White Moonlight Nobody Wants

Lin Ran raised his head, and there was a flash of joy in his eyes.He hugged Gu Qingyan tightly and buried his head on Gu Qingyan's neck.The cold and gentle pheromone lingered on the tip of his nose, making Lin Ran's nose sore.

He thought that he was not used to this kind of cold-toned pheromone before, but now he relies on the taste of nostalgia. There are too many emotions mixed in it, and he can't sort it out at all.

But maybe he won't be able to smell this smell soon, whether he hates it or likes it.

Gu Qingyan went to the hospital with Lin Ran the next day, and the test results came back soon.The successful match between him and Gu Zhen meant that he could become Gu Zhen's donor.

The little Gu Zhen was lying on the hospital bed with a sleepy expression, looking at Gu Qingyan with unfriendly eyes, Gu Yue and Lin Ran were both by his side and said caring words, but this warm scene made Gu Qingyan feel as if he It is the extra person.

The date of the operation was quickly settled, Lin Ran entrusted Xiaoyueguang to Wen Lian, and then rushed to the hospital with Gu Qingyan.

The doctors and nurses all looked serious. Lin Ran typed a few words on his mobile phone before he heard the doctor say, "Mr. Lin, you can rest assured that our hospital has the most advanced technology, and this is Gu's own hospital." , we will definitely cure the young master."

Lin Ran shook his head, looked in Gu Qingyan's direction and typed a few more lines.The doctor's face was serious, "Mr. Lin, taking out the gland is only a minor operation, and Mr. Gu's life will not be in danger. Please rest assured."

Only then did Lin Ran feel relieved, and walked in the direction of Gu Qingyan. At this time, Gu Qingyan and Gu Zhen were pushed out of the ward at the same time. Seeing Lin Ran, Gu Zhen's eyes lit up and he softly called out to his father, Lin Ran My heart was about to break, and I quickly grabbed Gu Zhen's hand.

Comparing with children should be childish.But seeing this scene, Gu Qingyan always felt uncomfortable.Gu Yue stayed aside and saw this scene, and the pleasure of revenge was stronger than ever.

Gu Yue hates Gu Qingyan not only because Gu Qingyan's mother Xia Yuwei intervened in his mother's marriage.Furthermore, because of the unclear relationship between Gu Qingyan and Ruan Yuezhi, Ruan Yuezhi did something despicable and insane to Gu Qing.

Gu Qing is a bate, although the fertility rate is not high, it is not impossible to conceive, but Ruan Yuezhi actually tortured Gu Qing in every possible way after she married Gu Qing.When Gu Yue found out, Gu Qing's genital cavity had already been removed.

Although Ruan Yuezhi was sent to prison by Gu Yue for a reason and died there, but Gu Yue was still not relieved, especially seeing Lin Ran and Gu Qingyan's happy appearance, this kind of unspeakable anger almost made his whole body crazy.

His Gu Qing is so innocent and kind but has been tortured, how can Gu Qingyan say that this bitch can have such a good life and be pampered and protected all the time.Since Gu Qing is not happy, then Gu Qingyan, such a bitch, should not think about it.

With such a mood, Gu Yue broke the relationship between Gu Qingyan and Lin Ran again and again.So there was the current scene, and Gu Yue was very satisfied with it, if it wasn't for Gu Zhen, he would have opened a bottle of champagne and raised his glass, cheers.

The operation was very successful, it should be very successful.At least Gu Qingyan thought so. When he woke up, there was a thick gauze wrapped around his neck, and the familiar pheromones were gone, replaced by the sweet smell of blood foam from the unhealed wound.

Gu Qingyan looked around but did not see Lin Ran's figure, everything seemed to go back to 14 years ago when he was just picked up by Lin Ran.

At that time Lin Ran was busy with work, he stayed alone in the hospital, no one visited him.I have to bear the strange and contemptuous eyes of doctors and nurses all the time.At that time, Gu Qingyan really didn't want to live anymore, and lay on the bed without eating or drinking, just waiting for death.

It was the help of Lin Ran and the psychiatrist that allowed him to regain the confidence to live.There will always be many unsatisfactory things in life, but there is only one life, and Gu Qingyan doesn't want to waste Xia Yuwei's life that Xia Yuwei worked so hard to save. Even in difficult times, he wants to live, and live with the expectations of his father and mother.

Lin Ran followed Gu Zhen as soon as he got off the operating table, and waited until Gu Zhen woke up.Looking at Lin Ran with big eyes beseechingly, he called his father sadly.Lin Ran's heart softened all of a sudden, and he followed Gu Zhen back to Gu's house, taking care of him non-stop.

By the time he thought of Gu Qingyan, seven days had already passed.Lin Ran took out his mobile phone only to find that the mobile phone shut down automatically because it ran out of power.When charging the phone, there were almost ten missed calls in the phone, seven were from Gu Qingyan, and the other three were from his mother Wen Lian.

Lin Ran panicked, coaxed Gu Zhen to sleep, and hurried back home.

The room was very dark, Lin Ran turned on the light only to find that Gu Qingyan was curled up on the sofa and fast asleep.He lost a lot of weight, and the blue color in front of his eyes made Lin Ran feel distressed.Especially when seeing the gauze wrapped around Gu Qingyan's neck.Before Lin Ran could open his mouth, he had already tasted the guilt, and his heart trembled as painfully as if someone had cut him with a knife.

