[SD] The daily life of a girl with snake spirit disease

I remember that before crossing, it was just in time for the 15D remake of "Titanic" to land in theaters 3 years after its release.When I revisited it with my best friend, I couldn't find the touch of the lovebirds at all. Instead, I was stunned by Rousi's betrayal of the marriage contract.After watching the movie, my best friend and I complained that a rich and beautiful man ran away with a poor boy. If Jack hadn’t died at that time, maybe this unparalleled relationship would have ended in resentment.Although my best friend objectively pointed out that the fiancé in the movie is not for love but a scumbag for face, and the background of the marriage contract between the two is quite special, even including the popular in-marital affairs in Britain and the United States at that time... But this baby just wants to say:

I understand what you said, but I just feel that looking at them with the eyes of modern people is really awkward, shameless, and white lotus!

Just like watching "Titanic", I looked at Haruko Akagi and Hanamichi Sakuragi with the eyes of the future, and the scenes I vaguely remembered in the comics began to turn in my mind.If it's a one-sided pursuit like Caizi and Miyagi, but on the other hand, it's fine if you don't have the idea of ​​falling in love. Haruko is simply yelling at Rukawa Kaede while holding Sakuragi's hand and saying, "Come on, Sakuragi Flower Road, Since you don't have that heart, don't give the other party that hope!

Simply unbearable!

I didn't care if I could pull it or not, after the big call, I desperately grabbed Huadao by his collar, trying to drag him away.

Several people around me were completely taken aback by my performance.Needless to say, Hanamichi and Akagi Haruko, Mito and the other four members of the Sakuragi Legion all opened their mouths into the word "O".After all, I have never shown any relationship with Huadao before. In their eyes, I seem to be a crazy female classmate who suddenly popped out and yelled.

Whatever they like to think, I just want to drag this person I have a crush on out of this three-sided, single-arrow relationship that I can't stand...

"Ah!" I cried out in pain.

It's Huadao, he suddenly grabbed my hand and pulled him.

His hand is so heavy, it hurts like iron clamps.His hands are so big, when he squeezed my hand, it was like an adult holding a child's hand, but an adult would not squeeze a child's hand so loudly.As for his gaze, it was so cold, as if it wanted to penetrate my chest and crucify me.

Huadao stood up, stared at me with that gaze, and then gently shook my hand away.

"My feelings for Haruko have nothing to do with you." He bent slightly and looked straight at me, his voice was so cold that he didn't know me. "Even if I'm rejected, even if she thinks I'm not qualified, I'm used to it."

The short fat man next to him couldn't help interjecting in a low voice: "I have 50 experience." Then he was slapped aside by Mito.

This episode made Huadao silent for a while, but I felt that the air around me seemed to disappear.The majestic and self-confident girl power before was quickly annihilated like a bubble seeing the sun.

Behind the red-haired flower path is the wanton sunset, and at this moment, I am standing in the shadow cast by his tall body.

"I fell in love with Haruko at first sight. I like her just because I like her. I am happy when I see her happy. All this is not as ugly as you describe. You are the one who regards me as a spare tire." He said, "Sakura, you like this , no wonder it’s so strange that I can’t recognize it.”

I took a step back.

She looked at him, then at Haruko who was staring blankly, and looked around for a week.Everyone on the top floor is looking at me, their eyes are flickering, what are they thinking?

I took another step back.

Huadao raised his hand slightly, as if trying to pull me, but...he didn't lift it up.

I turned and rushed down the stairs.Tears splashed, sobbing choked up.And I don't want them to see that.It turns out that I was the one who was self-indulgent in the end...

……

At this time, the school was over, and my rampage only disturbed a few students of the same grade who were cleaning.The tranquility in the teaching building can hardly conceal the hustle and bustle in various venues.A thought floated in my mind, my manuscript was still thrown on the roof, but... I didn't care about it at all.

Yingmu Huadao's words pierced through my disguise like a sharp sword, and some things that I wanted to forget all surged out, like darkness and nightmares, that was the past I thought I had bid farewell to.

In the distant past, I also had a crush on such a person.In the Jingjing campus, the young and small mind never dared to look directly into the other person's eyes, but hearing his laughter, his ears couldn't help but warm up.Until one day, he suddenly sat beside me and asked me to borrow a homework book.But I blushed like a tomato, causing the people around me to boo.Since then, even this little bit of secret love has never been dared to show.

How inferior and timid I was at that time?How cowardly it is to act like you don't even dare to show your liking...

For me, the days after time travel are like a self-hypnosis.I seem to be a clown standing in an amusement park, wearing a thick play clothes called Kitajima Sakurako, hiding myself in an eye-catching shell that dare not show my face.I laughed, cried, and expressed myself wantonly, thinking that I was the only player in this playground, if I wanted to sit on the merry-go-round, I would sit on it, and if I wanted to play on the pirate ship, I would go and enjoy this dream that I never even dared to dream of in the past. , to treat each day as if it were the end of the world.

I used the achievements that I could get without too much effort to give money to myself, and hid under the title of shining new writer, I was secretly happy. Come on, remove the memory of the future, who will buy every word I write?Everything is just an illusion.

I laughed at Yingmu Huadao for being a spare tire, but when I really peeled off the shell, I didn't even have the courage to express it.Hanamichi was right, I was the one who saw him as a backup.

As long as the fragile illusion is pierced a little, all courage and self-confidence will disappear.

I walked on the road in Kanagawa, Japan, and I didn't feel even a trace of familiarity.In this world, without my relatives, I am trapped in this island country that I have never lived in before. "Slam Dunk" is like a life-saving straw for me, hoping to have this connection with the world.I thought I was playing an RPG game, and conquering people's hearts was like gaining favorability.

The dream of the homeland is in vain, and thinking about returning has not returned.There is nothing to support this body, and there are tears staining my clothes.

Tears and snot can't be stopped, and there is a bitter taste in my mouth.

What if Yingmu Huadao doesn't like me at all?What if...the me in the past is really dead, this is a real world, and I still have to live alone?

How to do……

The author has something to say: _(:з」∠)_ Underneath Sakurako Kitajima’s glamorous vest, she is actually that modern female dick. Confidence and pride are just bubbles. not confident

Because when Sakuragi Hanamichi likes Haruko, she always thinks, can anyone really love the insignificant self under that mask?

Such love at first sight, such devotion

she also wants to have