Hunter's Mercy from now on

Apparently, we spent the afternoon by the tree, and had a conversation that now seems pretty damning—

"This tree seems to be nothing special except for an extra 'belly'." I poked the extra bark like a pregnant belly in the center of the tree with a little curiosity.

"But I always feel that it is absorbing something, and it is almost finished." When Jin said this, he lowered his head, and very naturally grabbed my hand that molested the tree trunk, and intertwined his fingers.

"It doesn't look like much, and there are no branches or roots sticking out, what can I collect?" I glanced at the hands they held, and gave up the idea of ​​continuing to make trouble with the other hand.

"As far as the current situation is concerned, the stones collected from this island will make people pregnant as long as they are carried around for three months. I think it has a similar function, but it probably won't make us pregnant, maybe..."

"Collect things to make it impregnate itself? No, the words of the tree should be the fruit. Could it be ginseng fruit? Or maybe it's a pregnancy stone?" I made some unreliable guesses as if joking.

"It may also be a child." Jin followed the guess with a serious face.

"..." I don't know why I have a bad feeling.

Big eyes met small eyes for a while, I twitched the corners of my mouth and said, "Let's go quickly."

I went back a few days later and found little change, so naturally I forgot about it.

Because it was too long ago, I almost forgot Xiaojie's birthday, but when I think of the plot of the comics, I am still a little worried, so after that, I just stay in the family obediently or occasionally visit the enemy's side, unexpectedly It still brings us such a huge 'surprise'.

I can't say it's good or bad, but there's still some apprehension.

After all, the child who helped me break the curse did not bring good news.

After Xi became a mother, she picked up her mobile phone and pressed a number in a trance. When I came back to my senses, Jin had already checked the situation by phone and set out to claim the child on the island consciously.

"Ahem, I see... In short, you should rest there first, and wait for me to come back." On the phone, that fellow Jin's voice also sounded a bit erratic.

After hanging up the phone, I realized that my hands were covered with sweat, and I lay down casually, thinking about this unexpected child, I unconsciously smiled wryly.

Sure enough, the plot is unavoidable. I thought I could get happiness, but now I think about it, it is just a fantasy. It is not us who can make the decision, but the intangible fate.

The birth of Xiaojie, for the first time, made me, who had been staying in the turtle shell but longing for the warmth that I shouldn't have, realize that the end of Jin and I will be separation.

If you still struggle now, will you be like a live shrimp in a pot, desperately trying to get out of it, but it will always be an unrealistic luxury, and you have to curl up and die in despair.

However, if you don't do anything, just give up like this, really... I'm really not reconciled.

Perhaps, destroying the plots that will happen in the future in advance can also change our destiny?If you try to change the fate of others, will you...

I sat up suddenly, and before I had time to think about it, the phone rang suddenly.

is an unfamiliar number.

"็ Hello Who are you……"

"I'm Kuroro Luxilu, hello." A voice that was still in the period of changing its voice but insisted on pretending to be deep came.

"You made a mistake, I don't think we know each other." To be honest, I almost crushed my phone.

"I have a letter here. The writer is Galek, and the person to be addressed is Lexi Pro. If I'm not mistaken, you are Miss Pro?"

"Oh, do you want to return the letter? Thank you very much, please send the letter to the Sky Arena, and I will go there to get it."

"See you in District [-]. I think you know where it is. I will keep this letter for three days. If you don't come, please pretend it doesn't exist. Of course, I sincerely hope to see Miss Pro."

"..." If it wasn't for sure that the memory had been taken away, I would have thought that he was coming to talk (fu) the old (chou), and make an appointment with the old place.

"What are your conditions?"

"It's nothing, I just hope to get back what belongs to me from Miss Pro..."

"I see." After saying this, I hung up the phone directly.

I don't know how he found out that I took some things, but I have a lot of troubles at the moment, and I don't have time to find out the truth.What's more, even if the other party set up a grand banquet, I still have the confidence to leave.

