[Comprehensive] Martyrdom is not a good civilization

The morning sun is as beautiful as ever, and there is a poetic sense of comfort floating in the air.

I sat up from the bed and woke up sleepy holding the quilt in a daze as usual.

The good thing I did last night rolled out of my mind, and I let out a low howl and buried my face in the pillow in shame.

Sakuraya Ayako, look what you did last night?

Letting Dazai take a photo with "Disqualification in the World" is fine, and let him write the Chinese test paper, what about your dignity as a top student?

Phew, is that what you do to your friends? !

I covered my head to express my deep remorse for my behavior and expressed a heavy apology.

Dazai won't block me and break up with me, will he?

The phone didn't receive any new messages, so I pressed the phone screen off like an ostrich.

I have to wash my face first to sober up, and apologize to him later.

I grabbed a handful of messy hair, bangs are a bit long and I can straighten them later.Ahhh upset, one of my few friends won't be wiped out by this messy operation.

No, Dazai only said that he will leave soon, so is he still there?

I threw the quilt and pillows on the bed, and I was still wearing the same dress from yesterday, the skirt was already crumpled.

I hurried to the living room, the pink plush rabbit slippers were running lively on the floor, Dazai left.

The two papers on the coffee table were carefully filled, and the handwriting was unexpectedly beautiful.

The Nendoroid is also gone, did Dazai take it away?

That shouldn't be too angry?

Send a direct message now or wait until later?

I let out a deep breath, the wrinkled skirt on my body was uncomfortable, so I went straight to the bathroom to take a bubble bath, and wake up my mind by the way.

When the water vapor came out, I heard the buzzing of the phone vibrating.

【Mr. Dazai: Is Ayako awake? 】

【Mr. Dazai: I was a little angry last night, so...】

【So what? ! 】

【I was wrong Mr. Dazai!It was me who was drunk, forgive your soulmate, woo woo! 】

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【Mr. Dazai: So I will keep this ugly photo of Ayako~】

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Dazai sent me a photo that I don’t know when he took it. In the photo, my eyes and eyebrows are wrinkled together, and my cheeks are puffed up.

Uh... it's pretty ugly.

[Wow!I will keep those two test papers well! 】

【Anyway... Thank you Mr. Dazai for your care yesterday. 】

[Okay, I know you're not angry, don't reply when you see this one, let me take back my shame quietly, thank you! ! 】

[Mr. Dazai: . 】

I decided to elevate Dazai's status in my heart to another level, and now it is tied with May!

I hummed a song and put the towel on top of my head, ready to go to the bookstore to find the old man after my hair dried naturally, and hand over my finished short story to him.

The old man's shop is open all week, and the opening time is very Buddhist, probably after nine o'clock in the morning and before he is ready to rest.

Everything seems to be going smoothly recently, small bubbles are steaming in my heart, and there is a crisp sound of beeping, and I watch the fresh lily on the coffee table and gently wipe my hair.

Count the clothes in the closet carefully, I want to dress decently to meet the old man.It is very sacred to be able to hand over the little stories I drew to the old man.I hope that even if he doesn't like it, he doesn't think I'm too presumptuous.

While I was thinking wildly, my hair was quickly wiped half-dry, and the slightly curly tails hung around my neck. I shook my head and put a dry towel under my hair.

I slid off the sofa and sat comfortably on the fluffy rug in a daze.

The water vapor evaporates from the scalp, and the weather is slightly hot now. The water vapor is wrapped in heat and radiates in the air, and the body seems to become lighter. I enjoy this process very much.

The house was very quiet. I put my head on the tea table and poked at the Chinese test paper.The sobriety I got up early was gradually lost in the comfortable atmosphere, and I yawned sleepily.

At this point, I should go out to exercise, but I just got out of the shower and came back sweating, which is too troublesome.

Oh hoo, I gave myself the perfect excuse to be lazy.

"Drip, drip, drip."

The phone rang - I glanced at it in bewilderment, it was from Ying Gu Yang Yi.I turned the phone upside down and pretended not to receive the call.

After all, they are father and daughter. It is impossible for this face-saving man to actually threaten me—at most, he will cut off my living expenses.Speaking of living expenses, I have never used the money he regularly transfers into my account every month.

The manuscript fee received by the magazine for the previous submission is put together with the New Year's money, which can be regarded as a rich little treasury.

After my mother left, all the funds in her hands were left to me. Maybe Dazai's actions yesterday inspired me. Now I don't panic at all and even want to see my father's distraught black face.

My phone buzzed and vibrated, and I tore the towel from my neck.

There were a few light brown hairs on the towel. The hairs were slender and fragile as if they would break if I pulled them. I twisted them and threw them into the trash can.

I spread my fingers to act as a comb to smooth out my hair. Although it is a very ordinary light brown hair color, I am quite satisfied with the smooth and unsplit texture of my hair.

The phone rang twice without intermission, followed by several text message notifications.

I straightened my hair and ignored it, got up and went to the closet to look for clothes.I deliberated and took out a pair of light blue overalls and a floral shirt from the closet.

After changing my clothes, I put up a perfect ball head in front of the mirror.

There are no bruises and dark circles under the amber almond eyes, and the skin is in good condition. I put some lotion on my face and looked in the mirror, but I was still not satisfied.

Obviously this outfit is already very energetic, why does it still look sickly.

I looked left and right suspiciously, and finally found that the reason probably lies in my lip color.

My lip color is very light cherry pink, and my skin tone is also fair, and I don't look energetic.

After discovering the key point, I suddenly realized that I took out the lipstick I bought and hadn't used a few times. The grapefruit color is very suitable for my skin.

The manuscript was carefully stuffed in a sealed bag, and I walked out the door with my bag on my back in a nervous mood.