[Comprehensive] Martyrdom is not a good civilization

1.

The most popular campus goddess, Ayako Sakuradani, always uses "I have a boyfriend" as an excuse to refuse when others pursue her.

But no one has ever seen her intimate relationship with the opposite sex.

Other people's opinions have nothing to do with Sakuraya Ayako, just the idea of ​​controlling the darkness consumes all her energy.

Tired of looking at the oil paint on the canvas, Ayako Sakuradani nestled on the sofa and hugged a pillow to send a message to her boyfriend.

[If you find a way to make yourself disappear without pain, please tell me, Mr. Dazai. 】

[Mr. Dazai: I tried to commit suicide by jumping off a building today, and was hung on a clothesline. Except for a broken arm, there was no progress at all, Ayako~]

The relationship between Ayako Sakuradani and Osamu Dazai cannot be fully described as boyfriend and girlfriend.They are more like hugging each other in search of redemption. This is a more intimate and intimate relationship than boyfriend and girlfriend.

Even though they are separated by mountains, seas and worlds.

【Yeah?The death of jumping from the building is ugly, and I like Mr. Dazai's face very much. 】

【Mr. Dazai: Is that so? Next time, try another method. 】

【it is good. 】

If any normal person sees their chat records, they will think that there is something wrong with this couple, right?

But what does it matter?

[Tomorrow I want to go to where you are. 】

【Mr. Dazai: I'll wait for you at the port. 】

There are huge cargo ships moored in the port of Yokohama, and the dark or light blue at the junction of the sky and the sea merges together, turning into an empty gray blue.

Ayako Sakuraya wore a Bluetooth headset on her ear, looked at the latitude and longitude on her phone, and bounced back and forth on the rocks in the shoal, looking for the most suitable location to watch the sunrise.

"I found it, where is Mr. Dazai now?"

"I'm right behind you, Ayako."

"Please come closer."

The sound of breathing came from the earphones, accompanied by a smile, it reached Ayako Sakuradani's ears: "If you get any closer, little Ayako will become one with me."

Ayako Sakuradani smiled, her long furry eyelashes trembling: "Then can I hug you, Mr. Dazai?"

"Please."

Ayako Sakuradani turned her head and opened her hands in a gesture of hugging. The rising sun rose behind her and fell on her light brown hair, which was plated with gentle and gorgeous golden edges.

on another world at the same latitude.

Dazai closed his eyes slightly, the bright golden sun fell into his embrace, he hugged the sun as if he hugged her.

2.

In the Lupin bar, the lazy background music seems to blur the time, and everyone sits quietly, enjoying the time of relaxing and enjoying tea.

In the pocket where Dazai only kept the "Complete Suicide Manual" in the past, there was a small pink mirror that didn't fit.

From time to time, he took out the mirror to take a look, and then showed a dignified expression.

Ango Sakaguchi put down the cup, and the dark red tomato juice in it shook gently.

"You've been very strange recently. I saw you look in the mirror six times in half an hour. What's wrong?"

Dazai put the small mirror on the bar, revealing the pink bunny on the back.He pointed to his cheek and said to Sakaguchi Ango, "No, Ango, look."

"A small wound, do you care about this?"

"I won't, but someone will, Anwu you..."

"That's enough, that's enough, show your girlfriend and go." Ango Sakaguchi held his forehead, and took a sip of tomato juice.

"It's not just a girlfriend." Dazai showed a strange smile, turned his head and continued to look in the mirror.

3.

In March, the cherry blossoms on the side of the road fell in clusters, and the petals slowly floated down, falling on the top of Sakuraguya Ayako's hair.

Ayako Sakuradani stood under the cherry tree, her light lips curled up slightly.Pale fingertips poked on the phone screen, and a slight blush appeared on her usually bloodless cheeks.

【Mr. Dazai, let's die for love. 】

It was the cherry blossom viewing season, and the foot of Mt. Fuji was crowded with people. Ayako Sakuradani was wearing a light-colored kimono for viewing cherry blossoms. She left the bustling crowd and walked to the top of the mountain.

The cherry blossoms gradually become sparse as the altitude rises, and no other tourists can be seen further up.

Sakuraya Ayako's clogs made a crisp sound as she stepped on the stone steps.

The flower spikes on the hair ornament fell on her cheeks, and Ayako Sakuradani blinked her eyelashes lightly, and said to the person on the other end of the headset: "I'm afraid Mr. Dazai will be waiting for me at the top of the mountain."

"The snow on the top of the mountain is too lonely, I want to be with Xiao Lingzi."

"Okay, then please slow down."

Sakuraya Ayako's physical fitness is very poor. She took the cable car to the middle of the mountain, but it still took her a lot of energy to get to the top of the snowy mountain.

Stopping and stopping along the way, as the temperature slowly dropped, Ayako Sakuradani stopped in the white snow.

"Little Ayako, go a little further."

"Ok?"

"Turn around now." Dazai's voice was soft and light, like the morning sunshine on the coldest winter day, "In my place, I can see the cherry blossoms at the foot of the mountain from this angle."

Ayako Sakuradani looked down, and couldn't see anything except the trees that obstructed her vision.

She lowered her eyes, revealing her well-defined curled eyelashes: "The cherry blossoms are beautiful."

"It's a pity I can't see it. Ayako must look beautiful in a kimono."

"We'll see you soon, Dazai-san."

Ayako Sakuradani smiled lightly, with a gentle look on her face.She took off the pale pink feathers on her body and spread them on the white, untrodden snow.

The freezing temperature in the air starts from the fingertips and erodes to the heart.Ayako Sakuradani lay quietly on the haori, her amber eyes reflected the light blue sky, flickering with fragments of light.

The light blue sky of a different world is reflected in the iris-colored pupils, Dazai's suit jacket is thrown aside, and he only wears a white shirt on his upper body.

He was lying on his back in the snow, his white shirt almost melting into the snow.

Calculating the location, Dazai knew that his girlfriend in kimono was right next to him today.

Across the world, he wanted to hold Ayako Sakuradani's hand, but what he got was a thin piece of cold snow.

Dazai smiled lightly: "It's so warm, Ayako's hand."

There was no response from the other side.

The sound of breathing on the other end of the earphones was barely audible, and the five senses were gradually dulled by the freezing temperature.

Breathing slowly, the white mist from the tip of the nose gradually disappeared.The eyelids slowly lowered, and the long and dense eyelashes stopped trembling.

Going to sleep quietly is really comfortable.

The author has something to say: This is Dazai and Ayako who have not merged in the world, it is a good civilization to die for love hhh if Xiaoyako dies, Dazai is not dead...

It seems that Mt. Fuji is not open for climbing in March. I originally wanted to enter the water together, but it didn’t look good. 2333