As for the authenticity of the letter, I have to go there anyway, the real one is the best, the fake one... just treat it as a meeting with the children.

After thinking about it, I still didn't call Jin. He is probably at a loss by Xiaojie now, and maybe he will do such stupid things as taking the newborn child directly to Meteor Street.

The next day, I set foot on the old land again, and came to the first hut that I occupied. It was nearly ten years ago. The hut at that time was no longer there, and it was full of rubbish that people didn't want to take a look at.

Frankly speaking, when I saw Kuroro sitting quietly on the garbage dump like a bully, I was in a trance for a moment, as if I saw the young Sawyer that I never understood.

Why do you like to pretend?Why would you take risks with me, even risking your life to protect me?What's more, to become Chrollo Rushiru...

It's a pity that different ways don't conspire with each other, even if you understand it, it doesn't make any sense.

"You're here." He turned his head to look at me, under the messy hair, there was an upside-down cross.

"Well, didn't you just leave Meteor Street? Why did you come back here?" I looked around and found that Meteor Street was quite sparsely populated.

"If you want to get back something very important, it's the safest place to come here." Seeing that I didn't seem to want to go up, he took the initiative to walk to my side.

"Where's Garlek's letter?"

"Here." Kuroro glanced lightly, and the letter suddenly appeared in his right hand.

"This is what you want." I took out the blue memory stone from my pocket, and then said, "Before that, can I ask where you found this letter? Also, how do you know I have this letter?" ?”

"I can answer these two questions together. From your point of view, during the two years of sleeping, I stayed by your side as an invisible wandering spirit, so I remember you, and I also know that the letter written by Garrek is placed in the Where." He said something that sounded very scary with a rather gentle expression, "As for the reason, maybe the man who saved us knows."

"..." What is the old man doing? Things like wandering souls are not fun at all, let alone the wandering souls of Kuroro's previous life.

"Can I ask why you're so sure we're drifting apart?"

"Oh, I believe in God."

After hearing this, he laughed out loud. Although it made people feel out of place, he had to say that good looks are justice. This man's smile is as addictive as a poppy.

It's a pity that he is an uncle inside, and blames his aunt for expressing no interest.

"It's funny?" I ignored him, and I continued, "I can give you something, return the letter to me."

"Okay." He approached slowly and handed over the letter.

"How can I get my memory back?"

I took a half step back, took a quick look at the handwriting, and made sure it belonged to Garlek, then put it in my arms: "I don't know, I tried several times, but it didn't work."

He lowered his head and thought for a moment, then looked up at me who was about to leave after getting the things: "I think we will meet again."

"...Have you thought of a way?" Don't say such terrible things when we are about to leave, we don't have a good future.

"If simple contact is useless, you can try to destroy it." He glanced at me with a half-smile.

"Like this?" I twirled my fingers, a bullet flew away, and the next moment, the stone in his hand disappeared without a trace.

I asked curiously, "Did the memory come back?"

But after asking this question, this guy fell down directly.

"..." Okay, I didn't say goodbye.

Although I really want to wait for him to wake up and ask how the effect is, but in order to save unnecessary trouble (his team members may find it), I left directly.

Three hours later, I came to a small hotel outside Meteor Street, and when everything was arranged properly, I couldn't wait to open the letter.

There were only a few sentences in the letter, but the content inside was particularly worrying.

To my good friend Lexi Pro.

I don't know how my situation will be when you read this letter?

If I'm still by your side, then pretend that you don't know anything, and don't read on.

But if something happens to me, I want to write this letter to tell you something—sorry, I've been keeping something from you.

Ilica is actually dead.

She stopped breathing in my arms, and I was already prepared.

Please don't be sad about this, you have tried your best, but fate is like this, we have no choice but to accept it.

Growing up on Meteor Street, and never being different from what we expected, my sister and I learned from an early age to do whatever it takes to survive, and we are always ready to die at any time.

