want you to kiss me

After Ji Yuzhou finished speaking, he ignored the reaction of He Shulan who was still frozen in place, and took Jiang Xunyu by his big hand, and walked out of the shed.

Jiang Xunyu's brain went blank, and he was in a "buzzing" pain. The only remaining rationality made him not throw away Ji Yuzhou's hand and find a dark and dirty corner to curl up, but obediently followed behind Ji Yuzhou.

Ji Yuzhou led Jiang Xunyu in strides all the way out, walked out of the park, and walked to the parking place.

He decisively took Jiang Xunyu into the car.

After closing the car door, cutting off the light and noise outside, Ji Yuzhou embraced Jiang Xunyu, who had no blood on his face and was full of pain, and carefully kissed him.

Eyelids, bridge of the nose, lips, neck... Ji Yuzhou's kiss went all the way down, gentle and lingering, melting the ice that had wrapped Jiang Xunyu's body for many years.

Jiang Xunyu's pale lips recovered a bit of blood, his voice was hoarse and trembling: "Mr. Ji, did you hear me, I, I am a monster..."

"Shh-"

Before Jiang Xunyu finished speaking, Ji Yuzhou kissed his cold lips again, swallowing his past pain and self-doubt countless times into his stomach bit by bit.

The kiss was lingering and long, Ji Yuzhou took Jiang Xunyu's arm and forced him to wrap it around his waist, and hugged him deeper into his arms.

Use your own body temperature to warm this frozen body.

After the kiss was over, Jiang Xunyu became completely quiet, leaning against the back of the leather chair as if he was exhausted, resting his head on Ji Yuzhou's arm.

Although Jiang Xunyu calmed down for the time being, his mind was still filled with those old pictures and harsh gossip, which was deafening over and over again.

He didn't dare to look into Ji Yuzhou's eyes, but stared straight at his toes, and with difficulty, said the past that tortured him all the time: "Mr. Ji, my father, personally killed me with a photon gun. Mother, for no reason."

"I, I didn't dare to tell you before, I have his blood flowing on my body, and I have inherited his blue eyes. Maybe one day, I will be like him..."

Jiang Xunyu's lips moved, his head buzzed, and he forced himself to squeeze out the remaining words from his throat: "Like him, he suddenly went crazy and pointed a gun at you."

Jiang Xunyu brutally tore open his scars, and showed Ji Yuzhou the piece of carrion that had been smoldering in his heart for a long time, his muscles and bones were hurt, his body began to tremble unconsciously again, and his jaw tightened.

A wave of unwillingness and sadness rose from the bottom of his heart, but he had already predicted his own fate.

No one wants to keep a ticking time bomb around.

The only pity is that he hasn't been able to give Mr. Ji a good hug, but now that Mr. Ji knows the truth, he must not want to hug him again.

Ji Yuzhou saw Jiang Xunyu's reaction in his eyes, and clearly read the sadness and powerlessness in Jiang Xunyu's tone.His heart was full of distress, as if being pierced by tiny silver needles.Jiang Xunyu's head drooped low, as if it was about to be buried in his chest. Ji Yuzhou held Jiang Xunyu's chin with his fingers, forcing him to look up at him.

Jiang Xunyu's body trembled violently, but he was forced to look up again, only then did he realize that Ji Yuzhou's dark eyes were full of distress and pity, without any disgust.

When the four eyes meet, the eyes will not lie.

Ji Yuzhou told Jiang Xunyu silently that he really didn't care, nor was he afraid.

The car gradually became quiet, and the communicator Ji Yuzhou put in his pocket suddenly rang.

However, the ringtone reminded that the urgency level of this message was very high, so Ji Yuzhou had to take it out to have a look.

The message was sent by Lu Hewang, Ji Yuzhou frowned, tapped the screen a few times with his slender fingers, and after a while, he showed a relieved smile.

The news could not have come at a better time.

He did not turn off the screen of the communicator, and looked at Jiang Xunyu again, this time, his tone was a little more certain: "You won't suddenly go crazy."

He handed the communicator to Jiang Xunyu: "I was afraid you would think too much, so I didn't tell you in advance. I ordered someone to check your DNA sequence. Except for the gene related to eye color, which is different from ordinary people, your other genes are different from normal people. There is no difference between people, and there is no possibility of going crazy for no reason."

Jiang Xunyu took the communicator in a daze and looked at it. It was a genetic inspection report, and the results were indeed as Ji Yuzhou said.

He was silent, staring at the small black characters on the screen, until the screen was naturally turned off due to no operation for a long time, and then whispered: "But...then my father..."

