want you to kiss me

The next day, the sky finally cleared, and the filth in the sky was washed away by the rain.Just after five o'clock, the sun was about to set, and the crimson sunset glow merged with the blue sky, showing a gorgeous purple.

Ji Yuzhou and Jiang Xunyu walked into the photon gun training room one after the other.

Just after six o'clock, there were still students from the next class in the training room who were training. Ji Yuzhou led Jiang Xunyu through the small door, and went around to the farthest corner, a small room that was inconspicuous from the outside. Its door was Wooden, looks like an old utility room.

And when the old wooden door was opened, the inside was bright.The bright white shadowless lamp makes the whole room look like daytime, and the special ceiling can simulate different weather and temperature.

Ji Yuzhou's voice sounded at the right time: "This is my private training ground, there is no one else, so you don't have to be afraid."

Jiang Xunyu couldn't help opening his eyes wide, startled by the high-end equipment and decoration in the room.He looked around, there was only one target here, and it looked much more delicate than the targets outside, and there were scattered black squares around it, and it was impossible to tell what it was used for from the outside.

The ground here is also paved with real grass, simulating the natural environment to the greatest extent.

The high-end equipment in this room, without thinking about it, is Ji Yuzhou's private territory.

The photon gun is very lethal. Even a training gun has a high risk factor. It is a great honor for Ji Yuzhou to practice with him. Jiang Xunyu never thought that he would have the opportunity to come to Ji Yuzhou's private training room.

His heart was hot, and his lips pursed unconsciously.

Ji Yuzhou randomly tapped on the wall a few times, and a transparent screen appeared in the air. He turned and looked at Jiang Xunyu behind him: "Put your palm on it, and it will automatically record your information."

Since it is Ji Yuzhou's private domain, no matter how advanced the equipment is, it is not surprising. Jiang Xunyu stepped forward obediently and followed Ji Yuzhou's instructions.

There was a soft "di" sound, and the room was automatically adjusted to the most stable and relaxing environment for Jiang Xunyu.

So there was a light rain in the room. The rain was soft and long. When it hit the body, there was no discomfort, but it was numb.

Ji Yuzhou put one hand in his pocket loosely, and sighed casually: "So you like rainy days."

The most suitable temperature and weather for most people are closer to sunny days in spring. If it weren't for this time, it would be difficult for Ji Yuzhou to discover Jiang Xunyu's innocuous little hobby.

Jiang Xunyu lowered his eyes, and knew that his preferences were different from ordinary people, so he nodded embarrassedly: "Well...it will be very comfortable on rainy days."

He hesitated for a moment, then added: "...I like sunny days too! You don't have to deliberately accommodate my preferences."

The smile on Ji Yuzhou's face deepened, and he rubbed his hair with a smile.

Jiang Xunyu's hair color is also slightly lighter than that of ordinary people, but it is not obvious. The tip of the hair is stained with a little rain, like a freshly peeled chestnut, so soft that one can't help but take a bite.

"It's not accommodating, it's being considerate as your boyfriend."

The two have been together for a while, but Jiang Xunyu still hasn't fully adapted to the word "boyfriend" that belongs to him alone. Every time he hears it, he blushes with embarrassment.

He hesitated and didn't know what to say for a while, Ji Yuzhou's gentle kiss fell on the top of his head, on the pretty hair of Little Chestnut.

"However... the rain will affect the accuracy and feel of the photon gun. This time, I will change it to a sunny day, and I will go out alone with my little boyfriend on a rainy day. Is that okay?"

"Ahem...then, shall we start now?"

Another sentence of "little boyfriend", Jiang Xunyu was so ashamed that he couldn't lift his head, nodded indiscriminately, and hurriedly changed the subject, for fear that Ji Yuzhou would explode into little fireworks on the spot if he continued to talk.

Ji Yuzhou smiled, seeing clearly the small thoughts of the child in front of him, and finally stopped teasing him, and stretched out his hand to adjust the weather to sunny: "Is this comfortable?"

Ji Yuzhou's tone returned to his usual serious state, Jiang Xunyu was not so shy anymore, and nodded: "Yes."

"Okay, let's start now."

Ji Yuzhou's tone became serious, and he took out a photon gun from a small cabinet beside him.This gun is a one-to-one replica of Ji Yuzhou's gun, but it is less powerful than Ji Yuzhou's, and it is more suitable for use in the training room.

At the moment when he saw the photon gun, Jiang Xunyu restrained himself, but still trembled involuntarily.

Ji Yuzhou watched Jiang Xunyu all the time from the corner of his eye, and when he saw his reaction, he sighed calmly.

He pointed the tip of the gun at himself, and handed it out to Jiang Xunyu: "Let's take a look first?"

This is the safest move for Jiang Xunyu, but the most dangerous move for Ji Yuzhou.

Jiang Xunyu took the gun, and immediately turned the gun head, pointing the muzzle towards himself.His fingertips were trembling uncontrollably, but he still held the gun tightly in his palm.

Jiang Xunyu looked down at the small gun in his hand, his lips turned pale.

Ji Yuzhou frowned, and randomly took the gun back into his hand.

"No hurry, let's recall the basic technique and the structure of the gun first, shall we?"

Ji Yuzhou put the gun on the cabinet behind him and covered it with his body, Jiang Xunyu's face finally regained some color.

"Hmm..." Jiang Xunyu pursed his lips and nodded.

Ji Yuzhou curled up three fingers, imitating the gun in his hand, calmly, and his tone was two points gentler than before: "First of all, the tiger's mouth fits closely with the gun handle..."