But you're different, you didn't grow up on Meteor Street, and you never belonged to Meteor Street.

That's great, you are the first person we meet who is not abandoned by the world, who not only lives for himself, but also our first friend.

You can't be angry with the outside world just by looking at you, because it can bring you happiness, which Meteor Street won't have.

Sorry to conspire with others to deceive you by telling you that Ilica is alive and reborn into a normal family.

However, I hope this happiness will last, and so will Ilica.

Don't be sad about my affairs, although I have encountered an accident, but I am relieved thinking that I am going to see Ilica.

Finally, I hope you can stop suppressing yourself. Although it's cute to grit your teeth and do things you don't like, I still hope you can be yourself again.

You are you, do what you want...and, continue to guard this happiness for me.

treasure.

After watching it, I have tears streaming down my face.

What, do things you don't like mean forcing yourself to kill someone?It's no wonder that his ferocious value exploded when he encountered an enemy later, it turned out to be the reason.

What happiness is there?I've said it before, people who are being concealed will not be happy. If this kind of happiness is obtained at the sacrifice of other people, it is not really happiness at all...

Stupid...why do you have to hide it from me?

Afraid that I am not strong enough?Or are you afraid that I will not be able to accept the reality?Or just simply want me to be a happy silly white sweet?But in this way, I will not be happy, how cruel to yourself...

All these years, I have been foolishly persuading him to meet Yilika earlier, but now that I think about it, it’s just a word of revenge...

Uncomfortably, I buried my head between my arms and let the tears fall drop by drop.

I always talk about good friends, but I'm not really a good friend at all.He was obviously worried that he would think of that depressive life when he saw Ilica, but under the guise of not wanting to disturb her life, he never took a good look at that 'Ilica'. He must be too disappointed in me for being unconscious. .

If I could have found out earlier, or cared more about him, he might not be in a coma now...

It's really ridiculous. I've been immersed in the self-righteous happy ending. No wonder I didn't understand the truth until now. It's really timid and ridiculous.

After crying for a while, I couldn't help laughing again.

That’s right, it’s timidity. If it wasn’t for timidity, I wouldn’t be helpless with my memory stone all the time. The root cause is that I don’t want to restore that memory at all. Ludicrous self-deception?

Do you want to escape like this again?Can't and shouldn't.

When the crying stopped, I slowly took out the memory stone that had been well preserved, and then slowly kneaded it into fine powder in my hands. Yes, it is the memory that gradually returns.

Two days later, I rushed to the ward where Galek had been staying since he was in a coma, sat on the sofa and let my thoughts go blank.

If you are having a very beautiful dream, in which you are about to live a happy life with the prince, even though you know that you will wake up from this dream soon, but you are still reluctant to give up, and at this time someone gives you a choice, tell you Once you wake up, you will return to the happiest moment in your memory. The sick grandma recovered, and the debtor brother can see you again. Will you choose to continue to dream of a beautiful prince, or choose to go back immediately?

Just a few days ago, I was still worried about how fate would make me and Jin have to separate, but I didn't expect that it would be me who wanted to separate first.

想起一切后，隐隐有些心疼，为了避免自己伤心直接把至亲至爱的人忘记，与其说是懦弱，其实更像是自私得无边界，也渣得让人恨不得揍一顿。

So when I think about my grandma who is very good to me but is currently unconscious, and my younger brother who has been avoiding me because of my cowardice, then think about Ilica who helped me a lot and Galek who concealed the truth for me, As well as the Jin father and son who are about to be abandoned by me, I feel that I am hopelessly scum.

Still have to leave.

They are all waiting for me in that world, and I can't lie to myself that I want to stay here.

No matter how good this world is, it is not my world after all.

It is not the world I aspire to when I grew up and took root. Even though I admit that I like gold, what I like more is the plain, uninspired world without Warcraft, but I can do what I like with my family, according to myself. That world of favorite lifestyle.

What's more, the world wouldn't want me to stay.The card I got from the ruins was the 'door' to go back, and it was the old man who told me about it.

