why are they still in love

The negotiation location Yue Zezhang chose was under a remote provincial road, and the ambulance couldn't drive over, so he could only stand by in the nearby emergency lane.Xiao Zhaoshan immediately took off his snow-stained overcoat, wrapped tightly around the filthy and stinking Xiao Chining, and planned to run on the provincial road with him on his back.

As a result, before he stood up from the ground, Xiao Chining in his arms frowned and cried out in pain.

Xiao Zhaoshan didn't dare to move any more, kept him in a squatting position and let him lie on his lap, and asked softly, "Where does it hurt? Baby, where does it hurt?"

Xiao Chining vaguely smelled a familiar sandalwood.He subconsciously retreated into the scent, but tilted his head back as if suffering, and said intermittently: "Hand, don't move...the right hand..."

Xiao Zhaoshan opened his coat, carefully stretched his left hand into Xiao Chining's bulky coat, and lightly stroked his right arm under the dim moonlight: "Let me see, let Dad see."

What the cold fingertips touched was not the soft and smooth skin in memory, but a hot blood blister that swelled to harden.He withdrew his hand in shock, fearing that a single carelessness would aggravate Xiao Chining's pain.

"Wait a minute... right now!" Xiao Zhaoshan panicked and looked around in a daze.More than a dozen policemen were busy detaining the suspect and collecting evidence. Only one policeman who seemed to be the captain of the operation caught his eyes.

The team leader kept a close eye on each other, only now did he realize that the hostages were in dire condition, and cursed inwardly: "All the fuck is on the top! Don't care about the wounded!"

As he walked quickly towards Xiao Zhaoshan, he picked up the walkie-talkie and notified his colleagues: "Old Chen, the hostage is injured, hurry up and send a stretcher and a doctor down!"

"I'm really sorry, I was in a hurry to disarm, so I didn't take care of this side." He squatted down next to Xiao Chining who had fallen asleep again, turned on the miniature flashlight, checked his injuries up and down, and then turned to Xiao Chining. Zhaoshan said, "The trauma looks a bit serious, let's put him down, and slow down."

It was also at this time that Xiao Zhaoshan could clearly see that Xiao Chining's face and the collar of his clothes were covered with old and new blood and vomit, there were ring-shaped bruises on his wrists and ankles, and there were differences between his neck and chest. degree of allergy.

He became more and more terrified, and the fear that came from the depths of his soul made him unable to speak a single word. He could do nothing but let Xiao Chining go as promised and wait by his side for rescue.

No one is omnipotent, he has always overestimated himself.

He clenched his left hand tightly and then released it. In no time, Xiao Zhaoshan stood up abruptly, rushed to Yue Zezhang who was being escorted by two policemen, aimed his fist at his face, and slammed it down hard.

not enough.

He didn't stop, and punched Yue Zezhang in the abdomen again, almost wanting to pierce his body with his bare hands and let him die.

Yue Zezhang's hands were handcuffed behind his back, he lost his center of gravity for a moment, and was about to fall to the ground.The two policemen who had just been hesitating between letting go of the suspect to stop the client, or escorting the suspect to let the client vent their anger according to the order, saw Xiao Zhaoshan's punches to the flesh and terrific strength, and hastily chose the former.

"What are you doing?! Calm down!"

However, Xiao Zhaoshan was so red-eyed that he couldn't move his upper body so he simply moved his lower body, stretched out his legs and kicked Yue Zezhang who had fallen to the ground from the gap.He couldn't feel the tearing pain coming from his right arm at this moment, he only knew to struggle desperately, stepping on Yue Zezhang's hand with an eye for an eye.

Hearing the sound, other police officers who were collecting evidence quickly surrounded him and joined the ranks of subduing him.Xiao Zhaoshan was pressed to the ground by four young men, but he still did not forget to look up at Yue Zezhang, who was also in a panic, and said harshly: "If something happens to Xiao Chining, I will kill you with my own hands!"

Yue Zezhang met his ferocious face, and even smiled: "Comrade policeman, did you hear that? This is intentional injury and personal threat."

