why are they still in love

The feeling of loneliness has not yet dissipated, Xiao Chining was covered in cold sweat, shaking his hands to unbutton Xiao Zhaoshan's pajamas, begging incoherently and mournfully: "Dad, let's do it... let's do it."

Xiao Zhaoshan doesn't think this is a good time to have sex.He pressed Xiao Chining's hand, and calmed him down with a stern tone: "What did you dream about, tell Dad, be obedient, tell me."

Xiao Chining didn't have the patience to describe the nightmare.He couldn't break free from Xiao Zhaoshan's shackles, and it was difficult to fulfill himself with only one broken hand, so he quickly became ruthless and buried his head in using his teeth to tear Xiao Zhaoshan's pajamas.

Xiao Zhaoshan was determined to solve the chronic illness tonight, and kept leaning back to avoid his disorderly attack: "Xiao Chining, wake up, talk to me."

Xiao Chining violently tore off the obstructive buttons near his collar, threw himself on Xiao Zhaoshan, and eagerly licked and kissed his neck, as if he was in nowhere.

Xiao Zhaoshan frowned, and shouted, "Xiao Chining!"

Xiao Chining narrowed his eyes, twisted his body, seemed to be immersed in the passion, and only cared about the perfunctory foreplay.He licked Xiao Zhaoshan's earlobe, and said hoarsely, "Let me fuck, Dad, let me fuck|you."

Xiao Zhaoshan was finally angered by this disregard.

He grabbed Xiao Chining's bandage knot with one hand, and grabbed Xiao Chining's left shoulder with the other. He suddenly turned over and switched sides with him.Then he didn't say hello, and directly pressed Xiao Chining's lower body with his big palm.

In the darkness, Xiao Zhaoshan stared at him for a moment, gritted his teeth and said, "Is that enough? You haven't gotten hard yet, what are you pretending for?"

Xiao Chining finally opened his eyes, and stared up blankly, but he was not looking at Xiao Zhaoshan's face, but blankly looking at the ceiling of the hotel room.

"Then fuck|me." He said calmly.

"Yes..." He seemed to think of something, and stretched out his hand to take off his pajama pants, "Yes, you come to fuck|me."

Xiao Zhaoshan was so angry that his veins bulged, he had no choice but to bend down and bite his dry and chapped lips, as hard as if he wanted to crush a mirror.Xiao Chining was so suppressed by him that he felt pain, and responded rudely, intentionally biting his tongue with the tip of his teeth.

The two hugged each other tightly, rolling left and right on the double bed, their limbs rubbed and collided, it didn't look like a kiss, but a fight, and they had to fight to win or lose.

Xiao Zhaoshan pressed his knee against Xiao Chining's thigh, and plundered his mouth brutally. He really didn't care whether such a posture would hurt Xiao Chining's hand.

Competition is everywhere.

Xiao Chining climbed onto the back of his neck, and once he found that Xiao Zhaoshan wanted to leave him to change his breath, he pressed him desperately against his body and kicked him as a warning.Xiao Zhaoshan didn't want to be at a disadvantage, he pinched his waist relentlessly, and skillfully took off his pajamas.

Xiao Chining groaned in pain from his lips, and at the same time he started to feel hot.

He unreasonably rubbed off Xiao Zhaoshan's already messy shirt, hooked his toes around the waist of his trousers, and pulled his pajama pants down to his calf.Xiao Zhaoshan unexpectedly showed cooperation, he kicked off the last piece, and kindly helped him strip off his underwear with a hand.

In this way, the heat in the body can be transferred without hindrance.

Xiao Chining spread his five fingers, touched Xiao Zhaoshan's back neck along the road, pinched his back muscles, pinched his tight buttocks, and finally returned to the starting point, holding his face and legs tremblingly with his fingertips Unconsciously, it landed on his crotch.

Things gradually became different.

Xiao Zhaoshan abandoned the plundering with a sense of punishment.He lightly pecked Xiao Chining's lips and tongue like sipping water, as if he wanted to cover up the not-so-good kiss with a better kiss.

