why are they still in love

At three o'clock in the morning, the night was getting darker and darker. After Xiao Zhaoshan recorded his statement, he was asked to sign a guarantee before he brought Xiao Chining home.

According to the relevant regulations, Xiao Chining is not cleared of his suspicions yet, at least he has to wait until the day after tomorrow when the hair test results come out before he can decide whether he took drugs or not.

Before the case became clear, he could not travel far, could not lose contact, and could not disclose any information related to the case to others. Once the police summoned him, he had to rush to the police station immediately to cooperate with the investigation.

Xiao Zhaoshan was extremely dissatisfied with this kind of request similar to release on bail pending trial, but because Xiao Chining had to suffer on his own, he should have a longer memory, so in the end he signed it reluctantly.

Xiao Chining vomited twice last night, besides stomachache and dizziness, his sanity has completely returned.He knew that he had caused trouble, and according to Vice Captain Wu, the situation seemed to be a little serious, so it was very quiet along the way.

But he was curious like a cat scratching his heart.

He intuited that Xiao Zhaoshan's expression as if he was facing a big enemy just now had a deep meaning, and it must have something to do with Xiao Zhaoshan's present or past that he didn't know about.

He made a plan, if Xiao Zhaoshan scolded him or beat him, he would pretend to be stubborn, say that he was not wrong at all, that he was just trying to get his attention, and then he would step by step provoke him to tell those hidden things. tuck thing.

However, Xiao Zhaoshan didn't scold him for a long time, didn't hit him for a long time, even his face was very gentle, he was a saint who forgave his people before they begged for forgiveness.

Xiao Chining was even more curious.

When the car drove into the underground parking lot, he asked Xiao Zhaoshan in a soft voice, "Dad, aren't you angry?"

Xiao Zhaoshan, who was silent all the way, didn't look at him, and his eyes still stayed on the reversing radar on the center console.It wasn't until he parked the car firmly in the parking space, pulled out the key and turned off the ignition, that he replied lightly, "I'm angry, why aren't you angry."

Xiao Chining didn't believe it: "Then why didn't you scold me?"

"You want to be scolded so much?" Xiao Zhaoshan didn't care, got out of the car and urged him, "Hurry up, go upstairs, wash and sleep."

Xiao Chining had no choice but to turn the page like this.Looking at Xiao Zhaoshan's back, he laughed at himself, "Father, you really don't have any expectations of me."

boom!

Xiao Zhaoshan's movements paused, and then he vigorously shut his sarcasm behind him, walked around the front of the car and opened the passenger door, leaned his upper body into the car, and bent over to unbuckle his seat belt.

"Xiao Chining, do you fucking have to hear 'you let me down' to be comfortable?"

"Well, listen." He straightened up, put his head on the frame of the car and looked down at him, "Yes, you let me down. In the first 17 years, you had no friends, no beliefs, and no parents by your side. You were desperate like this Survived, and lived well. At least he looked good."

He suddenly stretched out his hand and pulled Xiao Chining out of the car. The latter fell on him in embarrassment before he could stand still.

He closed the door of the car, pushed his knees between his legs, and tightly grasped his wrists with both hands, imprisoning him in front of his chest.

"Why now that I have friends and me, I don't want to live anymore? Huh? Tell me."

The underground parking lot in the early morning was too quiet, Xiao Chining felt that Xiao Zhaoshan must have heard his heartbeat, otherwise how would he explain why there was a triumphant smile deep in his eyes when he gritted his teeth and said harsh words ?

They were too close, and with every breath, he found that Xiao Zhaoshan's shirt collar was wrinkled, a faint blue color appeared on his chin, and there were two dark circles under his eye sockets that were getting deeper and deeper due to lack of sleep.

He was obviously tired, but he became inexplicably younger again.

Xiao Chining couldn't believe it.

"Answer me, why are you buying cocaine, are you trying to destroy yourself?"

"I..." In an instant, tides welled up in Xiao Chining's eyes.

Xiao Zhaoshan thought he would hear the truth of Hu Yingxue's last words from him, but instead he heard an almost devout question.

"Do I really have you... Dad."

The tension in Xiao Zhaoshan's whole body dissipated instantly.

Xiao Chining looked up at him, and asked in a low voice: "Are you finally willing to love me..."

For some reason, his throat suddenly felt sore like vinegar after a night of soaking in it. Xiao Zhaoshan felt that he was the one who needed to answer—is it true that as long as he admits that he loves Xiao Chining, Xiao Chining will not want to destroy himself?Does it mean that as long as he loves a little more passionately, he will want to live?

Where is a son born here?This mother gave birth to an ancestor, so he had to coax and hold the pain, and had to repeat loudly many times to wake up his deaf ears.

Xiao Zhaoshan sighed, pulled him up from the car door, and while patting the invisible ashes on his back, he said earnestly: "Xiao Chining, I hope you understand that the fact is that there is no relationship between people. Not to mention owning. What we call you have me and I have you is just arranging the order."

He took Xiao Chining's slightly sweaty hand and walked towards the elevator.

"Who is the one I want to treat the most, who is the one I am most willing to accompany, who is the one I can care about later, and who is the one I don't regret turning a blind eye to. And so on."

He raised his hand to press the up button, but accidentally saw Xiao Chining's focused face facing him on the reflective keypad.

It's similar to how he had to hold his index finger when he was a child to sleep without crying or fussing.

Xiao Zhaoshan smiled behind his back, briefly forgot the problems left over tonight, forgot that Yue Zezhang was still spying in the dark, forgot Chi Yan's selfishness and indifference, forgot the conflict with Xiao Chining that needed to be resolved, and accidentally noticed happiness.

Yes, it sounds like it is not qualified, but the softness and urge to kiss that are not humane in the heart are very important.

"Xiao Chining, it's like this." Before the elevator arrived, he turned his head and pulled his child to his side, half-joking and half-promising, "You're now number one."