[Comprehensive] Martyrdom is not a good civilization

"Feel sorry."

Dazai walked over and stuffed the rabbit into my arms.

The girl stamped her feet and ran away in embarrassment, covering her face and complaining to her friend not far away.

"got rejected……"

"Keiko is so good, there will be better ones!"

Was it the one who struck up a conversation with Dazai?

The big rabbit in my arms became a little hot, I looked up at Dazai: "Don't you want to die in love with the beautiful lady, just now was a good opportunity?"

Dazai patted the rabbit's head in my arms, blinked innocently: "I think Xiao Lingzi is the prettiest today."

The arms holding the rabbit tightened, and I secretly made up my mind...

"It's impossible to praise me and die in love with you." I refused without leaving room, but the corner of my mouth couldn't help but smile.

Gray Rabbit stood on the bridge with me and Dazai, which is the best place to watch the fireworks bloom.

The bridge was crowded with pedestrians in bathrobes. Everyone looked forward to the dark night sky, and the smiles on their faces were very contagious.

Dazai stood beside me, blocking most of the passing crowd.The fireworks are placed on the boat not far from the bridge, and this is the closest place where the fireworks bloom.

"Shhhhhh!"

"boom!"

The streamer of fireworks exploded from the horizon, and has been across the sky, setting off gorgeous fireworks in the high night sky.

The sound of fireworks exploding was deafening, and I held the rabbit in both hands before reaching out to cover my ears.

"Bang! Bang!"

The ear-cracking sound became dull the moment it was transmitted to the brain, and my ears were covered with both hands. I raised my head, and Dazai looked at me quietly and smiled.

Dazai's kite-colored eyes were illuminated by fireworks, and the fire reflected from his eyes was even more dazzling than the ones in the night sky.

I looked into Dazai's eyes without blinking.

Dazai didn't meet my eyes for too long, he pressed my ears uncomfortably and turned my face to the fireworks in the sky.

I watched the fire pouring down, the fireworks reflected on the water surface, and the carp in the water floated up unwilling to be lonely, blowing bubbles and kissing the water surface lightly.

The fireworks are beautiful, and everyone stops quietly for fear of disturbing the rare view.There are men and women holding hands and snuggling, and some families are holding their children and smiling happily.

And with Dazai covering my ears, I am no longer alone.

The fire dissipated quickly, but clusters of larger fireworks exploded immediately after.

The night sky is beautiful, but now I want to see Dazai's expression more.

I turned my face slightly, and my gaze swept over Dazai's skirt and landed on his face.What I saw was not his profile, but his focused eyes looking at my eyelashes trembling slightly.

Dazai was not watching the fireworks, but just staring at me.His slender and thick eyelashes fluttered slightly at me, like a fragile butterfly walking through the rain, shaking off the water droplets and staying on my shoulder.

Dazai and I exchanged glances, turned our faces back to the fireworks, and refocused on my face in the next second as if to cover up.

With one free hand, I gently grabbed Dazai's skirt, and he lowered his head in confusion.I took Dazai's right hand from his ear, and I stuffed the rabbit in his hand.

The roar of the fireworks after the palm was removed became clear again, and I raised my hand and pressed it to Dazai's ear.

The fireworks exploded, sparks fell into Dazai's eyes, and his iris-colored pupils swayed slightly.

Dazai let go of the rabbit's hand, and the gray rabbit fell pitifully from between us and hit the ground with its head down. He stretched out his hand to cover my ears again.

"Shh! Bang bang!"

The golden streamer falls on us, the beautiful illusion of the world.Being in the fire, time goes by both fast and slow at this moment.

Dazai and I stood on the bridge stupidly covering each other's ears for half an hour, and I didn't realize it until the fireworks burned out—since the rabbit had already been dropped on the ground, we could cover our own ears, so why waste so much energy.

"Dazai, you are so stupid!"

"Little Ayako is."

I bent down to pick up the gray rabbit on the ground, patted off the dust and carried it back into my arms.

Dazai is relaxed, except for the fox mask on his head, is he missing something?

"Dazai, where's the black sauce?"

"Black sauce?"

"The little goldfish I caught for you, you won't throw it away, will you?" I smiled kindly, as if I would kill you if you dared to throw it away.

"The black sauce is here."

Dazai took out the plastic bag containing the goldfish from the inner pocket of the yukata, he sealed the plastic bag, and the little goldfish black sauce was spitting bubbles inside.

"Hei Jiang, you are a bit miserable."

I poked the plastic bag, and the goldfish flicked its tail and splashed water as if responding to me.

Dazai waved the plastic bag childishly, knocking the goldfish black sauce out, so he bought a small fish tank, tore open the plastic bag and poured the goldfish into it.

"Little Ayako, do you think this goldfish will remember me?"

"I don't think so. A goldfish only has seven seconds of memory. Even if you buy it a home, it won't remember you."

"So fickle."

"Let's go! My feet are so tired." I hammered Dazai's back, telling him not to stare blankly at the black sauce. It's a pity that this fish fell into his hands.

As for who caught the poor goldfish?That's not the point.

The most attractive thing about the Fireworks Festival is the various fireworks. Now that the fireworks are over, it is time to go home.

The room was empty, and Dazai and I had a huge dispute over who should sleep on the tatami.

There are two guest rooms in a big house, but this idiot left the guest room empty, not to mention the tatami mats, and even the extra quilts!

"Dazai, it's really not easy for you to live to this age."

"Then Xiao Lingzi is with me, I always feel that Xiao Lingzi is more at ease in sight."

I sat on my knees and watched Dazai roll 360 degrees on the tatami, lost in thought.

