[Xie Di] The longest road I have traveled is your routine

Also known as "Love Liar, I Ask You"

Didara's foot injury was completely healed. He stood in front of the full-length mirror and jumped around, very satisfied.Sitting on the bedside, seeing his confident and flamboyant appearance, Xie really wanted to pull him over for a kiss.

On the day Xie told him about his love, his brain froze completely. He wanted to ask Xie if he was in a dream, but he couldn't say a word.

Scorpion's overwhelming kisses almost suffocated him.

After a long while, Didara barely regained his sanity, and put his hands on Xie's shoulders.Xie realized something, and his already suspended heart suddenly tightened—the next second, Didara's hand covering his shoulder pushed away the man in front of him with some strength.

"Are you sick? Huh?" Didara raised his uninjured foot and kicked the scorpion's crotch.He didn't really want to kick, so Xie easily dodged, and then grabbed his ankle, the lines of his palm gently rubbing the ankle bone.

very gentle.

He didn't look up, he was facing Scorpion's crotch, the atmosphere was rather awkward, and the posture was rather ambiguous, but he caught a fact in this tense and tender moment.

Scorpions are not hard.

Didara was stunned for a second, the corner of his mouth quickly raised, and then he immediately pressed it back, pretending to be surprised and angry, and stared at Xie.

Xie knew that he was nervous, and knew that his life would not be easy after Didara learned the truth, but he also underestimated Didara.This little clever ghost is no longer a child protected by his poisonous tail captivity. The deer walked into the layers of routines laid out by the hunter, and at the moment of closing the net, he tore off the deer skin suddenly, revealing his minions.

"What's wrong?" Scorpion narrowed his eyes and looked at him, trying to hide the fluster and little fear deep in his heart.

He wasn't afraid that Didara would come back to his senses and beat him up, and he wasn't afraid that Didara would lose his temper with him, arguing for this or that.Although Didala would not ask for it, and he never offered to give it, he could afford anything, including this heart that beat again after meeting Didala.

He is not afraid of anything, only that Didara disagrees and wants to make a clean break with him and never communicate with him.

"I don't understand what you mean, hmm."

Didara poked his neck and said, his tone was flat, close to stick reading.He withdrew the foot from Xie's hand, and moved back again, looking like he wanted to keep a distance from Xie.

"You understand." Scorpion stubbornly refused to explain, as if saying those few words could kill him.

"I don't understand, just go away." Didara felt like a bird plucking the mane on the lion's head, nervous and irritating.

In fact, he didn't have to force Scorpio to do something, he just wanted to see how Scorpion would respond next.He was unwilling, he seemed to have been played by Xie for many years, it would not be too much to give him some face now.

Xie stared at him for a long while, wishing to strip him naked and eat him in the next second, to see if he dared to challenge him.But he was really reluctant, so he could only say, "Come home with me."

"Why go home?" Didara was stunned, his blue eyes were so tempting, he bent down to kiss the tip of his brow.

Sure enough, Didara pushed him away again, Xie tried his best to suppress the dark thoughts in his heart, "Go back to my home, and it will be your home in the future."

"Oh." Didara lowered his head and thought for a while, "Shouldn't ordinary people give me the key at this time?"

"Huh?" This time it was Xie's turn to be stunned. He was only stunned for a second, and the next second he pressed it against Didara's lips, "There is no key, and the password is your birthday."

"Oh." Didara was still very indifferent, and didn't seem surprised at all.

"But there is this." Scorpion took out the wallet from his pocket, stuffed it into his hand, then went to kiss him again, the vague syllables were swallowed between his lips and teeth, "It's all yours."

Didara didn't have much interest in money, so he opened it before stuffing it back into his trouser pocket, and there was a photo inside. The blond child in the photo smiled innocently.

Didara threw the wallet back in a hurry, the tips of his ears were red.

From that day on he moved into Xie's house, and Xie suffered a lot for this.

At first, it was the interior layout. Didara was dissatisfied with this lifeless and indifferent style, and asked to change the furniture and paint the walls.He sat on the sofa with his legs crossed and ate potato chips, while Xie stood in the corner with his arms folded, watching him gloomily as he ordered people to move things around.

Furthermore, his foot injury has not healed, and he always instructs the scorpion to do this and that for him.Xie boiled bone soup for him, which was obviously delicious, but he had to hold back his breath and point out Jiang Shan and scold Huai for a pot of soup.While scolding, he secretly looked at Xie's face. Fortunately, although Xie was angry, he was not so angry that he lifted the table, and Didara breathed a sigh of relief.

And at night, under Didara's strong request, they slept in separate rooms, but he was always itchy, so he sent a text message asking Xie to tell him a bedtime story.They rolled together while talking, and he would always stop Xie at the last step, telling him, "There is nothing clear between us, I don't want to do it with you."

