Touched by a ghost, I choose death

Qiye sometimes thinks that maybe the "Fujiwara Nanaya" was just her imagination.

People always yearn for things that they don't have, and Fujiwara Nanaya is the opposite side of her today.

Noble in origin, gentle in character, excellent in character and learning, he is loved by everyone.On the other hand, the current self, orphaned, gloomy, is a little transparent that no one pays attention to, and even arouses disgust from others.

Or maybe all of this is just a memory of "Fujiwara Nanaya" that entered her mind unknowingly, so that she regarded her as her past self.

Don't say it's unscientific, how can she be able to see floating unknown objects with scientific reasons?

However, whenever she had this thought, Akashi Seijuro's gentle smile appeared in her mind.

In fact, that smile is not as gentle as he used to be, maybe it's more polite if you look carefully, but he is the only one who doesn't dislike her.He never mentioned "Fujiwara Nanaya", nor did he say that he believed her to be Fujiwara Nanaya, but he extended a helping hand again and again.

At least there is him, who has proved over and over again that the past is not a fantasy derived out of thin air, but actually exists in the world.

Just like a lighthouse standing in the vast sea, although the light is weak, it gives the broken boat the confidence to reach the shore.

Ushered in the new semester in a muddle.The reclassification is really a good thing for Qiye, because in the new environment, almost no one knows her, and there are too many strange eyes.She also made up her mind to become a completely transparent person in the new class, not causing trouble, not being conspicuous, not talking too much with others, just doing her own thing quietly.

It's just that God didn't do what she wanted.

It was originally a happy thing to leave Takahashi Naiko.However, compared to her new tablemate, Qiye felt that she would rather be looked down upon by her former friends.

The new tablemate is named Kise Ryota, who is a big celebrity in the school and has fans all over the country.

Qiye felt that this must be malice from the world.She desperately tried to hide herself in the crowd, but there was a shining body sitting beside her.She found that the new semester had ten times more eyes on her. Of course, [-]% of them were looking at Kise Ryota, and [-]% were looking at her with envy and hatred.

Qiye decided not to speak without talking to him, so as not to be accidentally injured.And she could tell at a glance that Huang Lai's first impression of her was not good. Although he had a bright smile on the surface, there was an imperceptible indifference and disgust in his eyes.

She couldn't help thinking that after the two met, Kise's good attitude was completely different from now.It seems that he is not such a friendly person on the surface.she thought silently.

After class, Kise was surrounded by girls.

"Kise-kun, this is my bento, please accept it!"

"Ryota-kun...can I ask you to sign the magazine?"

"Mr. Liang! This... This is my love letter, please accept it..."

Qiye quietly pulled the stool away from the storm area, and picked up the book for the next class to preview.

These girls are really boring, she thought helplessly.She didn't think their efforts could impress Kise Ryota.Maybe the little girls who fell in love wouldn't notice it, but she, who was watching from the sidelines, could see it clearly.The official smiling face and the superficial enthusiasm are purely just coping.

Fortunately, Qiye escaped at the right time every time very wisely, and the two lived together peacefully for a week.And during this week, they barely spoke a word.

In fact, no one likes to be alone, but they just don't want to be disappointed.

She was afraid of seeing other people's indifferent eyes, and she didn't want to see others showing disgust towards her.But what she hates more is herself who has lost the courage to change now.

During this time, Nanaya became more obsessed with books.Because only words she can trust, they are not like human beings, they don't have so many complicated thoughts, on the contrary, she can keep looking at them until she understands what they want to express.Although the world in the book is illusory and silent, it is simpler than reality.

The English teacher of the new class is Kobayashi, the former head teacher.

When dictating in class, she willfully does not want to write.Because as long as he raised his head, Qiye would recall his mocking face in the office back then, and it would keep amplifying in his mind, and a feeling of disgust rose from his heart.

In order to reduce the strange emotions in his heart, Qiye turned his head slightly, and saw that the expression on the tablemate was not quite right.The other party's usual smiling face seemed to be tainted with anxiety, and after careful observation, she came to a conclusion.

It looks like the pen is out of ink.It just so happened that she didn't want to write it, so let's go along with it.

So she gently placed the pen on the edge of Kise Ryota's table, and seeing the other person's eyes widen suddenly, with puzzlement and gratitude in his eyes, she just nodded lightly, then turned her head and started to lose consciousness .

Who would have expected that when I lent the pen to Kise Ryota, the other party still had almost half of it empty, and was kicked out of the classroom by the teacher.

