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Will be leaving soon. "

"Okay." Yu Qing hung up the phone, feeling flustered.

If he had been with Lu Yuan two years ago, he definitely would not have disliked Lu Yuan, and would have actively treated him with him.But Yu Qing also understood why Lu Yuan couldn't open his mouth. This kind of thing is extremely difficult for any man.Thinking about it now, there were traces of Lu Yuan's indifference back then, and there was a reason for everything.

How much courage did it take Lu Yuan to let himself record the video?He must be desperate to fight with the feeling of breaking the boat.

But time, two years have passed...

Today, the intimacy between Yu Qing and Lu Yuan is no longer there, how to deal with this video so as not to hurt Lu Yuan?

Yu Qing bought some fruit and went back to the door of the ward.He took a deep breath and paused for a moment before knocking softly on the door.

Pei Heyu opened the door for Yu Qing and winked: His father is gone, come in.

Lu Yuan just had a bad complexion after the operation, but when he saw Yu Qing coming, he suddenly raised the corner of his mouth, "Qingqing, how long have you been here?"

Xu Shuhua got up from the sofa, walked to Yu Qing and took the things in his hand, then turned to Lu Yuan and said, "He has been here for a long time and has been waiting for you."

Seeing the change in his mother's attitude, Lu Yuan frowned to express his doubts, and didn't want to talk to her.He raised his hand and patted the place beside him, "Qingqing, come and sit down, don't stand still."

Seeing that Lu Yuan still ignored him, Xu Shuhua felt sad, so he intentionally flattered Yu Qing in front of him and said, "Lu Yuan, I gave Yu Qing the video from two years ago, so don't be angry with me. ..OK?"

Perhaps Xu Shuhua wanted to express his understanding and even support for Lu Yuan.But these words sounded like a thunderbolt to Yu Qing's ears, he couldn't help being startled, and then saw the bone-deep fear in Lu Yuan's eyes.

For a moment, Yu Qing remembered the word 'dislike' again, and Lu Yuan's expression made him realize how hurtful these two words are.

16-4

Lu Yuan looked at Yu Qing, and the air between the two seemed to freeze for an instant.

The person on the hospital bed had just undergone an operation, and there was still some anesthetic in his body that hadn't completely worn off, and the panic in his eyes made him subconsciously avoid Yu Qing's sight.

Lu Yuan swallowed his saliva repeatedly, and for a moment he just wanted to make everyone in the room disappear.He looked at Xu Shuhua full of resentment, and blamed her for showing the video when the two of them had improved.But Lu Yuan didn't dare to say too much in front of Yu Qing, let alone Pei Heyu in the ward, how could he speak?

Xu Shuhua didn't know the content of the video, and he was full of hope to build a good relationship with Lu Yuan.Seeing that Lu Yuan didn't speak, she explained it again in a nice way, with an apologetic voice, "Lu Yuan, I know you blamed me for this incident, now return it to the original owner, I hope you can..."

'Yu Qing, I didn't expect you to despise me so much. '

The expression on Lu Yuan's face said it all, and the emotion in his eyes conveyed countless details...Yu Qing realized in an instant that he was not well, and his unbearable and inferiority complex could only get worse after two years of standing still.No wonder Lu Yuan is full of humbleness, no wonder even Yu Qing can feel the fragility wrapped in his strong maturity.

Yu Qing's eyes were full of helplessness, and she looked sideways at Xu Shuhua. She didn't know whether to say that she did bad things with good intentions, or that she was selfish and disrespectful to others, "Auntie, why don't you take a break first, and I'll take care of him." Yu Qing didn't want Xu Shuhua to continue talking , the more she talked, the more Lu Yuan would suffer from the exposure of his hidden disease.

'Disgusting myself, disgusting that I am incapable of loving you...disgusting I react to others but can't do anything to you...'

"Qingqing, that video...is it with you now?" Lu Yuan tentatively said, his head was dizzy, and his voice was trembling.He frowned and looked at Yu Qing, swallowed and asked, "When did she give it to you? You just went shopping, don't you have time to read it?"

Yu Qing walked in front of Lu Yuan and took it out of her pocket, "Here is the video."

Lu Yuan raised his hand and snatched it away, stuffed it under the pillow, and said his 'expectation' without thinking, "I'm already back, so don't watch this video, there's no need to watch it... I couldn’t come back two years ago because of an injury, so I explained it in the video, nothing else.” He never insisted on explaining why he didn’t come back immediately two years ago, because it would inevitably involve the content of the video and his The cowardice and insignificance in my heart, "I haven't told you about the injury, the main reason is that it's not very serious, so there's no need to say it..."

Yu Qing didn't answer the words, in front of Xu Shuhua and Pei Heyu, it's really hard to say.He didn't even think about how to answer. The content of the video was imprinted in his mind, and Lu Yuan said with tears:

' My therapist said I needed your help, that I couldn't handle my feelings. '

’ He asked me to tell you, he said if you had my back, I might be okay. '

'He said I need my partner's company, but I can't...'

