White Moonlight Nobody Wants

The early morning light was bright and warm, and the sun beat down like water through the branches and leaves, as if looking for something it had forgotten here yesterday.

Xiao Yijuan tried his best to hide the sadness in his eyes and looked at the funeral in the distance, the funeral of his senior.

Gu Qingyan walked in front holding Jiang Lifei's portrait, his snow-white face was completely drained of blood, even so he did not let himself shed a single tear.

Lu Yunshen in the crowd couldn't hold back anymore, he rushed forward and kept tugging on Gu Qingyan's clothes, mistress, bitch, broom star.Almost every word I could think of was repeated, "It's all because of you bastard! Li Fei was fine when he was with me, if it wasn't for you, why would he die? You, why don't you die?!"

Those who came to condolences were already very curious about the general's housework, so they stopped to watch the excitement.

Gu Qingyan's eyes were darkened by Lu Yunshen, but he didn't give an explanation.

In the end, it was Jiang Jianshen who held Lu Yunshen back. He seemed to have grown up overnight. He was holding on to his father's clothes, and asked with pale lips, "Today is my father's funeral. Can't you make my father feel at ease?"

Lu Yunshen's eyes widened, snot and tears streaming down his face, crying pitifully, "It's all because of you! It's all because of..."

"enough!"

Jiang Jianshen raised his voice, "Are you going to let daddy die in peace?"

Lu Yun stared deeply at those hazy teary eyes, as if he didn't know this son, "You..."

Jiang Jianshen didn't give him a chance, but turned his head and solemnly bowed to Gu Qingyan, "Thank you for taking care of my father."

Lu Yunshen opened his mouth wide, looking at his son in front of him as if he wanted to look at an unfamiliar stranger. It was not until a young man stepped forward and pulled him away that he regained his senses, and followed the young man's footsteps as he walked off the stage in a dull manner.

Jiang Jianshen saw this scene but did not speak. He retreated to the closest position to his father's portrait. In the portrait, his father's face was still indifferent and unapproachable. However, he was no longer the carefree and self-willed young master before. A photo is also full of longing in the eyes.

"Don't worry, I've grown up."

Seeing this farce from afar, Xiao Yijuan didn't step forward, he leaned on Xiao Ran rather tiredly, as if leaning all his weight on this person.

"You said, did I do something wrong?"

Xiao Yijuan pressed his eyes, but tears fell through his fingers, "I still did something cruel."

"Perhaps he doesn't think so?"

Xiao Ran hugged Xiao Yijuan tightly, and pointed in Gu Qingyan's direction, "Maybe he doesn't care about everything we think about."

"Everything he cares about is here." Xiao Ran pointed to his heart, "He still has his share as a senior, it's all there."

Xiao Yijuan didn't know why, the repressed sadness entrenched in his heart poured down instantly because of Xiao Ran's words, making him squat on the ground regardless of his image, crying like a sad child.

According to Jiang Lifei's request, the funeral was kept simple, so it ended soon.Except for Jiang Jianshen, the rest of the Jiang family didn't come. When Jiang Jianshen mentioned it, he was angry and more puzzled.

But he has already seen through the coldness of the world, and Gu Qingyan doesn't care about that thin bone.

In terms of family affection, he also knew that apart from his only son, Jiang Lifei had no memory of Jiang's family.

Except for the farce caused by Lu Yunshen at the beginning.What people talk about the most is that Gu Qingyan, holding the portrait of his lover in his hands, did not shed a single tear from the beginning to the end.

Some people said in private that he was ruthless, but only Xiao Yijuan knew that real sadness has no tears.

Because before the funeral, facing his comfort, Gu Qingyan once said to him, "I won't cry. If Li Fei turns back because of my tears when he passed away, he will not be able to reincarnate. I won't let him worry, No, no..."

Until the end of the funeral, Gu Qingyan never shed a single tear. His face was pale, and he hid his trembling hands in his sleeves. He waited until the crowd dispersed before he stepped forward to caress Jiang Lifei's tombstone, as gently as he caressed his lover's face.

Jiang Jianshen stood stubbornly behind him, and did not leave until his body was frozen stiff by the morning chill, as if he wanted to ask Gu Qingyan for an explanation.

"Why didn't you tell him?"

Gu Qingyan naturally knew who he was referring to in Jiang Jianshen's mouth, he turned his head with a stubborn tone, "Why should I tell him?"

"Is it funny to see people misunderstand you like this?"

"What do you know……"

The corner of Gu Qingyan's mouth twitched into a shallow smile, as if mocking young people's ignorance, "Sometimes a lie is more important than the truth, this is what your father meant, do you understand?"

"But my father is dead! Besides, you have never been obliged to bear this for him. Why didn't you tell me earlier that he is my father!"

"Because I said that I want his misfortune. So only his misfortune is enough for me to bear."

Gu Qing said lightly, the black pearl-like eyes looked at Jiang Jianshen without blinking, the snow-white eyes were deeply sunken, making the eyes surprisingly big and black.He bit his pale and bloodless lips tightly, as if guarding his last bit of stubbornness.

"Only his misfortune belongs to me."

Gu Qingyan stopped talking, held Jiang Lifei's portrait tightly, and walked forward tenaciously, one step at a time, until dizzy for a while, and slowly the whole world turned into deathly darkness.

"You..." After all, you are still a child, Jiang Jianshen is still a little ashamed to say such things, seeing Gu Qingyan's dull eyes, he still said, "You are pregnant, it has been three months."

A gleam of light flashed in Gu Qingyan's eyes, but when he really looked at Jiang Jianshen, he lowered his head unconsciously, looking for words to explain in a panic, "I will take care of him alone, I will not let this child be with you Fight for what your father left you..."

"Please raise your head." Jiang Jianshen is no longer the wayward young master he used to be. Seeing Gu Qingyan raise his head numbly, he lowered his voice, "You don't need to explain this to me, because my father is already your husband. And I, as a His elder brother will also take good care of him for Dad, I hope you can take care of yourself too, I think this is what Dad expects from you."

Gu Qingyan's pale lips were filled with a tinge of blood, facing Jiang Jianshen's eyes, he opened his lips tremblingly and said, "Okay."

It wasn't until after Jiang Jianshen left that Gu Qingyan tremblingly stroked his still flat stomach, his pale lips trembled, and finally raised a shallow arc, "Lifei, did you hear that? We have a baby..."