Touched by a ghost, I choose death

So cold.

It's like being splashed with a basin of cold water in the winter, and the water droplets condense into ice before they flow down the clothes.

Nanaya and Akashi have known each other for many years, this is the first time she heard him say such serious words.

Of course, she used to be hard to fault.But in my memory, he is always gentle and gentle. Even if he feels dissatisfied in his heart, he will mostly ignore it. Although he will point out problems severely to those close to him, many times he will even make people think that his hidden attribute is chatter, but he has never It's so cold, let alone say such sad words.

But what Akashi did next surprised her even more.He reached behind her head and slowly brought her head towards him.Her froze body resisted for a moment, but he couldn't resist his strength. When the distance between the two was only a few centimeters, he finally stopped this terrifying and ambiguous movement.

"My patience with you is not as good as his." Akashi whispered next to her ear, although it was still a clean and pleasant male voice, but there was a domineering tone in his tone.

Qiye felt his breath beside her ear, with a wave of warm breath, which made her feel slightly itchy.

Unable to bear such an ambiguous posture, and unable to understand his words, she broke free from his shackles, took a few steps back, and then caught his unfathomable red eyes.Although there was still a smile on his face, his eyes were full of indifference.

Not only the demeanor, tone, and movements are different, Qiye is more concerned about what he said just now, and there is a "he" in it.

"who is he? !

Thinking about it carefully, a sense of fear suddenly grew in her heart. Combined with the various strange things she encountered recently, and the medical records of Uchiha Nanaya, she had to think in another way.

"Who are you?!" She tried to keep her tone as flat as possible, but the ending still couldn't stop trembling.

"I'm Akashi Seijuro," he put his hands on his chest, widened his eyes, and said to her with a smile, "It's just been a while since I saw you, don't you know me?"

Looking at his different smile, Qiye forced herself to suppress the fear in her heart, and shook her head violently: "No, you are not him."

Nanaya deeply felt that the person in front of her eyes and the Akashi Seijuro she knew in her memory were two different individuals, and Akashi Seijuro would never say such words to her, let alone make such a strong move towards her.But they have the same appearance. Thinking about it this way, it seems to be very similar to her current situation.

Is it also a soul invasion? !Qiye was stunned by this idea.

"There's no need to question it," Akashi paused, "because what I said is absolutely correct."

Qiye looked at him in a daze, only the pair of heterochromatic pupils that could not be ignored remained in his eyes.

After running away that day, Qiye went to the counseling room again on the weekend.She had been sad recently, and Akashi's change made things worse.What was thought to be the only piece of driftwood suddenly broke, and now there is only one person left floating in the vast sea.

So she poured out this matter and the doubts in her heart to Dr. Morita.

After hearing her description, Dr. Morita hesitated for a while, and then told her his opinion: "Because I haven't contacted him, so I can't be sure. But according to what you said, it is very likely that he has a dual personality. "

A person has two relatively unique and separate sub-personalities, both of which are complete, with their own memories, behaviors, and preferences, and can be completely opposed to a single premorbid personality.Generally, the conversion occurs when a huge or stressful event is encountered.

Hearing this, Qiye couldn't help frowning.For Akashi who can handle everything with ease, it is difficult to think of what the so-called stress incidents are.It turned out that while she was sad, he was also going through some unbearable events?

For some reason, Nanaya suddenly remembered the little story of split personality she told Akashi that leisurely afternoon.I didn't expect it to be a prophecy now.

She is no longer the "Fujiwara Nanaya" in his memory, and he is no longer the "Akashi Seijuro" in her memory.

It just so happened that both of them changed at such a critical point in time.Qiye just wanted to sigh, this is probably the so-called mistake.

According to contact, Nanaya summed up the characteristics of Akashi's second personality, which is more powerful and domineering than the No.1 personality.

Anyway, no matter how big the change is, he is still Akashi Seijuro.Since he said he was disappointed in her, she had to work hard not to let him down any longer.

Just what to do next? !Thinking of this, Qiye was completely confused.

Unknowingly, she came to a restaurant she used to frequent, and there was a pleasant piano sound, and Qiye slowly stopped her progress.

The reason why she likes this store is not only because the dishes are very suitable for her appetite, but also because the store has a grand piano.During the meal time, the background music of the restaurant is rarely a disc, but a genuine piano playing.

At this moment, she suddenly had an idea.Maybe she can work part-time here. With her current level, she should be approved and earn some pocket money by the way.She is using all of Kakashi's money now, and she feels really awkward. If she can, she will gradually become independent financially.

Although I haven't practiced the piano for a while, because I often participated in competitions before Qiye, my mastery of the music has been integrated into my bones. As soon as my hands touch the keyboard, I can play notes one after another fluently. agreed to take her in.Because of the student party, she can only come to play on weekends.

Back at the dorm, while flipping through the diary, Qiye suddenly felt that she should write something.

journal?But she didn't want to keep a diary, because most of the writing ended with complaints about life.The most important point is that if she goes back one day and the diary falls into her hands, it is unknown what impact will be had.

After thinking for a while, she decided to write a novel.

Her Mandarin scores have always been good. She likes to read books, and she also likes to write some short stories by herself.She has won awards for her essays, but she has never developed in the direction of novels.And this accident made her deeply realize that art comes from life.After going through ups and downs, she wanted to confide in so many things.

Before starting to write, she first came up with a pseudonym.

Take the pronunciation of the word "vine" of "Fujiwara", and the pronunciation of "vine" can also be another word for "from time to time", plus the word "night" in your own name.

This is a simple but profound pseudonym.

