[Xiaofu colleague] What I'm thinking

(One)

Yang Xiao never dreamed that the kid named Zhang Wuji would travel so far to find him and hand over his daughter to him.Daughter, Yang Xiao thought that he was in his thirties at the time, and he never thought of this. In addition to endless longing, he also hated himself. If he had thought more, Xiao Fu would not have died.

It was still difficult for him to get used to such a change. After Wuji left, his daughter sat on the bed in his room, her legs dangling, and her big eyes stared at him. He sat by the window, not knowing what to say to her. What, fortunately, it was the daughter who said first: "Where did my mother go? Why did I still not see my mother when I got here?" He slowly got up and walked over, squatting in front of his daughter, slightly raised his head to look at her, greatly His eyes were snow-white and his skin was as white as snow, and he had a clever appearance, very similar to Xiaofu. He was about to cry for a moment, and he tried several times before he managed to suppress his tears: "Your mother went to a place far away. , let me take care of you in the future, okay?", "Why are you taking care of me?", "I'm your father." When Yang Xiao said this, he couldn't believe it. He recovered the gentlest smile as quickly as possible: "I am your father, so I should take care of you." The little girl turned her head to the side and asked Yang Xiao: "Although Brother Wuji said you are my father, but How do I know that you are really my father, how do you prove it?", "Huh?" Yang Xiao couldn't laugh or cry when he heard this, he didn't expect his daughter to do this trick to him, "You know when I was born Do you know what my favorite food is?", this question really stumped Yang Xiao, he thought that this little girl was really weird, Xiao Xiao was the one who used to embarrass him with such questions. Fu, "I...I don't know, but I know your mother very well. Your mother's name is Ji Xiaofu. She is very beautiful and gentle, isn't she?", "Yeah.", "You You tell daddy about the questions, daddy will remember, daddy will love you forever, okay?" Yang Xiao stretched out his little finger, wanting to flirt with his daughter, the daughter pouted and thought for a while, reluctantly nodded, also Stretched out her little finger to hook Yang Xiao: "Okay, then I will trust you for the time being." "Good daughter." Yang Xiao stretched out his arms and hugged her into his arms.

At night, Yang Xiao put his daughter to sleep, took care of her during the day, answered her questions one after another, made up reasons to explain to her why mother was not here, was too busy to think about anything else, and when the night was quiet, missing and Self-blame came up again like a tide.Yang Xiao sat quietly on the couch, looking at the stars in the night sky outside the window, he still couldn't accept the fact that Xiao Fu had passed away.How could that be, all he was thinking was, to find Master Yang and Fan Youshi earlier, and get rid of these things of Mingjiao, so he went to Mount Emei to find Xiaofu, took her to a place where only them were, and lived away from the world from now on, to be a couple. Immortals and couples, but these all went away with Xiaofu's death.How could it be, how could it be, Xiaofu gave birth to a daughter for him without saying a word, she was so stupid, she didn't tell him a word about such a big matter, how much suffering she had to suffer alone.No regrets, no regrets, her daughter is called Buhui, Yang Buhui, Yang Xiao couldn't help but burst into tears when she thought of this, in Xiaofu's heart, he really is so important that she suffered so much for him, and finally He even lost his life, but he never regretted it.He understands that even if he is heartbroken now, he can only live well, raise his daughter, and find Yang Jiaozhu and Fan Youshi as soon as possible to be worthy of Xiaofu's affection.

Yang Xiao asked Sai Keli to buy the furnishings in the room for Buhui. Everything should be the best. He also had to find two maidservants to take care of Buhui, and someone to make some new clothes for Buhui. The master also had to find , He didn't regret it after passing the exam, she already knew a lot of words, and she had to find a gentleman to teach her well.Sai Keli led the order to go to the neighborhood to inquire one by one, and couldn't help but let out a long sigh. He was so looking forward to the lady he had met before, and one day he could come back to Wangfeng with Yang Zuoshi and be their Zuoshi. Mrs. Shi, a woman as tender as water, will surely make Yang Zuoshi gentle, and they will no longer have to look at his cold face, but now, only a little girl is sent here, He heard her calling her mother constantly, and thought that the young lady was probably in danger. He didn't know what happened, when, where, and why Yang Zuoshi and the young lady parted. He knew why Yang Zuoshi returned to Zuowang Peak alone, and that lady gave birth to a child by herself, but he could always feel that the things that happened were not good.He used to think in his heart that a girl finally appeared who could hold Yang Zuoshi in her palm and prevent him from jumping out of her world. I hope he can forget her sooner, but most likely, Yang Zuoshi will never be able to do it in his life.

