Dumb

field rain.The strong wind swept across the entire city, and the big raindrops mercilessly hit the potholes, as if they opened their bloody mouths to engulf the city.

Under Lin Xizhi's persuasive persuasion, I finally agreed with tears streaming down my face: "I'll go back and apologize to him." Braving the wind and rain, I picked a cake from a nearby cake shop as an apology. The shape of a sika deer.

I held an umbrella, tiptoedly took out the key from my pocket, and closed the door gently.It was quiet inside the house, in stark contrast to the thunderstorm and strong wind outside the window.

I walked across the living room to the bedroom door and gently opened the bedroom door.The bedroom was full of sex, and the curtains were blowing by the wind, dancing in a not-so-perfect gesture.I reached out and fumbled for the switch on the wall, "click", and the fluorescent light on the ceiling suddenly lit up.

Luhan lay naked on the bed with his upper body naked, the tattoo of the letter M on his back burned my eyes like a flame.Under him was a woman with heavy makeup, probably because of shyness, her face was flushed.

I stared blankly at the person on the bed, vaguely feeling a layer of fog in front of my eyes.I stood there in a daze, unable to speak, unable to look away, like a person who had acupuncture points in a martial arts movie.

Dirty, disgusting, shameless.

Three words immediately popped up in my mind to describe the couple in front of me.

A bright bright light slid through the black clouds like a silver snake, followed by rumbling thunder and dense raindrops intertwined.They probably discovered my existence, and they all looked at me in unison, with a look of panic on their faces.

The woman hurriedly pulled the quilt to cover her naked body, and I immediately looked away.Luhan got up and got out of bed and walked in front of me, he opened his mouth to explain something to me, but I didn't listen, and directly threw the cake in his hand on him, the cream leaked out of the cake box with the violent impact, The whole cake is also deformed because of this.

"So you lived so happily when I wasn't around?!" I sneered.

"What about you? The few days with Wu Shixun are very pleasant."

I really wanted to go up and tear his mouth out.

I told him with tears in my eyes:

"Luhan, I am different from you. The way you dote on me will still be used to please other people in the future. But what I handed over to you cannot be given to another person."

He was stunned.

I cried.

☆【11-12】

【eleven】

I cursed that woman all the way to the bar.I cursed that she had no ass in giving birth to a son, and I cursed that sooner or later she would end up being gang-raped and dumped because of his slut.However, I never scolded him, he was my heart's ache, and my heart's pet, I couldn't bear it.

I am the vicious Gu Senmo, but I am also the Gu Senmo who loves Luhan the most.

I may have forgotten that I climbed into Lu Han’s bed like this three years ago, and I was also so unbearable, so disgusting, and so dirty.Perhaps at that time, there was a woman who cursed me like this to vent her inner anger.

If I curse a few times, I will die. I guess I have died several times.

I came to the bar in the rain all the way.

The bar is divided into upper and lower floors. The interior is themed with gray and black lighting. The layout is quite stylish, but it gives people a depressing feeling.There are chaotic dance steps on the dance floor, loud music in your ears, and the dirtiest and most disgusting activities can be seen here.

I walked through the crowd, stumbled to the bar, snapped my fingers at the waiter and said, "Have a bottle of whiskey."

When you are upset, drink alcohol, and use alcohol to relieve your worries and worry more.

Lin Xizhi once said this to me, she couldn't bear the sight of me holding a wine bottle every day when I was sad, she scolded me for being decadent, for not having a long memory, for not being able to take good care of myself, but These are all forgotten by me when I am really sad.

Gu Senmo, you always ignore people who treat you well.

Just as I was drinking happily, a huge figure was lying on the bar counter.

"Hi." I greeted Wu Shixun half-drunk and half-awake.

"What's the matter? Drinking so much wine." As soon as he came up, he was about to reach out to remove the wine bottle in my hand, but I stopped him.

To be honest, I dare not mention the scene I just met to him. To me, that is a shame.So that for a long period of time in the future, as soon as I closed my eyes, it was the embarrassing and dirty scene at that time.

"I'm broke." I replied.

Wu Shixun was silent, in fact he is a very good listener, you will subtly feel that this man is very reliable.

I cried with him for a while, and then I told the whole story of tonight, and I felt like it was suffocating me.Therefore, I need someone to confide in, and Wu Shixun in front of me is my best choice.

