Blow

For Wen Xiao's words "I miss you", on the third day of the new year, Xia Jue hurriedly packed her luggage and went to Juzhou two days earlier than expected.

Xia Jue set off there, Wen Xiao also went out to the train station, bought a snack at Dexter in the departure hall, and found a seat to sit down.

With the heating and air-conditioning turned on in the room, Wen Xiao took off his black down jacket. Inside was a navy blue sweater with a light top and a deep dark blue gradient. His hair was just cut, and it was neat and tidy; into brown leather ankle boots.

For two full hours, no clerk chased him away.After all, he is like a living signboard. Passers-by passers-by see him through the glass wall, and can't help but walk into the store to eat.

Wen Xiao himself didn't pay much attention to the reactions of the people around him, and kept paying attention to the messages on his mobile phone.

At 12:30 noon, Xia Jue finally sent a message: I'm here, at Exit North 3.

Wen Xiao got up immediately.Seeing that he was leaving, the clerk looked regretful.

This Dexter is located near the North 1 Exit and some distance from the North 3 Exit.Wen Xiao walked very fast, and saw a familiar figure holding a plaid cotton jacket from a distance, his hair was cut short, and the upper part was tied into a small braid.

With the person right in front of his eyes, he deliberately slowed down his pace and walked over slowly.Xia Jue dragged the suitcase and looked around. When he saw him, he smiled all of a sudden, his eyes curved up, and while raising his arms and waving, he actively ran towards him.

"I've seen you a long time ago," Wen Xiao said when the two met, twirling a lock of Xia Jue's drooping hair and helping him tidy it up, "What's the rush?"

"I'm in a hurry to see you," Xia Jue said with a smile, "I—"

Before he finished speaking, Wen Xiao hugged him forcefully.

Through the thick winter clothes, the heat and strength of the moment are so clear, and their feelings for each other are self-evident.

On the way home, in the taxi, both hands were clasped tightly; as soon as he entered the house, Wen Xiao stopped at the entrance and stared at Xia Jue, without caring about putting his luggage.

"Sister, she..." Xia Jue objected without arrogance.

Wen Xiao said: "She is not here, she has gone to the company, and there is no one else at home."

As he spoke, he suddenly picked up Xia Juexuan, took a few quick steps, and placed her on the sofa.

Xia Jue lay on her back, so stuffed that she couldn't breathe, her face flushed.Wen Xiao raised his head slightly and fiddled with his pink earlobes.

"It's daytime now." Xia Jue reminded in a low voice.

Wen Xiao put his arms around him, said "Yes", and said, "I know."

"Then let me go." Xia Jue bit her lip and turned her face away, "I... feel uncomfortable."

The feeling underneath was as if the pants were suddenly one size smaller, which was very uncomfortable, but he didn't want to break free from Wen Xiao's embrace on his own initiative.

Wen Xiao remained silent and got up from the sofa after a while.

Xia Jue also sat up, rubbed her familiar face and ears, and pretended to be calm.

"Are you thirsty?" Wen Xiao asked after a while.

Xia Jue had recovered, and said half-jokingly, "I'm not thirsty. Didn't you feed me already?"

He originally thought that Wen Xiao would not accept this dirty joke, but Wen Xiao glanced at him sideways and asked, "Is this enough to feed you?"

This was a kind of provocation, and Xia Jue retorted subconsciously: "Who said that—" As soon as the words came out, they found that they were wrong.

As expected, Wen Xiao laughed, stretched out his hand and pinched his face, and pointedly said: "I know you don't have enough to eat."

...Xia Jue was so angry and ashamed that she blushed and went aside to pack her luggage.

Wen Rushi didn't go home until evening.Before she entered, Xia Jue had already prepared a meal. There were three dishes and one soup on the table. The combination of meat and vegetables was delicious in color and attractive in aroma.

"Xiao Xia is back," Wen Ru joked at the dinner table, "You don't know, when you were away, Wen Xiao was out of his mind, and he didn't know what he was thinking all day long."

Xia Jue was embarrassed by the words, and said, "Actually, he just wants to learn."

"Really?" Wen Rushi smiled, and then sighed, "In short, it's a good thing that you came back, otherwise our family's life this year would have been a bit deserted."

Xia Jue also noticed that the layout of Wen Xiao's house was the same as usual, except for the word "Fu" pasted on the door.And it's only the third day of the new year, half a day has passed, and no relatives have come to visit, not even a phone call to say hello.

He knew that customs were not valued very much in the city, but it would not be so exaggerated, at least three or four members of the family would always celebrate.

It's just that Wen Xiao's mother is gone, and his father's consciousness is not clear, which means that there are only Wen Xiao and Wen Ru in the whole family-this is probably the real reason why the family's taste of the year is not so good.

Thinking of this, Xia Jue recalled Wen Xiao's words "I miss you" on New Year's Eve. Apart from the original sweetness, bursts of heartache also popped up.

After dinner, the three of them took a walk in the community together, talking and laughing, and came back to watch TV for a while; at eight o'clock, they went back to their rooms to rest.