Lu Yuan subconsciously hoped that Yu Qing didn't look at it, but should Yu Qing make mistakes?

If you can't give Lu Yuan a future, what reason is there to point out that you have already seen it?

If Yu Qing pierces through this layer of cellophane, then he should be ready to be Lu Yuan's support and accompany him on the journey...

Otherwise, what would be the difference between Xu Shuhua's series of behaviors and Xu Shuhua's series of behaviors that would only increase embarrassment and hurt but let him go without doing anything?

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"The old man is gone, you two should go back first..." Lu Yuan took back the video, and seeing that Yu Qing didn't say much, he finally breathed a sigh of relief, then let go of his emotions and looked at Xu Shuhua, "I'm a little tired. "

Pei Heyu looked at the time, it was almost nine o'clock, he walked to Yu Qing and asked, "How about taking you back?"

"Of course he stays with me..." Lu Yuan relied on his mother's ignorance of Pei Heyu's nature, and said with an 'arrogant' look, "He has quit, what does it have to do with you?"

Pei Heyu nodded, didn't answer any more, and walked to his mother, "Let's go."

Finally, there were only two people left in the ward. After Pei Heyu closed the door, Lu Yuan patted the place next to him again, "Will you stay with me for a while?"

Yu Qing just entered the house from the outside, still wearing a dark coat, with a slight chill.He was still thinking about the 'video' in his heart, and Lu Yuan's eyes were also mixed with vigilance, as if checking whether Yu Qing had watched it, whether there was something strange...

"How do you feel? Does it hurt?" Yu Qing doesn't like to hide things, but at this time the relationship between the two is not what it used to be, and it is extremely inappropriate for him to bluntly say in front of Lu Yuan that he watched the 'not lifting' video.Before entering the ward, Yu Qing planned not to mention the video with Lu Yuan, and waited until she had a clear idea before thinking about how to communicate with Lu Yuan.I just saw Lu Yuan was terrified by Xu Shuhua's words, and Yu Qing couldn't bear to add insult to injury for a moment, making him suffer even more, "Is the wound uncomfortable?" Yu Qing raised the corners of her mouth to him, showing a smile that was no different from usual.

Lu Yuan shook his head, seeing that Yu Qing's expression was normal, he felt relieved, "I just feel a little dizzy, and I don't feel much from the wound..." Yu Qing's expression was a little tired, but Lu Yuan's handsome facial features still made Lu Yuan fascinated, no matter how much he looked at him, he couldn't feel enough , "I miss you all the time."

"Your mother said that two years ago, you wanted to get out of the hospital several times..."

Lu Yuan reached out and grabbed Yu Qing's wrist, pulled him to sit on the bed, then rubbed his head into Yu Qing's arms, "Don't listen to my mother, let's not talk about that time either. I will be discharged from the hospital soon ...I'm sorry, it made it impossible for you to have fun, I'll take you there when I get better." Lu Yuan raised his head and looked at Yu Qing, feeling a little selfish, after all, his physical condition might not be able to meet the needs of a lover , it seems that Yuqing should not be 'confined' in this way.But being a human being can only be selfish sometimes, and there is no other choice for some things.

"Don't move around." Yu Qing was afraid that he would hurt herself again, so it was not easy to struggle while being hugged by Lu Yuan, "I'll ask the doctor to see if there is anything I need to pay attention to..."

"Just stay with me, please..."

Lu Yuan hit the softest part of Yu Qing's heart again. He guessed that Lu Yuan was still a little nervous, so he couldn't bear to refuse.

When Uncle Meng was diagnosed with illness just now, Yu Qing also softened towards Lu Yuan and forgave him for deceiving him.Looking back at that time, the relationship between the two was struggling and tearing apart, Lu Yuan was like a aggressive lion, constantly rushing into the world of Yuqing, even begging for forgiveness was a rampage, until Yuqing broke him to pieces.

"You have a good rest." Yu Qing inserted her fingers into Lu Yuan's hair, kneaded it lightly and then let it go quickly.

This time, Lu Yuan walked into Yu Qing's life in a silent place, without the hostility of the past, but moved forward step by step in a more intoxicating way. Everywhere he passed was camped, and he could never drive away if he stayed .

Looking at Lu Yuan's 'obedient' appearance, Yu Qing couldn't remember when he stopped resisting Lu Yuan so strongly?Since when did he let Lu Yuan do whatever he wanted with him?Since when did you always feel distressed when facing Lu Yuan?

Everything is too fast, so fast that I have no time to think carefully.

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Young Master Lu is proud of being favored, relying on the bandages on his legs, pulling Yu Qing to not let him go.

Yu Qing was helpless to him, took out Lu Yuan's computer from their luggage bags, and then accompanied him to watch a movie on the hospital bed.

"Shouldn't you be sleeping?"

"It's only after nine o'clock?" Lu Yuan felt a little uncomfortable after the operation, but he was more willing to share all the time with Yu Qing, "I'll watch it later."

It's not too late, I will spend more time with him