[Comprehensive] Martyrdom is not a good civilization

Avoiding the peak period of crowds, most of the people who come and go in the station on Monday walk briskly, but there are still a lot of people.

With a disposable mask on my face, I looked around furtively, and Dazai followed me with a helpless expression.

"Obviously I'll just send Xiao Lingzi."

I opened the mask to reveal a small slit, my lips were numb and slightly red and swollen: "No, you should go back to sleep right away."

There are faint dark circles under Dazai's eyes, matching his black suit and bandages, the gloomy smell of black mud is strong.

Although I'm a straight-faced dog, Dazai doesn't fit my favorite type - golden and shiny.

I shook Dazai's hand, and couldn't help sighing that the fate is really wonderful.

The train to Tokyo came, and I stood at the waiting place without any movement. The most emotionally volatile moment is the moment before parting.

"Will Ayako miss me?"

"I'm thinking about you now."

I took off the mask and smiled brightly at the older baby Dazai, full of dog abuse thoughts about what to do if my boyfriend is too clingy.

Dazai smiled lightly, pushed the bangs on my forehead and kissed me lightly, his movements were so gentle that they were almost reverent.

"Let's go, little Lingzi, if you don't go, I want to keep you here."

"Well, Dazai, you eat on time."

"it is good."

"Sleep regularly, points will be deducted for dark circles."

"…Um."

"Suicide is not a good civilization. I can get a new boyfriend when we meet at the next funeral, don't you think so?"

"……I see."

Dazai pursed his lips childishly, I tiptoed to rub his hairy head, and got in before the train started.

When the train started, Dazai’s imprint in my eyes turned into a chaotic phantom. The slow-motion romance of parting in the movie did not exist at all. Dazai was just a high-blurry mosaic.

I sat on the vacant seat on the train in frustration, and felt very reluctant to leave even after we left.According to Dazai's intention, we won't be able to see each other for a short time. I understand the reason, but it's so sad.

Back in Tokyo, I got out of the platform and took a bus home. When I looked through the window, I saw thick clouds covering the blue sky, and there was a vast expanse of whiteness in my sight.

My heart is also blank, is it difficult to talk about love or Dazai is not handsome enough?Why do I have to force Xixi to come back to experience social baptism early and become a social animal?

... Falling in love really delayed my career and studies.

I stood in front of my house and made mental preparations—for the time being, the bad guy Dazai was left behind, and career and school were more important.

I didn't have a key on me, so I opened the door with the fingerprint lock.

"Huh, I'm so tired."

Tired physically and mentally, I was just about to roll around on the sofa to soothe my mood, when I found a shocking handsome guy sitting on the sofa.

"Jing, my cousin Jing?!"

"Well, how have you been these days?"

"It's pretty good? Huahua and cats are not lost, it's very fulfilling hahaha..."

"Still lying now? You haven't been home these days."

"Cousin, how do you know?!"

"The lilies on the coffee table haven't been changed. They were wilted when I came here." Keigo Atobe sat on the sofa with a smile on his face but his tone was very dangerous. He said every word: "Going to Yokohama alone is a Tired, Ayako."

"Ahaha, it's okay..."

I shook my head with guilt, and subconsciously smiled obediently as if I was hiding something.

If you know that I am going to Yokohama, you probably also know about Dazai... Cousin Jingwu is supposed to be training, so he is so well-informed?

"How is Yokohama?" Atobe Keigo put his arms around his chest and asked me kindly with a smirk.

"Yokohama's scenery is nice and the folk customs are simple, very nice..." My eyes wandered, knowing that Keigo Atobe was not asking about this, but I was struggling to change the subject.

Even if Cousin Jingwu doesn't support my relationship, he definitely respects my opinion, and at most expresses his disapproval position clearly.

"Then show me, who is in this photo?"

Atobe Keigo smiled and waved at me, I sat beside him tremblingly and took it, swallowing my saliva, and a bad premonition spread to my heart.

In the photo, the young man in black clasped the girl in the white skirt with one hand, and with the other hand brushed away the broken hair on the girl's forehead and kissed lightly.A quiet atmosphere lingers around them, and the contrast between black and white is sharp.

Isn't this me and Dazai?The photographer's skills are good, the focus is on me and Dazai, and the people around are all phantoms, the artistic conception is beautiful and deep.

I raised my head cowardly, pointed at the girl in the white skirt in the photo and said confidently, "It's a beautiful girl!"

"Huh? Tell me again?" Atobe Keigo narrowed his smoky purple eyes slightly, and the deterrent power of the elders made me cringe.

I muttered very softly: "...It's me and Dazai."

"What is it? You can't hear it louder."

"It's me and my boyfriend! Cousin, you are so annoying."

I smashed the jar and yelled loudly at Keigo Atobe. As soon as I finished complaining, my face was pinched mercilessly, and my fingers were pinched and pulled to both sides.

"Now that you grow up, you think I'm annoying, don't you? You didn't say that when you were Little Tail."

"I made a mistake, my cousin let go."

I apologized vaguely, trying to pull Keigo Atobe's hand off, but found that I couldn't pull it off at all.

Cousin Jingwu, do you tennis players have great strength and superpowers? The miraculous serve and skills that are more powerful than the other are just like bugs.

"Humph."

By the time Atobe Keigo let go of his anger, my face was already blushing.He controlled his strength perfectly, without any fingerprints, it looked as if he had applied blush pink and tender, but the numbness on his cheeks reminded me that he was angry.