Yang Xiao has never lived such a life. The first thing he does after waking up is to think about no regrets, and the last thing before falling asleep is also to think about no regrets. He even slowly lets no regrets fill his heart , so that he can't concentrate on thinking about Xiaofu, he thinks that he can survive.I don’t regret coming to his room last night and saw him writing, "Ten years of life and death are boundless", she said she would also recite this poem, and then she recited it, the general idea is still very clear, Yang Xiao is very Surprised, he felt that his daughter was so smart, and he probably had to teach her better because Xiaofu had put a lot of thought into it.Buhui is still young, so he should wear more colorful clothes. The fabrics bought by Sai Keli, alas, let alone, the master tailor frowns, one day he has to take Buhui to pick it out by himself.I don’t regret that I’m ten years old. When I came here, I was dressed in rags. I think Xiaofu is such a simple person, and I didn’t buy any jewelry for her before, but for a girl, it’s always impossible to have nothing. It is time to choose a few pieces for Buhui, so that it can be used as a dowry when he grows up. Yes, Buhui will also marry in the future. He can't accept this now, so he hopes that the time will slow down and let Buhui slowly When you grow up, don't leave him so quickly.Bugui was born in winter, she likes tofu and fish, he finally knows this, but it is not easy to find fish on Zuowang Peak, but since the baby girl loves to eat, she will get it even if she doesn’t do anything else to fish for her to eat.When he was free, he took Bugui to play on the grassland, which he had promised Xiaofu, and now he had to take Bugui.I don't regret that I didn't seem to eat much tonight, and I don't know if she is hungry now. If I am hungry, I ask the maid to make snacks for her, but it is not good for children to eat too much sweet at night, so let her go to bed early , get up early tomorrow for dinner.When Bugui came here, he was not used to sleeping in the bed here, and he always called his mother in his dreams at night. These geniuses are a little better these days. He should go and see him later. He is really afraid that he will be unhappy if he does not regret it. Xiaofu will not be happy in the sky, so how can he have peace of mind.

Yang Xiao suddenly realized that taking care of a child requires so much care, and now he is not short of money, and has hired servants and maidservants to serve him without regret. One person bears all the pressure to hide the child's affairs, and another person hides and hides to raise Bugui. It is not easy for her alone. How did she bring Bugui to such a big age.Yang Xiao didn't dare to think about it anymore, whenever he thought of Xiaofu, he felt sad and remorseful, this feeling tormented him, made him restless day and night, he could only do his best to bring up no regrets, and do his best to manage Mingjiao's Affairs, put most of your energy on your daughter in order to survive the long years of missing.

(two)

Yang Xiao deliberately avoided mentioning Xiaofu, in order not to make her daughter sad, but also to not make herself sad, but in the daily communication with her daughter, he seemed to be looking forward to it, and always wanted to ask her daughter about the past few days intentionally or unintentionally. What happened in the past year, I look forward to hearing something about Xiaofu in these words.