The quilt had already fallen onto the carpet, and the two figures in the middle of the big bed silently stopped fighting.Xiao Chining raised his chin and kissed him inseparably.

After a while, Xiao Zhaoshan slowly opened the distance, looking at Xiao Chining who was emotionally moving under him, even his rapid breathing was careful and inaudible.He raised his hand to comb Xiao Chining's short hair, and asked in a low voice, "Are you still pretending?"

Xiao Chining shook his head, and tightened his calf that was about to slip off his waist again: "It's really hard."

Xiao Zhaoshan lowered his head and smiled next to his ear: "Me too. Do you want to do it?"

"Do it." Xiao Chining added, "Do it all night, don't go out."

Xiao Zhaoshan licked the skin behind his right ear, then stuck it to his auricle, and asked in a breathy voice: "Does your hand not hurt anymore?"

Xiao Chining's right half of body immediately had a burst of crisp and numb electric current, and it went straight to the lower abdomen.He raised his lower body impatiently, rubbed Xiao Zhaoshan's lower back with his calf, and moaned: "Well...it doesn't hurt anymore, I forgot."

Xiao Zhaoshan swayed his body and poked his hard penis at his tight hole through his underwear: "You haven't forgotten, you just don't want me to remember."

"The switch is inside my body, I will forget when you come in." Xiao Chining felt a little despicable, but because of this despicableness, he clearly felt his nobility for the first time.

Looking back on the nine months he spent with Xiao Zhaoshan day and night, the only thing he really paid was the "price".Xiao Zhaoshan wanted him to be sincere, but he lied, Xiao Zhaoshan wanted him to love, but he chose to hate.Tolerance, respect, understanding, these qualities were never in his consideration, the only wise decision he made in pursuit of happiness was to stay by Xiao Zhaoshan's side.

But even so, Xiao Zhaoshan still fell in love with him, and still loves him to this day, which is unbelievable.

Xiao Chining wanted to cry.

In the same way, he pulled off the last piece of fabric from Xiao Zhaoshan's body, took the initiative to hold his swollen and high penis, and couldn't wait to send it into his body.

Xiao Zhaoshan grabbed his wrist and stopped him: "What's the rush, it hasn't been stretched yet, take your time, so as not to hurt later."

Xiao Chining didn't want to take his time, he slid down the bed, his tone was almost coquettish: "It's best to hurt me to death, so that the previous pain is nothing. Hurry up!"

But Xiao Zhaoshan mistakenly thought that he was a broken pot, so he took a step back and insisted on feeding him a finger first.Xiao Chining immediately softened into a puddle of water, shivering towards the head of the bed.

Xiao Zhaoshan was enjoying himself, and leaned over to laugh at him: "I don't think I need to go in, a few fingers can hurt you to death."

After speaking, he added two more fingers to press Xiao Chining's prostate together.

Xiao Chining was concentrating on adapting to the foreign body sensation, and after a while, he became interested, and urged forgetfully: "Dad, come in, Xiao Ning wants to be fucked..."

Xiao Zhaoshan's abdomen tightened and his throat burned when he called him, so he immediately went to the bedside to get the condoms and lubricating oil prepared by the hotel, and took protective measures in twos and twos.

"You can only call me Dad at this time." He grabbed Xiao Chining's right ankle, raised his right leg, lowered his head to try out the position in the dark, and then slowly pushed himself into Xiao Chining's body in the body.

Xiao Chining bit his lip, until he felt Xiao Zhaoshan's seminal vesicle touched his ass, and the whole thick and long genitals were wedged into his intestines, then he opened his mouth and let out a mouthful of hot air in satisfaction.

Xiao Zhaoshan was covered with a thin layer of sweat from his hot and wet intestines, and his back glowed charmingly under the dim moonlight.

He lifted Xiao Chining's waist, moved his buttocks and pumped them. At first, he tried it lightly, but then he became heavy and anxious, as if he wanted to pierce Xiao Chining through.