From time to time.Me at the wrong time, me at the wrong time.

Back at school on Monday, everything was still the same as usual, except for one thing, and that was the look Kise Ryota had on her.Compared with before, he was a little more probing, but Qiye felt that there was no malice in that gaze, but a hint of curiosity on the contrary.

Is there something on her?Or did the other party discover something? !

Qiye finally rejected these two ideas.She and Kise were just nodding acquaintances, and they knew each other's name because of their fame, but judging from the other's attitude, she was sure that he could not have known Uchiha Nanaya before.

But when it comes to Kise Ryota, who has been sitting next to him for a while, Qiye feels that he has subverted her image of a school idol in her heart.

He didn't like to listen to lectures in class, and fell asleep if he didn't pay attention.Originally, Qiye thought that he was the kind of genius who could answer questions correctly and get good grades in exams even when he was asleep.

However, the reality is that the teacher severely pulled him out of class, he opened his sleepy eyes, flipped through the book in a panic to find the answer, and sometimes even stared at the blackboard blankly, looking very at a loss.

At this time, Qiye would always sigh in his heart, silently hand over the small note, and then turn his head to ignore his grateful eyes.

She shouldn't have done such a boring thing, but there was a voice in her heart yelling at her, making her not stand by.Because my former self often helped my deskmate cover up.

Perhaps it was such subtle help that gradually improved Kise's impression of her.Qiye felt that his smile to her was a bit more real than before.

It has to be said that the deskmate is the closest relationship in the student life, and she has learned a lot about Kise Ryota's little habits without knowing it.

He likes to hum songs between classes, it sounds like his singing level should be good, at least he won't go out of tune.However, it was also because of a certain song he hummed that Qiye didn't want to talk to him even more.

Lady Gaga's pocker face.

Although Qiye really didn't want to be sentimental, but after many times, she clearly felt that this song was aimed at her.It's just that the other party unintentionally revealed his thoughts, which inevitably made Qiye a little bit dumbfounded.

Because now she is a poker face.

After all the big accidents she's been through, it's hard for her to smile again.And she felt that a deadpan face was better able to hide her inner thoughts.

Although unable to refute, Qiye still silently remembered this matter.

"That..." Kise hesitated to speak, his expression was a bit tangled, "What's your relationship with Akashi?"

Qiye was a little surprised, why did Kise suddenly ask this question, did he discover something?

Suppressing the doubts in her heart, she tried her best to look indifferent: "Akashi-kun did me a favor."

Seeing Kise's curious look, she continued to speak, but in a much lower voice: "It's the cheating incident before."

She still remembered that Midorima Shintaro once asked such a similar question, and her answer at that time was her childhood sweetheart.

But now she is no longer his childhood sweetheart, just a passerby whom he helps again and again.But that's all there is to say to outsiders.

Kise gave an "oh" half-understood, as if aware of her reluctance to say more, and didn't bring up the topic again.

When returning home from school, as soon as he walked out of the teaching building, Qiye bumped into a few girls, full of momentum, with a fierce look on his face.

Is it going to experience another school violence? !She thought helplessly.

"Stay away from Mr. Liang." The leading girl said impatiently.

Qiye looked at the girls with fierce faces in front of her, and she knew it all at once.

If the last school violence was just to satisfy the pleasure by bullying the weak, but this time it was for the boys to fight.

Teenage jealousy is scary.Obviously Kise Ryota is not their property, but they are jealous for him and try their best to drive away all the possibilities that exist around him.

Especially when meeting an ugly girl like her, that's really the best match.Because no one thinks that such an Asahi Nanaya is unworthy of standing with Kise Ryota.It's obviously so bad, but he just talks and laughs with his idol, and comes to trouble when he is not convinced.

Qiye was very upset.Not only because I was troubled by such a boring thing, but more importantly, I spurned such a weak self.

If she is good enough, then no one will dare to find fault.

Just when she was about to make a move, Kise Ryota suddenly appeared in front of her.

He turned cold, with a scary expression, and grabbed the girl's hand: "I'm not your property, don't let me see you bullying my friends."

For a moment, everyone was shocked.

The girls obviously have never seen such a cold Kise Ryota.On weekdays, he is always full of smiles, handsome and cheerful, and looks like a sunny and warm man.But today he showed such a gloomy expression.

Several girls quickly apologized and fled in despair.Qiye was also frightened, but not because of his expression, but because of his words.

He actually told the group that she was his friend.

Other people Qiye would not be so surprised, it is because of the contact during this period that she understands that it is really not easy to get into the heart of this handsome boy who looks like Yangguan.

"Little Asahi, are you okay?" Kise Ryota hurried over and looked at her with great concern.

Qiye shook her head, but there was one thing that made her a little confused: "Xiao... Asahi, what do you mean?"

"Anyone I approve of will add 'little'!" Kise winked at her, and instantly switched to that sunny, handsome and charming character.

Staring at those amber eyes, Qiye felt a warm current in her heart.

Although she didn't know why she was recognized, she was really happy.Because this is probably the first person who agrees with her since this period of time.

When I went home, it was the time of the devil, and the setting sun in the sky was like blood.Qiye pushed the bicycle and walked slowly on the sidewalk.

This bicycle was given to her by Kakashi, and now it has become her means of transportation to and from school.

People were coming and going on the crosswalk, and Qiye accidentally rubbed the clothes of the person in front of him.

"Hey, you hit me." The man in front suddenly turned his head and glared at her with a vicious look.

Qiye grabbed the handrail and lowered her head apologetically: "Sorry."

But when she looked up, she was stunned by the appearance of the person in front of her.