want you to kiss me

With this sudden situation, the two lost interest in continuing to play. When Jiang Xunyu's mood stabilized a bit, Ji Yuzhou drove back home directly.

Jiang Xunyu's face was still pale, and seeing his own yard from a distance, he lowered his head in embarrassment, twisting the fingers of both hands together: "I'm sorry...Mr. Ji..."

It was not easy for Mr. Ji to find time to go out with him. The trip that was supposed to be easy and pleasant was messed up because of him. In turn, Mr. Ji needed to comfort him.

Jiang Xunyu couldn't help feeling a little disappointed.

Ji Yuzhou stopped the car, reached out and rubbed his hair: "Good boy, I'll bring you here next time."

He smoothly helped Jiang Xunyu take off his seat belt: "Now go back and have a good sleep, okay?"

Jiang Xunyu still lowered his head hesitantly, obviously still blaming himself, Ji Yuzhou smiled and deliberately teased him: "Why, do you want me to carry you upstairs?"

After saying that, his hands really reached out to Jiang Xunyu's armpits and leg sockets, trying to lift him up.

Jiang Xunyu came back to his senses all of a sudden, and quickly waved his hands with a blushing face: "No, no, no!"

He escaped from the car like a rabbit and ran upstairs. Ji Yuzhou smiled lightly and followed him upstairs.

After wandering in the amusement park for a long time, and experiencing the excitement of such a big event, his eyes were swollen from crying, Jiang Xunyu's body really couldn't hold on.When he got home, he sat on the sofa in the living room and wanted to rest for a while, but his consciousness soon became blurred.

Ji Yuzhou went back to the bedroom to change clothes, and when he came back, Jiang Xunyu had already fallen asleep with his head on one side.

Ji Yuzhou's eyes moved slightly, his eyes were tinged with tenderness, and he carefully picked him up from the sofa.

Jiang Xunyu didn't sleep soundly. As soon as Ji Yuzhou hugged him, he reached out and grabbed the corner of Ji Yuzhou's clothes, as if he took this as his last straw to save his life. His joints turned white and the veins on the back of his hand bulged .

Ji Yuzhou paused, lowered his head pitifully, and pressed a kiss between Jiang Xunyu's eyebrows.When he reached the stairs, he hesitated for a moment, and carried Jiang Xunyu back to his room.

Ji Yuzhou is cautious and indifferent by nature. Usually, he would never let another person enter his bedroom. Even his butler robot can only enter the room to clean up when he is present.

But at this moment, Jiang Xunyu was holding on to his clothes tightly, and he easily changed the principle. Perhaps his bed would be more comfortable for the child to sleep in. Thinking of this, Ji Yuzhou gently opened the door and put Jiang Xunyu on the bed , Help him tuck in the quilt.

The moment his body touched the bed, Jiang Xunyu hummed twice, his brows furrowed subconsciously, but Ji Yuzhou's reassuring scent was all over his body, his brows quickly stretched out, and he let go a little bit Ji Yuzhou's clothes hand was instead tightly holding on to the quilt.

Ji Yuzhou withdrew his hand, still staring at his cheek, he reached out his hand to brush away a bit of hair sticking to his forehead, kissed it softly and softly, and then walked to the balcony next to him in silence.

The weak wind caressed, but Ji Yuzhou's eyes were not focused. After a long time, he closed the window again and returned to the room.

The moment he walked into the door, Ji Yuzhou didn't see Jiang Xunyu at first glance.He was startled, and when he took a closer look, he realized that there seemed to be a person in the center of the quilt, shrunk into a small ball, still trembling slightly.

Ji Yuzhou hurried forward and lifted the quilt, Jiang Xunyu was hugging his knees with his hands, shivering under the quilt.

It is said that this is the most common position for children in the mother's womb, and it is also...the position that they will do when they feel the most insecure.

It's like a little hedgehog shrinking into a ball, trying to use the thorns on its back to resist the whole world.

Ji Yuzhou strode forward, got on the bed, and hugged him in his arms.

