After marrying into a wealthy family, I found out that I am the son of my parents-in-law

There was trembling in Bai Han's voice, and he quickly explained in a low voice: "I'm sorry... I was too immersed just now... I, I heard it, but, but I didn't realize that it was Shen Xiaobo's voice , I... I'm sorry... I'm sorry I didn't take good care of him, I should have heard it, I should have passed... I will never again, I..."

The more he spoke, the more flustered he became, staring at Shen Ye's face for a moment, his fingertips almost turned white: "I'm sorry...can you forgive me? I'm really really sorry..."

After he said that, he suddenly choked up, and the tears that were already in his eyes flowed down: "I'm sorry..."

Shen Ye couldn't bear it anymore, quickly hugged him into his arms, patted him on the back lightly, and said repeatedly with some discomfort: "It's okay...don't cry...I don't blame you..."

He paused for a moment, pausing to comfort Bai Han's palm, and finally sighed: "... Alas."

Hearing his frustrated and sad voice, Bai Han felt even more uncomfortable. At this moment, the warm embrace made him feel very comforting. He pressed himself closer to Shen Ye's chest, sobbed softly, and said again: "sorry……"

"You..." Shen Ye looked at his hair spinning, looked at his fragile shoulders, there was really nothing he could do.

The anger accumulated in his chest just now gradually dissipated, he sighed, and explained: "I'm not angry that you didn't take good care of Shen Xiaozhang... Otherwise, what do we need a nanny for? I also know that it's not that you don't love him, it's just... you See what you're doing?"

Shen Ye reached out and tapped the papers on the table, dug Bai Han out of his arms, frowned and asked him almost fiercely: "How can you push yourself to this point?"

Bai Han stared at him blankly.

"I've been thinking that something is wrong with you recently, but I'm just away from home for a few days. Why do you push yourself like this? Look at you——"

Shen Ye finally couldn't bear it anymore, pulled Bai Han to the mirror, held his shoulder and said, "Look at your current appearance."

Bai Han looked at himself in the mirror, and found that his demeanor and overall state at the moment almost overlapped with the shrinking look he had before.

He couldn't help trembling.

Shen Ye stared at him behind him for a while, took a deep breath, looked up at the ceiling, and after a while, sighed again: "As soon as I came back, I heard Shen Xiaobo crying. He is fine, but I knocked my wrist lightly, but it was you, if I don't come in, you probably don't even know I'm back, right?"

"If I don't come in, how long are you going to cry alone in the dark?"

"... I opened the door of the study and saw you like this, with tears all over your face... Do you know how I feel?"

Bai Han lowered his head, still trembling a little, and tears welled up again.

"Sorry……"

He stretched out his hand to hold Shen Ye's hand, and stopped looking at himself in the mirror, but mustered up the courage to look into Shen Ye's eyes: "I made you worry... I... can I explain it to you?"

Shen Ye looked at him for a while, then reluctantly took him out of the study and into the living room.

Bai Han was pressed on the sofa, Shen Ye went to pour him a glass of lemonade, Shen Xiaozhang jumped up and down, and was carried into Bai Han's arms by the nanny.

Bai Han kissed Shen Xiaozhao's forehead with some apologies, and Shen Xiaozhao grabbed a lock of his hair with quick eyes and hands, and yelled "Wow" happily.

Seeing Shen Xiaozhao's innocent and cute appearance, Bai Han suddenly smiled, and his heart relaxed a lot.

Bai Han and Shen Ye sat on the sofa, while sipping the lemonade in the cup, they explained to Shen Ye their recent situation and how they fell into that emotion.He talked about You Qing's various emotions, and finally he talked about himself.

"...Later, I felt that You Qing's feelings at that time were...somewhat similar to when I was depressed. Both...felt that I was worthless and shouldn't live in this world."

——In that state of low value, he would feel that everything was his fault, and it was precisely because of this that when he discovered Shen Ye's anger, he would apologize so eagerly.

He looked at Shen Ye cautiously, saw that his eyes were full of sadness, and hurriedly continued to explain: "But I have already walked out, I don't think that way anymore... Today is just too deep into the drama, if you don't come back, I will There is also a way to make myself come out...just, the time may be longer."

"Now I understand why the director named this film "Wuming"," Bai Han's voice gradually calmed down: "'Wuming' once came from Buddhism, which means that people are obsessed with thinking and delusion, so they cannot recognize reality What the director wants to express is not only You Qing's blindness, but also You Qing's self-destruction under delusion...Fortunately, there is also the existence of Yang Ming."

Yang Ming, who appeared later, was You Qing's half-brother, who played the role of a savior in the story.

Shen Ye had occasionally heard him talk about the plot before, and knew who these names were referring to.He had roughly heard the story, so he naturally knew what Bai Han meant.

Now he finally felt a little relieved.After all, Bai Han's abnormality today is due to being too involved in the film. The final ending of this movie is positive, and it is an upward ending. At least it will not cause Bai Han to be immersed in sad emotions and unable to come out.

And since he has come out of depression once, it is not so easy to really be defeated.

