Heterogeneous love

On the second day, my uncle sent me to the station. He held the luggage in both hands, and stepped on the bed barefoot to put the luggage forward.I looked scared from below, and reached out to hold his leg.

My uncle turned around and came back to smile at me, "Ninny, it's all right. It's all right."

After the luggage was put away, my uncle stood there nagging me and told me to go to school to study hard and pay more attention to my health, just like the parents saying goodbye to their children.

I listened and nodded without saying anything.

Parting stations are always sad.

When the station announced "The train is about to start, all the passengers leaving the train", the uncle stopped his nagging words, looked at me carefully, and said in a cowardly voice, "Ninny, will you come back to see uncle in the future? "

I was taken aback, "I..."

The uncle observed his words and changed his words immediately, "It's okay, it's okay, you are busy with your serious business, just write a letter to uncle when you have time."

I felt uncomfortable when I heard that, "Uncle, I will come back to see you with my brother some time."

My uncle was overjoyed when he heard the words, and held my hand reluctantly to let go.

When the station announcement urged him again, the uncle finally got out of the car and kept looking back at me. I stood by the window and waved to him.

When the car was moving, my cell phone rang suddenly. How could it be Jue Chu's call? He should be in class now?

"Hello?" His tone was impatient, "Why did it take so long to answer the ring?"

I was surprised, "Aren't you in class today?"

"Cut, I can't come out for convenience."

I passed out, it turned out that it was convenient to call me, sweat.

"Hey, study hard, don't mess with the teacher all the time, didn't you say that you will come to the university to find me next year? Don't come again."

"Yu Qingyuan!" Jue Chu gritted his teeth, "Try saying it again!"

I pretended to be confused, "What are you saying? Are you coming to the university to find me next year? Ah? Don't you plan to come? Thank God! Where are you planning to go? Tsinghua University, Peking University, Fudan University? They are all good places, located in the bustling scenery, unlike my place In a quiet place..."

"Yu Qingyuan!" His voice lowered, "Try saying it again!"

But I didn't dare to say it again, and I can't touch the tiger's fur all the time.Touching it once is courageous, touching it twice - frightening.

"Yu Qingyuan."

"Ok?"

"I will definitely go. You want to avoid me and go to have fun with your brother. Do you think I will let you fulfill your wish like this?"

"Lin Juechu!" I yelled angrily, "What nonsense are you talking about! Who is happy?!"

But he didn't care about it, and laughed out loud over there, the laughter was very low, and it came over in a low voice, as if it was about to shake my heart.

"Yu Qingyuan, remember, no matter where you go, I will find you back."

"So, don't think that everything will be fine after you go to college. Remember to text me every day, even if you have nothing to say, you should say good night. If you forget a day, I will write it down once. How many days you forget, I will remember how many times."

"As long as I find you, what you owe me, I will definitely get it back once and for all. I will do what I say, do you remember?"

I'm at a loss for words.

"Yu Qingyuan, I like you. From the first time I saw you to now, I have liked you for too many years, so I don't care about waiting another year. No matter what happens, don't expect me to let you go, so... ..."

He was silent for a while, then chuckled, "Forget it, I forgive him, he doesn't have the guts to do anything to you, what are you talking about."

"Yu Qingyuan, I will miss you. Will you miss me?"

I bit my lip and didn't know how to answer. How should I answer the question that I don't know the answer to?

He listened to my silence and was silent, then hung up the phone.

I put down the phone, leaned on the seat, stared at the phone in a daze, only to feel that the cuts were constant, and the reasoning was still chaotic...

Within 2 minutes of hanging up the phone, another call came in, this time it turned out to be brother.

"Yuanyuan, who did you talk to on the phone for so long?"

I dare not answer that it is Jue Chu, I only say that it is a classmate.

My brother said "Oh", and then told me with a smile, "Be careful on the road, you can lose everything, just don't lose yourself and your phone."

I just put down Juechu's phone, but I was still unspeakably depressed, so I just let out a muffled "hmm".

Brother heard that my tone was wrong, and asked, "Yuanyuan, what's the matter? Are you unhappy to see brother?"

I shook my head, "No, brother, I miss you. I miss you very much."

My brother laughed out loud, "Silly Yuanyuan, I'll see you in another twenty hours, don't think about it, ah. Go to sleep on the berth, and when you wake up, you will be in front of you when you open your eyes. "

"elder brother."

"Ok?"

"Did you miss me? I mean, did you miss me when you couldn't see me in the past few years when you were studying?"

"Of course there is. How could brother not miss you?"

"No, I mean, do you miss it very much? Do you think about crying at night, thinking about not being able to sleep?"

Brother finally noticed something was wrong, "Yuanyuan, what's wrong with you? You asked me these questions? Aren't you going to see brother soon?"

I am silent.

My brother sighed over there, but in the end there was nothing I could do about it, "I miss you. Sometimes I miss you very sadly. I just wish you were by my side and let me give you a good hug. It's just that the lab is very busy. , I am also busy with studies, and when I am busy, I forget everything, so I don’t think about it that way.”

"Yuanyuan, it's not that I miss you, brother..."

I interrupted my brother and said with a smile, "I understand, brother, I understand. I am very happy that I can see you tomorrow. I am also very happy that I don't have to think about it in the future but never see each other. "

Brother sighed reassuringly, "Silly Yuanyuan, I thought you were angry and didn't want to talk to brother. Okay, go to bed for a while, so you don't get carsick again later."

I obediently said "um", and hung up the phone, tears streaming down my face.

I finally understood why Jue Chu would ask me if I would miss him.

Because I'm gone and he's still there.

Those who leave walk away calmly, heading for a new life; those who stay behind are waiting hard, only to remember those black and white times, and then until those memories are not clear, and they are full of dust .

So, every long night is spent in longing, that kind of feeling will not leave deep wounds, but it will stab your heart with a knife, until pain, to crying, to numbness, to crying I can't cry either.

I don't understand.Because he was the one who left at the beginning, and I was the one who stayed in place.

But now I understand, it's just that I'm the one who left this time, and it's Jue Chu who stays where I am.

My heart couldn't bear it suddenly, and I quickly sent a text message to Jue Chu with my fingers, "I will miss you. I will send you text messages every day. I will also arrange everything at this time next year, waiting for your train going north. Yuanyuan .”

Jue Chu did not reply to the message.

That day, on the train going north, I said goodbye to Jue Chu and ran to my brother.

Everything is just beginning...