Heterogeneous love

Three days after the results came down, the school began to enroll retake classes, and the third year of senior high school would simultaneously make up lessons, and a new round of senior high school sprints began.

Jue Chu didn't pass the exam, the atmosphere at home became a lot duller, my aunt found me more and more distasteful, and wished that I would get out of the house right away.

Jue Chu started to go to school, and still went into the house to read every night.I sat on the sidelines and watched him do the questions, and immediately corrected me when I encountered mistakes, so I almost didn't use a pen to do it for him.

At the beginning, Jue Chu listened to my lectures carefully, but then he put down his pen and squinted at me and smiled, "Yu Qingyuan, you are so enthusiastic, so you are not afraid that I will pester you endlessly after I pass the exam next year?"

He spoke softly, but I was very sad when I heard it, and I was immediately uplifted, "Lin Juechu! I'm not afraid of you! Just come!"

Jue Chu looked at me, couldn't help but smile for a moment, and the haze on his face dissipated, he leaned over and quickly kissed the corner of my mouth.

I was taken aback, pushed him away and jumped up, but it was too late, "Lin Juechu! You are shameless!"

As soon as the words came out of my mouth, my face turned green, and I forgot again that he hated hearing this word the most.

But this time Jue Chu didn’t look angry, he still smiled and waved at me, “Come here, show me why you chose d and not c for this question.”

I was annoyed and depressed, but I still walked over step by step, "None of this? This sentence only shows the fact of invention, and the original form is used after the infinitive. And C is the present perfect tense..."

One week after Jue Chu started class, on August NO.13, I finally received my admission letter.I called my brother excitedly, and my brother was also very excited, saying that he had already found a place to live for me, as long as I went there immediately.

I started packing my things, leaving useful notes for Jue Chu, and I sold all the other books.Except for a dark blue school uniform skirt, I also threw away the other school uniforms.I didn't bring any miscellaneous things, so I packed a box and put it all in.Then I went to the station to buy a ticket for the next day, and waited to leave home for school the next day.

For so many years, I just waited for this day, but when this day really came, I couldn't tell it was joy in my heart, but a little sad.

Leaving so hastily and decisively, Uncle didn't know if he would be sad; Juechu didn't know if he would be angry.

However, as long as I think of seeing my brother immediately, I can't care about anything...

I miss my brother, the closer I get to him, the more I miss him, and my heart aches when I think about it, all I talk about is my brother's voice and smile: the small movements of biting chopsticks when eating; the warm fingers hugging my shoulders; The smile on the corner of the mouth...

Those bits and pieces suddenly swarmed in the days when I was getting closer and closer to my brother. I was powerless to resist, and I didn't want to resist. I just wanted to sink like this, never bottoming out.

When Jue Chu came back from school in the afternoon and saw the boxes I had packed, he was stunned for a moment, but he didn't say anything.During dinner, I bit my chopsticks and said softly, "I'm going to school tomorrow." Uncle was stunned for a moment, then smiled, "Ninny, uncle will see you off tomorrow." I secretly glanced at the face The expressionless aunt nodded slightly.From the beginning to the end, Jue Chu never looked up at me, as if he didn't hear me.

In the evening, he still went to the house to read as usual, and I sat aside and watched him do the questions.Jue Chu got two questions wrong in a row, I couldn't help but panic, and said "wrong, wrong" while grabbing his pen, but Jue Chu didn't let go, turned his head and looked at me, he and the past seemed like Same, but it seems different.I was a little inexplicably flustered, bit my lip involuntarily, and subconsciously stepped back.

His deep black pupils were indistinguishable from emotion, and he seemed to have no emotion, but even across thousands of mountains and rivers, he still couldn't avoid his focused gaze.I was suffocated in my heart, and hurriedly looked away, not daring to meet his gaze.

Jue Chu didn't say a word for a long time, I felt my face was burning when he looked at me like this, but I didn't dare to move.

The ticking of the clock on the wall was extremely harsh in such a quiet night.

I don’t know how many times the clock on the wall ticked, Juechu finally turned around to do the questions again, but his left hand was holding my right hand fiercely, as if he was afraid that I would disappear, holding it so tightly, holding it tightly. I was in a little pain, but I didn't say anything.

After Jue Chu went back to do the questions, the accuracy rate was much higher, and I was relieved to see it.

One night, I accompanied Juechu to do the questions like this, he didn't speak, I didn't speak, time flowed quietly, as if standing still at this moment.

I have known Jue Chu for such a long time, and I don’t remember how many nights we spent together doing questions, but I don’t know what to say, it’s just that night when Jue Chu didn’t talk to me, my heart was very soft, and I knew I really know what Juechu has left in my heart. Even if I can’t say it clearly or understand it, those things can’t be erased anymore. A fatal moment, give me a fatal blow.