[Comprehensive] Martyrdom is not a good civilization

The moon halo is erratic in the night sky, and its color is bleak.

I was a little depressed, the car was too cramped and suffocating, and the crowded subway was too irritating, so I just took Dazai on the bus.

Neon lights shine in the dark night of Tokyo, diluting the loneliness of the night.

I reported Chunqi Limo's safety, stuffed my phone into my handbag, and stared out of the window silently with my chin in my hand.

There was no one else on the last bus at night except me and Dazai. The driver drove slowly, and the shadows of the trees outside the window seemed to be waving to me like the claws of a monster.

When I was young, I was most afraid of empty rooms and dark nights that could not wait for dawn.

The excitement of alcohol over the brain has not yet passed, but the body is already sleepy.

"Gulu..." The sound of stomach growling was obvious.

Dazai covered his belly with an innocent smile: "Little Ayako, I'm hungry."

I thought back to the deserted apartment. Apart from a few dried out apples that I didn’t like to eat, there were only a few raw eggs left in the refrigerator: “Mr. Dazai, let me tell you that there are only instant noodles in the apartment.”

"Hey, can I use dish soap as seasoning?"

"Are you kidding, Mr. Dazai is not allowed to commit suicide in my territory." I narrowed my eyes, the smell of alcohol made me dizzy, and I just felt very uncomfortable hearing this sentence.

Dazai's eyes were dark, and there was a hint of teasing in his voice: "Then how will little Ayako stop me?"

"Of course it is to be knocked out and tied up. Anyway, Mr. Dazai will leave soon, so it doesn't matter if he is tied up for a while." I blurted out, with Dazai's body, my five-meter-long hemp rope can wrap him tightly. . "Speaking of which, the hemp rope I bought for self-defense has never been used..."

"Wow, is Ayako going to do something to me? I don't agree!" Dazai hugged his coat to his chest while I was looking at it, with an expression on his face that a good family would refuse to obey.

I suddenly had a magical idea in my mind, and I smiled: "Yes, not only will I do something to Mr. Dazai, but I will also make it unforgettable for you forever. Do you expect it?"

"Wow! I'm looking forward to it~" Dazai's voice was soft and elongated, with a wicked expression on his face. "Mr. Driver, please drive faster! Missy is in a hurry to go home!"

"Oh! Alright! Brother, take your girlfriend and sit down!"

"Eh?"

The driver is obviously a person with a story. He stepped on the accelerator, and the speed of the car suddenly soared from a small electric donkey hula to an electric motorcycle, stepping on the overspeed point and driving very fast.

I grabbed the back of the front seat, dizzy from Dazai's coquettish manipulation.

Dazai is used to it, sitting very calmly in his seat, and even smiled happily when he saw my embarrassed appearance.

I shook off my bangs and gave Dazai a glare.When you get home, make him look good!

No matter how fast the bus is, it cannot exceed the speed limit, but after the driver let himself go, he was stunned to drive on the flat asphalt road with the bumpy feeling of speeding on a country road full of gravel.

After getting off at the nearest stop to the apartment, I still had to walk for 5 minutes. With weak legs, I dragged Dazai's arm all the way and tossed and tossed for a while before I got home smoothly.

The drowsiness was gone, I rummaged through the box and stuffed a bucket of instant noodles to Dazai: "The hot water is in the kitchen, you make it yourself, I will show you a big baby after eating!"

"Can't you watch it now?" Dazai tilted his head while holding the instant noodle bucket.

"No, I'm afraid you won't be able to eat after watching it." Humph, go eat instant noodles with your curiosity.

"Little Ayako failed in her studies." Dazai Kaba Kaba blinked, looking pitiful.

I drank wine today, so I won't eat your set.

snort!

"Let's eat instant noodles in peace! I'll go back to my room." I made a face at Dazai, and walked back to my room excitedly stepping on my slippers.

The teacher assigned a lot of homework this week, especially the Chinese teacher—let us do a character analysis on Dazai Osamu, and write two reading comprehension test papers about Dazai Osamu.

Osamu Dazai's diehard fans are hammered!I couldn't help imagining the appearance of that Chinese teacher who is usually serious and not good enough, hugging Dazai's thigh tightly and calling him an idol.