"I heard it." The action captain who was watching over Xiao Chining walked over angrily, and lightly kicked Yue Zezhang's useless leg, "Yo, you can be broken by knowing two words."

He raised his chin to the other two policemen not far away: "What are you doing in a daze, take this old man away quickly and let him talk to the judge about intentional injury and personal threats."

"Who is the law enforcement device on?" He glanced at the team members present, and said meaningfully, "Remember, make sure to take a clear picture of this part."

Then he squatted down in front of Xiao Zhaoshan, and signaled the four policemen to let go of him: "You are such a grown man, why do you love to make trouble for yourself so much? It's late at night, don't add to our workload."

Xiao Zhaoshan got up slowly holding onto the grass, without saying a word, his face covered with dark clouds.

While speaking, the medical staff trotted to the scene.They first inspected Xiao Chining's injuries roughly, fixed his right hand briefly, and then put him on a stretcher and carried him to an ambulance.

It takes nearly an hour to rush back to downtown Beijing from here, and the initial treatment of trauma is being carried out in an orderly manner in the ambulance.The accompanying doctor lifted Xiao Chining's eyelids and tested his physical reflexes with a pupil penlight, but his expression was not very good.

Seeing this, Xiao Zhaoshan, who was sitting opposite him, immediately had his heart in his throat: "Doctor, what's wrong?"

"Hey, don't move!" The nurse who was cleaning his wound shouted, "The sutures are still moving, don't you feel the pain!"

However, Xiao Zhaoshan looked at Xiao Chining who was lying flat on the stretcher with worry.He knew that Xiao Chining must be in more pain than him.

The doctor didn't answer, he glanced at the monitor beside him, lowered his head and cut off Xiao Chining's blood-stained sweater, exposing his entire chest and abdomen.

Mottled blood spots and bruises spread out on the dense black-purple periphery, together with the lumpy redness caused by allergies, which basically covered up his original skin color, which can be described as shocking.

The nurses were well-informed and did not change their expressions, but Xiao Zhaoshan lost his breath the moment he saw it clearly.He couldn't imagine what kind of inhuman abuse Xiao Chining had suffered this week.

When he was lying on the operating table, Xiao Chining might be being beaten; when he was idly waiting to be discharged from the hospital, Xiao Chining might be sleeping all night in allergies and pain; , Xiao Chining may be waiting for him to answer the phone, waiting for him to rescue.

The doctor put on gloves and gently pressed Xiao Chining's chest and abdomen to check for abnormal blood clots.Xiao Zhaoshan silently raised his left hand and squeezed Xiao Chining's fingers tightly.

It was Xiao Chining who held on to his fingers before, now it's his turn.

In the future, if Xiao Chining wants them to be lovers, then they will be lovers, if Xiao Chining wants them to be father and son, then they will be father and son, if Xiao Chining wants them to be strangers, then they will be strangers—what? It's all good, Xiao Chining thinks he's disgusting, hates him so much and wants to fly away, as long as he's safe and healthy, he can accept it.

As long as he is safe and healthy.

The ambulance drove into the hospital in a hurry. The nurses who had been notified by the accompanying doctor in advance had been on standby at the entrance of the emergency building for a long time. After transferring Xiao Chining to the mobile hospital bed, he put on an oxygen mask and covered him with a quilt.

Xiao Zhaoshan wanted to help with the portable oxygen pump, but the nurse roughly brushed off his hand: "Family members, don't make trouble!"

So he backed away quickly, like a child who has done something wrong.

"Look for someone from the radiology department and the blood test window to join the team!" The accompanying doctor quickly explained to a nurse, "The patient probably has a comminuted fracture of the radial bone in his right hand, and it is not clear whether it has been displaced. There are no open wounds on his body." , but the clothes are full of blood, I suspect that he vomited blood before the shock. By the way, I felt a lump on the back of his head, and I have to hurry up and do a brain CT for him."

Xiao Chining's hospital bed was surrounded by people, Xiao Zhaoshan could only follow behind them, leaving a step behind.However, one step away was enough for him to hear every word the doctor said clearly.

