Blow

Wen Xiao and Wen Ru talked for a long time.Xia Jue was in the bedroom, on the sofa chair that Wen Xiao had sat on before, looking out the window by himself.

He was a little annoyed, knowing that what he said on the subway had hurt Wen Xiao.He remembered what Wen Ru said on the phone that Wen Xiao had just been hit by a deeply obsessed matter, and his mental state might not be stable; he also said that helping him with this favor was actually for Wen Xiao himself, so that he would not There is a psychological burden.

Xia Jue failed to fully understand Wen Rushi's words.The floor was very high, and he had to stand barefoot on a chair if he wanted to see the pedestrians below.

Wen Xiao pushed the door open and came in, just in time to see Xia Jue opened the window, poked his head out a little, spread his hands on the window sill, the corners of his clothes were blown up by the wind, like a bird spreading its wings.

"What are you doing?" Wen Xiao frowned.

When Xia Jue heard the movement, she turned her head, and Wen Xiao strode over to hug him down.

With a dull sound, Xia Jue was thrown on the bed, realizing that what she had done just now was dangerous in nature, which worried Wen Xiao.

Wen Xiao stood in front of the bed expressionlessly.Xia Jue sat up cross-legged and said guiltily, "I'm sorry."

As a result, Wen Xiao also said the same three words at the same time.

So Xia Jue repeated again: "I'm sorry."

Wen Xiao sat down at the end of the bed.

"Why are you apologizing? I was wrong," Xia Jue said sincerely, "I shouldn't have said that on the subway. I know you are doing it for my own good, but I am too timid. Sorry."

As he said that, he used both hands and feet, moved his buttocks, slowly rubbed across the bed, and leaned against Wen Xiao.Showing his favor like a small animal, Wen Xiao reached out and rubbed his hair.

"Do you want to go to Beijing?" Wen Xiao asked.

Xia Jue quickly realized: "Of course it's fine."

Wen Xiao said: "Beijing also has more choices."

"……Um."

"You really want to go?"

Xia Jue smiled, her breath warm: "Is there anything I don't like, Beijing is such a good place."

Wen Xiao felt that he was in a bad mood.

"Go and wash first." Wen Xiao moved his shoulders and lifted his head.

The two of them took a bath one after another, and the bed was surrounded by a fresh and pleasant smell.In the quiet autumn night, they were lying flat, holding hands, chatting without kissing.

"You never thought about going to Beijing, did you?" Wen Xiao said, "I think you still have more affection for Shanghai."

Xia Jue was surprised: "This is my first time in Shanghai."

"Didn't you want to come here to find your mother?"

Xia Jue was stunned.

"If you have personal information, there is actually a good chance of finding it. In modern society, it is not difficult to find someone."

"..." Xia Jue squeezed Wen Xiao's hand tightly, "Wen Xiao, I never thought that I must find her."

"How come?" Wen Xiao was surprised.He always remembered Xia Jue's reaction when he heard that he was going to the train station that day. Xia Jue said that he wanted to see his mother.

"Really," Xia Jue approached him, "I have the idea of ​​meeting her, but I don't necessarily want to realize it. Maybe I just want to know what kind of new world she went to. Now I see Once you arrive, you will have no regrets.”

Wen Xiao finished listening, turned sideways, and looked at Xia Jue.

Xia Jue suddenly realized something: "You want to come to Shanghai with me because of this?"

"If there is a chance, let's meet up." Wen Xiao didn't say yes or no, "I... Dad has connections, so I should be able to find out."

Xia Jue raised her head slightly, let go of Wen Xiao's hand, propped up her upper body, and stared intently at Wen Xiao's face.

"What rebellion do you want?" Wen Xiao asked.

Xia Jue seemed to sigh: "Wen Xiao, you think too much about me."

After he finished speaking, there was a long silence in the darkness, intertwined with soft breathing.After a long while, Wen Xiao said, "Do you think I control too much?"

"It definitely doesn't mean that," Xia Jue leaned over and kissed him on the face, and said seriously, "I mean, you seem to be thinking about me all the time, what about yourself?"

"I?"

Xia Jue said: "Yes. I am super lucky to meet you. It seems that you can always lead me forward, but if you have to retreat because of this, I will be very sad."

He and Wen Xiao were close together, their lips fell on the corners of Wen Xiao's mouth.Wen Xiao held the back of his head, and the two exchanged a slow and deep kiss.

"...You really don't have to think so much about me," Xia Jue panted slightly after the kiss was over, "You just have to keep walking on your own path without turning back, I will work harder and run to catch up."

"What if I don't have my own way?" Wen Xiao asked.

Xia Jue hugged him tightly, smiled and said, "That's impossible."

Wen Xiao hugged Xia Jue back, unconsciously exerting force with his hands, and made a decision in his heart.

He said, "I want to ask you something."

"What's the matter?" Xia Jue asked.

"My sister wants me to go to the hospital to see my dad," Wen Xiao said slowly, "Do you think I should go?"

This was the first time Wen Xiao spontaneously mentioned family matters with Xia Jue, and also asked for Xia Jue's opinion.But Xia Jue was still not very clear about the inside story, hesitated, and found it difficult to answer.

Wen Xiao noticed his embarrassment, and took the initiative to explain: "The year my dad cheated on me for the first time, I was not yet born, and my sister was just one year old. Later, until the summer vacation when I entered the second year of junior high school, my mother saw him dating his lover with her own eyes. After the investigation, it was discovered that he had been cheating for more than 20 years, with various partners. He begged my mother to forgive him, but my mother has a very serious emotional cleanliness, and has suffered from depression since then. Stimulated, swallowed sleeping pills and died."

