I am not worthy

After playing the forced training game for a while, Huo Yi gradually lost the initial satisfaction. At that time, whether it was out of revenge or other things, he followed his inner desire to do it, but every time it passed, he felt more and more in his heart. to the void.

In particular, there has been almost no communication between him and Bai Yan recently.

No matter what he said to Bai Yan, Bai Yan always acted submissive and obeyed his orders.After the initial novelty, Huo Yi always feels inexplicably irritated by the current Bai Yan. In his arms, Huo Yi still felt that he did not own Bai Yan, as if he was holding a dummy.

The more irritable Huo Yi was, the colder his expression became, and the more trembling Bai Yan showed.

One day, Huo Yi just came home from get off work, he was too tired to sit on the sofa and didn't want to talk, Bai Yan poured a glass of water and knelt down at his feet and handed it over.Huo Yi didn't pay attention for a while, and accidentally knocked over the cup, spilling water all over his body.Bai Yan's face turned pale with fright, his whole body was tense like a fully wound spring, and he kept apologizing and saying "I'm sorry" with his head down.

Huo Yi was very tired at the time, and he didn't take this trivial matter to heart, so he casually said that it doesn't matter

Unexpectedly, Bai Yan's face turned even paler. He half-kneeled on the ground, put his hands on Huo Yi's knees, and looked up at him with a begging expression in horror.After a brief silence, he suddenly began to slowly unbutton his clothes.

Yu.

Hee.

alone.

Family.

"It's my fault, you punish me."

Bai Yan's voice didn't fluctuate, and was even a little dull and helpless, as if he had resigned himself to his fate.

Huo Yi was stunned for a moment, and when he came to his senses, he suddenly got up and pushed away Bai Yan who was leaning over, his eyes even looked more panicked than Bai Yan.Without taking another look at Bai Yan who was pushed to the ground by him, Huo Yi turned and ran away, his back showing a sense of fleeing.

Bai Yan sat on the ground blankly for a while, but he didn't feel bad when Huo Yi rudely pushed him away, and he didn't dare to take the initiative to find Huo Yi.So, after sitting on the ground and thinking for a while, Bai Yan came to a conclusion—he got up and went back to the kitchen, continuing what Huo Yi had done before he came back, cooking.

Huo Yi left the living room, he was not in the mood to deal with work now, he walked around the room, and unknowingly walked to the bedroom where Bai Yan lived before.

Speaking of which, since Bai Yan moved here to live with him, Huo Yi hasn't entered this room yet.During the time when Bai Yan was away, cleaning was also hired as housekeeping.

Putting his hand on the door panel, hesitantly pushed it lightly, and the door opened.

The furnishings inside are very simple, as clean as a model home, with very few personal items.

That's right, now Bai Yan lives in the same room as himself, and all his personal belongings have been moved to his own bedroom. In this guest room, there are only some items such as clothes that Bai Yan doesn't often wear.

Huo Yi's gaze swept across the room aimlessly. The bookshelves in the corner were mostly empty, with some decorative items placed there, only a few books.Huo Yi remembered that he did not put books in this room, so these were brought by Bai Yan later.

Pick out one of them at random and look through it. People who read books love books very much. The paper is not creased at all. When they see where they are marked with bookmarks, they also write some experiences.Huo Yi looked at it carefully, the handwriting was very delicate, just like Bai Yan.

The corner of his mouth unconsciously evoked a slight smile, but it was so fast that he didn't even notice it.

While scanning the entire bookshelf, Huo Yi found an orange notebook on the top floor. He reached out and took it down, thinking it was some reading notes written by Bai Yan or something.Huo Yi reported his psychological opening to understand Bai Yan's thoughts and thoughts by reading the reading notes he wrote, but he was stunned when he turned the first page.

——Where is this reading note? It's clearly a diary, and it's all about him.

The first diary recorded Bai Yan being forced by Bai Yingfei to wear women's clothing in public, and then Huo Yi came forward to rescue him.It was also after this incident that Bai Yan began to secretly pay attention to Huo Yi, and this attention lasted for several years.

Bai Yan recorded every detail related to Huo Yi, and then his relationship gradually changed in this kind of attention. He fell in love with Huo Yi while envious and adoring Huo Yi.

Tuesday 4th August sunny

The opponent in their class today was a sports student. The game was very difficult. They lost a lot of points in the first half. Everyone thought that Huo Yi and the others lost today, and the team members were also very depressed.Only Huo Yi didn't seem to give up, and kept working hard. Everyone was encouraged by him and cheered up again.

In the last minute, Huo Yi made a three-pointer, which turned the game into victory, and everyone applauded for him.

When his teammates came over to hug him and cheer, Huo Yi smiled, and I laughed too.

Tuesday 5 October cloudy

Today is the school art festival, Huo Yi has a piano performance, he looks very handsome in a dress sitting in front of the piano today.In the past, when he played the piano in the music classroom, I could only hide and watch him secretly, but today I can watch him play the piano openly, and my heart is as sweet as eating honey.

The piece he played today is called "Stockholm Lover", which is very nice and I like it very much.

Almost all the girls in the school came to watch his performance. They shouted their confession to the stage. I wanted to shout with them too, but I dared to say in my heart:

Huo Yi, I like you.