[Comprehensive] Martyrdom is not a good civilization

19.

It is cloudy today, but the sun is not dazzling now. It is a good time to sleep in. Ayako Sakuradani has climbed out of the bed.

She didn't pack her luggage, she just carried her bag and prepared to go back to Tokyo.The days of running a candy house are leisurely and carefree, but after she committed suicide, these ordinary daily life disappeared.

I thought I could return home in good clothes, but I didn't expect to return in embarrassment.

She is going to run away!Must run away!

"Turn left... hey! Xiao Ling!"

"May?!"

Sakuraya Ayako turned her head, and her friend Momoi Mayzuki was standing behind her with a mobile phone navigation.

"I wanted to give Xiao Ling a surprise, but it seems that the time is not right. Are you going back to Tokyo?"

"Uh, no, it's just right for you to come in May."

A little later, she would run away, Ayako Sakuraya opened the door lock again, and when she saw the door lock, she thought of Dazai.

Gee.

Transferring bad emotions, Ayako Sakuradani smashed the key on the counter.

"Bang!" Phew, comfortable.

Sakuraya Ayako let out a long sigh of relief, made a cup of hot milk and handed it to Momoi Wuyue.

"Xiao Ling, are you in a bad mood?"

"A little bit, it feels like I'm going to die in place." Ayako Sakuradani lay down on the table decadently, her loose hair fell on her face.

Momoi Wuyue brushed the hair from Sakuraya Ayako's face, and poked her cheek: "Is it so miserable, tell me... Huh? Aya, your neck?"

"What's the matter?" Sakuraya Ayako didn't understand, so she touched her neck, the necklace on her neck was still there, and she didn't take it off.

"No! Which shameless pig made my Xiaoling go over?" Momoi Wuyue turned on the phone's front camera in grief, "Here, see for yourself."

The fair and slender neck is covered with irregular block marks of different shades of red, which anyone with a little common sense of physiology can understand.

Ayako Sakuraya clutched her neck, unable to cover it with one hand, she cursed: "Is he a dog?"

Momoi Wuyue tilted her head, eyes full of question marks: "So, who is he?"

"..."

"..."

"Mayue, last time I said you couldn't agree to Qingfeng's pursuit, do you still remember how you answered?"

"I'm with him...?"

Ayako Sakuradani smiled, Momoi Itsuki's face was blank.

"So, who are you with?!"

"We're not together, we just fell asleep." Sakuraya Ayako explained ruthlessly, she wasn't sad and even wanted to laugh.

"Good luck, sister!"

There was a choked sob in Sakuragu Ayako's throat: "I'm worthless, now I'm so scared I want to go home."

"...No matter what, it's good that I didn't suffer."

21.

Momoi Wuyue came to the candy house on a business trip, and left after a while. Sure enough, working as an adult is not as good as when she was a student, and there is almost no time for good girlfriends to get tired of being together.

Sanhua came back from outside, jumped on the counter and took a nap with her tail curled up.

Ayako Sakuradani sat quietly, and began to sort out her chaotic thoughts.

Never received normal fatherly love and motherly love, Ayako Sakuradani, who lived in the cold and violent environment of her father since her memory, was extremely lacking in responsibility.

In other words, she was afraid of the word "responsibility".

This is something to be lost, so don't take responsibility.

Ayako Sakuraya knew that her thinking was wrong, but she was willing to let it go and raise a cat for a lifetime.

get away.

This is the only thing Sakuraya Ayako wants to do now.

"Hua Jiang, do you want to go back to Tokyo with me?"

The three-flowered cat's ears were slightly folded back. It protruded its claws and retracted them hesitantly. The cat with its head down had a complicated look in its eyes.

"It doesn't matter, the flower sauce is not mine in the first place." Ayako Sakuragu took a deep breath, her voice trembling slightly at the end.

"jingle--"

The sound of the wind chime was dull, and it was no longer as clear as before.