Having said that, Wen Xiao's expression still looked calm, but his fingers had become cold.

Before Xia Jue found out, he curled up his ten fingers and continued: "As for the big event, do you remember Shen Yuqiong? She experienced... things worse than Tao Tao in the Finance Institute, and was taken into my father's hands I'm studying for a master's degree. My dad was very dissatisfied with the students who were forced by his subordinates. Half of it was to vent, and the other half was because of his unshakable nature. My father had great prestige, and soon led the public to bite Shen Yuqiong back, saying that she was used to sex transactions, and she became angry because she didn't succeed this time. At that time, almost the whole hospital was on my father's side. God, it's the anniversary of my mother's death."

After finishing a series of things in one breath, Wen Xiao stopped and looked at Xia Jue.Xia Jue moved her lips, but couldn't make a sound for a while.

"What's that expression on your face?" At this moment, Wen Xiao actually showed a smile, mocking himself, "Do you also think the whole thing is weird?"

Xia Jue said softly, "Don't laugh like that." He stretched out his hand and stroked the back of Wen Xiao's cold hand.

Wen Xiao said: "I have no real evidence for Shen Yuqiong's matter, so I can't help my dad, but after I went to high school, I found that the most important thing for him is my college entrance examination. Therefore, according to the plan, I first got a score that satisfied him, Give him a 'surprise' after he relaxes and put him in the hospital."

"Then he now..." Xia Jue asked cautiously.

"I heard from my sister that he was lucky, and it didn't have a big impact, but I can't remember many things," Wen Xiao let out a sigh of relief, "It's kind of ridiculous, isn't it? Why does it seem that I washed him clean and gave him a relief. "

Hearing his tone, Xia Jue felt an unspeakable pain in her heart.

"So I said, I actually don't have my own way, but you do," Wen Xiao said, "So, can you understand?"

Right now, Wen Zhengming's punishment has come to a dead end, he has nowhere to go now, he has nothing to think about for himself, the only thing he can think about is Xia Jue.

Xia Jue buried herself in his chest, her voice trembling slightly: "It's not like that, Wen Xiao, it's just that you haven't chosen your own path yet, not that you haven't."

Wen Xiao was stunned.

"How else can I choose?" he asked.

"It's never you who can't choose." Xia Jue took a deep breath and looked up, "Your father can't control his mistakes, he is the one who can't make choices. You are not, you still have to fly high Woolen cloth."

Wen Xiao fumbled for Xia Jue's face in a daze, speechless.

Xia Jue turned her head, kissed his palm, and said, "Really, you are not wrong."

Wen Xiao stretched his arms hard and hugged him up.From top to bottom, Xia Jue kissed Wen Xiao.

More direct than words are words, and more intense than words are emotions.

"...Promise to my sister," Xia Jue said during the gasp, "I think, my sister's request has nothing to do with your father, it's just for you."

Wen Xiao kissed him deeply.

In the overlapping dreams, the night passed.

In the morning, Wen Xiao received an address from Wen Rushi.In order to facilitate care, Wen Rushi has brought Wen Zhengming to a rehabilitation hospital in Shanghai.

Wen Xiao looked at the text message interface, thinking.While drinking soy milk, Xia Jue secretly looked at him with worry in his eyes.

"I'm fine," Wen Xiao put down his phone, "Where do you want to go today? I'll be back before noon."

Xia Jue said, "Then we'll talk about it when you come back."

Wen Xiao responded, put on his mobile phone wallet, and prepared to go out.

"I'll wait for you to come back." Xia Jue sent him to the entrance and smiled at him.

Wen Xiao entered the elevator, Xia Jue's smile was still in his mind.He didn't know before that the feeling of being waited on was so good.

In the morning rush hour, the subway is very crowded.

After turning around four or five times and walking for a long time, I finally arrived at the address Wen Rushi said.The hospital is built in the suburbs, and the surrounding area is very secluded.

After registration, Wen Xiao was taken to a separate ward by the nurse.The environment in the ward was very good. Wen Zhengming was lying down and watching TV with a peaceful look on his face.

The door was closed, Wen Xiao didn't bring anything, and stood at the door empty-handed, full of thoughts.He found that Wen Zhengming's hair was a little grayer, but other things hadn't changed much, and his kind look was no different from the previous sanctimonious mask.

He walked in slowly.

Wen Zhengming noticed him, sat up, was puzzled at first, then showed a dazed look, and said with a smile: "Oh, Xiaoxiao is back!"

Wen Xiao felt his fingers trembling.He took a few deep breaths and said indifferently, "Don't call me Xiaoxiao."

"Aren't you Xiaoxiao?" Wen Zhengming looked surprised, "Where did Xiaoxiao go?"

Wen Xiao said bluntly, "I don't know."

Wen Zhengming sighed suddenly, and said again: "He should have gone for the exam. What about Xiaoru? Have you seen Xiaoru?"

Wen Xiao said, "No."

Wen Zhengming lay back in despair.

Wen Xiao found a chair on the side and sat down.After waiting for a while, Wen Zhengming turned off the TV, turned around and said, "No, you are Xiaoxiao."

Wen Zhengming's gaze was gentle, even full of warmth.As if in a lifetime, Wen Xiao felt intense and complicated emotions in his heart.

He thought: Why on earth did this home become like this?Obviously, before he entered the second year of junior high school, everything was fine. He had the most considerate mother, the most reliable father, and the most gentle sister.It was Wen Zhengming's suggestion when he started Sanda in elementary school, saying that a man should be brave enough and strong enough to protect his mother and sister.

in the end……

Wen Xiao closed his eyes forcefully, and when he opened them again, he suddenly found that Wen Zhengming had shed a tear.

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