Xiao Chining not only had a comminuted fracture, but also vomited blood.He was seriously injured, went into shock, had no physiological reflexes, and his blood pressure was abnormally low. His life was in danger, so hurry up.

These words scrambled into his ears, and with all his teeth and claws, he pressed his soul into the boiling oil pan and nailed him to the burning torture rack.

When Dong Xin rushed to the hospital, he saw Xiao Zhaoshan sitting alone on the plastic chair outside the operating room, with his face buried in his palms, looking even more depressed than the previous few days.

Yesterday in the car, she repeatedly asked to go to rescue Xiao Chining together, but Xiao Zhaoshan refused on the grounds that Yue Zezhang would definitely send someone to monitor his every move, so she fidgeted at home all day waiting for news.But she waited and waited, and it was almost twelve o'clock, but she still couldn't wait for Xiao Zhaoshan's call.

So she took the initiative to call, but the other end never answered.She turned to call the captain of the operation who saved the phone number when calling the police, and only then did she learn that Xiao Chining had been sent to this hospital.

When life and death are uncertain, waiting for an answer with only two possible answers is a tormenting thing, and Dong Xin can't help being angry with Zodiac Zhaoshan.

With a cold face, she sat down beside the sloppy Xiao Zhaoshan, and asked in a deep voice, "How is Chi Ning?"

Xiao Zhaoshan raised his face from the palm of his hand, and leaned against the back of the plastic chair numbly: "I don't know, I'm trying to rescue him."

Dong Xin looked at the warning light above the operating room: "Why didn't you answer the phone? How much time will it take to report to me that you are safe?"

Xiao Zhaoshan replied weakly: "I didn't hear that."

Dong Xin turned to stare at him, her voice raised a lot unconsciously: "I made no less than twenty calls! Twenty, you didn't hear any of them?!"

Xiao Zhaoshan picked up the overcoat that was on the side, trying to prove that he was not lying, but the coat pocket was empty.

He threw the coat back on the chair casually, and said flatly, "I don't know where I lost my phone."

Dong Xin saw that he was devastated, a heart that had weathered the wind and rain probably entered the operating room with Xiao Chining, was cut bloody by the scalpel, and couldn't bear to continue to blame him, asking for an explanation for his fear all day long.

Both fell silent, and sat quietly outside the operating room waiting for the reminder light to go off.Not long after, she suddenly remembered something.

"Does Chi Yan know that Chi Ning is injured?"

Xiao Zhaoshan lowered his head and drew an unknown pattern on his pants with his fingertips: "I don't know."

Dong Xin took out her mobile phone from her handbag and handed it to him: "Tell her, she is Chi Ning's mother after all."

Xiao Zhaoshan turned away directly, expressing his resistance with his whole body.

Dong Xin sarcastically said: "If something happens to Chi Ning on the operating table, you don't plan to tell her? Xiao Zhaoshan, just because you have no blood relationship with Chi Yan doesn't mean that Chi Ning doesn't."

Xiao Zhaoshan's face finally had some color.He looked at Dong Xin angrily, and said word by word: "Nothing will happen to Xiao Chining."

Dong Xin frowned and stared at him for a while, and finally smiled disdainfully: "You are still a father. Okay, if you don't hit me, I will hit you."

There has never been such a tense battle between the two tonight. Dong Xin pressed the speakerphone provocatively, and notified Chi Yan of Xiao Chining's kidnapping, abuse and serious injury.Xiao Zhaoshan wandered far and wide throughout the whole process, pretending not to hear.

After Chi Yan was surprised, he found out the address of the hospital and the documents he needed to bring, and said he would come right away.At the end, she asked where Xiao Zhaoshan was, and Dong Xin glanced at Xiao Zhaoshan, and replied, "I don't know, he is probably dead."

The phone was hung up, and the two returned to the state of having nothing to say, looking at each other and keeping silent.

During the period, a nurse came out of the operating room, Xiao Zhaoshan was quite popular, and hurriedly got up to meet Xiao Chining and asked about Xiao Chining's situation.

