[Comprehensive] Martyrdom is not a good civilization

I opened my eyes as sunlight fell through the half-closed curtains and into the room.

After a night's rest, even though the quality of my sleep was so poor that I was worried that I was not far from baldness, I got up with a clear mind and a clear mind.

After the matter is settled, I must sleep in the dark when I go home.

Thinking like this, I quickly washed up, took the unfinished bread from last night in my mouth, and took Xue Nai and Xun to the health room to find Dazai.

The door of the infirmary was wide open.

The indoor scene was very intense. Harumi Matsukura threw a teaching triangle at Hiroo Shirota's body. The knuckles of her fingers turned white.

Shirota's obese body was extremely flexible at this time, he ducked down and hid beside the table, and Matsukura's triangular ruler hit the table, making a deep mark.

No matter how he tried to dodge, Shirota's body was still unavoidably broken, he was panting heavily, and his tortured lungs were whining.

"Chunmei, let me go...ah! Didn't we agree..."

Matsukura's eyes were bloodshot and red, and saliva flowed from the corners of her mouth. She laughed lowly, not giving Hirota Shirota time to breathe, and rushed up quickly.

The faint smell of blood mixed with the smell of carrion on Songcang's body, as if he was in a slaughterhouse.

Dazai leaned against the slightly open window, smiling like a traveler who sees the flowers on the roadside, and words like a spell poured out of his mouth: "Yes, that's it, when you lose your qualifications to be a mother in the dim When he was struggling in the room, he wanted to leave you alone to suffer in the same place... What should he do at this time."

Matsukura let out an inhuman mournful roar, jumped up and pointed the sharp corner of the set square at Shirota Hiroo's lower body.

"Ahh-!"

Shirota Hiroo arched in pain and kept rolling on the ground. His forehead hit the table leg and cut a bloody wound. It seemed that the pain on his head could divert the pain from his lower body. While rolling, he kept pushing his head to the table leg. Hit.

The muffled sound of thud thud seemed to crack the skull, causing brains mixed with blood to flow all over the place.

Matsukura Harumi just woke up from the nightmare. She slid on the ground holding the triangle board, knelt down and wept with her hands covering her face.

"Ah, you're here." At this moment, Dazai greeted us briskly, as if he had just seen us.

"Mr. Dazai, is this a game of 'you come after me, if you catch me, I'll let you hehehe'?"

Dazai didn't care about my complaints at all: "Yeah, the waiting time is really boring, so as a teacher in the health room, I will help them relieve their psychological problems."

"..."

You are not counseling psychological problems, you are putting a knot in their psychological problems.

"The rest of the time will be handed over to Miss Xun and Miss Xue Nai."

After Xun left Xue Nai's body, Xue Nai lost the cover of her breath, and her sense of presence gradually became prominent.

They went straight to Shirota Hiroo and Matsukura Harumi.

I stood behind Xun and Xue Nai, and my voice was small so as not to disturb them: "Afterwards, Shirota will be sent to the police station. It is up to you to decide whether the crime is murder or assaulting a minor."

The two did not respond.

Dazai patted me on the shoulder, pushed me out of the health room, and the door closed behind me lightly.

With my back facing the health room, I could vaguely hear the screams and howls of men and women, as well as the voices of Xue Nai and Xun who seemed to be crying and laughing.

They vented the resentment and resentment in their hearts, and drew an unsatisfactory end to their beautiful youth that had been shadowed.

Dazai and I stood a little further away, I held on to the handrail at the stairway, looked at the bluer sky, and took a deep breath.

"Mr. Dazai, if you teach a course in the future - the art of language, please allow me to study it."

"My tuition is very expensive."

"Well... forget it then, I'm afraid it will be difficult for a stupid student like me to learn."

"Hey, Ayako, won't you hold on any longer?"

"I feel that Mr. Dazai's education of students should be very Spartan, I'm afraid."

"I will teach students according to their aptitude, and Spartan education is not suitable for little Ayako." Dazai suddenly became interested, and leaned in front of me to count carefully, "Ayako will be my first student, and I can learn anything I want Teach you!"

"For example, a hundred ways to commit suicide? How to correctly blame your partner?"

"...Little Ayako, you are so difficult to deal with."

During the time Dazai and I chattered, the voice from the infirmary gradually became smaller.

There was a choked cry like a child, and I looked at the clouds floating in the sky, and my heart seemed to drift away.

In this deformed world, Kaoru and Xue Nai exist in the darkest way. Whose fault is it?

"Crack." The door was pushed open.

Xue Nai and Xun came out with red eyes, their bodies swayed slightly, apparently in a bad state of mind, but their expressions were relaxed like I had never seen before.

"Is it over, ladies?"

"…Um."

Xue Nai rested her head on Xun's shoulder, and Xun responded in a low voice, "Please make everything public...thank you."

Dazai nodded, took out his mobile phone: "...that's fine, you guys come and get someone."

As Dazai expected, everything went according to the direction he set.

Next is Kaoru's parents. Last night Dazai told me that Kaoru's parents did not stay here, but moved to the town next door with a slower pace of life.

Xun was the only daughter in the family. After the incident, her parents couldn't believe it and went to the school many times to collect evidence. However, the school said that Xun had psychological problems and couldn't think of committing suicide.Shirota Hiroo and Matsukura Harumi, who were sheltered, have lived brightly until now.

Therefore, Xun's parents had no choice but to collect their daughter's relics and move to a quiet town, hoping to slowly fill the scars in their hearts with time.

I told about the current situation of Xun's parents in detail, looked at her, and said with an unknowing blankness in my voice, "Xun, do you want to visit your parents?"

My perception of love for my parents is superficial. In my childhood memories, my parents were often indifferent to each other.The father's interests are paramount, and the mother's extreme romanticism. The trivial life has dried up all their love bubbles, and it is unbearable for them to be in the same room.

My mother is very kind to me, with a gentle voice, slow words and a smile that is always on my lips, but I still never feel the so-called love.

With tears on her face, Xun smiled and shook her head: "I want to, of course I want to...but it's not appropriate now."

Why?I really want to ask this question, but looking at her tear-filled eyes and my empty heart, I don't think it's necessary.

A faint fluorescent light floated from Xun's body, and fell brilliantly on her fingertips. If there was a breeze, it would take her to the vast sky, dancing with the green leaves and white clouds.

"Xun!" Xue Nai's excessively thin body hugged Xun tightly, and she stretched out her hands in horror to try to hold the fluorescent light, but everything was in vain.

"Are you leaving...?"

"Yeah... I'm going to miss the appointment, and I said that I will not let Xue Nai alone..." Xun Fan hugged Xue Nai, with a little regret in his voice.

"What are you talking about... You should be happy about this kind of thing." Xue Nai sniffed, her voice was hoarse but relieved.

"Ok!"

Xun nodded vigorously and let go of Xue Nai's embrace.The fluorescent light emitted from her body fluttered and condensed into a piece of glittering and shining fragments.

The fragment was split into two, and Xun carefully placed half of it in Xue Nai's palm, "In the future, it will protect you instead of me, forgive my greed, please don't forget me..."

"……Um."

After getting an affirmative answer, Xun smiled contentedly.She looked at me and Dazai again, and the remaining half of the fragments split from the middle: "Thank you very much..."

Xun handed the fragments to me, the corners of his mouth curved like gorgeous spring flowers: "Please be happy in the future, Ayako..."

Kaoru's ending sound dissipated in the air, and Kato Reika's body fell to the ground.

I pinched the fragments and was stunned for a long time before I answered blankly.

Am I not happy now?No worries about food and clothing, and two or three friends.

Am I not happy...