Thin and strong arms wrapped around Ayako Sakuradani's thin shoulders, and Dazai gently wrapped her around her.

20.

Sakuraya Ayako didn't resist this somewhat cold embrace, she gently grabbed Dazai's sleeve as if saying goodbye to an old friend: "Hey, I want to go."

No matter what she calls Dazai now, it doesn't feel right, so she just uses "Hi" as a pronoun.

"How come, I only have Miss."

Dazai's voice was very soft, but Sakuraya Ayako could still hear it clearly.

"We have only known each other for a few months, how can it be only me, sir?" Sakuraya Ayako shook her head lightly, and refused without the slightest hesitation.

"Can I leave with Miss?"

Dazai's arms holding Ayako Sakuragu froze slightly, staring at her whirling eyes lowered to cover the turbulent darkness.

"Leave with me?"

Ayako Sakuradani asked uncertainly, she almost suspected that there was something wrong with her ears.As the leader of the organization, it seemed like a joke to leave casually.

Sanhua jumped down from the counter and walked out of the candy house lightly, leaving a separate space for the two of them.

The decoration style of the macaron color system makes the candy house full of fantasy, and the air seems to have the sweet smell of candy.

"Please wait for me, miss, everything will be settled soon."

Dazai's tone was soft, and his timbre was in harmony with the candy aroma in the store, all of which burrowed into people's noses and ears regardless of people's wishes.

Never before had Ayako Sakuradani felt such danger from Dazai, she blinked her eyes and even felt excited.

"Okay, I'll wait for you."

22.

The recent Yokohama is not peaceful, as can be seen from the number of orders queued up by the candy house every day.

Sanhua often cannot see the shadow recently, and Yingzi Ayako stays where she is, never actively looking for it.

"Miss Sakuradani, do you have any more blueberry-flavored rabbit candies?"

There was a faint trace of blood on Atsushi Nakajima's body. Even though this shy boy was wearing black clothes covered in blood, Ayako Sakuradani could only see a heart as clean as his hair.

"Yes, is it for Jinghua?"

Atsushi Nakajima scratched his hair: "Kyoka is very busy recently, I want to buy the candy she wants first."

Rabbit candy, as the name suggests, is made in the shape of a rabbit.The snow-white and cute rabbit has a pair of dark blue blueberry-flavored eyes, which is very pleasing to little girls.

"Please keep it~"

"Thank you!"

Ayako Sakuradani looked at Atsushi Nakajima's back and smiled, it's nice to be young.

Dazai's time at the candy house has been greatly reduced recently, but no matter how late every night, he has to squeeze over to sleep with Sakuraya Ayako.

The dark circles under her eyes were getting heavier, and Ayako Sakuradani wondered if he didn't settle the matter and leave her, and died suddenly first.

"jingle--"

"Excuse me, have you ever seen, ahem, the person in the photo."

The one who walked in was a thin and frail young man with pale skin and fierce eyes that made people startled.

The girl in the photo, Sakuraya Ayako, is Dazai's secretary, Miss Silver.

However, who knows if this teenager is going to be against Silver?

"Sorry, I haven't seen it." Sakuraya Ayako shook her head in denial, and the high ponytail tied behind her head swayed slightly with her movements.

The boy didn't get the answer he wanted, he nodded and turned to leave neatly. Accompanied by his footsteps was the sound of light coughing.

Does Yokohama have bad Feng Shui?

Ayako Sakuradani didn't know anyone in Yokohama, but among the people she knew, many of them seemed to be in poor health.

Sakuraya Ayako thought for a moment and came to a conclusion: "We need to make up for him."

Of course, all the premise is after Dazai leaves with her.

Ayako Sakuraya's soliloquy just fell into the ears of Dazai who entered the door, and he looked at Ayako Sakuraya's slender waist thoughtfully: "Well, Miss was not satisfied last night?"

Ayako Sakuraya was stunned for a while before she realized that there was ambiguity in her words: "Is your mind only full of yellow waste?"