"I don't regret how you are so smart, I learned how to ride a horse in no time.", "I learned it before.", "Oh, did mother teach you?", "No, Uncle Zhu taught me." , "Uncle Zhu?", "Uncle Zhu is the husband of Aunt Pu's family.", "Aunt Pu?", "Aunt Pu always hugged me to sleep when I was young.", "Oh?".......Speaking without regret, Yang Xiao gradually understood how his daughter and Xiaofu lived during the few years he was away.Buhui said that after she became a little sensible, she would sit on the corridor of the manor and wait for her mother every day, and her mother would definitely visit her every two or three months, and would always bring her some children from the Sichuan region when she came. The stuff will still sleep with her, but she only stays for one night each time, and must leave early the next morning. At first, she was always reluctant to leave her mother, and every time her mother left, she followed her. The back of the carriage cried and chased, but the carriage ran forward so fast that she couldn't catch up. She ran until she couldn't run anymore, and then went home with Aunt Pu. After that, she had to be angry with her mother for several days.Until one time, mother stopped the carriage, jumped out of the car, and ran back to hug her, she realized that mother was also crying. After that, she suddenly became sensible, and mother was also reluctant to let her go Yes, although she didn't understand the reason behind it, she also knew that everything her mother did was for her own good. After that, she stopped crying in front of her mother. When her mother wanted to go back, she would obediently Followed her, sent her for a while, and went back with Aunt Pu, but after going back, she would always look forward to the next time her mother came again. "Actually, Aunt Pu is also very kind to me. Even after giving birth to a younger brother, she still loves me the most, but I still think that my mother is the one I want to be with the most." Yang Xiao patted his daughter's head, feeling sad I couldn't open my mouth, and it took me a long time to hold back a sentence: "Then, mother came to pick you up.", "Yes, mother came in a hurry that night, and I don't know what she said to Aunt Pu. We all fell asleep, Aunt Pu asked me to get up and get dressed, packed a few packages for us, and asked Uncle Zhu to find a carriage, and sent us away overnight. My mother and I sat in the carriage, surrounded by darkness, But my mother held me in her arms, and I held her hand, feeling very happy, and fell asleep after a while, and then my mother took me on a boat and walked for a long time before arriving at Shungeng Mountain, where my mother and I lived Here." Yang Xiao hugged his daughter into his arms and kissed her hair lightly, he didn't want his sadness to be too obvious.

"Father, we had a very happy time in Shungeng Mountain." I don't regret talking about the excitement, forgetting to take care of my father's emotions: "Although this place is much smaller than Aunt Pu's house, the family affairs require me and mother I can do it myself, but I can be with my mother every day. My mother takes me to grow vegetables in the yard, catch small fish in the river for me to eat, and every time I go to the market to exchange rice, my mother will buy a sugar man for me. Me.", "Mother must be very happy to be with you.", "That's right, but.", "But what.", "But sometimes when I wake up at night, I will find my mother sitting on the bed crying. Asked if she was sick, mother said she was missing grandpa and grandma, daddy, grandpa and grandma are mother's father and mother, right?", "Yeah." Yang Xiao nodded, feeling guilty again, if it wasn't because of him, Why can't Xiaofu even go home, "Mother said that if there is a chance in the future, she will take me to see my grandparents, but I haven't seen them yet. Mother also said that there are still uncles and aunts at home, and there are many children there. Brothers and sisters play with me.", "Then...if there is a chance in the future, Dad will take you there.", "Really?", without regret, turned sideways, stretched out her little finger, and wanted to follow Yang Xiao pulled the hook, and Yang Xiao was stunned for a moment. In fact, he didn't know if he could keep this promise. "Daddy?" Buhui shook his finger again, Yang Xiao smiled, and then tugged at her.

"The tofu soup made by mother is the best. I can eat two big bowls every time. Mother said that if you eat more tofu, you can grow white. Is that so, Daddy?", "Mother also makes clothes for me. All the children envy me, the clothes I wear are the most beautiful, and my mother took me to the street to buy cloth and cut it myself.”, “We have two vegetable fields, Daddy, one at the front and one at the back of the house, and my mother also planted flowers. Growing vegetables, one autumn, we planted a big melon, and we ate it for many days without finishing it.", "Once, my mother went to the village and bought me a big vat, and we pushed it all the way back home. , Then mother bought a small fish and put it in it for me to raise and play." "At night, mother will teach me to read and write. We sleep on the bed, and she wants me to recite to her the poems I learned during the day. Daddy, I really like lying on the bed and whispering to mother."  …Listening to what his daughter said, Yang Xiao couldn't help asking the question he wanted to ask the most: "Your mother... Did your mother mention me to you before?" The daughter thought for a while and nodded. : "Once I asked my mother why other children in the neighborhood had fathers, but my father didn't live with me. My mother said, my father is amazing. He is going to do something big. Will come to us, Daddy, what important things do you have to do?" Yang Xiao turned his head and looked out the window, trying not to let tears flow, even though Xiaofu didn't say anything, she still didn't expect it, but she still believed, They will meet again one day, "The biggest thing for Daddy now is to stay with him and not regret it." Yang Xiao replied.