He changed Xiao Chining to a new bandage yesterday, and the way he tied the knot seemed unprofessional, he pressed him on the bed a few times, and the pimple looked like it was about to loosen.He simply fucked Xiao Chining from the center of the bed to the head of the bed, pulled him up after he couldn't get in, and made him face the wall and kneel on his lap with his legs wide open.

He pressed against Xiao Chining's back, pinched the fast-loose bandage knot and handed it to his moaning mouth, panting and coaxing: "Come on, hold it by yourself."

Xiao Chining opened his eyes, looked at the white bandage in his hand in confusion, and bit it obediently.

Xiao Zhaoshan rewarded him with a deep top: "Baby is so good."

Xiao Chining's eyes widened, and a vague sob came out of his throat.

Xiao Zhaoshan's eyes were reddened by his pitiful moans, and his lower body pushed even faster: "Why didn't you yell louder just now, is it because Dad is not strong enough? Hmm?"

Xiao Chining lay on Xiao Zhaoshan's shoulder, feeling that he was about to be fucked into the wall by him, subconsciously raised his left hand to palm the bed board in front of him, and shook his head desperately as if he couldn't bear it.

Xiao Zhaoshan couldn't bear to make Xiao Chining suffer because of his greed for momentary pleasure, so he reduced the frequency of collisions, thrusting slowly, and kissing him gently, but still every time in place.

Xiao Chining likes this restrained and ruthless rhythm very much. It is the joy that he could not experience when he was in the top position in the past. It is the stability and confidence that those fledgling college students in bars cannot imitate.

He and Xiao Zhaoshan kissed wetly across a bandage, one seduced one end and the other chased him there.No one felt dirty, no one thought it was wrong, but the rough gauze made them more lustful and warmer.

Probably because Xiao Zhaoshan was afraid that he would be tired, he thoughtfully supported his right hand hanging in front of his chest, scraping his fingertips on the plaster, and the resonance aroused a bone-like itching in Xiao Chining's body.

He is about to cum.

Xiao Zhaoshan's skin behind him was so hot, hotter than all the summers he had experienced in the past 17 years combined, making the body fluids around him boil.

No one would say no to all the summers of their lives thus far.

"Father... I, I want to ejaculate, I'm about to ejaculate..." Xiao Chining spat out the bandage and said with his tongue out.At the same time, the left hand unconsciously moved to the slightly warped penis between the legs, moving it up and down.

Xiao Zhaoshan quickly helped his right arm to prevent him from knocking on the bed and getting hurt.Then he took Xiao Chining's hand, put it to his lips and kissed it, and led him away from the dangerous area.

"Xiao Ning, let Dad fuck and cum on you?"

Xiao Chining was easily dizzy when he got on the bed, so he agreed without hesitation, but after being carried by Xiao Zhaoshan to the French window, he worked for more than ten minutes facing the quiet night of Shunde outside the window.

During the period, the hot and swollen front of his genitals would always be pushed against the cold glass, which made him unable to shoot even if the arrow was on the string, and almost made him cry on the spot and begged Xiao Zhaoshan to let him shoot.

Xiao Zhaoshan discovered the pattern, but enjoyed Xiao Chining's scalp-numbing pinch from time to time. Immediately, he pressed him on the glass even more presumptuously, leaving him in the middle of ice and fire. Learn how to last longer.

Xiao Chining finally broke down and cried, even he himself didn't know whether it was physical tears or tears of grievance.He stepped on Xiao Zhaoshan's instep, and cursed without arrogance: "Damn it! Let me cum!"

Xiao Zhaoshan controlled his hand that was about to move, and pulled himself out: "That's not right, try again."

"Go away!"

Xiao Zhaoshan patted his buttocks with the big guy covered in mucus: "No, do it all over again."

Xiao Chining groaned, and a full teardrop hung to the root of his eyelashes.

"I'm sleepy, I'm so sleepy..." He tried to pretend to be pitiful.