I told him my man slept with another woman and I caught him in bed.

He smiled and remained silent.

"What are you laughing at?" I was very dissatisfied with his sarcasm.

"I laugh at you for being stupid." He pulled a chair beside me and sat down beside me, "You drink and cry for him here, but he is having fun with another woman there, do you think it's worth it? "

Wu Shixun can always hit the nail on the head when he speaks.

"It's not worth it." I looked down at the wine in the glass, sparkling under the colorful lights.

The person in this world who can make you sink again and again is nothing more than the person who can heal you, but makes you the most ill with his backhand.

And Luhan is such a person.

【Twelve】

I woke up in the sound of cicadas outside the window. I have always been a very light sleeper.

Wu Shixun stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the sunlight cast a slender shadow on his body.Under the backlight, even if his outline is blurred, it still reveals the exquisiteness of craftsmanship.He probably heard the sound and turned to look at me.

"Your home?" I pointed here.

He nodded, walked to the bed and sat down, took the mobile phone on the bedside, and handed it to me: "It kept ringing last night, I turned it off because I was afraid of disturbing your sleep. Look who it is, maybe There is something urgent."

"Thank you." I reached out and took it.

"After tidying up, come down to eat." After finishing speaking, Wu Shixun exited the room and closed the door gently.He is really a gentleman.

After he left, I swipe open the lock screen.I stared at the screen dumbfounded, the entire page was filled with Lu Han's missed calls, and there was also a text message attached.I flick it open, wondering what he's going to say to me.

Amer, I'm sorry.

FROM: Luhan

2009:8

I smiled wryly and pressed the off button resolutely.

My heart does not have such a large area, and I have no reason to accommodate anyone.

The occurrence of this incident made me temporarily cut off the idea of ​​going back to the rental house, so I stayed at Wu Shixun's house.During the one-week relationship, I seemed to see something in the dark.In fact, I'm not stupid, of course I know that Wu Shixun cares about me, after all, no boy would be willing to treat a girl unconditionally, unless he likes you.

After dinner, Wu Shixun said that he would take me to the park in the middle of the street to relax.I acquiesce.

There is some humidity in the air at night in midsummer, but it is difficult to conceal the heat of summer.I took a deep breath, and it was the fresh earthy smell after the rain. I still remember my favorite smell when I was young.

"Amo." He walked behind me and stopped me.

"Ok?"

"Actually, I have liked you for a long time." He smiled, and there was some embarrassment in his smile. Seeing my bewildered expression, he added, "I know it's hard for you to accept me suddenly, but it's okay, I can Wait, no matter how long I am willing to wait."

"But..." The image of Lu Han involuntarily appeared in my mind.

"If you want to reject me, I hope it's not now."

He said, he liked me, much earlier than Luhan liked me.

He said if I wanted, he could take me out of this place and live the life I wanted,

When a man tells you that he is willing to wait for you even until the end of time, when a man tells you that he is willing to give his all and even his life for you, it is difficult not to be moved.I gave Wu Shixun a pertinent answer, and I said, "Let me think about it again."

I knew very well in my heart that the only way to accept him was to forget about Luhan.

But this is undoubtedly a joke.

I have loved someone for so many years, how could I just give up when I say give up.

★【13-14】

【Ten three】

There will always be countless passing by in life, not every encounter can be condensed into staying together, not every invitation can be transformed into mutual acquaintance.Since Luhan can't afford the easy life I want, and I can't afford to bet on the life of debauchery that Luhan wants, then it's better to let go as soon as possible and give each other a chance to be free.

It was evening when Wu Shixun sent me back to the rental house, and the afterglow of the setting sun spread over the earth.The car stopped slowly at the entrance of the alley. When I got out of the car, he opened the car door for me in a very gentlemanly manner.

"Thank you." I don't think there is anything else to say besides this sentence.

He put his hands on my shoulders, brushed the hair on my forehead with his fingertips, and then kissed deeply.

After saying goodbye to Oh Sehun, my mood fell to the bottom.To be honest, after so many days of preparation, I still haven't figured out how to talk to Lu Han, whether to blame each other a few words first, or directly point out that we broke up.But whether it's the former or the latter, I can't tell.

I didn't expect that the meeting between me and Luhan seven days later would be such a surprise