Has this guy's IQ developed into his body? !

Qiye was a little speechless, and she didn't write a single word, so naturally she would end up in the same way.

Under the teacher's scolding, she picked up the book and followed her out.

I have to say that the feeling of being punished with someone is definitely better than alone.At least two people can bear the weight when the sky is falling.Thinking of not having to face Mr. Kobayashi's disgusting face for a class, Qiye's mood couldn't help but lighten up.

Fighting, being accused of cheating, being fined to stand, these are things that she didn't dare to think about before, but she didn't expect that she would experience it all in just a few months.

After going through a fight to invite parents before, Qiye now feels that being punished by the teacher to stand is a piece of cake.

Sure enough, all human beings are willing to degenerate creatures?But why is there still a little sadness in her heart besides being indifferent to her who is now giving up on herself?

She should be the good student who is always praised by the teachers, the "other people's child" in the parents' mouth, the role model and the goal among the classmates, and not the poor student who is spurned by everyone like now.

It's just that this thought didn't last long before she left it behind.

People will change, and it seems that there is nothing wrong with this now, except that I feel a little sad.After all, even if she is the best, she is no longer who she used to be.

During the cleaning after school, Nanayo was the only one left in the classroom as expected.

Sure enough, is Kise Ryo too unreliable?Fortunately, she didn't expect too much, just sighed, and began to clean seriously.

And the next day, Kise Ryo received a serious apology.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I forgot to clean it yesterday!" He lowered his head and put his hands together, looking very regretful.

"It's okay, I'm done." Qiye said expressionlessly.

In fact, she was still a little surprised that he would come to apologize. She originally thought that he would play a big game and blame everything on her.But even so, she wants to be alone now.Because as long as there is no contact with people, there will be no disappointment.

After leaving the work of taking out the garbage to Kise, Nana went to the bathroom to wash her hands and then walked down the stairs with her schoolbag on her back.Suddenly saw a familiar figure around the corner.

It seemed like she and Akashi hadn't seen each other for a long time since she turned and left that time.Not in the same class, not participating in a club or organization, naturally there are many opportunities to meet each other.Akashi himself is also a very busy person, and he will always be entangled in various things at school.Coupled with Qiye's deliberate avoidance, the two had almost no chance to meet.

Why deliberately avoid it?

Qiye herself couldn't explain clearly, but she felt that the relationship between the two was different from the past.

He extended a helping hand to her, while Qiye was grateful, but also slightly sad.

Once they stood on the same level, she could stand beside him with a smile and her chest out.People around will always misunderstand them as a couple.Even if you don't have such an idea, you will think that this is called like to gather together and divide people into groups.

And now, they're at different heights.Even if her soul is still "Fujiwara Nanaya", but it is so difficult for her to get along with others normally, how can she have the courage to stand by his side?

But at this time, his appearance made Qiye feel that it was not accidental.

He is waiting for her here.

Why?Do you have something to say to her, or do you want to hear the explanation of leaving without saying goodbye last time?

Qiye stood less than two meters away from him, staring into his eyes, but gasped.

The boy's once gentle red eyes had turned into one red and one gold.The red one is still so bright, as if it can capture the soul of others at a glance, while the golden one is more noble, and also brings a biting indifference.

His aura is completely different from before.

Akashi used to be gentle and always so polite.Many people are willing to fall for him even though they know that this is just a manifestation of his good family education.In his memory, he has never lost his temper, and even if he encounters difficult things, he will handle them with ease.He is proud in his bones, but he can restrain his energy very well.The aura is powerful, but it doesn't feel oppressive.

But today's him, all the domineering inside is revealed, even though he still has a smile on his face, it makes people feel intimidated.His gaze was like that of a lion just waking up, which made people feel dangerous at a glance.

"Zheng?" Qiye called softly with doubts.

"Listen to Mrs. Liang, these few days you were punished by the teacher to stand for failing in dictation, and you are also responsible for this week's cleaning?" The voice is still pleasant and melodious as usual, but it always feels different.

"That's it," Qiye forced herself to meet his strong gaze, "I'm... self-willed, but I won't be like this next time."

She spoke incoherently.Indeed, he understood his own strength, no matter how he said it was her fault this time.

"Oh, is it?" He chuckled softly.

That laughter made people shudder, but his next words drove her into a deeper ice cave. (For those who read pirated articles, please give the poor author a way to survive. The original version really doesn’t cost much.)