[Comprehensive] Martyrdom is not a good civilization

That's right, Dazai and I only have line friends, and we don't know the phone number or anything.

I clicked on the memo on my phone: "Boyfriend, tell me all your contact information, I will remember it well."

"all?"

"Mobile phone number, home address, etc."

"...Actually, if Ayako doesn't leave, there is no need for these."

"I still have to go to school, idiot."

I will be in the third year of junior high school when school starts in September, but I am still wandering around Yokohama and don't even want to go back. Sure enough, falling in love will affect my studies.

Dazai clicked the phone with his hands, the frequency was so high that I suspected he was writing a small thesis.

"All right."

Dazai handed me the phone, and his phone number and residential address were left in the memo, but the lock screen of the phone was changed beyond recognition.

The cat on the lock screen was replaced by Dazai with a photo of me and him holding "Disqualification in the World", on which two arrows were drawn with a gallery brush, marking boyfriend and girlfriend respectively.

However, "No Place in the World" turned into a mosaic inexplicably, and it looked like Dazai and I were holding something that shouldn't be there—the integration of the world is very good, it seems that the exam doesn't need to test these things, it's wonderful.

But really...

"So ugly!"

I turned on the lock screen in disgust, and found that the wallpaper was even more excessive. Dazai put his ugly photo of me on it.

"This is the first photo of me and Ayako together~"

"It's not that the photos are not good-looking. Your arrow is crooked and completely soulless."

I flipped through the gallery, there were photos taken today after I asked Dazai to change clothes when I was shopping for a tie, and there were photos of Dazai wearing black cat ears.

"Look at this one, it's not very good."

This was just taken on the pier in Yokohama. In the photo, Dazai stood behind me and held me in his arms. The warm orange light became the most beautiful background color.

My eyes are bent into crescent moons, the curled eyelashes cast light shadows, and the rabbit ears on the top of my head rub against Dazai's cheeks, he smiled without haze and his expression was so gentle that even the setting sun had to retreat three points.

"It's so pretty." I stared at Dazai's gentle smile on the photo in a daze, and the more I looked at it, the more I felt that my boyfriend was good-looking.

"...Little Ayako, I'm here." Dazai reached out to cover the phone screen, and rubbed his face in front of me.

"I know, I know~"

The plan is to go back tomorrow. I have to finish the sketches for the school season in advance. I can't rush to the deadline in the last few days of every month like the seniors.But I'm a bit reluctant to give up Dazai, and want to get bored with him for a while... Am I finally going to be the person I hate the most?

No, I want to become a career young woman!

I patted Dazai's arm, and said in a nostalgic tone, "Dazai, I..."

Dazai blinked his eyelashes, and said softly, "Little Ayako is leaving."

"Why leave, I want to go home..." I muttered softly, hugging Dazai's arm reluctantly.

Dazai was silent for a long time, I shook his arm lightly, and leaned my face against it to act like a spoiled child.

After a long time, Dazai pulled out his arm and put it around my shoulders, with compromising helplessness and shallow satisfaction in his voice: "Little Ayako is really cunning."

"Not as good as you."

On the way back home in silence, Dazai seemed to become more clingy, as long as he raised his head, his gaze would definitely fall on me.

In the small bathtub on the coffee table in the living room, the black sauce was bubbling comfortably. Dazai barely paid attention to it, and would always think of feeding it a meal or two of fish food every day.

On the wall are the fox masks and rabbit masks that Dazai bought during the fireworks festival, and they are tightly nestled together, adding a bit of vitality to the blank walls.

Put the newly bought clothes into the closet, and make room for the furisodes worn by the fireworks festival.It is too blank here, and I have left many imprints of my life in just a few days.

"By the way, Mr. Sakaguchi, he..."

Sakaguchi Ango doesn't know what's going on now, as one of Dazai's few friends, I hope he will be fine.His disappearance seems to involve many interests, and Dazai has already answered several calls.

Dazai's eyes froze in the air for a while, and he comforted me with cold eyes: "Ango... Xiaoyako, don't worry."

Don't worry, your expression is not like this at all.I sighed silently in my heart and didn't continue to ask.

"Aren't you busy?"

"Little Ayako is leaving, I want you to see me before you fall asleep, and you can still see me when you wake up tomorrow morning."

——Whether you close your eyes or open them, you can only see me.

"Okay, I'll wash up and sleep right away."

It's still early and it's still not dark, but in order to prevent Dazai from going to work until midnight, I'd better go to bed early.

I was lying on the tatami, Dazai looked at me, I could feel his focused gaze when I closed my eyes.I pulled the quilt up to cover half of my face, and asked in a low voice, "Can I have a bedtime story for my boyfriend today?"

The indoor curtains were drawn, leaving only a small light.

Dazai thought for a moment and took out the "Complete Suicide Manual", flipping the pages: "Jumping off buildings and cliffs to commit suicide does not hurt. There is no pain..."

Okay, after Black Fairy Tale, my boyfriend started to teach me about suicide methods.I closed my eyes and waited peacefully for sleepiness to strike, but the more I lay down, the more awake I became.

"Wait a moment."

"Ok?"

"Jumping off a building or something, you never thought about it before."

"...No." Dazai showed a standard smirk, forcibly skipped the jump, and started reading another chapter.

"You said you didn't believe me anymore, points will be deducted for deceiving people."

