been self-restrained. I didn't see him doing this when my brother drank too much at the graduation dinner. What happened?

Dongzi woke up in the middle of the night and vomited in a mess. Fortunately, I was prepared and laid old clothes under the bed. After he finished vomiting, I took out the clothes and threw them away, and rinsed his mouth with hot water.

He came to his senses, looked at me tiredly, and said in a tired voice, "Yuanyuan, why is it you?"

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He still didn't seem to be too awake, he let out an "oh", and then fell asleep again in a daze.

When I woke up the next day, Dongzi was still awake. I went out to buy breakfast, and when I came back, I woke him up and handed him breakfast.

After washing his face and rinsing his mouth, he took a sip of soy milk and suddenly cried.

I didn't ask anything, just sat on the sidelines and watched him cry. It may not be a blessing to be able to cry like this when I am sad.

After crying, he looked at me and laughed, which was uglier than crying.

"Yuanyuan, I'm broken in love. I'm worthless, right?"

I shook my head, "I cried a lot more than you, Brother Dongzi."

He looked at me and smiled, for real this time, "Thank you, Yuanyuan."

I didn't know what to say and shook my head.

He looked at his watch, covered his head, "I still have to go to a meeting. I'm leaving first. Come out tonight and spend time with my brother."

I nodded and sent him out.

In the evening, I heard the complete story at Dongzi’s, but it was just an old-fashioned plot. The girlfriend in a different place was overtaken by someone, and she was in two boats. He went to ask her, and she admitted it frankly, without any shame at all. Say goodbye.

"Yuanyuan, why do you think this happened? I love her so much. I work for the boss in the laboratory every day. I am exhausted and go out to pick up jobs to make money. I want to buy a house and marry her when she comes back from graduation. But she actually said to stay The United States is not coming back, and will marry another person? Then what am I?"

I smiled with the corners of my mouth pulled, thinking of that night a long time ago, Jue Chu pulled my sleeve and asked me firmly, "Then what am I?"

There are always some people in this world who want to love but can't, while others can love but are wasting...

Dongzi laughed at himself, "Why am I telling you this, oh. Yuanyuan, are you okay with that person? Changyou never called again. But if you are happy, I think even if he gets angry again I will forgive you, he loves you so much. So if you are happy, then stick to it and keep your love. If it doesn’t work, go to Hong Kong to get married. Anyway, there is no objection to cousins ​​getting married there, and it’s not like you can’t get out. "

I twitched the corner of my mouth, "Brother Dongzi, I'm also broken in love."

Dongzi was obviously stunned, and turned to look at me, "What's going on?"

I was silent for a long time, and Fang smiled and said in a relaxed tone, "Brother Dongzi, have you heard a sentence? New knowledge is vulgar, and old love is good. It is really a perfect description for me."

Dongzi was stunned for a while, and didn't ask any more questions. He just asked me shyly, "Yuanyuan, do you still believe in love?"

"I believe it." I smiled like a flower, "I believe it! I believe that there will be a boy who loves a girl in this world, regardless of all gains and losses, and loves her without utilitarianism or secularity. It's just that I no longer believe that such love will happen to me. On the train back, I saw a sentence in a magazine, which said that the less you love, the more happiness you may have. I only loved twice, but this life is insulated from happiness..."

Dongzi patted my hand, and after a long time he said, "Me too. Although I still believe in love, I know that most of it is nothing more than that. From now on, I just want to find a good girl with a smooth and stable life." Make do with this life.”

I didn't speak any more.

When I was young, I always thought that love is Liang Zhu turning into a butterfly, living and dying together, and talking with Zicheng.

It was not until later that I realized that it was just a dream of the Red Chamber. After Daiyu died, she married Baochai and lived her life in a coma.

In the last quarter, we will eventually abandon Lide and go through most of the days in a mediocre way.

In such a late night, Dongzi and I looked up at the night sky at the same time, the sky was full of stars, could it know the heartbreak and helpless pain of the people on the ground?