Jiang Xunyu continued almost reflexively: "The position of the thumb is elevated, but it cannot exceed the gap between the gun frame and the slide; the auxiliary hand tightly holds the trigger hand, and the thumbs of both hands are parallel to the muzzle of the barrel."

"After holding the gun, push it straight out from the center point, find the bull's-eye, control your breathing, and pull the trigger."

The tone of voice is steady, the tone is skillful, and even the movements are coordinated, and the speed of the hand is indistinguishable from those who hold guns all year round.

Ji Yuzhou was rarely taken aback.

Jiang Xunyu was specially approved not to take the photon gun class before, and he is extremely afraid of guns, so it is unlikely that he will come into contact with guns in daily life.

So proficiently reciting the essentials and making movements, the child must have practiced thousands of times in private without knowing it.

When he said that he wanted to stand by his side, it was not just a slogan, nor was it just an empty shout that was forgotten after he said it. He was really working hard and wanted to be side by side with him.

The noise reduction effect in the gun training room was very good. After Jiang Xunyu's voice fell, the air suddenly became quiet.

Ji Yuzhou suddenly came back to his senses, and his voice was rarely trembling: "Okay, very good."

Jiang Xunyu's face was still a little pale, and he smiled hard, revealing the small canine teeth that are rarely seen on weekdays.

He took a deep breath: "Mr. Ji, I want to try again."

Ji Yuzhou looked at him carefully, seeing the sweat dripping from his sideburns and the tip of his nose, he could also clearly see the firmness in his blue eyes.

"Okay." Ji Yuzhou said, took out the gun behind him again, and handed it to Jiang Xunyu.

This time, while Jiang Xunyu was receiving the gun, a pair of big hands covered the trembling hands, and the warm body temperature passed through the skin on the back of the hands and was transported to the heart through blood circulation.

Ji Yuzhou took a step closer, half encircling Jiang Xunyu with his arms, Jiang Xunyu held a gun in his hand, and Ji Yuzhou held his hand in his hand.

Together they raised their guns and aimed them at the bullseye.

The surroundings were full of Ji Yuzhou's aura, and Jiang Xunyu could even feel the warm breath on his neck, his hand was grasped by a large and dry palm, and his hand shook violently uncontrollably.For a moment, the sky was spinning, and all he could think of was his father's movement of raising the gun. From his angle at that time, he could clearly see the dark muzzle of the gun.

Jiang Xunyu gritted his teeth, trying to feel the body temperature of Ji Yuzhou beside him, but what flashed before his eyes was his mother's widening eyes when she was dying.

Do not look down.

No, he doesn't want to do this! ! !

"Clap."

The gun fell to the ground, and Jiang Xunyu's legs softened, and he also knelt down.

There was no blood on his face, and his voice trembled almost out of tune: "Ji, Mr. Ji..."

"I'm here."

Ji Yuzhou kicked the gun away without hesitation, squatted down and hugged Jiang Xunyu who was trembling and almost collapsed.

Like a god of salvation.

Jiang Xunyu panted heavily, closed his eyes almost dejectedly, and slowly leaned into Ji Yuzhou's arms.

"Mr. Ji...I can't..."

The delicate kisses came down from the eyelids, licking away Jiang Xunyu's tears and sweat.

"Hey, don't worry, we're not in a hurry...we still have a lot of time."

Jiang Xunyu calmed down little by little, only his fingers were still tightly clutching Ji Yuzhou's clothes.Ji Yuzhou hugged him tighter as if to comfort him: "I'll stop here today, okay?"

Jiang Xunyu still maintained the posture just now, without moving.

Self-blame, anger, grievance, and unwillingness were all intertwined, and his teeth were clenched tightly, painfully.

He didn't want to just give up.

……

Jiang Xunyu was silent and did not respond for a long time. Ji Yuzhou lowered his head and saw Jiang Xunyu's frown and lips pursed into a line.

The child's face seemed to have returned to the paleness just now, and Ji Yuzhou was startled: "What's wrong, I'm uncomfortable..."

"Mr. Ji!"

Two voices sounded simultaneously.

In the blink of an eye, Jiang Xunyu gritted his teeth and made a decision.

Ji Yuzhou paused slightly, motioning Jiang Xunyu to speak first, Jiang Xunyu took a deep breath: "Mr. Ji, you said before that you would take me to meet an old friend, now... now, is it okay?"

It was too difficult for Jiang Xunyu to make this decision, but he was too unwilling to give up when he missed the door, his voice was trembling and hoarse.

Ji Yuzhou was startled, and quickly understood the meaning of Jiang Xunyu's words.

It was Jiang Xunyu who offered to see a psychiatrist.

Rong Rong also said to Ji Yuzhou before that only by exposing the wound to the sun can debridement be done thoroughly, so it is best for him to meet Jiang Xunyu in person, but this meeting cannot be coerced, Jiang Xunyu has to take the initiative .

The door of the heart is both hard and soft, and only its owner can open it.

No one understands Jiang Xunyu's self-abased character better than Ji Yuzhou, and no one knows better than him the struggle hidden behind these few words.

Looking at Jiang Xunyu's clear eyes full of seriousness, Ji Yuzhou's heart was burning hot.

For him, he is willing to actively try to open his heart and touch the deepest pain hidden in his heart.

"Silly boy," Ji Yuzhou sighed, and rubbed Jiang Xunyu's head that was still bowed, "You can go anytime you want."