want you to kiss me

Early the next morning, Ji Yuzhou brought Jiang Xunyu to Rong Rong's residence.

Through the dense bamboo forest, Rong Rong has been waiting there for a long time.Yesterday when Ji Yuzhou asked him if he had time, and said he wanted to bring Jiang Xunyu to visit, Rongrong was very shocked, and even repeatedly confirmed in the communication whether it was Jiang Xunyu who proposed it on his own initiative.

But after Jiang Xunyu really arrived today, Rong Rong didn't show any aggressiveness, and just greeted the two of them lightly.

"Good morning, what would you like to drink? I have scented tea and lemonade here," Rong Rong patted his head with a smile as he said, "Oh, do you young people like fruit juice carbonated drinks or something? My son likes it , if you want to drink, I can look for it in the freezer."

The attitude is casual, like an elder entertaining a junior whom he hasn't seen for a long time.

This made Jiang Xunyu let go of his heart that had been hanging for a while, showing a half-smile expression: "Don't bother, I'll just drink plain water."

Ji Yuzhou said in a deep voice, "I don't need it, thank you."

"Okay." Rong Rong smiled, pointed to the chair next to him, stood up and poured a glass of water for Jiang Xunyu, "Sit here first."

Jiang Xunyu nodded, obediently sat on the wicker chair in front of him, took the water glass with both hands, and thanked him politely.

Rong Rong also sat down, looked up at Ji Yuzhou who was standing beside him, and Ji Yuzhou understood: "Do you want to have a chat alone?"

Rong Rong looked at Jiang Xunyu and smiled kindly: "Is that okay? Or if you think Mr. Ji is here, you will relax a little bit. You don't have to force yourself."

"I..." Jiang Xunyu hesitated, then whispered, "I can do it myself."

"Okay," Ji Yuzhou nodded, and rubbed Jiang Xunyu's head through the hood, "I'll wait for you in the car."

Jiang Xunyu hugged the cup and watched Ji Yuzhou go away.

After Ji Yuzhou's figure completely disappeared behind the bamboo forest, Rong Rong spoke again: "Drink some water? It should be quite a distance along the way?"

Jiang Xunyu lowered his head and took a sip of the water in the glass. The water was warm, and it brought warmth to his stomach. The wicker chair he was sitting on was fresh in color and decorated with small flowers. Everything around him was warm, without any Discomfort.

He answered Rongrong's question seriously: "Mr. Ji drove here, about half an hour."

"Mr. Ji is usually very busy?"

"Well...sometimes..."

"Do you hang out often?"

"Forget it, Mr. Ji will take me out when he is free..."

……

The two chatted one after another, from how the weather is today to how the bamboo forest will look better, and Rong Rong even brought some small biscuits in the middle of the conversation, saying that he baked it by himself, and wanted Jiang Xunyu to taste it. have a taste.

The sweet taste spread in the mouth, the biscuit was soft, Jiang Xunyu's tense nerves gradually relaxed, and his tone was much more relaxed than when he first entered the door.

After eating the snacks, Rong Rong finally got to the point: "I heard that you went to..."

He didn't say the noun directly, and his gaze was fixed on Jiang Xunyu all the time, observing his reaction.

"Go to the training room to practice guns."

Jiang Xunyu's reaction was much calmer than Rong Rong expected, and he took the initiative to complete what Rong Rong hadn't said, and even his face didn't change.

Rongrong nodded, and put his hand casually on the handle of the chair: "The photon gun training room of the Second Legion should be the largest and most advanced among the four legions. How does it feel?"

Jiang Xunyu stared at Rong Rong, and was silent for a moment. He took a deep breath, did not answer Rong Rong's topic, but went straight to the point: "You don't have to be so careful, I can accept this level."

His voice lowered a little, with a bit of depression in his tone: "I... I tried many times, even Mr. Ji was right next to me, but I still couldn't shoot, my hands were shaking, and I was completely unaffected. My control."

Jiang Xunyu's brows were wrinkled, and his tone was also very hasty. Rong Rong took a sip of the tea in front of him, and his tone was the same as before: "It's okay, this is a gradual process, you just have to let it take its course."

"But..." Jiang Xunyu pursed his lips tightly, "But I want to hurry up, stand with Mr. Ji quickly, instead of being a monster who may lose control and hurt him at any time. I am like this now, and I am right next to him." Like a ticking time bomb, I, I don't want to hurt him."

Rong Rong's hand holding the teacup paused for a moment, squinted his eyes, and keenly discovered the problem in Jiang Xunyu's words: "You said...you don't want to hurt Mr. Ji?"

"Yes, as long as Mr. Ji is by my side..."

As long as Mr. Ji is by his side...

Jiang Xunyu suddenly thought of something.

When he was endorsing the book and looking at the picture of the photon gun, he didn't feel a strong sense of rejection in his heart. Mr. Ji handed him the gun. hand...

Mr. Ji, Mr. Ji...Mr. Ji!

He has seen thousands of pictures of photon guns, and has practiced empty-handed many times. He is not afraid of this object and this action alone.

What he is afraid of is not only the photon gun, but more importantly, he is afraid that he who holds the gun will hurt Mr. Ji.

Even though his rationality told him that the gun was not aimed at Mr. Ji, but emotionally, he still felt that as long as he pulled the trigger, the tragedy of that year would recur.

He doesn't want to hurt the person he loves the most.

So when Mr. Ji was around, he didn't dare to shoot.

Rong Rong obviously noticed this too, and asked, "Then what if...you try shooting alone?"

Jiang Xunyu's eyes lit up for a moment, but then quickly dimmed: "But... without Mr. Ji around, there is no meaning at all. I want to take a gun, and I want to be able to take it calmly in front of him."