Bugui was tired of talking, and gradually fell asleep in Yang Xiao's arms. Yang Xiao put her on the bed, covered her with a small quilt, and asked the maid to take care of her at night, and then walked back to his room. He saw the moonlight outside the window. It was desolate and desolate, and I felt that my body was getting colder and colder.I don't regret the little things in my mouth, some happy and some sad. At that time, Xiaofu took care of her alone. Although she brought a lot of money, it was hard work in the end. She had to do all the work of cutting clothes and growing vegetables herself. She had to take care of three meals a day for Buhui, teach Buhui how to memorize and practice calligraphy, and even teach Buhui a few moves and styles of martial arts. She did what her father should do and what her mother should do. No complaints and no regrets, how could Yang Xiao not feel guilty.Besides, what Buhui talked about is already something that happened after she grew up. Before she was born, how did Xiaofu find the Aunt Pu that Buhui talked about, and where did she hide to give birth to Buhui? How much suffering he had suffered, how much ridicule he had suffered, he didn't even dare to think about whether he would regret going to see his grandparents. It's even more sad, but Mr. Zhu and Ms. Pu have to take some time to pay a good visit. Thank them for helping Xiaofu and taking care of her without regret.As for why Xiaofu rejected the marriage contract with Yin Liting in every possible way, and how she concealed her daughter's affairs under pressure, Yang Xiao didn't dare to think about it. He was afraid that she would come to pick her up in a hurry and would not regret it. I know, how many shocks and fears she has suffered, all of which should be borne by herself, when Yang Xiao thought of these, his heart felt as if it had been emptied, and the ground ached.

(three)

Everyone secretly said that Yang Zuoshi had changed, and he couldn't tell what changed. In short, he was different from before.Although he still looks cold and indifferent on the surface, he seems to be softer behind the scenes, but he is more silent than before. If he is not talking to his daughter or has something to arrange for everyone, he is often in the room. Stay for a whole day, sometimes go to the back mountain, and sit on the edge of the cliff for a whole day.He used to be such a romantic and unrestrained person, but now, he is always full of worries, as if he has aged a lot all of a sudden, his appearance is haggard, and his heart is also old. After doing it, what I usually ask and do is related to my daughter, and in my spare time I just read and stare blankly.

At that time, some rumors gradually spread in the Jianghu, saying that a disciple of the Emei Sect died, she was the daughter of the Jinbianji family, and she seemed to be raped and then killed by Yang Xiao. Yang Xiao did not hear these words, but he only said Turning a deaf ear, his subordinates heard other people's comments and wanted to stand up for him, but they were all stopped by him. He thought, it's nothing to recite a bad name for himself. Xiaofu has left, and she must be innocent. He has gone to the deviant discussion, and he bears it all by himself, but he has multiple grievances with Emei and is scolded by people in the Jianghu.

Everyone in the church was surprised by Yang Buhui's appearance, but no one dared to ask. Hearing those gossips, he wondered if it was really as everyone said, why did Buhui's mother entrust someone to arrest her? Send it over.Fortunately, her mother never actually showed up, so they didn't have to worry about how to get along with her.Only Sai Keli, after Yang Xiao entrusted Buhui to him for protection, would occasionally mention Xiaofu because of Buhui's needs. "Miss is crying and fussing all the time, wanting madam.", "Miss said that she wants to go to Butterfly Valley and pay homage to Mrs. Zuo Shi." He remembered that when he first met the girl in the Zhuangzi on the outskirts of Tongcheng that year, She was wearing men's clothes, but he recognized her at a glance. When he found that Yang Zuoshi frowned slightly when he heard that she was leaving, when he later found out that she was seriously injured in order to protect Yang Zuoshi, he knew that Yang Zuoshi It was impossible for Shi Yisheng to escape from her, but he didn't expect the following things to be like this.After Yang Xiao took Xiaofu to Dadu, he had been waiting for his order. He thought that one day, Yang Zuoshi would order them with the same indifference as usual to prepare red silk and find a wedding dress. When the tailor came, they would have a handsome Mrs. Zuo Shi, and he knew that Yang Xiao must have hoped for the same in his heart.Their lives on Guangmingding Sitting Wangfeng were actually very poor. The wider the world, the lonelier they felt. If Yang Zuoshi married a wife, it would bring a new look to their lives. If he can bring two beautiful maids, then he will ask his wife to be a matchmaker.Sai Keli thought, his previous expectations had come to nothing after all, but he was only half disappointed, and Yu Yang Zuoshi didn't know how heart-piercing it was.