Lin Ran didn't know what was wrong with him, how could he hurt him like this?Hurt this Gu Qingyan who has treated him the best and given him the most warmth in the world?

Gently covering Gu Qingyan with a blanket, he woke up.Lin Ran looked into Gu Qingyan's eyes, and there was unknown panic and fear in his eyes.

Lin Ran gestured hurriedly, what do you want to eat, I'll make it for you.

Gu Qingyan just stared at Lin Ran with those black pearl-like eyes, as if to confirm his existence, "I want to drink fish head soup."

His voice was low, and Lin Ran's heart hurt like a needle.Everything seemed to be pushed back to the past. When he just picked up Gu Qingyan, Gu Qingyan was very wary at that time, and the first thing he said to him was, "I want to drink fish head soup."

Lin Ran nodded quickly, wiped the tears from his eyes and gestured to Gu Qingyan, I'll make fish head soup for you.

Gu Qingyan loves to eat fish, but he is allergic to fish, shrimp and seafood.Gu Qingyan accommodated him, and gradually stopped eating fish.Lin Ran understood all these things, so when Gu Qingyan said this, he couldn't say anything other than a guilty answer.

Lin Ran rushed to the kitchen in a hurry, and the tinkling sound also woke up Xiao Yueguang who was staying in the room.

Xiao Yueguang came out of the room, looked at Lin Ran timidly, "Father, don't you want me?"

Lin Ran put down the knife, walked over to hold Xiao Yueguang in his arms and kissed his forehead.

"Why haven't you come back for so long, Dad, don't you want me and my father?"

Little Moonlight's voice was full of tears, buried in Lin Ran's arms, sobbing aggrievedly.Lin Ran hugged him tightly, nothing but guilt.Maybe because she was tired from crying, Xiao Yueguang fell asleep in Lin Ran's arms.Lin Ran wiped away the tears from his cheeks for him, and finally placed a soft kiss on his cheek.

When he finally made the fish head soup and served it with delicious rice, Gu Qingyan had already fallen asleep.

Lin Ran carried him away

Going to the bedroom, looking at the gauze covering his neck, he stayed up all night.

When he finally fell asleep and was woken up by a phone call, it was Gu Zhen.Gu Zhen wailed on the other side, "Father."

Lin Ran put down the phone just in time to see Gu Qingyan looking at him, because of his thinness, his eyes were surprisingly big and dark, Lin Ran leaned over and kissed Gu Qingyan's eyes and said to him, I'm going to see Gu Zhen , I'll be back with you in a while.

Gu Qingyan grabbed Lin Ran's sleeve and only said three words, "Don't go."

Lin Ran bit his lip, and after a long while he just whispered two words, don't make trouble.

At that moment, Gu Qingyan seemed to see Ruan Yuezhi, because Ruan Yuezhi was like this back then, when he begged him not to marry Gu Qing, Ruan Yuezhi held his hand and said to him, "Qingyan, don't make trouble."

When Lin Ran returned to Gu's house, he found that the door of Gu Zhen's room was ajar, and the conversation between Gu Yue and Gu Zhen was transmitted through the crack of the door.

"Dad, I'm not sick. Is it really okay for us to lie to my father like this?"

"What's wrong? Don't you want your father to abandon us and go to someone else?"

"But... but father doesn't look happy, and uncle, if uncle knows that you used the glands of the person he likes to save him, he won't be happy either."

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Lin Ran couldn't hear the conversation after that, he just remembered that he rushed into the room and punched Gu Yue in the face.

Gu Yue was still a little angry at first, but when the matter came to light, he no longer concealed it, and even evoked a mocking smile.

Lin Ran calmed down in his extreme anger, and typed a long text on his mobile phone for Gu Yue to read.Gu Yue didn't want to talk to Lin Ran at first, but he panicked for a moment when he was attracted by the content on his phone.He squeezed Lin Ran's shoulders to ask him to explain to him, but Lin Ran shook off Gu Yue, turned around and left.

Gu Zhen burst into tears and shouted at the top of his lungs, "Father, do you really want me?"

Lin Ran stopped, walked up to Gu Zhen and mouthed to him, I never wanted you.

He took out his mobile phone and showed Gu Zhen the birthday wishes he had recorded for him, as well as the remittance slips accumulated over the years.

I won't be back.

With Lin Ran saying this, he can't care about anything now, including Gu Zhen's cries, which are all left behind by him.

Lin Ran had to admit that he was a cowardly man, once faced with love and responsibility, he chose the latter.

Because he couldn't bear to see Gu Zhen's eager eyes, and couldn't bear to see Gu Zhen's sadness, so he chose to let go, and then he saw Gu Qingyan's disappointed eyes again and again.

Lin Ran felt that something was wrong, maybe it was wrong from the very beginning.He obviously didn't want to hurt anyone, he didn't want to suffer and he didn't want to struggle anymore.

As if stepping on cotton, Lin Ran's eyes were blank.Only the remaining consciousness was telling him that he had to see Gu Qingyan quickly, he had to see him quickly, and then re-establish the trust with him that was easily broken by him.

Hurry up, find him sooner, and then find the courage to face him sooner.

Now I just hope, hope, there is still time for all this, I hope he can make up for him and accompany him through the next ten years.