Smile's Ease Rebirth

Around October, the imperial capital is already a bit chilly, but the Qingda forum is still very hot.

The school belle contest was going on like a raging fire, and it lasted for about 10 days before it finally came to an end.

Another new year's beauty list is freshly released.

And Meng Yiran won without any dispute based on the photo with only a profile face.

In this life, she once again became Qingda's school belle.

But now, when she no longer appreciates the admiration and admiration of others, the school flower tiara seems to have lost its meaning.

After that, every morning, more boys would bring her breakfast downstairs, or love letters, confession, date invitations and so on.

She never put on airs, and she doesn't know how to put on airs.

She would refuse gifts and breakfast from others, but if it was just the friendliness and lightness of others because of the school belle and the preferential treatment in some places, she would accept them all calmly.

She has never felt burdened by the title of school belle, and even though there were rumors about her victory in her previous life, she still enjoys the impact of the title.

At that time, she had been enjoying the treatment of being praised by everyone.

Only now, she will know how not to put on a pose.

Only now did she feel that for some things, when you no longer care about them, your views on a thing will change.

Just like this school belle title.

You want to show him your goodness, but when everyone appreciates it, he never notices it.

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There are few courses in the freshman music department, Meng Yiran has a lot of free time to do what he wants to do.

However, now that she is in this campus with Xiao Nai, whenever she has free time, she thinks about looking for him all the time.

Just seeing his face is enough.

She doesn't expect too much.

She longed for that.

She knows that this kind of psychology is not right, and she understands that she has a deep attachment to Xiao Nai, so she desperately suppresses herself, trying to make herself normal.

She struggled for a long time before she could suppress this thought in her heart and wake herself up a little.

When she confessed that day, didn't she tell herself, goodbye, Xiao Nai.

Meng Yiran, don't be attached to the previous life anymore, and don't be attached to that unreachable dream anymore.

The streamer is powerless to pour, why is it so hard to chase the moonlight...

Since it doesn't help, and since you are not sure of getting it, then turn around and leave without looking back.

This is the experience that Meng Yiran, who never gave up, gained through pain in his last life.

She brought the violin and came to the concert hall of Qingda University, and started to play the next piece, trying to keep her mind free from distracting thoughts and stop thinking about Xiao Nai. .

In the concert hall of Qingda University, apart from the spontaneous concerts and welcome parties, there are almost always students from the music department practicing piano here.

The empty hall, with red walls, was filled with various musical notes. Although the music was chaotic, it made Meng Yiran, who came here for the first time in this life, very comfortable.

She walked slowly to a corner, then adjusted her posture, then lifted the violin, put it on her shoulders and neck, tilted her head slightly, and held a bow in the other hand, put it lightly on the strings of the violin, and began to play.

This feeling is very skilled, just like she played casually countless times in the streets and alleys, wearing a white dress and long chestnut hair, her whole person is fresh and natural.

She closed her eyes slightly, the corners of her lips curled up slightly, immersed in her own performance, and her heart, which had been impetuous because of Xiao Nai, slowly calmed down.

In her music, there is finally an emotion that the former teacher expected, free and easy, light and easy, but with a hint of depression.

After Meng Yiran finished the song, he stopped and didn't put down the violin. He still held the violin in his left hand and put the bow in his right hand, standing on the spot.

A while after the song was over, she slowly opened her eyes, and for a moment she didn't realize that she was already on the campus of Qingda University, thinking that this was just a Zhuang Zhou's dream of a butterfly, a dream in a garden.

After all, it is impossible for anyone to just treat it as a big dream and laugh it off.

The sadness and sadness in the past have all been experienced.

When she realized where she was, she suddenly lost interest again.

She is not a very smart person, and she doesn't know how to best protect herself, maybe even if she knows, she may not be able to do it.

Patience was too much torment, she had never suppressed herself so much.

Suddenly, she was a little scared, afraid that even if she knew the ending, she would still make the same choice in this life.

"The so-called obsession is just unwillingness."

Someone had said that to her.

But why, in her empty life, apart from being ignorant, there are only Xiao Nai's indifferent figures left.

Is her obsession really just unwillingness?

She was at a loss.

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The author has something to say:

There is no progress Σ(っ°Д°;)っ

Meng Meizhi was pampered before, ignorant and ignorant, she can only say that she has been living happily (2333...).

How should I put it, just like in a fairy tale, the prince and princess will live happily ever after, it can be summed up in one sentence.

Therefore, these memories are not very vivid and profound to her.

And the experience Xiao Nai gave her, like a towering tree in the grassland, suddenly stands out, so it is so profound.

She is straightforward and stupid, and she can't learn to laugh it off.

Thank you Zu 123 dear mine, love you so much~

Also, who knows how to see who gave me the nutrient solution,

I can't watch/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~