Dumb

It would be stepping on her high heels that were more than ten centimeters, and then looking down at me with a domineering look, and then spraying a few mouthfuls of saliva on me and slapping me a few times.

I never thought that she and I could sit down and chat so calmly.

The morning light was projected on the signboard of the bakery across the street through the thin clouds, and the cakes in the shop stood out against the backdrop.Yu Zi'an turned her face away and stared at the store for a long time. According to my estimation, I haven't seen her look away since I sat here with her 10 minutes ago.

Yu Zian gracefully picked up the coffee in front of him and took a sip, but he still didn't intend to face me squarely.

"Luhan, he has been looking for you." After finishing speaking, she gently put down the coffee cup in her hand, and the friction between the porcelain and the porcelain made a crisp sound of collision.

This is the first sentence she said to me in the past ten minutes.

I was startled, the coffee cup in my hand was almost in close contact with the floor.At that moment, I only felt that my heartbeat missed a beat, and it seemed that a deep-rooted needle was pulled out in the depths of my heart.

"Really?" I pretended to be calm and answered nonchalantly, but my eyes were erratically dodging, looking for a place to rest.

I still remember that at the beginning of October [-], two months after I broke up with Luhan, I received Luhan's engagement invitation.

I sneered, and also lamented how lucky I was, throwing the invitation into the trash can.

The poor playboy deer is finally going to be buried by marriage.

I didn't intend to go to this wedding, but it just so happens that the bride's father and Wu Shixun have a close relationship. As his girlfriend, it is my duty to accompany him to attend.

When I met him two months later, he seemed much listless.

Many people came to the banquet, including celebrities from all walks of life, and some government officials. All in all, they were rich people.I heard from Wu Shixun that the bride's father is the president of a well-known real estate company in Haidian, and there are many background connections.These people are probably here to flatter.

It has been more than an hour since I arrived here, and I have never seen the bride.Because I had just drank too much fruit juice, my abdomen was very distended. I said hello to Wu Shixun, and stepped on my crappy high-heeled shoes and ran to the toilet.

Turn on the faucet, white water gurgles out.

"Amo, long time no see."

A clear female voice sounded from behind, and a slim figure walked slowly towards this side.I raised my head, glanced at the person behind me in the mirror, took a few steps back in fright, turned around, and faced her familiar face: "Yu Zian."

"I thought you are so forgetful, you have long forgotten about me." She was wearing a snow-white tube top dress with light makeup, looking very charming.

That day, I ran away, leaving behind Oh Sehun and everyone.

Everything seemed to be back to the original starting point again, Yu Zian was beside Lu Han, and Lu Han was beside Yu Zian.And I am just a passer-by in their love.

I am the most silent third person in this city.

★【17-18】

【pick up seven】

Yu Zian said that Luhan has changed, he will really treat someone sincerely.

Yu Zian also said that his engagement with Lu Han was canceled the day before I left Beijing, but I didn't wait for him.

She witnessed the most negative period in Luhan's life. She told me: "Luhan drinks and smokes at home every day. He can't find you. Even Lin Xizhi doesn't know where you have been. He also called I called your phone countless times, but every time I heard a wordless beep..."

Yu Zi'an also told me a lot about Lu Han's things that I didn't know these years, I was moved by what she said, remembering the years of hard work in Shanghai but doing nothing, I couldn't help crying.

I miss Luhan, I really miss him.

As he said, he is my breath, I am the oxygen of his life, and we are an integral part of each other.

I re-logged on Sina Weibo after two years, because Yu Zian said to me, "Go and see Luhan's Weibo, it contains all the things he wants to tell you these years."

Luhan's Weibo account is "M鹿M".

I typed the keywords into the entry, and moved the index finger across the scroll wheel of the mouse to flip the page:

M Deer M

2009-12-3110:00

This is the second time you disappeared, my Cinderella, your prince will find you soon, you must wait for me [come on]

M Deer M

2010-02-1300:00

Amo, today is New Year's Eve, and it's snowing again in Beijing.This snow is the same as the one we watched together on the roof back then, the same size and the same beauty.Don't forget, we agreed to go to the roof to watch the snow every year, you already owe me twice [shy]

M Deer M

2010-06-2500:00

HAPPYBIRTHDAY my Cinderella ~ you are the most beautiful in my heart!

