[Comprehensive] Martyrdom is not a good civilization

When I came back with the cake box, it was already dark, the street lights in the community were turned on, and I could see a few moths fluttering upwards when I looked up.

I stroked Dazai's hair, and he turned to face me with the back of his head.

"Actually, fluorescent green is quite nice, Mr. Dazai, please don't be angry!"

Dazai seemed to be hurt by my words, his face was buried in my hair, and he acted very closed.

"...not green."

"Okay, besides green, there are other colors, pink, colorful..."

"Wow!" "Wow!"

Before I could finish speaking, I was interrupted by two dog barks.The source of the sound came from an alley not far away, and the two dogs barked one after another, heart-piercingly one after another, as if they were arguing.

"Ah, I hate dogs, let's go, Ayako." Dazai's voice was lazy, with a bit of lazy sleepiness.

"Are you sleepy, Mr. Dazai?"

"A little bit, little Ayako is so comfortable when she smooths her hair."

Oh, it seems that the skills I have learned from petting cats are also useful on Dazai's head.

"I can't sleep now, I'll sleep after eating the cake!"

When I got home, I put the cake on the dining table.

There are only me and Dazai, so I only bought six-inch small cakes.Strawberries topped with sauce look appetizing on top of the cream.

Dazai walked around the cake, full of interest in the cake that was taller than him.

I went to the room to find a Barbie doll's crown, which was just the right size for Dazai's head.

Dazai took the crown in his hand and twirled it around, with a disgusted expression on his face: "It's so ugly."

"Don't try to hide it secretly, it's obviously very beautiful."

I lit a candle and stuck it on the cake, and when I turned around, I saw Dazai standing on the paper box on the table, trying to stuff the crown into it.

"Okay." Dazai pouted and threw the crown back.The crown is worn crookedly, and Dazai seems to fall off when he lowers his head, which looks a bit cute.

"The candles are lit. I'll turn off the lights later, Mr. Dazai, and make a wish. I'll sing you a birthday song."

"Will my wish, Ayako, be fulfilled?"

"Birthday wishes won't work if you say them out, and it's not for me, Dazai-san."

Turn off the lights, and the dim candlelight flickers.The little Dazai stood in front of the cake and made a wish with his eyes closed. Under the warm yellow light, the black around him became very soft.

"Happy Birthday to you..." Before the birthday song was finished, Dazai made a wish and looked up at me. His iris eyes, which usually look too cold, became warm under the candlelight.

Dazai didn't blink his eyes, I felt uncomfortable being watched by him, and I almost sang the birthday song out of tune.

"Okay! Dazai-san blows out the candles!"

I pushed the paper box in front of the cake and let Dazai climb onto the box stepping on my hand.

"Whoo~"

The cake is not big. For the sake of beauty, I inserted number candles, one one and one eight.

The candlelight tilted to one side under the air blown by Dazai, and after he stopped blowing, it quickly straightened up, shaking slightly from side to side without any intention of extinguishing it.

Dazai was confused: "Huh?"

I suppressed a smile and lightly poked Dazai, being so small only made me want to bully him.

"Mr. Dazai took a deep breath and blew hard on the candle wick."

"call--"

The candle flickered twice, this time it was even more excessive, the flame burned straight up.

"Pfft ha ha ha ha! Mr. Dazai is so cute!" I finally couldn't help laughing out loud, stretched out my finger and snored twice on Dazai's head.

"Little Ayako!" Dazai reached out and touched a piece of cream on the side of the cake, jumped up and smacked it on the back of my hand.

You are confused, you are cute anyway!

If it was that Kuma Dazai, I might be angry.But now that he is so small, no matter what he does, he will automatically put on a cute filter, so he can't be angry at all.

"Mr. Dazai blow it again, this time I will blow the candle with you!"

Dazai sat cross-legged on the paper box, striking with a puffy face: "I'm angry, so I won't blow it."

stamp--

I poked Dazai once and turned his face away from me, so I picked up the cream on the back of my hand and put my fingers next to Dazai's face.

"Really angry?"

"Humph!"

Hearing my question, Dazai turned to face me and snorted, rubbing his cheek against the cream.

Whoa!cute!

Dazai bounced from the cardboard box onto my arm, and finally onto my shoulder.

"What are you going to do, Dazai-san?"

"revenge!"

I was just about to ask you how such a small bird can get revenge, Dazai hugged my face and rubbed all the cream on his face to me.

The sweet and creamy smell penetrates the nostrils, and the air is joyful.

"Okay, Ayako and I will blow out the candles!"

"Mr. Dazai really doesn't suffer at all."

I held Dazai in my arms and blew out the candles with him, carefully picking away the candle tears falling on the cake, I dug out the most beautiful piece and put it on the cake plate for Dazai.

Dazai stood beside the cake pan, comparing the size of the cake with his own height: "It's so big."

I want to press Dazai's face on the cream just around the corner. For his birthday's sake, I have to be kind.

"Mr. Dazai, I'll feed you!"

I poked Dazai's flat stomach in a black suit, wondering if it would bulge into a ball after eating.

Dazai held my fingertips, with a soft smile on his face: "Little Ayako, please be gentle~"

I felt my heart beating wildly for a moment, and I really wanted to pick up Dazai and rub him violently.

If Dazai has been this small, I can raise him, really!I can! !

I put a fork on the cake and covered my face: "Mr. Dazai, don't act like a baby, you are so lethal now."

Dazai tilted his head and was very puzzled: "Acting like a baby? Xiao Lingzi wants to be hugged~ Is that so?"