After a while, Shen Ye finally sighed, went to hug Bai Han and teased Shen Xiaozhang in his arms, and said helplessly, "Looking at you like this, I really want you not to act."

Bai Han hurriedly looked at him, wanted to say something, but Shen Ye stopped him before he could speak: "I know... I know it's impossible, and I won't really stop you, after all, you are an actor... And Being a good actor is your professionalism."

After hearing what he said, Bai Han was silent for a moment, hugged Shen Ye with the hand that was not hugging Shen Xiaozhang, and said softly: "...I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry for what you said," Shen Ye pinched his nose, and said with a smile: "It's good to balance in the future, but remember, you are not alone now, you still have me and Shen Xiaozhang, you can't be like I used to work so hard... I will feel distressed and feel very uncomfortable, understand?"

Bai Han nodded with red eyes.

"Oh..." Shen Ye said with some melancholy: "When the filming really starts, you're probably going to sink in again... I really want to watch you every day, otherwise I won't be at ease when the time comes."

Between the fire and light, Bai Han suddenly had an idea.

"If you want to look at me..." Bai Han asked him: "Then do you want... to play the second male lead?"

"Ok?"

Bai Han looked at Shen Ye, looked to the left, looked to the right, whatever suits him: "It's You Qing's half-brother, Yang Ming, the previous actors can't act due to the conflicting schedules, and Director Zeng is still there. Worrying about casting, I have been dissatisfied with the few I have chosen before, why don't you act."

The corner of Shen Ye's mouth twitched: "...Me?"

Bai Han nodded resolutely: "As for your expression and gesture when you just pulled me out of my emotions, it feels very Yang Ming, and didn't you say before that you want to act? Now is the best opportunity!"

"...Can it work? Director Zeng's requirements for this film are not low, but I have never acted in anything. What if I fail?"

"You can try it first. It's okay if Director Zeng is not satisfied, but I think it should be fine...Really! An actor who is acting for the first time may not be good at acting, as long as the role is suitable...I think you are really suitable Yes, if you have time...if you want to, try it, there is nothing to lose anyway."

He just finished his busy work recently, and for the next period of time, Shen Ye really isn't too busy.

"...Then, try?" Shen Ye raised his eyebrows.

Bai Han nodded quickly and said with a smile: "Trust me, you will definitely be able to do it, and I will teach you well!"

So, this matter is tentatively settled.

After Shen Ye came back, he ordered Bai Han not to read the script again today, and had to withdraw from the role. Bai Han was also full of guilt, and didn't mention the script at all, and spent an afternoon and an evening with Shen Ye and Shen Xiaobo. .

At night, Shen Ye handed Shen Xiaobo to the nanny again.

"Want...to do it?" Bai Han asked shyly when he saw Shen Ye approaching him.

Shen Ye didn't speak, and covered his eyes with a black silk scarf.

Bai Han's skin looked even whiter against the black silk scarf, and her pink lips trembled a little: "...what are you doing?"

"Now that Shen Xiaobo has fallen asleep, you still have a period of time before you can continue to experience the feeling of a blind person."

"...?" Bai Han was a little confused.

"I heard that when there is no vision, other senses will be magnified..." Shen Ye's voice moved from far to near, and finally fell on Bai Han's ear. The warm breath made half of Bai Han's body numb.

Shen Ye gently sucked Bai Han's earlobe, and asked vaguely: "...Do you understand it?"

There was an ambiguous sound of water next to his ears, and Bai Han felt that every cell in his ears was several times more sensitive than usual at this moment, which made his body weak at this moment, and he couldn't even breathe steadily.

"...Little, rascal..."

Shen Ye chuckled lowly in his ear: "Are there too many times I've been hooligans? Who let Xiao Shen explode so early... How about a few more hooligans today?"

Bai Han only felt that the apex of his heart was heating up, his throat moved, and he didn't want to answer.

Shen Ye carried him into the bathroom, the warm water poured down, and the silk scarf that was blindfolded was soaked in no time.

There was darkness in front of him, but his skin could almost feel the change of heat and the steaming air around him. He felt the slight pressure of the water droplets on his skin, and heard the sound of water flow and disordered breathing. He stretched out his hand an inch Yicun caressed Shen Ye's face, he had seen that face too many times, but this time, he remembered it in his heart in a different way.

He touched the corners of Shen Ye's eyes, felt the pulling of the muscles there, touched his lips, and clearly felt his gentle smile.

"Is the gangster handsome?" There was a smile in Shen Ye's voice.

Bai Han blushed and nodded.

He moved his hand away from Shen Ye's face, and then realized that even if he didn't know Shen Ye's expression, he could still feel Shen Ye's love for him.

From the sound, from the touch, from every touch and every gasp, he could know Shen Ye's intentions.

Bai Han put his arms around Shen Ye's neck, groped to kiss him, and finally said: "Then today... I will allow you to be a few more times, I want to feel it... um..."

... After a long time, Bai Han thought in a daze, sure enough, it's really...more interesting if you cover your eyes.