The first time this happened, the anger in Xie's heart had reached its peak. He pinched Didara's face and said, "Don't go too far, brat."

"Where is it too much?" Didara's cheeks hurt, but he smiled and said to Xie, "We are not together."

So the firecrackers fell silent.

The previous ones were not torments, but Xie enjoyed it quite a bit, and only this sentence was real torture.

Deidara did not agree to his guessing courtship.Xie couldn't justify himself, no matter what his starting point was, he had indeed lied to Didara, and in the kid's heart, he even tricked him.

But he wasn't in a hurry, the kid was by his side, alive and kicking, and he had a lot of time to soften him and chase him.

They seem to have taken a step back each, and it looks more like the relationship before the confession. Didara would talk back, and kiss him with blinking eyes. Scorpion still scolded him, but spoiled him with.

until today.

Didara looked in the mirror, picking out one set of clothes after another, but none of them looked very satisfied.He frowned slightly, and half of his body was rummaging in the closet.

A bad premonition rose in Xie's heart, and the thought of kissing him just now disappeared, "What are you going to do?"

"Fellowship."

Xie thought he had heard it wrong, so he told him to repeat it again. Didara turned his head angrily, and shouted, "Lian! Friendship!"

Scorpion kicked him into the closet.

"What are you doing!" The kid fell down inside, clutching his bumped forehead and turning around to quarrel with Xie, "Are you sick again?"

Scorpion dragged him out, threw him on the bed and pressed it, put his five fingers together, put it on Didara's neck, feeling the rolling of his Adam's apple, "Friendship?"

"You want to take care of it again?" Didara's eyes widened, not at all afraid that the scorpion would strangle him to death on the spot, "Is it okay for the former friend to be a little bit self-conscious about the former friend?"

"Oh." Scorpion smiled in a half-smile, and really put his fingers together, "I thought I was chasing you?"

"Are you chasing after me like that?" Didara started to have difficulty breathing, but still wanted to talk back.

"Unfortunately, it seems that we have not reached a consensus." Scorpion finally failed to make a move. He couldn't bear it, and he couldn't see Didala's fresh life being lost in his hands because of a quarrel that wasn't a quarrel. .

He is still too naive.

Scorpion suddenly lost his temper, and had another thought in his mind.

Maybe he could try to let go, remove the chains that were wrapped around the cage, unlock the lock, open the little door, untie the ropes that were tied, and let his bird fly out and look at the sky.

Maybe Deidara gets in touch with someone else, and he will come back and fall into my arms again.

—But what if he didn't?

In case he took another girl's hand, moved away from his home, and out of his sight.Xie thought of the scene he saw when he went to pick up Didala from class that day, the girls surrounded the dazzling blond boy, they were talking, teasing and laughing as if no one else was around.

Scorpion understood the reality at that moment.

Those girls can own his Deidara openly, those girls don't play with him like this, plot him, and lay traps to lure him into the bait.And it's impossible for him to walk arm in arm with Didara on the street—Xiong doesn't care about other people's eyes, but he can't stand someone looking at Didala with curious and pointing eyes, he will want to gouge out the eyes of these people.

So he didn't dare to say love to Didara easily, he could hand him this heart from his hand, but it was difficult to spit it out from his mouth.

Scorpion sat on the edge of the bed with his legs crossed, saw that Didara recovered from his breathing, then got up indifferently, and then changed his clothes.He stared at it for a long time, then said abruptly, "Do you want me to pick you up tonight?"

"I don't know," Didara shook his head honestly, "Maybe, um."

It was probably because his expression was too frank, Xie felt uncomfortable in his heart, but he couldn't lose his temper.He wanted to slam the door and leave, but just as he touched the doorknob, he heard Deidara shouting behind him, "Why are you going? Drive me."

Scorpion turned around and wanted to ask if you were sleepwalking, but he didn't say anything in the end.He sat on the sofa in the living room, grabbed a newspaper, and waited for Didara to pack it up. He was about to go out before he realized that he hadn't read anything.

Didara looked very happy, sitting in the co-pilot, telling Xie all the way how those girls got his contact information, and how they invited him to the sorority.Xie couldn't bear it anymore, stepped on the brakes and stopped on the side of the road, "If you talk again, get out."

Didara nodded knowingly, opened the car door and went down—of course he didn't want to leave, he just happened to see the nearby supermarket and went in to buy something.

Xie lit a cigarette for himself during this interval. He hadn't smoked for a long time, and the spicy nicotine had passed through his lungs, making his heart hurt a little.But after thinking about it, he felt that if he lived more than ten years, he wouldn't be jealous and mad because of such a trivial matter. He just cared too much, and the more he cared, the more he worried about gains and losses.

Didara came back with a plastic bag, Xie asked him what he bought, he opened the bag, and generously showed Xie the condoms and lubricant inside.