M Deer M

2011-08-3103:00

Can't sleep, miss you [love you]

M Deer M

2012-04-0913:40

If you meet a girl named Gu Senmo, please take her home.Tell her that there is a man named Lu Han who has been waiting for her.

……

My dear Luhan.

My dearest Luhan.

I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

Really didn't mean to want to leave you.

【[-]】

In Shanghai in [-], it was rainy.

Holding an umbrella, I hurried home like an ant on a hot pot. I didn't expect that I would meet him again in this life.

Lu Han stood at the door of the dilapidated rental house, his hair was seriously oily, behind him was a gray and black suitcase, he looked like a traveler.He probably forgot to bring an umbrella, so he curled up under the eaves of the small house to hide from the rain. The rain dripped on his suit little by little, leaving faint marks.

I looked at him for a long time, but neither of us spoke first.

If possible, I would like to stand with him from day to night, as long as he has me in his eyes and him in mine.

Luhan walked up to me in three steps at a time, and hugged me into his arms, stroking my soft hair with his fingertips, he said:

"Amo, I miss you so much."

"Me too." I hugged him tightly, resting my head on his shoulder.That embrace, that warm embrace, that embrace that only belongs to me, Gu Senmo, is finally back.

This time, I don't think I'll ever let go.

Luhan lowered his head and kissed my lips, I saw the smile in his eyes.His kiss was very intense, not so much a kiss as a punishment for me.

I threw away the umbrella in my hand freely, and gradually put my hands on Luhan's neck, and began to respond to Luhan's kiss.

In an instant, the sky was dark.

☆【19-20】

【Pick up】

The life of the young couple is very nourishing. Lu Han and I have a tacit understanding of keeping our mouths shut about the past, and we have a good understanding of erasing that stain from our love history.Yu Zian is right. Lu Han has really changed a lot, becoming more mature and responsible.

But I began to be afraid of the coming of night, and whenever the moon rose from the treetops, I would have a chilling feeling.It's not that I'm afraid of the dark, I'm a nightlifer.

When I was young, I was ignorant, and I gave it to love when I should have worked hard in my life. I wasted my whole life, and finally ended up with nothing.But I should be glad that a person like me who has neither education nor skills can find a job, so I don't have to worry about whether I have food or housing, even if it is not glorious.

I knew in my heart that this kind of life was completely inconsistent with what I had dreamed of when I left Beijing.

But the road I chose, even if I kneel, I have to walk it to the end.

Now I live a rotten and dirty life in a nightclub, selling my average looks every day in exchange for a decent salary.

However, Luhan doesn't know about this.

I can't let him know that I am such a person, never.

"Luhan, I'm helping the actors put on makeup in the film crew, you can eat dinner by yourself." I went to the bathroom, deliberately covered the receiver with my hand, for fear that he would get suspicious when he heard the loud music.

After comforting Luhan on the other end of the phone, I walked out of the bathroom with a sigh of relief. Linda stood at the door and looked at me impatiently, pointing to the door of box 3012: "I want you by name, the CEO of the Zhao Group, treat him well " Then, put the goblet into my hand.

I took a deep breath and pushed open the door of the box with a gesture of my head.

It was an old man who looked to be 50 to [-] years old, with a pair of gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose.He looked at me with a smile, but his eyes were shining, and he knew it was not a good thing.

I sat next to him, and felt a pair of rough hands touching my body.In the past, I would have stood up and poured wine on his face, and then spit a few mouthfuls of saliva, but now I am not so noble, yes, the person sitting on the stage is not so noble.

There were bustling footsteps in the aisle outside, and the door of the box was opened with a click.I turned around, with a look of panic in my eyes, I didn't dare to look up at him, I was afraid to see the disappointment and anger in his eyes.

Lu Han got closer to the table, grabbed the collar of the old man next to me, and then punched him hard in the face: "Bastard, I told you to touch Amo, I told you to touch Amo." Next, fists rained down on him.

I wanted to step forward to stop me, but was