Xiao Zhaoshan inserted it again, but didn't move.He rubbed Xiao Chining's nipples, and said obsessively: "Who said that it will be done all night? What time is it?"

Xiao Chining looked at the sky outside the window, it was far from dawn.

Had to accept fate.

"Uncle..." Xiao Chining pouted his buttocks, turned to look at Xiao Zhaoshan, the tear slid down his flushed face and hung on the tip of his beautiful chin, "Xiao Ning really wants to cum, I want uncle to hurry Shoot it in... ah!"

Xiao Zhaoshan was terrified, and was drawn out by his appearance as a real beast in his body. Before he finished speaking, he clenched his teeth and started to move. Every move seemed to kill him. It is to let the moon in the sky see it and be a witness for them.

Xiao Chining's physical strength was poor, and he couldn't stand up for a while, so he could only bow his waist softly and let him hit him deeper.

Listening to his moaning louder and sharper, Xiao Zhaoshan stepped up his horsepower for the final sprint, and soon spurted out a thick liquid.

The inside was rubbed so hot that the semen was a little cold.Obviously Xiao Zhaoshan wore a condom and didn't really ejaculate, but Xiao Chining felt the ballistic in a daze at the moment of his ejaculation.

He threw himself on the glass innocently, his eyes widened in disbelief, and he ejaculated without a sound.

After the release, both of them were out of breath. Xiao Zhaoshan took off the cover with one hand, hugged Xiao Chining's armpit, and sat in front of the window with him.He remembered that this year's New Year's Day, he and Xiao Chining sat on the bay window at home to usher in the new year.

Xiao Zhaoshan rested his chin on the top of his head, and asked with a smile, "Is the baby satisfied? It's a real coming-of-age ceremony."

Xiao Chining was still stuck in the aftertaste of the climax, unable to speak a word.

Xiao Zhaoshan pointed to the moon and the few stars that appeared in the sky after the rain stopped: "Look, all the birthday presents are here, you have to remember to be happy."

Xiao Chining lifted his eyelids tiredly and looked at it, then said weakly: "Fuck off, you're so dishonest, whoever loves happiness will be happy."

Xiao Zhaoshan sighed, let go of him wordlessly, got up and went to the suitcase, and found something inside.

Xiao Chining watched him walking back with the bird, and said with disgust: "Xiao Xiao, look at you, tsk tsk."

Xiao Zhaoshan ignored him, and this time sat next to him with his right hand behind his back, and spread his left palm towards him.

"No." He smiled gentlemanly at Xiao Chining, and motioned him to put his hand up with his eyes.

Seeing that he was so serious, Xiao Chining was inexplicably nervous.He cleared his throat, and hesitantly put his hand on Xiao Zhaoshan's palm.

"Why? If you dare to get me a ring, you will die..."

It's a pity that it's hard to get overwhelmed.

Xiao Zhaoshan's hand holding the wedding ring paused in the air, and it was only 0.01 centimeter away from the tip of Xiao Chining's ring finger.

"...It's settled." Xiao Chi Ning finished the two words that he hadn't finished speaking in a voice like a mosquito, and also froze in place.

The atmosphere was a bit awkward, especially since both of them were naked at this time.

Xiao Zhaoshan tightened his five fingers and hid the wedding ring in. He said indifferently: "If you don't like it, I can choose another gift for you. How about I take you to the shopping mall tomorrow to choose?"

Xiao Chining came back to his senses, grabbed his hand quickly, and tried to pierce his fingers: "Fuck... I didn't expect that, I was joking! Let me see!"

Xiao Zhaoshan put his fist behind his back and smiled formulaically: "If there's something interesting, don't look at it."

"It looks good! I like it! I want to wear it!" Xiao Chining shouted.

Xiao Zhaoshan frowned: "Keep your voice down, everyone upstairs and downstairs are asleep."

Xiao Chining was so happy that he couldn't hold back: "Is it a wedding ring, right? I see you are going to put it on my ring finger."

"No, it's just an ordinary decorative ring." Xiao Zhaoshan still refused to give it to him.