"Ruptured spleen, gastric bleeding, acute pneumonia, partial pneumothorax, hemorrhage in the brain, and comminuted fracture of the right radius." The nurse listed his symptoms in the same way as the name of the dish. Prepare."

Dong Xin choked his breath in his throat.

"...What psychological preparation?" Xiao Zhaoshan asked in a daze.

The nurse looked at him strangely, and seemed to think that he was asking the question knowingly: "Of course I asked for leave from the company, and I was mentally prepared to stay with the bed for a long time, otherwise? By the way, you should also check your medical insurance and other purchased medical insurance in the past two days. Insurance, to raise hospital expenses well, the amount will not be small.”

Dong Xin almost wanted to point at the nurse's nose and scold her for not being able to speak, but he couldn't bear it when he thought that she had to go to blood transfusion to save people.However, when the nurse left, she still couldn't restrain her short temper.

"Fuck, is this girl out of her mind? She thinks she can scare people everywhere by wearing a white dress and opening her mouth wide." She stared at the back of the nurse in disbelief, then looked back at Xiao Zhaoshan, "Old Xiao , remember her face, when the time comes to complain..."

But Xiao Zhaoshan didn't seem to hear it.His face was pale, he raised his hand to support the wall of the hospital, and bent down as if exhausted.

"Scared me……"

His body swayed deeper and deeper, and he fell to the ground in embarrassment after a while.

Dong Xin was so shocked that he threw his bag and rushed over, intending to pull him up from the ground.Xiao Zhaoshan's limbs felt weak, and he failed to stand up after several attempts.

He held Dong Xin's arm tightly, buried his face and repeated tremblingly: "Dong Xin, you scared me to death..."

When Chi Yan came, this was what he saw.

In 21 years, she had never seen Xiao Zhaoshan like this, so when she stood in the aisle and saw Dong Xin giving him a comforting hug, what aroused in her heart was not suspicion, but jealousy.

Jealous of her being Xiao Zhaoshan's friend, but taking it for granted that Xiao Zhaoshan never gave her the privilege of being a wife.

She lived in the company for a week, and she was so busy that she could only sleep for four or five hours a day. Her face was really not good, and her appearance was not glamorous.She straightened her expression, put her long hair that hadn't been dyed for a long time behind her ears, walked briskly on high heels, and stood at Xiao Zhaoshan's feet.

"How's the surgery going?" she asked condescendingly.

Seeing Chi Yan coming, Dong Xin let go of Xiao Zhaoshan to avoid suspicion, got up and stood facing her: "It's been two hours since I went in, and the situation doesn't seem to be very good."

Chi Yan frowned: "What's not good?"

Dong Xin lowered his head and looked at Xiao Zhaoshan, seeing that he didn't intend to talk to Chi Yan, so he relayed to her what the nurse said just now.

After Chi Yan listened carefully, he nodded to her to show his understanding, then turned his head and kicked Xiao Zhaoshan: "Get up, what does it look like sitting here?"

Xiao Zhaoshan couldn't get up.Since receiving the call from the kidnapper yesterday, he hasn't closed his eyes.If calling the police, cooperating in formulating a rescue plan, and confronting Yue Zezhang made him exhausted, then by the time Xiao Chining got off the operating table, his internal organs had been emptied.

"Forget it, let him be alone." Dong Xin smoothed things over, "Let's go over there and wait."

The two women sat down next to each other on the connecting chair, Chi Yan looked at Xiao Zhaoshan who was only wearing unlined clothes, and felt very strange.

Time passed too slowly, and the warning light in the operating room was still on at two o'clock in the morning.The drowsiness and apprehension that gradually calmed down quietly fermented among the three of them.

Chi Yan was the first to react.She walked up to Xiao Zhaoshan, knelt down and said, "It doesn't make any sense for us to wait here. You go and treat the wound on your hand first, and I will stay and watch over it. You can replace me tomorrow morning."

Xiao Zhaoshan hung his head motionless: "It's most meaningless for you to stay, why don't you go?"

Chi Yan was not angry either: "Because Xiao Chining's life is half mine, and he is also my son."