Wen Xiao and Wen Ru went up to the third floor, staying in their own room and occupying Xia Jue's bathroom and quilt by force.

"My sister will find out," Xia Jue said worriedly, leaning over the desk while writing her homework for the winter vacation, "It will be embarrassing then."

While chatting with people on WeChat, Wen Xiao casually said: "It's okay, the door of my room is locked. And she goes out at eight o'clock every morning, so she doesn't care about us so much - so what if she really finds out? She knows me, Know I have my measure."

"...Why didn't I find you so thick-skinned before?" Xia Jue couldn't help asking.

Wen Xiao looked away from the phone screen, turned to him, and said, "So what if you find out? If you find out, you won't like it?"

The tip of the pen in Xia Jue's hand froze and scratched the draft paper.

"I like it too..." After a while, he said in a muffled voice as if surrendering.

Although it was expected, such a straightforward answer still made Wen Xiao feel a great sense of joy in his heart.

At the same time, Wen Xiao was also a little helpless.Xia Jue was too obedient in front of him, so she never won a joke with him - it's okay to quarrel with him, but what about other things?Xia Jue couldn't pamper him all the time.

People who like it blindly obey themselves, which is very enjoyable and addictive.

Wen Xiao looked at the screen of the mobile phone, just in time for Fu Ningyu to send a sentence: I won't say more about your bad temper. I'm absolutely not worried about you when you fall in love with someone. …

Wen Xiao mentioned to Ning Yu and Chen Xinyue a long time ago about the formal relationship with Xia Jue.Needless to say, Fu Ningyu, Chen Xinyue spent a semester in medical school, and he has two roommates who are gay, which is commonplace.

Including Su Yao, it seems that from the first time they met, they saw the wonderful magnetic field between Wen Xiao and Xia Jue before, and they were not surprised at all when they learned the truth.

After thinking about it, Wen Xiao replied: I know it.

Fu Ningyu said speechlessly: Student Wen Xiao, please wake up.First of all, having mathematics in your heart and knowing it in your heart are two different things; secondly, your obsessive-compulsive disorder doesn't look like a human being at all, right? ? ?

Wen Xiao frowned, thinking: Is he that exaggerated?

But it is true that in the process of getting along with Xia Jue, he often has a strange desire to control and possess.He likes Xia Jue's absolute obedience, and the way Xia Jue is suppressed by him and showing weakness, which will greatly satisfy his psychology.

This kind of psychology during intimacy can be explained as love. Interest, but in all aspects of life, if it is overdone, I am afraid it will not be good.

Wen Xiao felt like a trapped beast was hiding in his heart, full of anxiety because he couldn't find a way out, and it might erupt at any time. By shredding, destroying, and devouring, he would complete the complete possession of his lover, so as to ensure that the other party would not will leave.

Similar feelings have appeared very frequently during the days when Xia Jue and Xia Jue were separated.

He and Xia Jue, on the surface, Xia Jue was relying on him, but in fact he was even more dependent on Xia Jue.And this kind of dependence may become a bundle at any time.

In just a few minutes, countless thoughts flashed through my mind.Wen Xiao took a deep breath and went to take a bath to calm himself down.

After washing, Xia Jue had just finished a chemistry test paper and was lying on her back in a chair in a daze.

"Tired?" Wen Xiao leaned over and kissed his forehead from behind, "Take a rest when you're tired, the winter vacation is still long, so there's no rush for homework."

Xia Jue rubbed her eyes and looked at her phone. It was indeed time for evening self-study at school.So he also went to wash and got into bed.

When the lights were turned off, they were just as close as before, sticking together intimately.

Leaning on Wen Xiao's shoulder, Xia Jue suddenly said, "Actually, when I went back this time, I told Brother Kai and my uncles and aunts about my going to take the Beijing exam."

Wen Xiao responded and waited for him to continue.

"Of course their attitudes are supportive," Xia Jue continued, "but I can see that they also think it's unlikely."

"Also?" Wen Xiao picked out a certain word, "Besides them, who else?"

Xia Jue sighed: "No one, but myself."

Wen Xiao stroked his hair, but said nothing.

"But I really want to go to Beijing with you," Xia Jue said softly, "You trust me, okay?"

Wen Xiao said, "I know."

Xia Jue said: "Then if I don't pass the exam, I..."

"I haven't taken the exam yet, don't say you can't pass the exam." Wen Xiao pinched the tip of his nose, "It's unlucky."

Xia Jue fell silent, and pressed her face against Wen Xiao's chest.

In the dark, they slowly fell asleep.It may be because of his posture, or it may be that Xia Jue's words aroused a certain worry in his heart that he had long ago but was deliberately ignored. Wen Xiao had a nightmare, in which he couldn't find Xia Jue at all. It was as if Xia Jue had disappeared from his world.

After that day, they did not talk about this topic again.

In February, the long and short winter vacation ended, and the two ushered in a new semester.

The author has something to say: the countdown to volume two.