Alas!terrible!

I shivered, this Dazai is not that Dazai, but I, Sakuraya Ayako, will have a hard time deciding on him tonight!

I folded the test paper and clipped two gel pens.

The Q-version Nendoroid made in the corner has been completely dried, and will be put into a dustproof box for Dazai to take away. It can be considered as a gift to the birthday star himself.

Hmm... I took down the hardcover Disqualification in the World from the bookshelf, I want Dazai to hold it and we take a photo together, take it out and worship each time before the exam.

What if the Chinese test paper happens to be chosen by the teacher in our class, the reading comprehension and composition will most likely have something to do with Osamu Dazai.

I smirked and walked to the living room with the books and test papers in my arms.

"What are you holding, little Ayako?" Dazai sat on the sofa after eating and drinking, he yawned and squeezed out moisture from the corners of his eyes, rubbing his eyes like a sleepy black cat.

"It's the big baby I want to show you!" I spread out the test paper on the coffee table, and put the disqualification in the world into Dazai's hand.

"No Place in the World"? Does Ayako want me to read the story to you?" Dazai took the hardcover book and flipped through a few pages.

"My life is full of shameful past..." Dazai began to read from the first letter, with a slow voice.

"Stop, stop! This is not the point!" I sat next to Dazai, "Mr. Dazai sit up straight!"

I took out the selfie stick and turned off the rabbit ear beautification in the camera software.

"What is Ayako going to do, take a picture?" Dazai was confused, but let me manipulate him without resistance.

"Hmm...it's about the same? Dazai-san, why don't you just smile!"

I tilted my head to adjust the angle of the camera.

"Well, is that so?" The corners of Dazai's mouth curled up slightly, revealing a kind smile of a frightened crying child.

I looked at the picture in the camera, my eyes were watery after the alcohol was on my head, sitting next to Dazai, he still showed this kind of smile, as if he had been kidnapped.

"Like me... Do you understand?" I put on a bright smile that I have studied for a long time when taking pictures with May, and motioned for Dazai to follow suit.

"Hmm... I can't laugh." Dazai sized me up for a while, and then showed a brilliant smile with a false curvature.

"Then I'll tickle you~"

"It's a pity, I am different from Ayako, I have no weaknesses at all." Dazai spread his arms to express that he has no dead ends in all directions, and there is no tickle.

"Tsk, let's change the way, don't laugh!"

"I'm listening to Ayako today." Dazai blinked, and cooperated with me quite nicely.

"Crack-"

So there was an extremely delicate-looking photo left in the phone—in the photo, Dazai and I had a serious face, as if we were owed something and never paid it back.Dazai was holding "No Place in the World" in his hands, looking bitter and bitter.

I am Dazai Osamu, and I speak for "No Longer Human".

Pfft, I backed up the photos and sent a copy to Dazai by the way.

"Collect it well, this is a moment to witness history."

"Then these?" Dazai put down the book, picked up a test paper from the coffee table and shook it.

The test paper rattled so weakly that it trembled pitifully in his hands.

"These are big babies, hehe." I handed Dazai a gel pen and started to giggle.

"Wow, do you want to write it all?" Dazai stared at the title, "From the above article, what kind of person is Dazai Osamu?"

"There are two test papers, one for you and one for me, isn't it great!"

"Actually I think..."

"Mr. Dazai... are you not satisfied with my big baby?"

"No, no." Dazai sighed, with a sad expression on his face, "Little Ayako, you're drunk."

"I'm not, I'm sober!" I firmly refuse to admit that I'm drunk, my consciousness is sober, at most it can be regarded as... what's that word called, slightly drunk?

Before Dazai could refute, I stood up from the sofa and ran back to the room with my slippers on, and took out the figure in the dustproof box.

I turned around and saw Dazai standing behind me, his expression was a little cautious.

"I haven't forgotten Mr. Dazai's birthday gift, how could I be drunk! Hurry up and apologize for my drinking!"

At that moment, I didn't know how to describe Dazai's expression, the alcohol fogged my vision, I just thought Dazai's smile was very pretty.

"Yes, my fault, I apologize."

I heard that there seemed to be a smile in his voice, which was extremely gentle.