[Comprehensive] Martyrdom is not a good civilization

I didn't sleep well that night. I woke up several times in my dream. I saw my mother's gentle and unchanging smile, Dazai's back and the cat meowing and showing a bloody mouth after being coquettish. These images collided and stirred up brain pain.

"Ring-ring--"

The ear-piercing bell rang, it was the unified wake-up bell of the hospital.

Really formulaic and prison-like.

I stood in the bathroom and straightened my hair. It seemed that there was still the scent of grass and trees on the woman's body when she looked in the mirror last night.

I like the fresh smell of grass and trees very much. I even bought a bottle of fragrance and sprayed it on my clothes occasionally, but now I just feel disgusted by the smell.

The pink nail polish in the drawer was knocked over on the tabletop. After a night, it had dried up, and a few white papers were soaked and stuck to the tabletop.

There is nothing left for the rest. If I didn't sleep well and was woken up, I probably wouldn't know the existence of this woman.

This woman is not a living person. The plaque on the back of her hand is a rotting corpse plaque, which is probably related to the gardener of the cherry blossom forest. As for why the dead can move, it is unknown.

You can exchange news with Oda at noon.

I poured cold water on my face, and when I was conscious, I closed the bathroom door to separate the fragrance of plants and trees.

"Sakura, this is the new trainee nurse."

The middle-aged female doctor who sent me here yesterday brought a man and a woman.

"Okay, I see."

"Okay, then you are busy."

A man and a woman are not strong in stature, the male nurse has a gentle face and a pair of exquisite phoenix eyes, and the female nurse has an ordinary appearance but an outstanding temperament.

"I'm Yinggu. There are three patients in total. You only need to be responsible for delivering food to them."

"Good doctor Yinggu, I'm Xiliu."

"I'm Nakama."

The two of them relaxed a lot after hearing my request, and introduced themselves to me politely.

"Here are the files of three patients, please take a good look at them." I took out the file and handed it to them, watching their expressions carefully.

Xiliu looked through the pages with focus and swift movements.Zhong Jian looked at it very carefully, and showed a novelty in describing the patient's symptoms.

Xiliu looked at me after reading the file: "Dr. Yinggu looks very young, which is really enviable."

It's normal to look young, I'm only 15 after all.No one questioned it before, I thought I looked very old...

I smiled and showed a standard social animal face: "Maybe it's my baby face. It was hard to find a job because of this face before."

"Doctor Yinggu is young, beautiful and a talented student. It's a shame to come to Baishui Mental Hospital."

I raised my eyebrows in my heart, but I still had a smile on my face and played Tai Chi with them: "The scenery here is nice and the work is easy, so I'm barely satisfied."

Are these two trying to side-talk my opinion of Whitewater Mental Asylum?

"You guys just came here today, so you can go around and familiarize yourself with the environment first."

"Good doctor."

Sending the two of them away, I had a vague premonition in my heart that maybe Oda Saku and I were on the opposite side of this group of people.

"Tuk Tuk."

The door of the office was open, and Odasaku frowned and knocked on the door: "Sakuraya, are you free now?"

"what happened?"

"There's something wrong with my new nurse." Odasaku's tone was firm.

"Ok?"

"Sakuraya, you mentioned the punishment game, so I am more concerned about the three new nurses. Their behavior is not right, and I can at least confirm that one of them is addicted to drugs."

"Okay, I see. My two new nurses here seem to be testing my views on the hospital. You should also pay attention."

"Yeah." Oda Saku nodded and left, coming and leaving in a hurry.

It was peaceful all day and into night.

"Doctor Yinggu, we will be on duty together tonight, and I secretly prepared some snacks."

Xiliu smiled very delicately, her facial features were not good-looking but very friendly.

"That's a blessing!"

The duty room is next to the nurse's desk, and next to the nurse's desk is the elevator.

When it comes to night duty, in fact, it is just to stay in the duty room for a while, and go back to the office to sleep before twelve o'clock.The hospital does not allow you to go out after midnight, and this door includes the door of the office. The requirement of being on duty at night is like a decoration.

I walked in the bright hallway, where it was quiet and no one could be seen, only the slight sound of electric current flowing slowly.

"You're here, doctor." Xiliu waved to me, wrapping her arms around my arms enthusiastically.

"Good evening, Xiliu!" I wanted to withdraw my hand, but my little finger twitched or let her wrap it around.

Xiliu began to beat around the bush, while I perfunctorily made up stories for her based on the information in the file.

"The orphanage I was in was actually haunted."

"Really?" Xiliu whispered in my ear with a surprised expression, "I heard that this hospital is also haunted, and someone has been sent in to investigate!"

"Investigate? To investigate a ghost story?"

Xiliu looked at me, as if he was looking at something.

I believed half of what she said, at least the so-called investigators sent in mostly referred to me and Odasaku.

So I relaxed my body and showed a curious expression: "Xiliu, don't be a fool, tell me about it?"

"Well, I'm just hearing it from hearsay and haven't heard any specific stories."

"That's it..." I showed a bored expression, and I didn't talk anymore because I was not interested.

If you don't give any good bait for the clichés, you deserve it.