I closed my eyes again, and the thin light fell on the eyelids, and I felt the gray world after the eyeballs were covered.Dazai's voice was clear, and he read slowly and leisurely.The boring and creepy death data spit out from his mouth, it was actually a little warm at this moment.

The scent of shampoo rubbed against the soft quilt, and the breath smelled fresh, and the sound of breathing gradually became lighter, and I fell into a deep sleep.

The next day—

I woke up early, and Dazai was sleeping next to me in a suit.As Dazai said, what I saw when I opened my eyes was him.

Dazai's body smelled of gunpowder smoke, and his sleeping position was cute, with his face slightly sideways towards me and one hand on the side of his face. He was pressed against the quilt, and I could only turn over and get up from the other side.

Only when Dazai is sleeping with his eyes closed, can I feel the boyishness befitting his age from him.I lifted the quilt to cover Dazai, he blinked twice, rubbed against the quilt, stretched out his hand to grab my hand, and kissed lightly on the inside of my wrist.

"Do not you sleep?"

"Little Ayako is leaving, I can't sleep."

"It's not like we won't see each other again. We will arrive soon from Tokyo to Yokohama by Shinkansen. We can meet each other on weekends."

I sat on the tatami, Dazai turned over and put his head on my lap, he looked up at me: "Little Ayako won't come to Yokohama for now."

"Huh? Don't want to see me?"

"It's just dangerous recently."

"Okay, I understand." I thought for a while, stroked Dazai's hair and readily agreed.

"Little Ayako agreed so straightforwardly." Dazai squinted his eyes and rubbed against my abdomen, trying to tuck himself into my arms.

"Aren't you coming to find me?" I narrowed my eyes dangerously, seeing Dazai's tone dare not let me come to him, and he won't come to me?

"Little Ayako~"

I didn't care about Dazai's coquettishness, and mercilessly grabbed a lock of hair on the back of his head, and pulled it vigorously: "Say it clearly."

"I have to prepare well to chase Xiao Lingzi again. The probationary period has been so painful."

Dazai buried his face and I couldn't see his expression, his tone was light and normal, but I felt that he was trying to hide what he wanted to do from me.

"I lied, ten points will be deducted!"

"Only one point is added each time, and ten points are deducted each time. Am I now negative?"

"Negative numbers are cruel..." I put down Dazai's hair, lowered my head and whispered in his ear, "Congratulations, Mr. Dazai—your girlfriend's favorability has been cleared, please try again."

Dazai sat up, there was something deep in his eyes, and a faint light appeared in his pupils: "Then, may I kiss you, my girlfriend whose favorability is zero?"

"Eh, can you?"

I turned my cheek to the side, feeling a little puzzled, why did Dazai suddenly get up like a gentleman, and even greeted him before kissing?

Dazai clasped the back of my head with one hand, turned my face to him, and gently pressed it against my puzzled eyes.

Nostrils mixed together, and an ambiguous atmosphere spread in the room, and the half-opened curtains by the window swayed slightly with the breeze.

I widened my eyes in shock and stretched out my hand to Dazai's chest, subconsciously wanting to resist.Dazai pressed hard on the back of my waist with his hand, and I fell on top of him following his movements.

"Well……"

Dazai leaned on the quilt like a big cat holding the meat in its mouth and robbing the air in its lungs.

My heart was beating wildly, and I was fascinated by Dazai's iris eyes and fluttering eyelashes. Dazai withdrew his hand from the back of my head and gently covered my eyes.The eyelashes brushed against his palm, and I felt a slight sense of humidity and heat.

The lack of oxygen made my brain stunned, and suddenly, he left.The coolness tore away from the corner of his mouth and pulled into thin filaments.

I panted heavily: "Hoo hoo... um!"

Covered by the soft and moist touch again, the hands on the back of the waist became hot, and I tightened the clothes on Dazai's chest tightly.

The breeze flows in the room, and the passage of time seems to lose its meaning.

The author has something to say: Kiss me! !Ha ha ha ha! (slapping the table and laughing wildly

Angels for the next article, please help me choose a name for the article~

1. Today, I am also rushing for favorability

2. Self-cultivation of scum girls

3. I became a scumbag for favorability

4. Humble scum girl, online courtship

If you can, please give me a number while commenting, I love you o(≧v≦)o

↓ Copywriting: I, Uyuki, am the cutest piranha in Ten Thousand Flowers Valley, the pitiful little girl in the palm of the black mud cadre, the first love of Mr. Hat, the money substitute for the black-haired big cat, and the thieves group. The member's favorite group pet is...

It's a ball!Still let people live?

Mao Xuexing looked at his blood bar that was slowly falling, and used the new skill he just got to keep turning the pen to increase blood.

However, forced by life, Uyuki was incapable of resisting and had to shake his hands and grab the corners of the killers above—I beg you, please increase your favorability, your hands are about to break!

What should I do if a target with a full favorability value suddenly appears in the Otome game? !Wait online, hurry up!

The black mud cadre showed a kind smile——

Mr. Hat holds the hat on his head——

The big black-haired cat squeezed the pin in his hand——

The thief lifted his bangs to reveal the inverse cross on his forehead——

Luckily: Counseling into a ball.jpg

So in order to survive, Mao Xuexing had no choice but to step into the realm of scum girls.In fact, I didn't want to at first, but...it's really exciting to run after teasing!

Q: What kind of experience is it like to sit at home and be in debt to heaven?

A: Thank you for your invitation.

Probably wishing to split myself into eight pieces, one for each of them, and leave one piece for my own experience at the end :)