[Comprehensive] Martyrdom is not a good civilization

1. Eyes

Ayako Sakuraya likes Dazai Osamu's eyes the most. Whenever she is in the same place, he must be looking at her when she looks up.

2. A sense of safety

"You are too thin, you don't feel safe in your arms."

"Really, what about this?"

"Hey, take it easy, my waist is broken!"

3. Him and the cat

Ever since she promised that there would only be Dazai "one cat" at home, Ayako Sakuradani could only go to cat cafes and friends' houses to pet cats.

One day, a friend fostered the cat at Ayako Sakuradani's house.

Ayako Sakuradani loves to poke the cat's ears, pinch the cat's paw and let out a foolish smile: "Cats are good~"

Someone watched silently, and reached out to pick up the cat: "Xiao Lingzi draws well, and I want to play with the cat too."

Until Ayako Sakuradani raised her head to take a rest while painting——

Dazai was lying on the sofa in a panic, the cat was snoring happily on his hair.

4. Turn off the lights

"Well... you turn off the light, it's too bright."

"It's brighter to see more clearly."

5. Hobbies

Ayako Sakuradani's hobby is petting cats, and Osamu Dazai's hobby is to smooth hair for Ayako Sakuradani.

Perfect √

6. Medicine is bitter

Since insisting on exercising, Ayako Sakuradani seldom gets sick.Therefore, those bitter medicines basically left her life.

"Little Ayako takes medicine~"

"I didn't give birth—Ah Choo!"

"So, Xiao Lingzi should obediently take the medicine."

Dazai held the glass, the brown liquid in it exuded a bitter smell.

"Don't eat, don't eat, keep it away, it's better to go to the hospital for an injection." Ayako Sakuragu pushed the glass away with a hoarse voice.

"Here, there is sugar."

Dazai took out a box of beautifully packaged candies and waved it in front of her eyes as if seductive.

Ayako Sakuradani had a crooked wisdom tooth pulled out not long ago, and she hasn't eaten candy for a long time.She took a sip of the glass and took a sip.

"I'm done, candy...uh!"

Gently licking the softness wrapped in sweetness, diluting the slightly bitter taste in the mouth.

Ayako Sakuradani grabbed Dazai by the collar and counterattacked——

"You're so sweet, Dazai."

7. Accompanying

"Go to work."

"I don't want to go, I want to accompany you."

8. Poisonous Mushrooms

Dazai picked a poisonous mushroom from nowhere, and jumped around as if he lost his mind after taking a bite.

"Little Ayako, I like you! I love you hee hee hee—"

What is the cat's reaction to catnip?That's Dazai.

9. Newborn

No one can take you away, not even death.

10. Zoo

"Meow, meow~"

"The leopard is also called like that. Is this a common feature of cats?"

"It's not the same thing, I will too."

"Ok?"

"Meow--"

11. ​​rainy day

Ayako Sakuradani doesn't like rainy days, and Dazai doesn't like rainy days.

"I'm skipping work."

"I want to take leave."

12. Parent meeting

Dazai Maruko inherited the advantages of both parents, excellent appearance, excellent artistic talent and flexible mind.

However, no matter how good a child is, there is also a rebellious period.

"Mom, I'm joining the Harbor Mafia!"

"…why?"

"Uncle Chuya looks so handsome when he fights!"

"Your father is also very handsome, why don't you want to join the Armed Detective Agency?"

"I don't want my son to inherit his father's business. Besides, he is being taken care of by the female president now!"

Ayako: OvO

Dazai: ==#

13. Be jealous

Dazai loves to be jealous, jealous of cats, jealous of his son, even jealous of himself in the past.

Vinegar King Stone Hammer√

14. Heartbeat

It is said that Dazai has the ability to control his own heartbeat, Ayako Sakuradani lay on his chest curiously.

"Can you show me an arrhythmia?"

"I can perform the show and die on the spot, Xiao Lingzi, do you want to watch it?"

"-.-#"

15. Count eyelashes

“1、2、3…咦，重来。1、2、3、4……”

"Little Ayako hasn't counted yet, my eyes are so sore quq"

"Here you go."

"Well."

"Is it better?"

"All right."

"Then let's continue. 1, 2, 3..."

"QAQ"

16. Line of sight

"It feels good to be watched by you, please continue to look at me."

17. Kick the quilt

midnight.

Ayako Sakuraya kicked the quilt away, hugged herself and shivered in her sleep.

Dazai was tightly wrapped by the flying quilt, and woke up sweating.

I cover.

Kick--

I will cover again.

keep kicking-

hold.

Kick - can't kick

ZZZ...

18. Pain

The blood-stained cotton swab was thrown into the trash can and wrapped in gauze layer by layer.

"Does it hurt?"

"No, it doesn't hurt..."

"Ask again, does it hurt?"

"Little Ayako, be gentle, it hurts."

"You dare to get hurt next time and try again!"

19. Drunk

One day, Ayako Sakuradani wanted to see Dazai drunk on a whim.

"Little Ayako, if you drink one cup, I'll drink ten cups, how about it?"

"emmm..."

"Scared?"

"Come on! Who is afraid of whom!"

After half an hour—

"Don't stop me! I can still drink!!"

"I was wrong, I was wrong, Ayako, stop drinking QAQ"

"I drank three and a half cups, you want to drink, hiccup, three point five times ten... 150 cups of hiccups~"

"!!"

20. Winter

In winter, it is suitable to sleep under the quilt all day long.

"Get up?"

"It's only six o'clock, sleep a little longer."

Open your eyes and travel to two hours later.

"Sleep again, little Ayako."

"What about the meeting?"

"... Goo?"

21. Preserved flower

Even if life is coming to an end, and the eternal flower is withered and withered, I still want to say - I love you.

The author has something to say: the essence of human beings → Gu Gu Gu Gu ~

The leader Zai x President Ling’s side story still decided to gossip, anyway, Dazai dug so many holes, he will write it one day...?

↓Small thoughts of nonsense

It's officially over!Really sad and sad.

I actually didn’t think about anything at the beginning of the article, I started writing with a brain hole, and now I still don’t dare to look back, for fear of being ugly by myself [Real men never look back at explosions.jpg]

But from April to now, it can be regarded as a little bit of progress haha ​​w

Now, I'm going to blow my angels off!

How can you be so good! !Gentle temper and good personality!hug kiss kiss! !

Thank you for your willingness to watch Ayako grow, to watch her grow from a little girl to a mature woman.Thank you for your willingness to wait for the growth of my writing, tolerating bugs flying all over the sky and intermittent updates from time to time.

Excited to be incoherent...you guys are so kind! ! QQ

Prepare a hundred small red envelopes to celebrate, will we see you again in the next book? (waving a handkerchief