"Cousin calm down, I just fell in love, and I haven't had time to tell you." I handed over boiled water, trying to absolve myself of the crime.

Atobe Keigo took the water and put it on the tea table, and poked my head with eyes looking at the little fool: "The main problem now is not about falling in love, but about your love partner."

"Dazai... what's wrong?"

I silently counted all kinds of things that Dazai might do in my blank mind, and in the eyes of Keigo Atobe, this blank expression meant that my cousin was deceived by the black mud monster's rhetoric.

"I don't know how you met this kind of man." Keigo Atobe paused, as if he was sorting out his words, he patted my head, "A few days ago, when my grandfather had a video meeting with the leader of the Yokohama organization, I saw this man."

"Oh..." I blinked, not knowing what to say for a while.

Is the Atobe family's industry going to cooperate with Yokohama? A guy like Dazai who maximizes profits must have bitten off a piece of meat.My mood is a bit complicated, my boyfriend is playing a business war with his family, I probably still choose to stand with my family.

"Grandpa had a video of the video conference at that time, and it was originally prepared for your financial class."

"Forgive me, I really don't want to be a female president."

I complained softly and leaned over to watch the video. The video screen was divided into two halves, one half was Mr. Mori and Dazai, and the other half was the lost boy Ranpo I met before and the middle-aged uncle who picked him up.

"Is the two percentage points a joke, Mr. Atobe? The port transportation is controlled by Hong Kong gangsters, and we provide all the manpower, material resources, firearms and ammunition. It's really worry-free."

Dazai's tone at the beginning of the video is flirtatious, and the light cannot be seen in the kite eyes, and the coldness and dissatisfaction in his tone can be felt through the screen.

Mori Ogai crossed his hands and rested his chin. He was very different from the image of the decadent Lolicon uncle. His eyes were sharp and terrifying. He said threatening words in a steady voice: "After all, the Sakura Valley Zaibatsu is also a good choice, isn't it?"

On the other side of the screen, he was walking around and eating potato chips. The relaxed atmosphere was completely different. He suddenly raised his head: "Oh, Sakura Valley."

"...Huh?" Dazai's expression froze suddenly, and after a pause his smile became more sincere, "Ah, of course, two percentage points is not bad. I propose personally, if the Atobe Zaibatsu is willing to share in certain channels Open the door to Hong Kong gangsters... What do you think the leader?"

"Dazai-kun's proposal can be regarded as a solution. The dusk will be handed over to the armed detective agency, and the loneliest night will be handed over to the port mafia." Mori Ogai seemed to think of something, lowered his eyes and his emotions were unclear, but the smile on the corner of his mouth made people feel hairy of.

"Kachacha." Luanbu threw the last few potato chips into his mouth, put down the packaging bag and opened his green eyes, "The detective agency seconded."

The handsome middle-aged man next to him put his hands in the cuffs of his kimono as if he was doting on a child, without expressing any opinions.

This is where the video comes to an abrupt end.

"Grandpa wanted to cooperate with the Yokohama organization mainly because Sakuragu Yoichi wanted to make a move. His old man will be very angry this time."

"Grandpa has worked hard." I looked down at my palm with a guilty conscience, as if I could see a flower from it.Dazai's life in the future doesn't seem to be easy. Are we going to elope to the end of the world?

"This man named Osamu Dazai can't wash away his black resume, do you understand?" Keigo Atobe had a serious expression, his smoky purple eyes were slightly squinted, and the tear mole under the corner of his eye was very oppressive.

"Know a little bit?"

In fact, there is more than one point. In retrospect, although Dazai never took the initiative to say anything to me, his behavior and handling of things are all clearly revealed.

"Boom!"

Keigo Atobe knocked on my forehead with a loud chestnut, and the sound was clear and crisp, and it was ripe when I heard it, ah no, it hurt when I heard it.He looked at me with hatred: "I don't agree!"

"Cousin~Cousin Jingwu~Brother!!"

I hugged Keigo Atobe's arm and acted like a baby, trying to get him to vote for me and Dazai.As a result, halfway through acting coquettishly, he pushed him far away, and I made a miserable sound that made him tremble in fright.

"Be normal for my uncle."

"Cousin, listen to me, Dazai is very kind to his friends, good-looking and obedient, smart..."

"Huh?? Are you kidding me?"

Before I finished my hypocritical rainbow fart, I was interrupted by Keigo Atobe, and I looked at him with a silly smile and pretended to be stupid.

Atobe Keigo was amused by my stupidity, he ruffled my hair: "... Forget it, do what you want to do, grandpa, then I will help you hide it for the time being."

With my messy hair on my head, my eyes shine brightly: "Brother, do you agree?"

Keigo Atobe patted my head coldly: "It's okay to fall in love, we'll talk about it later."

"Okay." I thought for a moment, and reluctantly agreed.As a tactic to delay the attack, whoever causes troubles will be resolved, and these messes will be handed over to Dazai.

"It's not okay, it's good."

"Oh, good cousin~" I handed Keigo Atobe's mobile phone to him in a fawning manner, "Brother, which little genius took the photo, your skills are good!"

"The training camp is in Yokohama this summer, and Yue Ren happened to see it when he went out to buy snacks."

"Oh~ that's it, then cousin, you...send me a copy?"

The lock screen has been changed, but my wallpaper hasn't been changed yet, this one is just right.