Regardless of whether I like him or not, Dazai is definitely out of his possessive desire for friends.What is in sight, are you the cat staring at the shit shoveler going to the toilet?

I covered my face helplessly: "I'm a girl, Dazai."

"What's the matter, it's not that I haven't slept before." Dazai tucked his face under the pillow, only showing his forehead and eyes, whispering.

"...Get up, I want to sleep here."

Dazai is now as clingy as a begging cat.

"No."

"The very considerate Dazai from before, no, where is Mr. Dazai?"

"Now only Dazai is left, and Mr. Dazai was eaten by Ayako."

"I'm going to take a shower."

"……Oh."

Dazai was stunned for a moment, quickly got up from the tatami, and left in a panic.

A little fun to tease?

I hummed a song and soaked in a good mood, while thinking about how to tease an unenlightened fool.

I got up wrapped in a towel to find that my pajamas had been thrown in the washing machine.So now I am in a miserable situation, and I finally snatched the pajamas that the tatami mats paid for.

I opened the door and shouted to him through the crack: "Dazai, do you have pajamas?"

"Little Ayako, let's go to the closet and have a look."

I tilted my head and saw Dazai sitting idly on the sofa peeling mangoes, the fruit knife was shaken twice casually, and the mangoes had already been peeled, lying quietly on the fruit plate.

"You have a hand, Dazai!"

"Xiao Ayako can come and eat after changing her clothes~"

"okay!"

I closed the door and hopped to the closet, rummaging back and forth, except for the cat pajamas I bought for Mini Dazai, I saw almost nothing but white shirts and black suits.

Dazai's spiritual life is really lacking. Apart from working, occasionally going to the bar to drink with Oda Zuo and others, is there nothing else to study new methods of suicide?

Speaking of which, that Lupine bar...

I took out the shirt without the label and put it on the only big pants. The waist of the pants was a little loose. I rolled the waist inward, and it was not a big problem.

I ran to the living room, took a bite of the mango meat that Dazai had stuck on the toothpick, and squinted my eyes happily: "Dazai! The Lupin bar you mentioned before, when will you be free?" Shall I get to know you?"

Dazai wiped the mango juice on his fingertips, and showed an indescribable expression: "Underage is not allowed to enter."

"You are not an adult now, why can't I?"

I complained angrily and bit off the pulp.

Dazai straightened the fruit with a toothpick, and the fruit plate was pushed in front of me, and he stabbed me in the heart with a smile on his face.

"Because Xiaoyazi's wine quality is very poor."

"..."

I stopped biting the mango, and a drop of mango juice spilled from the corner of my mouth.

It seems that there is such a thing... Last time I drank some red wine, but Dazai was disqualified from taking a photo with Renjian and asked him to help me write the Chinese paper?

Although the phone is not with me, but that photo is still in my photo album.

"...I just want to go and have a look." I muttered without confidence, reaching out my hand to drop the mango juice.

Dazai squeezed my fingers, pulled out a tissue and wiped the mango juice from the corner of my mouth.

Dazai threw the paper balls into the trash can, and sighed helplessly: "It's okay if Ayako really wants to go, but drinking is not allowed."

"Okay, I don't drink!"

The tatami was occupied by me alone, and Dazai was nestled on the sofa covered with his black coat.

I was a little excited at the thought of going to the bar. I didn’t have the chance to get access to these “bad boys” standard equipment in Internet cafes, game halls and bars, and I didn’t dare to go there with no friends around.

Will bars have handsome bartenders and a dance floor full of demons like in TV shows?

I rolled around on the tatami and couldn't fall asleep excitedly, and finally decided to harass Dazai with my pillow in my arms.

The light in the living room was turned off, the curtains were half drawn, and the silvery moonlight fell on the floor like a layer of sugar.The black coat covered Dazai's body, and he slept comfortably with one hand on his head.

I sat on the floor with my pillow in my arms, and gently pulled his hair out: "Dazai, are you asleep?"

Dazai turned over and turned his face to me, he closed his eyes and spoke in a breathy voice: "I'm asleep."

I waved in front of Dazai's tightly closed eyes: "You're not asleep, get up and chat with me."

Dazai pulled down my hand, buried his face in my palm and rubbed it: "I fell asleep..."

"No, don't sleep!" I pulled out my hand and pinched Dazai's nose, now I am bored to death without TV or mobile phone.

"Are you suffocating? Ayako can pinch it a little longer." Dazai's voice was nasal, and he crossed his hands on his stomach in a peaceful gesture.

"I'm so bored, Dazai, it's only ten o'clock, why don't you watch the game with me?"

Ten o'clock is the exciting time for night owls, and there is no entertainment here.

"Little Ayako is so restless." Dazai took off his coat, took out his mobile phone, opened the video player software and stuffed it into my hand. He patted my head, "Good boy."

"I'm not restless, don't you see that the black sauce didn't sleep either?"

The fish tank is placed on the coffee table, with a few decorative colored stones on the bottom, and the goldfish in black sauce swims slowly back and forth in it.

"The memory of the black sauce is only seven seconds, and it doesn't even remember whether it slept or not. Little Lingzi is too difficult for a fish."

Dazai pulled me up from the floor and sat on the sofa, sat up and leaned over to watch the phone with me.

"what is this?"

"This year's new show "My Hero Academia", I didn't expect Dazai to have it here." I smiled mysteriously at Dazai, and swiped the progress bar to the screen where Aizawa Shouta appeared, "Look, Aizawa Sanzo is Not super handsome!"

Dazai looked at my excited look and was silent for a while, the expression on his face was gloomy under the light of the phone screen: "Change to another one, or sleep."

"Well, you have the final say."

I switched to the little milk cat video, stared at the screen and smiled.

"Silly."