After Wu Sanren returned to Guangmingding, they only knew that Yang Xiao had an extra daughter. Although they had heard some rumors about the child's mother, they never said much or asked more questions. They only thought that this was Yang Xiao's family affair.There are very few young girls on Bright Peak, and I don’t regret that it was the best age at that time, and she smiled brightly and charmingly, like a belated spring in the mountains. Weici also takes care of Bugui like an uncle.And Monk Peng really loves Bugui. At first he carved a puppy and cat out of wood and gave it to her. Seeing that she was older, he stopped playing with these things. Every time he came back from the mountain, he would bring her a new one. Jewelry, when Buhui occasionally quarreled with Yang Xiao, he went to comfort Buhui, and taught her to apologize to Yang Xiao. Every time Yang Xiao thanked him, he would just smile.On his birthday that day, Yang Xiao went to congratulate him. The two drank a few more glasses, and Yang Xiao asked him to thank him for his care. Madam is also kind to me, if Madam didn't protect me in every possible way that day, I might have died in the hands of that vicious hand." He didn't notice Yang Xiao's depressed expression, took another sip of wine and continued: "I I don’t regret hearing about the days when I was with my mother when I was a child, if I knew about those things at that time, I would tell you the news about her.” After hearing these words, Yang Xiao felt even more sad Now, the most painful thing in these years is not how he will get used to the loneliness without Xiaofu, but his irresistible imagination, what their life would be like if Xiaofu was by his side.

In the past, every time Yang Xiao thought that Xiaofu would be called Mrs. Yang one day, he was secretly happy. At that time, he thought that he must ask Xiaofu's parents to agree to marry her home. I think better, Xiaofu can live in Hangzhou if she likes, sit on Wangfeng with him, even live in Jiqing or Tongcheng, whatever Xiaofu likes, if the situation is not good for a while He can take Xiaofu to live in the mountains, or to Peach Blossom Island. In short, he should stay with Xiaofu every day.After parting with Xiaofu, he didn't dare to think about it for a while, but with the arrival of his daughter, he began to miss it secretly.When he saw Buhui playing in the yard, he thought that if Xiaofu was here, he would vacate the yard, and when she went to plant flowers, she would sit on the stone bench in the yard to comb Buhui's hair, and then pluck the flowers. Don't put the newly bloomed flowers on the head of Bugui.When he bought clothes with no regrets, he would only choose expensive ones. The lady proprietress of the tailor shop came out with a smile and told him that a girl only looks good if she dresses properly, and she doesn't have to be the most expensive, "Look at my daughter. ", he looked at the little girl standing by the door in a blink of an eye. The material of the clothes on her body was not as good as the one he chose for Buhui, but it matched her very well, making her even cuter. "You men don't buy things for little girls, Next time, call your wife together." The woman said, choosing some ready-to-wear clothes for Buhui, and her inadvertent sentence made Yang Xiao feel sad for a moment, yes, if Xiaofu was here, I don't regret that I can definitely be dressed up more beautifully.As Buhui gradually grew up, the relationship with Yang Xiao was not as childish as it was before, probably because the girl had her own concerns and plans, so she gradually stopped asking Yang Xiao everything, and no longer asked Yang Xiao about everything. He told Yang Xiao everything, Yang Xiao didn't think it was abnormal, but he felt sorry for his daughter's loneliness. If she had a mother to take care of her, she would be happier.He also sometimes thinks, don't look at him being one-sided and glamorous during the day, drinking to drown his sorrows at night, no one to clean up when he is drunk, and going to sleep on the table all night, waiting for himself to wake up, what if Xiaofu is here, everything will probably be different, someone will always warm the porridge for him, even if he scolds him, it is with love, she will fold his clothes for him, and throw him in a mess Put the books back on the bookcase one by one, and when he is sick and lonely and weak, he will relieve his worries, give him ideas, hug him, and comfort him.He really missed Xiaofu, he really couldn't control his thoughts, and at every moment when he had nothing to do, he let him imagine how their family's life would be if Xiaofu was still there. What does it look like, it must be very beautiful and warm.