"...No! I mean just like that!"

Now it's not acting like a baby, you're squeezing your throat to threaten me, right?I moved my hand covering my face, and the cream that Dazai had rubbed on my face was stained with my hand.

"Just now...? I didn't act like a baby."

"Then Dazai-san, take it as my compliment."

I took out the napkin and wiped off the remaining cream on Dazai's face, and wiped off the cream on my palm by the way.

He ate the cake, made his birthday wish, and listened to the birthday song. It was barely a complete birthday for Dazai.

I tidied up the mess on the dining table and saw that it was already ten o'clock, and it was almost time to tidy up a place for Dazai to sleep.

"Mr. Dazai, the quilt in the guest room was dried not long ago, do you sleep there?"

"I want to be with Ayako."

"But there is a big rabbit doll on my bed, so there is no place for Mr. Dazai to sleep."

Dazai dares to sleep but I dare not, if I turn over and crush him in the middle of the night, who is to blame for this murder?I can deeply remember the stupid way I kicked Dazai's stomach when I woke up in the mental hospital bed.

"Little Ayako~~"

Dazai called my name a thousand times, I gave him a disgusted look: "I can give you a drawer."

I opened the drawer of the nightstand, and there were some odd trinkets and a pack of wet wipes inside.I emptied out the drawer and put in the little barbie doll bed I bought as a kid.

The small bed is pink, the curtains are purple, the mattress on the small bed is very soft, and there are intricate patterns of lace around it, the overall look is very dreamy.

I folded my handkerchief and put it on the small bed as a quilt, and Dazai stood on the bedside table the whole time, acting like a melon-eating crowd.

"Are little girls' toys so amazing?"

"Yeah, Mr. Dazai couldn't experience the happiness of girls before, but now he can!"

"Dangdang!" I took out the doll's white cotton nightgown from behind, the size was just right for Dazai.

Dazai looked at me with cold sweat on his face: "It's enough for little Ayako to experience the happiness of a girl..."

"Actually, I can hold down the little cutie standing on the bedside table, take off his clothes and change him with my own hands, what do you think Mr. Dazai?" I smiled evilly and shook the little skirt on my hand.

The skirt has no waist, and the fabric is soft pure cotton, so it should be comfortable to wear and sleep.

Dazai lay flat on the spot on the bedside table, with a calm expression on his face: "Come here, cutie is waiting for you."

My hand holding the little skirt froze slightly, and I took a deep breath and my blood surged: "Then I'm here! Little cutie!"

I grabbed Dazai's tie directly, and my hands trembling slightly as I unbuttoned it.

Dazai's expression gradually stiffened with my movements, and I saw that the base of his ears were a little red.

Ehe?All of a sudden, my hands didn't shake and my heart stopped beating. I felt relieved that Dazai was more embarrassing than me.Just undress the doll, psychological burden?nonexistent!

I took off Dazai's suit jacket, eager to unbutton his shirt, to see if Dazai's bandages were covering his whole body or just his limbs.

"and many more!"

Dazai pressed against my fingertips, his kite-colored pupils looked up and down but didn't look at me, a rare panic appeared on his face.

Contrary to Dazai's expression, my face was full of joy.I lifted the purple curtain on the little bed and tucked the little skirt inside.

"The nightgown is on the bed, I'll prepare bath water for you first."

Dazai turned over and sat up, with a blank expression: "...Oh."

I found out the small bath tub I bought for Barbie before, um, it was still pink.

Suddenly I found that I seemed to be obsessed with pink when I was a child, and many toys and clothes were pink.

I put a layer of absorbent paper on the bedside table, and put the two small bathtubs filled with water on it.

Dazai hugged his suit jacket, the reddishness around his ears hadn't faded, his iris-colored eyes turned around following my movements, wondering what he was thinking.

I found a few unused small caps, washed them and filled them with shampoo and shower gel.

"Mr. Dazai, the water in this one is a bit hot. You can wash it in another small bathtub first. We still have bowls after the water is not enough!"

"I see, thank you, Ayako."

"Hmm~"

After a lot of tossing and turning, I finally got into the bed smoothly. I hugged the big rabbit and looked at Dazai in his nightgown.

Dazai was very thin, and the white long-sleeved nightgown was unexpectedly harmonious on him, and the white bandage wrapped around his neck gave him a fragile beauty.

"Mr. Dazai looks so good in this dress!"

"Little Ayako, I want to take revenge~"

"Slightly slightly slightly, let me wear a small skirt, I'm not afraid."

I rolled on the bed a few times without falling asleep, and a very serious matter flashed in my mind——Dazai, where can I go to solve my physical problems?

"Mr. Dazai..."

"Ok?"

"Are you in need of a shit shoveler, Mr. Dazai? Hold on, I'll go next door to borrow cat litter tomorrow morning."

"...Toilet, I can."

"But!"

"Little Ayako, sleep."

"Oh."

It was late at night, and the little lamp beside the bed was on alone, and I fell into a deep sleep.

And Dazai's eyelashes fluttered slightly and his eyelids lifted, revealing his dark pupils. The iris-colored pupils changed different colors under the light. He lifted the purple curtain and got up from the small bed.

Dazai walked barefoot to my pillow in a funny nightdress, and I slept peacefully with my face turned to him.

Dazai knelt on the pillow, his eyes were so dangerous that I even noticed them in my dream.

After a long time, Dazai stretched out his hand and hooked my uneasy eyelashes, then lowered his head and placed a light kiss on the eyelid.