Xiliu and I tested each other, and after getting the result we wanted, we both thought the other was a fool.

She ruled out her doubts about me and stopped provoking the conversation.And I also understand that their purpose is most likely to prevent Oda and I from investigating Baishui Mental Hospital.

It’s right to do it the other way around, temporarily set the goal to investigate the secrets of Baishui Mental Hospital, and then hand over the obtained information to the person who sent us.

Time moves slowly in silence, I looked up from the fairy tale book I picked up, and saw that the clock on the wall had stopped at twelve midnight for a long time.

"Xiliu, the time on the wall clock seems to be wrong."

Xiliu was dozing off with her chin propped up, she rubbed her cheeks: "Hmm...? When I first came to the duty room, I saw that the clock was still turning. It should be past twelve now, can I leave?"

"Well……"

"I'll go to the doctor first."

Before I could say that I should just sleep in the duty room, Xiliu walked out with unfinished snacks.

Fine.

There is a large glass window in front of the duty room, and the movement in the corridor can be seen clearly.

Um?what is that?

I saw a layer of black air pervading the ground, and there was a clear sound of heels falling on the ground, bringing out a burst of echo.

The soft-soled nurse shoes Xiliu wore would also make a dull slap sound, and the sound of the heels seemed to follow her behind——Xiliu's fast sound was fast, and Xiliu's slow sound was also slow.

Xiliu sensed something was wrong, her legs began to tremble while standing there, she turned slowly and looked at me sitting in the duty room, her pupils flickered, showing a cry for help.

I looked at Xiliu's hairy back, and suddenly a woman in a hospital gown appeared behind her, clinging to her.

My fingertips clenched into fists, and I felt like there was someone standing behind me.

I turned my head abruptly—huh, nothing.

Xiliu froze in place and did not dare to move, I sat in the duty room with lingering fear.

I took out a talisman paper from my pocket, and prepared to protect her after some hesitation.

"Bang! Bang!"

The sound of palms opening and banging on the door was heavy and heavy, and my hand holding the talisman paper shook.

"Ah!" A shrill and inhuman wail came out of Xiliu's mouth, as if it could tear his lungs apart.

"Wind Talisman—Guard!"

The spiritual power disappeared, and I saw the woman in hospital clothes easily tearing Xiliu into pieces, the blood mist floating in the air was quickly swallowed by the black air, and Xiliu's body was also annihilated.

Everything happened in a short moment. The stress response of my brain made me close my eyes subconsciously. I didn't even realize what happened. The woman in hospital clothes and Xiliu disappeared.

The woman in the hospital uniform didn't look at me the whole time. I hid in the duty room as if separated by an invisible glass cover.

Surrounding myself with chills all over, my goosebumps exploded, this place is really too exciting.

The duty room was completely quiet. I could hear my heart beating wildly and my rapid breathing.

"Tick-tock, tick-tock." The clock started to move again at some point, and I saw the hour hand rotate two times quickly and stay on the number two.

This wall clock has a mind of its own?

I was shocked, and even felt chills all over my body.

The final result, of course, was that I stared at the wall clock until dawn, my eyes were sore, and my whole body was terribly uncomfortable.

I pushed open the door of the duty room and prepared to go back to the office to rest.

"Miss Doctor, how were you doing last night?" Dazai sat on the chair in my office, resting his chin on a curious expression.

When I stay up late for a long time, my eye sockets will be red, and my eyes will be dry and easy to cry.

So I put on a pitiful face and said something I didn't believe myself: "It's pretty good...how did you think of asking this?"

Dazai's eyes lingered on my face for a moment: "I don't feel well. I woke up from the loud noise in the middle of the night and couldn't sleep at all."

"So?" I rubbed my eyes and yawned, mental and physical exhaustion made me want to send Dazai to sleep quickly.

"So please let me act with you, Miss Doctor! It feels like a lot of interesting things will happen."

My rabbit eyes met Dazai's starry eyes, and after a moment of confrontation, I finally nodded in compromise.

"Okay, you go back quickly, I want to sleep."

"Can I stay here, the ward is super boring!"

"...you look at my eyes."

"Rabbit eyes?"

"I think you want a pair of panda eyes." Tsk, Dazai is such a brat.

"Excuse me, Doctor Yinggu, Ward 618 needs a small amount of sedative, can you sign it?"

"Yes." I looked up after signing... Isn't this Xiliu?

The hand holding the signature pen froze, and my voice was dry: "Xiliu, when did you go back last night?"

When Xiliu heard my question, his expression was inexplicable: "It's twelve o'clock, the clock is broken, I think I'll go back after twelve o'clock, can't I?"

"Okay, go get busy."

The signature pen slipped from my hand and hit the table. My sleep-deprived brain was sluggish, and I just felt it was absurd.

The torn people appeared in front of me, did I fall into hallucinations, or did the people around me turn into "ghosts" who came back from the dead before I knew it?

"Miss Doctor, are you still asleep?" Dazai picked up the ballpoint pen and capped it, and poked the dazed me with the end of the pen.

"sleep!"

I don't care about anything else, sleep is the most important thing now.