"What is this card for?"

"If my guess is right, you can use it to go back in time by attaching the Nian to it."

"...Then I'll give it to you, don't you have someone you've always wanted to find?"

"I don't need it. Even if I go back to the past, I can't keep her. You keep her."

"But if you go back to the past, you still have a chance to fight for it, then..."

"Once you choose to go back to the past, the world will never be the same again. Just as it is impossible for people to step into the same river, the same is true for memories. Every memory is irreversible. For me, this is fine... besides, it has determined that you It’s your soul, and probably only you can use it. In short, you remember, going back to the past also means a different future, you’d better use it with caution.”

"Is it similar to a parallel world? Don't worry, I don't know how to use it unless it is absolutely necessary."

But now, I want to use it to change the fate of the Ilica siblings, and use it to return to my own world, back to the time when grandma was still healthy.

However, this kind of treatment of gold is destined to fail.

What makes me even more uncomfortable is that after knowing the whole story, he didn't mean to blame me in the slightest.

"That is to say, you want to go back to the past, do your best for your friends in the end, and then return to your original world, so..."

"Is this what you want now? You did nothing wrong, Axi... The job of a hunter is actually very independent. For what you want, you can give up everything else... So, Axi, no need Feel guilty, do what you want, you didn't forgive me."

"Ah, by the way, do you remember what I told you in the past? Do what you want to do, even if we will be separated because of this, don't worry, I promised... Even if we are forced to separate, I will Get you back."

"Just remember to follow your truest desire and go after what you want, don't worry about the rest, just leave it to me."

"Leave the child to me...Speaking of which, there is one more thing I want to ask you for. It is really troublesome for me to choose the name. I want you to choose it."

"That child is born of a tree...but it's more appropriate to call him Jay Fulis than 'knot'."

If it is Xiaojie, even if he encounters many difficulties, he will definitely be able to get through it safely. This way, he is in line with the identity of the protagonist.

There was a knock on the door, and I turned to watch Kim open the door.

"Are you ready? It is confirmed that this card will not disappear?"

"Well, I just tried it twice, and it will appear as long as I think about it, but the premise is still 'reading', it should be triggered as soon as I go back."

"...Is there anything else you want to do?"

"Well, I need your help. Help give this ring to the Kuruta tribe, so that they can hide in when they are in danger... Also, after I leave, I will give it to you along with my body and this thing. Family, they'll take care of it."

"Okay, go. Don't worry, I will live a good life in this world, and so will you. The important thing is not the result, but to enjoy the fun along the way."

"I'm really sorry, Kim." I sighed and said guiltily.

"I said you don't need to apologize to me, it's not your fault." He smiled nonchalantly.

"Jin, before I met you, I would never have dared to insist on what I really wanted, but now it's different...so you, too, don't come to me specially to keep some promise, to pursue what you want That's good, I'm satisfied now, thank you." And, farewell.

He was full of helplessness: "...First of all, we are only separated temporarily, there is no need to say goodbye. Secondly, are you so sure that you are not what I want? Or do you think I don't love you enough to let you go?"

"..." Yeah, it was discovered.

"Don't forget that I'm also a hunter. I won't let go of my prey easily, and I won't let go of the person I like either...but until I get you back, just be yourself."

"Then, bye."

"See you."

【End】

The author has something to say: There is an extra episode coming up, it’s not too long, I’ll start coding later, and I’ll put it in Chapter [-]!

I am very grateful to the readers who still insist on chasing after me. It is only because of you that I can finish this article. Before that, I never thought that writing an article would be so hard.

After the end of this article, no new holes will be opened in the short term. The writing style is really bad, and the control of the characters is not strong enough. It is easy to write and write to OOC. In short, I have to continue to work hard~

The meaning of writing this article is to hope that you can also be stronger and bravely pursue your dreams.And I really like the feeling of some novels, so I will definitely come back in the future, that's it, thank God, see you again!