I am not worthy

Huo Yi returned home with heavy steps, and the room was deserted.

In the past when Bai Yan was still around, the two actually didn't communicate much, and Bai Yan didn't talk much.But as long as this person is around, Huo Yi feels at ease, this house is not so empty, his heart is also full.

Now everything is placed as it was, the pair of slippers that Bai Yan often wears are still on the top shelf of the shoe rack, the confiscated snack bags are still thrown on the glass table in the living room, and the two people's shoes are hanging on the balcony. The clothes, including the white shirt, were worn by Bai Yan yesterday.

Every trace shows the existence of another person, but from now on, only him, Bai Yan, is gone in this room.

Huo Yi suddenly pressed his heart and bent down. It was less than a day since Bai Yan left, but he could hardly bear it anymore.His heart seemed to be hollowed out, there was no pain or suffering, only the endless emptiness seemed to drown his whole body.

— Only one person is missing.

Huo Yi didn't eat, drink, or take a bath, and just fell asleep.When he woke up the next day, he felt a splitting headache, but there was no expression on his face. He took a shower and dressed mechanically, packed himself and went to work in the company.

"Mr. Huo, your complexion is very bad. Are you sick?" When Shen Chengzhou came to report on his work, he looked at Huo Yi's face several times, and finally couldn't help but ask.

In fact, when Shen Chengzhou first came to the company, he felt that the atmosphere was not right. Before it was time to go to work, everyone did not dare to speak loudly, nor did they dare to walk around casually. They sat quietly at their desks.When Shen Chengzhou went to the bathroom, he heard someone say that Mr. Huo was in an extremely bad mood today, everyone should tighten their skin so that they don't hit the muzzle of their guns.Another person said that Mr. Huo looked very bad, maybe he was in a bad mood because he was sick.

Assistant Shen, who had obtained a wealth of first-hand information, was mentally prepared when he went to meet the boss, but was still taken aback by Huo Yi.Shen Chengzhou has followed Huo Yi for many years, almost since Huo Yi first joined the company, but he has never seen Huo Yi's current appearance.

When other people in the company saw Huo Yi, they thought he was in a bad mood.But only Shen Chengzhou, who knows Huo Yi well, can see that Huo Yi is not in a bad mood, but as if he has lost something most important, his whole life is gloomy, and he doesn't care about anything anymore.

——Like, losing the best things in life, thus freezing myself.

Shen Chengzhou, who knew a little about Huo Yi's private affairs, had some guesses in his heart, but he didn't say any comforting words, because he knew it was useless to Huo Yi, so after caring about Huo Yi's body, he focused on his work .

As expected, Huo Yi didn't make any mistakes in handling the work, and he couldn't see that he had suffered any blows—except for increasing the workload and returning to the intensity of overtime work some time ago, even stronger than that, Huo Yi's work in There is nothing unusual about the behavior of the company.

However, when he returned home, Huo Yi's energy seemed to be drained in an instant, and he looked lifeless like a living dead.

Huo Yi began to be unable to sleep all night, and the bed in his bedroom was filled with the smell of Baiyan, which made Huo Yi unable to sleep peacefully.Later, he moved to the guest room where Bai Yan lived before, and there were traces of Bai Yan's existence here, but it didn't make Huo Yi feel depressed, and he could fall asleep a little bit.

In just a few days, Huo Yi quickly lost weight.The eagerness to see Bai Yan bites his heart like an ant, and Huo Yi has to consume all his willpower every day to suppress this desire—but, his willpower is being worn down day by day, The desire to see Bai Yan became more and more urgent, and one day he would be unable to suppress it.

At this time, Huo Yi realized one thing very clearly - it wasn't that Bai Yan couldn't do without him, but that he couldn't do without Bai Yan. The one who really needed each other was him.

Huo Yi, who realized this, did not develop any resistance. On the contrary, he was like an exhausted traveler who had traveled thousands of miles and finally saw the dreamland he was looking for unfolded in front of his eyes. He could sit down peacefully and no longer have to chase hard.

Although Huo Yi can't see Bai Yan, he will know what Bai Yan has done and how he is recovering through Zhao Ju every day. Zhao Ju will take some photos for him regularly, which relieves Huo Yi's inner pain to a certain extent. Thirst.

Nearly a month later, Zhao Ju said that Bai Yan's recovery was very good, and he should recover soon if he continued the treatment.After Huo Yi heard the news, while he was happy, he couldn't help asking for a meeting with Bai Yan.

"I just want to take a sneak peek at him and never appear in front of him. I just want to see how he is doing now, and I won't disturb him, let alone interfere with his treatment." Huo Yi repeatedly assured that Zhao After a moment of silence on the other end of the phone, Ju asked him.

"So what happened after seeing it? How is he doing now? Didn't he report to you every day? He even took a photo for you."

Huo Yi paused, and said softly: "It's just a photo, I want to see him with my own eyes, after seeing him, I will feel more at ease."

Zhao Ju sighed, and finally agreed, but he was told to be careful and avoid letting Bai Yan see him. Bai Yan's current situation is not suitable for seeing him.

Huo Yi repeatedly assured that Zhao Ju didn't need to say that he was the one who most wanted Bai Yan to recover.He just couldn't hold on any longer, and only seeing Bai Yan with his own eyes could he have the courage and hope to continue waiting.

Huo Yi drove the car to the community where Bai Yan lived now, he didn't get out of the car, and watched him walking his dog in the community across the street.Compared with a month ago, Bai Yan's complexion and state are much better now, and he has also grown some flesh, and he doesn't look so thin.

But the most obvious change is that there are more smiles on his face.

There are other people in the community who also have dogs, and the dogs play with the dogs, and the owners of the dogs know each other.Bai Yan was talking to them, looking a little stiff, and he didn't speak much on his own initiative, but he was obviously relaxed and happy, and the faint smile on his face never disappeared.

Huo Yi looked at it, his eyes were moist.