Rong Rong smiled, seeing that the water in Jiang Xunyu's cup was gone, she poured it for him again: "As I said just now, this is a step-by-step process, every bit of progress is worth encouraging, maybe you can give it a try."

He paused for a moment and added: "I believe Mr. Ji will be very happy to see your progress."

Jiang Xunyu still wanted to refute, but the words that had already reached his throat turned off when he heard the second half of Rong Rong's sentence. He stared at the clear water in the cup that had just been poured, which was still shaking slightly and rippling, for a long time, and whispered "um" With a sound.

Back in the car, Jiang Xunyu just greeted Ji Yuzhou in a low voice, then sat with his head bowed in silence.

Ji Yuzhou didn't start the car right away, stretched out his hand, and naturally helped Jiang Xunyu adjust the seat belt that he didn't pay attention to. He was afraid of putting too much psychological pressure on Jiang Xunyu, so he didn't ask him what he said to Rongrong, and his tone was relaxed: "Are you hungry? What do you want for lunch?"

Jiang Xunyu was still immersed in Rong Rong's words, he was stunned for a moment, and then said: "...I can do it."

Jiang Xunyu's tone was unconsciously heavy, so Ji Yuzhou stopped asking him and started the car, his tone still smiling: "Want to eat hot pot? There is a new hot pot restaurant opened in front of the army headquarters, and it looks pretty good. "

Ji Yuzhou's tone was too natural, he didn't mean to bring Jiang Xunyu to see a psychiatrist at all, but it really seemed to bring him to meet an old friend, and after the meeting and the chat, it just started the story.

Jiang Xunyu's guilt deepened: "Mr. Ji...I..."

Ji Yuzhou turned on the autopilot mode, reached out and rubbed Jiang Xunyu's head: "What? Don't want to eat hot pot? How about noodles? I remember you said that the ramen next to your house is delicious, do you want to eat it?"

Ji Yuzhou's tone of voice was gentle, his movements were gentle, and even his eyes were filled with gentle starlight, as if he was caring for some rare treasure.Jiang Xunyu had a sore nose.

Mr. Ji is so kind, as if he is in a galaxy far away and untouchable.He had been twisting and aggrieved before, afraid that Mr. Ji would be disgusted if he waited too long in front, and would abandon himself, not wanting to expose his ugliness.

But now, he reconciled with his timid, inferior and clumsy self.

If you can't catch up with one step, then run a few more steps, even if you are only a little closer to Mr. Ji, he is willing to try.

Because this man with sword eyebrows and starry eyes opened his arms to him from a distance, and gently encouraged him: "There is light ahead, come quickly."

Jiang Xunyu raised his eyes slowly, his blue eyes looked at Ji Yuzhou, his eyes were full of firmness: "Mr. Ji, I want to try again."

After resting at home for a few more days, Ji Yuzhou finally brought Jiang Xunyu to the photon gun training room.

After debugging the equipment, Ji Yuzhou frowned unconsciously: "Do you really want to be here by yourself?"

"En." Jiang Xunyu's eyes were full of firmness and longing.

"...Okay, I'll wait for you outside."

That day I heard Jiang Xunyu say that he wanted to practice alone, but Ji Yuzhou refused without even thinking about it. The photon gun is very lethal, and Jiang Xunyu himself is a little afraid of it. If he loses control, he may hurt himself.

But rare, Jiang Xunyu had no intention of compromise at all, he persisted, his blue eyes were full of pleading.

Once Jiang Xunyu became stubborn, even Ji Yuzhou would have nothing to do with him, and Rong Rong kept persuading him, so Ji Yuzhou reluctantly agreed.

He sighed helplessly, took out the photon gun from the drawer, solemnly handed it to Jiang Xunyu, took another deep look at Jiang Xunyu, and then got up and walked out of the training room.

Jiang Xunyu took the gun, took a deep breath, and slowly closed his eyes.

After a while, he opened his eyes and slowly aimed the gun at the bullseye.

The body's conditioned reflex broke out without any surprise, his arms began to tremble again, and his face paled a lot.

Jiang Xunyu trembled and his arms dropped.

In fact, Ji Yuzhou didn't go far. After walking out of the training room, he sat down in the corridor next to him, turned on the optical brain, clicked on the monitoring equipment, and observed every move in the room.

Seeing this scene, Ji Yuzhou kept a cold face, secretly regretting that he had indulged Jiang Xunyu too much and believed in Rong Rong too much. He was about to push the door in when he saw Jiang Xunyu raised his gun again.

Jiang Xunyu gritted his teeth and looked at the red and white target.

The distorted expressions of that night, the piercing screams, the buzzing alarm bells, and the neighbors' discussions rang in my ears... In front of my eyes were the painful expressions of my parents and the blood gushing out of my eyes.

Jiang Xunyu's white lips trembled.

Relax, there is nothing around, Jiang Xunyu forced himself to calm down.

Mr. Ji is not here, you can't hurt him.

You can't hurt that handsome, gentle and powerful Mr. Ji, who is like a descendant of a god.

You have to learn to protect him.

Jiang Xunyu closed his eyes and pulled the trigger with his finger.

"boom."

"Clap."

The moment the photon gun slipped out of his hand uncontrollably, a bullet shot out, leaving a black bullet mark on the very edge of the target.

He did it.

Although he still couldn't help throwing the gun out, but before that, he managed to pull the trigger.

Jiang Xunyu staggered back two steps, slumped on the chair next to him, and Ji Yuzhou pushed the door and entered at the same time.

He strode forward, walked up to Jiang Xunyu, who seemed to be exhausted, and hugged him tightly.

There was a warm and familiar atmosphere around him, and Jiang Xunyu's voice was trembling and hoarse: "Mr. Ji, I did it."

Ji Yuzhou didn't speak, but pressed him firmly in his arms, and kissed him tightly.