"Say! Are you going to propose to me?" Xiao Chining asked, pointing to his chest.

Xiao Zhaoshan was a little embarrassed: "First, we can't be a husband and wife, and second, we can't break up like other couples. What's there to propose?"

Seeing that his eyes were not as calm as usual, Xiao Chining knew that he was right.

"Of course." He suddenly knelt up and hugged Xiao Zhaoshan's neck, and said seriously, "In this way, I will have a new switch, and I will look down every day, and I will forget any pain."

Xiao Zhaoshan consciously hugged him back, and said: "Xiao Chining, it's hard to forget, I know I don't have the ability, I just hope you can live a little easier, and you can believe that you are worthy of being loved."

Xiao Chining retreated, and stretched out his left palm in front of Xiao Zhaoshan: "Okay, I promise you."

Xiao Zhaoshan didn't expect to have such an oolong, he shook his head amusedly, and put on the warm plain ring on him: "Happy birthday, I wish you a new year, you can speak slowly."

Xiao Chining was admiring the ring by the moonlight, and he was very happy: "This-is-slow-can-can-"

Xiao Zhaoshan flicked the tip of his nose with his fingers: "Are you so happy? Doesn't that mean I'm dead?"

Xiao Chining fell into his arms, and said with a smile: "If you don't give the gold chain, you won't die."

Xiao Zhaoshan wrapped his arms around his waist and said, "It's a platinum ring. When I bought it, I thought we would go abroad. I was afraid that I would be robbed on the street after giving you a pure gold ring with diamonds."

"Well, good idea."

"Award."

"Where's that ring of yours? When will you show me it?"

"I'll show it to you after we finish the night, okay?"

"It's done, it's done too well. It's a fucking night!"

After Xiao Chining finished his rhetoric, he finally had enough of admiring the ring.He withdrew his hand and turned to look at Xiao Zhaoshan, and asked, "Apart from this, is there no other birthday greeting?"

"It's gone, your train of thought has been interrupted by you." Xiao Zhaoshan said.

"Then it's me." Xiao Chining jumped up from his arms unexpectedly and kissed him, and said solemnly, "Dad, I love you."

Xiao Zhaoshan was so surprised that he almost forgot how to pronounce Chinese.

He has never said these three words to anyone in his life, including Chi Yan at the wedding, because he once thought that these words were invalid, redundant, and could not be guaranteed.

So, what exactly can "love" do?Xiao Chining seemed to have shown the answer in front of him in just nine months.

It must be admitted that the role of love is very limited. It can neither make a beggar suffering from hunger and cold become rich immediately, nor can it restore health and freedom to a terminally ill patient.She can only make people—perhaps even limited to some sensitive and meticulous people—possibly have an impulse to "love" others.

is impulsive.Vow to study hard, suddenly resign to go on a long trip, kiss, hug, reproduce, make decisions, do multiple-choice questions, change the trajectory of life... Life is a combination of countless impulses.

At this moment, Xiao Zhaoshan was surrounded by a huge impulse.

"Xiao Ning..."

For the first time in his life, he was at a loss.

On the one hand, he wanted to find some more appropriate and more leeway words to teach Xiao Chining: these are the three words in the world that are more difficult than "I'm sorry".On the other hand, this matter can also be extremely simple, as long as that "you" is Xiao Chining.

Xiao Zhaoshan blamed himself for this momentary hesitation.He wants to catch the impulsive tail.

"Baby, I love you too, I love you the most in the world."

"But this is not a birthday message." He kissed Xiao Chining's moving eyebrows and said firmly, "This is my marriage proposal."

Heaven knows, the earth knows, you know and I know, it is not enough for outsiders to know [3].

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[1] From Bai Juyi's "Pipa Xing".

[2] Adapted from the lyrics of Li Zongsheng's "Newly Written Old Songs": "Two men/It is very likely that they will just look alike throughout their lives/The lucky ones become confidants/The unfortunate ones can only be A and B".

[3] From Tao Yuanming's "Peach Blossom Spring".

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