I am not worthy

After half a year, Bai Yan finally recovered and was able to come back.

Huo Yi was very happy when he received the news from Zhao Ju. He finished his work early and went home, ready to meet Bai Yan - he was going to meet Bai Yan, but Bai Yan said no, he could come back by himself.

During Bai Yan's absence, Huo Yi learned to cook, because he thought that before Bai Yan cooked for himself, when Bai Yan came back, he would cook for Bai Yan himself.

Huo Yi, who had cooked a table full of dishes, waited for Bai Yan to come back in nervous anticipation.

Huo Yi would run out every few minutes to see if Bai Yan came back. While waiting fidgeting, Huo Yi finally heard the sound of a car coming from outside, and he ran out almost immediately.

Seeing Bai Yan get off the taxi, Huo Yi suppressed his inner excitement, and walked over to help him get the salute.But seeing Bai Yan standing outside the window thanking the driver, the taxi drove away.

Huo Yi didn't think too much, as long as the person came back, he excitedly took Bai Yan's hand and led him into the house.

"Yanyan, are you hungry? I cooked a lot of dishes, let's eat first." Huo Yi was so excited that he didn't notice the hesitant expression on Bai Yan's face.

Bai Yan originally wanted to break free from Huo Yi's hand, but when he heard him say that he cooked a table of dishes to celebrate his recovery, he hesitated for a moment, and let Huo Yi pull him into the house.

Back in the house, Huo Yi couldn't restrain his excitement anymore, he hugged Bai Yan with great joy, buried his head on his neck, and lightly sniffed the nostalgic breath on Bai Yan.

"Yanyan, you are finally back. Do you know that during the days you left, every second is like a year to me." Huo Yi's voice was hoarse, and he hugged Bai Yan's arm tightly, firmly imprisoning him. He was reluctant to let go of his arms, as if the person would disappear if he let go.

"Yanyan, it was all my faults in the past, and I won't do it in the future. I will definitely love you well. Can you forgive me?"

Huo Yi was immersed in the excitement of the reunion, he hugged the person in his arms extremely cherished, his mood was very complicated.

He was delighted that Bai Yan had finally healed and returned to normal, and the two could be together again; but also worried about the harm he had done to Bai Yan before, which left a lump in his heart and made him feel resentful towards him.

It doesn't matter if you complain, in the future, he will definitely treat Bai Yan even better, making him forget all the unhappiness in the past, and only remember his love for him.

"it is good."

Huo Yi wanted to continue to say something to beg for forgiveness, but suddenly he heard a soft "yes" in his ear, and he was stunned.When it came to a realization that Bai Yan agreed to himself and really forgave him, Huo Yi let go of Bai Yan in disbelief, stared into his eyes and spoke incoherently excitedly:

"Yanyan, really, are you really willing to forgive me? In fact, it doesn't matter if you don't forgive me now. You can see my future performance and decide whether to forgive me or not."

"I forgive you." Bai Yan's expression was very calm, compared to Huo Yi's excitement, he could even be called indifferent.He looked directly into Huo Yi's eyes without any fluctuation in his eyes.

"Don't look later, I forgive you now."

Huo Yi finally felt something was wrong, Bai Yan came back this time too peacefully, no fear of him before, no resentment, no love for him.

Huo Yi panicked, and suddenly he didn't dare to say anything. He let go of the hands holding Bai Yan's arms, and pulled him to the dining table, with a forced smile on his face, "Yanyan, let's stop talking, let's go eat, You must be hungry. How about you try my handicraft, if you like, I can cook every day from now on—"

His words stopped abruptly, because Bai Yan stood still, Huo Yi didn't dare to pull hard, Bai Yan's hand was separated from his palm, the smile on his face was even more reluctant, and he insisted on finishing the rest of the sentence.

"--For you to eat."

There was a moment of silence in the room, and no one spoke.Among the two, the roles were reversed, and now it was Huo Yi who was nervous, he hardly had the courage to look up at Bai Yan, and was even more afraid of saying something that he couldn't bear from Bai Yan's mouth.

Bai Yan's expression was calm from beginning to end. From the first time he saw Huo Yi to the present, the expression on his face remained unchanged.He didn't hear Huo Yi's inner voice at this time, or even if he knew, he wouldn't care, and said indifferently:

"Huo Yi, I don't love you anymore."

The words that sounded like a verdict fell heavily on Huo Yi's ears, almost making his ears ring. He suddenly turned his head and stared at Bai Yan's face, as if he wanted to see something from his face.

But he didn't see anything, Bai Yan's face was calm.

Bai Yan looked directly into Huo Yi's eyes, and said clearly word by word:

"I don't love you anymore, so let me be free."

--I do not love you anymore.

The five words were pierced in Huo Yi's heart like five small knives. For a moment, his ears were deaf and he couldn't hear any sound. He only saw Bai Yan's mouth opening and closing in front of him, but he couldn't hear what he said clearly. .

It took quite a while before Bai Yan's words fell into his ears. Huo Yi stared blankly at Bai Yan, as if he still hadn't reacted.