"It's late. I'm his only guardian now." Xiao Zhaoshan finally agreed to look her in the eye, "Chi Yan, do you know what 'only' is?"

Chi Yan was taken aback for a moment, and then said, "I don't understand, I only know that he has become like this today, and I don't feel well."

Xiao Zhaoshan leaned his head against the wall, and smiled mockingly at her: "Of course you shouldn't feel bad, he has become what he is today, you can't get away with it, we can't get away with it."

"First, I didn't send him to the kidnappers, and second, I didn't hurt anyone." Chi Yan looked at him straight, "If what you said is that I shouldn't have given birth to him, then I admit it."

Xiao Zhaoshan didn't understand why she was still so stubborn.

"Did you see that photo?" he asked suddenly.

Chi Yan frowned: "What photo?"

Xiao Zhaoshan was confident: "The photo of Xiao Chining and I kissing."

Chi Yan frowned deeper: "So, what do you want to express?"

Xiao Zhaoshan said: "Don't you want to know why we kiss?"

"I'm not as stupid as you think." Chi Yan didn't take it seriously, "Did Xiao Chining send it to me on your mobile phone?"

Xiao Zhaoshan was tired, he hoped that Chi Yan would get out of his sight quickly.

"Xiao Chining hates me and wants to play tricks on me." Chi Yan's tone remained calm, "He secretly took this photo while you were asleep, in order to make me angry so that I could break up with you completely. I always knew .”

"What do you know? You don't know anything." Xiao Zhaoshan said coldly, "I took the photo and sent it to you myself."

Chi Yan's face suddenly became ugly.

Xiao Zhaoshan looked into Chi Yan's eyes and said desperately: "I forced him to be my lover, sleep with me, and kiss me. Why do you think I thought of going to the mountains to collect wind during the National Day? That's right, I actually To go on a date with him behind your back."

Chi Yan stood up abruptly, and shouted: "Xiao Zhaoshan! You fucking—"

"Aren't you curious about whom I fell in love with so I have to divorce you?" Xiao Zhaoshan also stood up unsteadily, and continued, "It's Xiao Chining. I fell in love with Xiao Chining, you don't care son."

In a rage, Chi Yan slapped him directly: "Enough!"

Xiao Zhaoshan turned his face back and said with a smile: "Where is this? Do you know why your company was named by the tax bureau a while ago? Yes, I reported it anonymously."

Chi Yan opened his mouth wide in shock.

"Do you think it's hurt to hit someone?"

Xiao Zhaoshan grabbed her neck unexpectedly, changed his position and pushed her against the white wall of the hospital.

"Every day you abandon him and ignore him, you are hurting him." He leaned into Chi Yan's ear and said in a deep voice, "I just got back a little for him, and it's not enough."

Chi Yan gritted his teeth, pulled his hand away from his neck, and pushed him away forcefully: "Xiao Zhaoshan! That's your son! Your own son!"

Xiao Zhaoshan stabilized his body, and said with a matter of course: "What's wrong? I love my son, what's wrong?"

Chi Yan didn't care about the presence of outsiders, and broke down and shouted: "You...you are father and son, and they are related by blood! You are incest, you know!"

"Yeah, Luan|lun," Xiao Zhaoshan nodded approvingly, "I know."

He changed the subject: "But what does it matter? No one can stop me from loving Xiao Chining, including blood relationship. Blood relationship will only make me love him more, more than my own children."

Chi Yan's eyes were wide open, and his face flushed red: "You are crazy, you are all crazy..."

She thought of the lingering scenes of herself and Xiao Zhaoshan, the scene of seeing him off on a trip last National Day, every night when the three of them sat together for dinner, and every time he and Xiao Chining looked at each other with unknown meanings, she suddenly A fit of uncontrollable nausea.

She looked at Xiao Zhaoshan, and tears fell from her eyes to the tip of her chin: "Disgusting... Xiao Zhaoshan, you are so disgusting..."

Xiao Zhaoshan remembered that Xiao Chining said similar things the day he left.

He smiled relievedly and echoed, "Yes, I am the most disgusting."