Dazai leaned over and kissed Ayako Sakuradani on the face: "Not only the yellow waste, but also the young lady."

Sakuraya Ayako likes the current state of getting along very much, and she started thinking about running away mainly because she was scared by Dazai's "boyfriend".

23.

The real contact with Hong Kong black was at Osamu Dazai's funeral.

The dark suits were neatly arranged, and there was silence all around.Ayako Sakuraya was dressed in black, standing in front of Dazai's tombstone with a blank expression.A few drops of rain fell from the sky, and it was chilly on the skin.

Autumn, it's time to leave.

Standing with Ayako Sakuraya was Chuya Nakahara, a former cadre and current leader of Hong Kong gangsters. His face was expressionless like Ayako Sakuraya's, and he even buried deep anger.

I don't know, I thought that the former Hong Kong gangster leader Dazai Zhi was murdered by his girlfriend and cadres, and the two stood coldly in front of his tombstone together.

In fact, Dazai happily packed his luggage and prepared to elope with Ayako Sakuradani who had just attended his funeral.

"Hua Jiang, Miss and I are going to Tokyo together, so you can stay and take care of the house~"

The man with his daimyo on the tombstone was sitting in front of the counter of the candy store, poking Sanhua's hair with a straw he took out from somewhere.

Sanhua didn't respond, God knows how Sakuraya Ayako could see helplessness from a cat's face.She held Dazai's hand and rescued Sanhua from the childish ghost.

"Hua Jiang is a cat, it's too difficult to look after the house."

Dazai took Sakuraya Ayako's hand instead: "Who knows if it's a cat, anyway, I'm Miss's cat."

Ever since Dazai finished educating the students and successfully performed a scene of committing suicide by jumping off a building, his life became happier and happier.

"You said, you inherited the memory from another original you, what was that Dazai like?"

Ayako Sakuradani was very curious. The last time Dazai slipped his tongue, the "other original him" seemed to be a suicidal maniac?

Dazai buried his face in Ayako Sakuraya's neck, and complained lightly: "Miss just needs to know me, that idiot has been waiting for four years to see if he can eat, why is he so curious."

"But why did I hear Dun Jun say that you have been watching me quietly for many years?"

The sweet aroma of melting candies permeates the candy house, and the breeze blows the rested wind chimes, making a clear and crisp sound.

Dazai nibbled Ayako Sakuraguya's neck, his voice sweet and greasy: "Hey, I'm afraid that Miss will be in danger, so I secretly protect her, isn't it romantic?"

Recently, Ayako Sakuradani doesn't like sugar anymore, because Dazai is always sweeter than sugar.

Ayako Sakuragu rubbed Dazai's soft black hair: "Okay, but Atsu-kun cried very sadly in front of your tombstone, why don't you tell him?"

"That's fine now."

24.

Even when she died, she couldn't separate Sakuraya Ayako from Dazai Osamu.

"Ayako Sakuradani, a modern painter, has come and gone all her life. The only constant around her is her lover Dazai. She is not married and has no children. She has only one lover who never changes."

The art teacher opened the PPT, and on it was a photo of Ayako Sakuradani and Osamu Dazai when they were young. The two men in casual clothes stood in the sunflower fields all over the mountains and plains, and their bodies seemed to be shining.

"Wow - they're such a good match!"

The little girls looked at the photo and screamed softly, while some became curious about the man who had been standing behind Ayako Sakuradani.

"Teacher, can you tell me the story of Osamu Dazai?"

"Well, the most famous rumor about Dazai Osamu is that he has a relationship with Yokohama, our Hong Kong gangster. There is a Hong Kong gangster leader with the same name as him, and the age difference is only three years old..."

25.

The book that all the forces are trying to pursue, trying to control and change the world, is written on a blank page-Ayako Sakuradani will always belong to Osamu Dazai.

The author has something to say: I knock!The last chapter is waiting for a high review OTZ

There are also BadEnd and HappyEnd, the episodes are getting more and more serious, and the writing is bald these days