Jiang Xunyu didn't wake up, and a layer of sweat broke out on his body. Ji Yuzhou didn't dislike him at all, but hugged him tighter: "Hey, it's okay, it's okay, don't be afraid."

Perhaps feeling Ji Yuzhou's warm body temperature, Jiang Xunyu's body curled up no longer so tight, he hummed softly, and Ji Yuzhou got closer, and only then did he hear what he was saying clearly.

"Don't... please... Dad!"

……

"Don't leave me...I'm not a monster..."

……

Ji Yuzhou sighed deeply, and slowly tightened his arms.

After a while, Jiang Xunyu finally calmed down completely, Ji Yuzhou got off the bed lightly, and turned on the communicator to contact Lu Hewang.

Lu Hewang's voice came quickly. Seeing that Ji Yuzhou was still in the room, he was surprised and said, "Hey, General Ji, Happy Mid-Autumn Festival. Didn't you say you want to live in a world of two?"

"Shh."

Ji Yuzhou was standing on the balcony, observing Jiang Xunyu's movements through the window all the time. He frowned and motioned Lu Hewang to whisper: "I'm back."

"Come back?" Lu Hewang was even more puzzled, and glanced at his watch casually, but it was three o'clock in the afternoon, so fast, it really didn't look like Ji Yuzhou's style.

He also had a bad premonition in his heart: "Is something wrong?"

"Yeah." Now that the matter is not clear, Ji Yuzhou didn't want to explain too much, he paused and asked: "I remember you said you knew that...a professor of psychology named Rong Rong? Can you contact him? "

Seeing Ji Yuzhou's dignified expression, Lu Hewang also put away his old hippie smile, and he sighed softly: "I dare not say I know him, he is my teacher, I just took his class, and I am not familiar with him. "Oh, let me try it."

Ji Yuzhou pinched the bridge of his nose and sighed: "Thank you."

Rong Rong is a professor of trauma psychology with a high reputation in Interstellar. Apart from being famous for his medical skills, he is also notorious for being difficult to date.

However, with Lu Hewang helping them, the situation was much better. Ji Yuzhou explained his purpose of coming, and Lu Hewang said a lot of good things. Rongrong finally let go, saying that he was free the next day and could go there.

Ji Yuzhou breathed a sigh of relief, and solemnly said thank you, his tone was comparable to that of meeting other army commanders.

Rongrong on the communicator didn't say anything, but Lu Hewang was so surprised that he couldn't close his mouth from ear to ear. It was the first time he saw Ji Yuzhou so serious and respectful to others.

After finishing the call, Ji Yuzhou once again looked deeply at Jiang Xunyu who was lying on the bed through the glass. This time, Jiang Xunyu slept soundly, but his brows were still frowning.

Ji Yuzhou hesitated for a moment, then quietly returned to the room, took out a cigarette from the iron box on the table, went back to the balcony, and lit it silently.

The tobacco forced him to calm down, took two puffs, and Ji Yuzhou snuffed out the cigarette.

He is not a professional psychiatrist, although relying on Jiang Xunyu's trust in him temporarily calmed his emotions, Ji Yuzhou knew that those things from the past still pierced deeply into the child's heart like needles and needles.

Ji Yuzhou had always known that Jiang Xunyu was afraid of photon guns, knew that he dared not take off his hood, and even investigated his past, but he never thought about it that much.He only thought that if the child is afraid, then it would be fine not to let him touch it, and he didn't intend to correct him deliberately.

He thought he could protect him well, until today when he met He Shulan and Jiang Xunyu's emotions broke out, Ji Yuzhou realized that this was not enough.

Jiang Xunyu was silent enough and "sensible" enough. He had been enduring, forcing himself not to show those festering and rotting wounds, not wanting to worry Ji Yuzhou.

But what Ji Yuzhou wanted was never these so-called peace and harmony, he only wanted his children and his baby to be healthy and happy.

Standing on the balcony for a while, after the smell of cigarettes dissipated from his body, Ji Yuzhou went to take a shower, and then returned to the bed to hug Jiang Xunyu.

Hold him tightly in your arms.