"There's nothing wrong with it," Ji Yuzhou thought quickly, and quickly made up his mind, "Xun Yu, I have one more thing to tell you."

"Your father once pointed a photon gun at me, but he didn't kill me, he saved me."

It was a memory that had been buried for a long time, and it was the top secret of the Second Legion.

Back then, Ji Yuzhou was still studying at the Legion School. At that time, Ji Yuzhou's father had just dealt a heavy blow to the pirates.The remaining remnants of the soldiers fought stubbornly, and somehow found out about Ji Yuzhou's whereabouts.They didn't want to hijack him, they just wanted to kill him to take revenge on Ji Yuzhou's father.

At that time, Ji Yuzhou wasn't mature enough, he thought he had excellent grades, and he didn't want to bring guards, so he slacked off for a while, and someone held a gun to his temple.

In the nick of time, Jiang Qin, who was in the crowd, stood up.

With a "pop", a light bullet hit the forehead of the pirate who hijacked Ji Yuzhou, and Ji Yuzhou was rescued successfully.

The surroundings were noisy and chaotic, Ji Yuzhou only saw that the person who saved him had a pair of blue eyes, and he didn't know anything else. Later, he also sent people to investigate the person's life experience many times, but it didn't take long before he got it. The man's death.

The son of the legion commander was hijacked by pirates and almost died because of it. This was a great shame for the Second Legion, and this matter has been suppressed all the time, and no one else knows about it.

Jiang Xunyu huddled into a ball in the car, and Ji Yuzhou's voice fell for a long time before he asked tentatively in a low voice, "You... are you telling the truth?"

"It's true," Ji Yuzhou sighed, "That's why I saw your eyes in the orphanage that day, so I had such a big reaction."

Ji Yuzhou originally wanted to rescue Jiang Xunyu and send him to an orphanage with better conditions to take care of him, but later... he had other thoughts.

Jiang Xunyu's hands and feet regained a little warmth, and he was quiet, slowly digesting this story that he had never known before.

His father had always been silent and restrained in front of him, and after that night, his father became synonymous with demons, appearing in nightmares that frightened him more than once.He hated that he had inherited his father's looks, and was also afraid that he would inherit his father's crazy genes.He never thought that his father was also a hero who acted bravely.

After a long while, Jiang Xunyu said in a low voice: "My father used to help people shoot black guns, and his marksmanship is very accurate."

Playing black guns is similar to playing black boxing, but it is more cruel than black boxing. It is a game that some so-called "elites" in society who love excitement like to watch.

Both participants covered their eyes with black cloth and judged each other by hearing, while the audience watched their fight within a protective shield.

The photon guns used in black guns are specially made, which can only hold one bullet and are less powerful. Generally, they will not kill people, but it is still not a job that can be done for a long time.It's just that Jiang Qin's eyes are special, so he can't find a normal job, and he needs to cover his eyes to shoot a black gun, which is exactly what he wanted.

"No wonder."

Ji Yuzhou nodded slowly. He had previously suspected whether Jiang Qin was an undercover pirate, but after learning of Jiang Qin's death, he stopped investigating.

Ji Yuzhou leaned over and kissed Jiang Xunyu's forehead, and continued: "At that time, I was still in the Legion School, and I was not known to everyone. Your father probably thought I was just an innocent passerby hijacked by pirates, but he stood up without hesitation. Come out and save me."

"I don't believe that a person who could remain calm and act bravely in an emergency situation would suddenly go crazy and point his gun at his lover."

Ji Yuzhou looked at those blue eyes that were still slightly foggy, and said seriously: "There may still be hidden things back then, I will accompany you to find the truth, okay?"

Jiang Xunyu was silent for a long time, and slowly closed his eyes.

One drop, two drops.

Frozen for a long time, wrapping Jiang Xunyu's whole body, the ice that made him almost unable to breathe turned into water and slid down the corners of his eyes.

In the darkest, filthiest, rotten and smelly place in his heart, a ray of sunshine shone in.The energy of this light is very weak, and it is difficult to penetrate the thick and dark shell, but Jiang Xunyu feels it, it is warm.

Jiang Xunyu wiped away the tears with his hand, and said hoarsely, "Mr. Ji, I, I am a monster..."

He wiped the sweat off his palm a little bit: "Can you hug me?"

Ji Yuzhou was stunned, his heart was numb, his arms tightened, and he took Jiang Xunyu deeply into his arms, with such force that it seemed as if he was going to press him into his flesh and blood.

"Good boy."