(four)

Buhui gradually grew up, and she also heard a few gossips from others. Although she was puzzled, she knew that she couldn't ask her father. She told herself that these were impossible. , when I was young, my mother would not sit by the window and be lost in thought every day, nor would she be asked to kowtow to the west during the New Year's Eve. Her name is Bugui, and her surname is Yang. If the evidence is true, if it is as rumored, I am afraid that my mother will not let her come to this world.It's just that she felt that her father was getting more and more pitiful. When she was young, she also asked her mother what kind of person her father was, and her mother said that your father was handsome and handsome. He would come to us just waiting for a big event to be done. Brother Wuji When I sent her to sit on Wangfeng, although my father was also full of sorrow and weather, he was a handsome man, but now I don't know what happened, he has aged in just a few years, although he can still be seen in his appearance. He was suave and suave when he was young, but he seemed to be a bit dull, always in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking, uncles and uncles sometimes joked with him, talking about his past demeanor, they never regretted seeing it .

In the past few years, Yang Xiao has also taken his daughter down the mountain several times. Once he mentioned that he would visit Uncle Zhu and Aunt Pu, but he regretted not mentioning it sensiblely. In fact, he also wanted to visit his grandpa and grandma. Once asked her father if she could go to the Butterfly Valley to worship her mother, her father was stunned for a moment, and replied that the journey was far away, and she would go another day, but she clearly knew that her father was afraid to face it, and her mother had really passed away. In fact, she never mentioned it again after that.

Going to Ganzhou from Wangfeng Peak is really much easier. Buhui relied on his childhood memories and asked passers-by, and found Bihan Villa easily. Yang Xiao hesitated before getting out of the car. After getting down, Buhui went to knock on the door, the concierge informed them to come in, after a while Aunt Pu answered in disbelief, seeing Buhui, he was stunned for a while, then looked at Yang Xiao, and then invited them all in.Yang Xiao went in with a gift to pay homage to Mr. Zhu and Miss Pu, and stayed outside to play with his little brothers and sisters at home without any regrets. Aunt Pu's son had already grown up so much. I have two daughters, I don’t regret it, and I have grown up, but unfortunately my mother doesn’t know all this.Several adults chatted in the room for a long time, and Buhui thought, Yang Xiao just wanted to thank the Zhus and his wife for their kindness in helping Xiaofu and Yangbuhui in the past. News of the passing away.After a while, Aunt Pu opened the door and came out. She was so cold and alone at first, but now she looked like she had just cried. She was probably still sad for Xiaofu. She sighed, grabbed Bugui's hand and said, "You I have grown up so much, I will follow my father from now on, and I must listen to him carefully." Buhui looked at Aunt Pu, although she was still so beautiful, but after all these years she was getting older, she thought that if her mother was there, she would definitely be too. Will grow old, but she and her father are probably willing to accompany their mother to grow old slowly.

Over the years, father has mentioned mother less and less in front of her, but she knows that he has never forgotten it, otherwise it would not be possible, as the dignified and bright left envoy of Mingjiao, not only did he not think about marriage at all, There is no one to take care of me.On the way back to Sitting Wangfeng from Ganzhou, Yang Xiao rarely mentioned to Buhui that he should not just let your mother's temper go, anyway, he should have gone to her earlier, Buhui knew that Dad must have called Aunt Pu. I asked my mother about those things when she was born, and I didn't even know about those things, but my mother always suffered a lot. "Mother said Daddy has important things to do, Mother understands, Daddy, don't mind too much." Buhui tried to comfort Yang Xiao, but she knew that doing so would be futile, Daddy always feels distressed and guilty. "Daddy has important things to do, but the matter of you and your mother should be the biggest thing for Daddy. Daddy is going to find the two uncles. If he can't find them, Daddy won't worry about it. Wait for Daddy to arrange these things. It's done, Daddy will go to accompany your mother." Buhui turned his head slightly and glanced at Yang Xiao secretly. He has been afraid to pay respects to his mother's grave for so many years, but he is afraid that what he hopes most is , only to guard mother's grave forever, even if this life is lonely.