"Prepare well." Scorpion turned the steering wheel without changing his expression, the smoke in his mouth was suddenly sucked away, he rolled his eyes, and saw Didara squinting his eyes and holding the small half of the cigarette, his expression was blocked by the smoke, It's terribly sexual.

Didara smoked quietly, and stopped the car in a short while.

Scorpion glanced outside, "It's not there yet."

"Here we are." Didara hooked the corner of his mouth and got out of the car, but he didn't rush to close the door. He stood on the side of the road, leaned down and said to Xie, "Come on, if you don't come, no one will pay for it for me." money."

Xie then pulled out the key, walked forward behind him, raised his eyes and scanned the hotel in front of him, and understood half of it in his heart. He just wanted to catch Didala in the alley next to him and beat him up. Calm down, "There's no box here, let's make trouble."

"Maybe?" Didara smiled, showing his canine teeth, Scorpion turned his head to look at his smiling eyes, his heart was so soft that he couldn't bear to hit him.

Didara didn't seem to be here for the first time. He greeted the waiter with ease, and was taken to the top floor with him.

Of course the scorpion knew where this was.

Romantic hotel top floor, rose and candlelight dinner, live violin performance, neon lights and stars outside the floor-to-ceiling windows.

Xie glanced sideways, seeing that he still had no intention of explaining, and said coolly, "Young girl from the friendship?"

"Ah, I probably won't come." Didara sighed feignedly, the hand hanging by his side was caught by the scorpion, so he squeezed it back, but when he was about to let go, he found that he couldn't break free.

Scorpion pulled him into her arms, pressed the back of his head, stood in front of the French window and kissed him for a while.Xie carefully licked every part of his mouth, and the tip of their tongues intertwined, without any erotic meaning.After a long while, Xie let go of him, scratching his pretty face with his fingertips, "Then I'll do what I can to do it."

Didara pulled out a chair for him, and they sat down facing each other. The restaurant was booked out, and no one was called to play musical instruments. They ate, watched the night scene for a while, and talked for a while.

"Hey, Dana." Didara didn't put down the knife and fork when he said this, more like improvisation, "Let's have sex, eh."

Xie raised his head and glanced at him, "It's a pity to go to bed with such a beautiful view."

"It's not sex," Didara corrected him with wide eyes, "it's sex."

I don't know if these words pleased Xie, he smiled, took a tissue and wiped his mouth, "Have you booked the room?"

"I can't help it," Didala put his chin in his hand, still talking softly, "If the girl doesn't come, there is only the old man in front of me, let's make do with it."

But right away he couldn't laugh anymore, and he couldn't say any cheap words. After closing the door, Xie tore off the hypocritical restraint, threw him on the bed, and let him scream for most of the night.He hadn't had sex since his leg injury, and he suddenly caught fire, and it wasn't easy to suppress it.

Coupled with Xie's intention to torment him, Didala couldn't stand it in the end, tears came from the corners of his eyes, and he begged Xie to stop crying.

The scorpion's tongue licked the corners of his eyes, taking away the wet tears, clasped his waist and hit him again, "Endure it."

The condoms Deidara bought were the size of a scorpion, but he only took a look at them before throwing them back without removing any of them.He indulged in Didara's starry eyes all night, and often kissed his eyelids, feeling sweeter than the most fragrant honey in the world.

When Didara was carried to be cleaned, his sanity was already unclear, he only instinctively clinged to Scorpion's shoulders to prevent himself from falling into the water.Xie kissed his brow again, "I love you very much."

Didara was about to fall asleep, but he didn't react immediately when he heard this, and opened his eyes after three to five seconds, "Say it again."

Xie refused to say any more, and blocked his mouth with his lips and tongue.The bathroom was foggy, Xie was afraid that he would lack oxygen, so he picked him up and put him back on the bed.The sheets were changed, and he pulled off the quilt, stuffed Deidara in, and wrapped it up.

He looked down at Didara, and Didara looked back at him. Now that he was suddenly not sleepy again, he wanted to talk to Xie, "I didn't tell me for so long."

"I originally wanted to wait until you were an adult before chasing you," Xie tucked his hair behind his ears, and frowned again when he mentioned this, "Who knew you would make so many messes along the way."

Didara thought for a while, "It doesn't seem like a loss to enjoy two years earlier."

Scorpion smiled, "That's right."

"Are you afraid?" Didara asked, and before he could answer, he asked again, "What are you afraid of?"

Xie was very honest this time, "I'm afraid I'll run out of tricks, and I'll die every step of the way."

"Are you going to die badly?"

"No." Scorpion answered quickly.

"I think so." Didara nodded, with a clear look, "You bastard of a thousand years."

"Go to sleep." Scorpion's voice was very soft, looking at him with focused eyes, so Didara replied good night and fell into a dream.