"Daddy, both my mother and I know that those two uncles are also very important to my father. Only when my father has no worries in my heart can my mother and I be happy. No one thought of what happened later. It's not my father's fault. ", "At that time, Daddy was not much older than you are now." Yang Xiao seldom talked to his daughter about his past, even with Xiaofu, but he felt that his daughter was older and he was also old. Father and daughter always have something to say. "Your grandparents, my younger brothers and sisters, you should call them uncles and aunts, and my grandparents all died in the sea together. Only I have recovered my life. I will go to Peach Blossom Island first, where Although the people in my life are very kind to me, but I always feel lonely, and I can only use martial arts to fill up my time every day. Later, when I returned to the Central Plains and traveled around, I was half lonely and half young and frivolous. I had to become impetuous, but luckily I met Uncle Yang later, he persuaded me to join Mingjiao, taught me martial arts, and taught me the principles of life. He once said, Yang Xiao, you have to calm down, you have a bright future at a young age Greatness is good, but do you know that there are people other than mountain people, and time is also something you can't fight. We are just a speck of dust in the long river of history, and you can't fight against thousands of latecomers , You have to sink your heart, cultivation is to cultivate yourself." After hearing this, Buhui nodded thoughtfully, and Yang Xiao continued: "I am only 20 years old, and Master Yang asked me to do it. The Bright Zuo Envoy of Mingjiao, he taught me a lot of martial arts, he is like a big brother in my heart, I was young at that time, if sometimes I was arrogant, he would beat me from time to time, and later, your Uncle Fan also came Yes, he is so handsome, and he became the bright right envoy of Mingjiao at such a young age. I hit it off with him immediately, and we often practice martial arts together, talk about the world, and I happen to like everything he likes. Life is no longer lonely. The two of them are equally important to me. I don’t regret it. I have to find them. Your mother once told me that I must try my best to manage Mingjiao well. Only in this way can I treat him well when I find Master Yang. Confess.”, “My mother is right.” I don’t regret wanting to say more to comfort my father, but she knows it’s useless to say anything. There are only three things in my father’s life these years, raising her, looking for Master Yang and Fan Youshi, as well as managing Mingjiao, did not ask or do anything about the rest. He was really sad, but for his own responsibility and for his promise, he was working hard.She patted Daddy's back lightly, and remained silent with him again.

Buhui has already gotten used to it, she gradually grew up, and gradually accepted the fact that her mother had passed away. Although she was a girl and lacked her mother's care, it was inconvenient after all, but her father's love for her She cared for her and thoughtfully considered all aspects for her, so that she grew up happily. Although she missed her mother very much these years, she didn't feel that she was missing anything. She loves her mother very deeply, these are already the best for her.

(Fives)

After Zhang Wuji brought the news that Master Yang and Mrs. Yang had passed away in the sect's secret way, although Yang Xiao felt heartbroken, he also felt a little relieved. He hadn't found Master Yang for so many years. He is no longer alive, and Zhang Wuji was finally persuaded by him to become the leader of Mingjiao. He will assist him for a period of time and explain all kinds of things. Then he can go to accompany his Xiaofu. That Zhang Wuji is For so many years, he is the only person who has given Mingjiao over with confidence. He believes that he can do all these things well, and he is worthy of all generations of leaders and Mingjiao people.

Later, finding Fan Youshi was even more unexpected, but Yang Xiao was even more sad when he thought of the suffering he had suffered in the past few years.Later, even the lifelong event of no regrets was settled in this way. The matter with Yin Liting was more of an accident for Yang Xiao. Although he was also worried that his daughter would be wronged, he saw that Yin Liting was upright and reasonable, and he was indeed a trustworthy person. People, after thinking about it, it is probably God's will in the dark, even if Xiaofu knew, she would not object, so she agreed.In this way, Yang Xiao felt that he had nothing to worry about, but since the leader valued it, he could only do his best, and he could do as much as he could.

Zhang Jiaozhu probably chose Butterfly Valley to gather in Butterfly Valley to commemorate his childhood experience. Yang Xiao was surprised at first, but then calmed down, thinking that for so many years, he had never dared to face the fact of Xiaofu's death. I went for a trip. "Uncle Yang, I buried Aunt Ji here back then, it may be a bit crude." "The leader took care of me, and I am very grateful to the leader." Yang Xiao was silent for a while, then turned to Wuji and said, "Master, Can you allow me a moment?" Zhang Wuji nodded and walked away, Yang Xiao stood in front of Xiaofu's tombstone in a daze for a long time, then squatted down, stretched out his hand to touch the cold tombstone, but felt he dared not do it for a long time Just like back then, when he faced Xiao Fu who was sleeping soundly, he wanted to touch but dared not.

Yang Xiao finally put his hand on Xiaofu's tombstone.