When Bai Han had just signed a prenuptial agreement with Shen Ye, he had planned to participate in the movie "Wuming" directed by Zeng Yixuan, but later accidentally became pregnant with Shen Xiaobo, so he had no choice but to turn down the movie he had always wanted to challenge.

As a result, on the eve of filming, Director Zeng Yixuan had a car accident and suffered a comminuted fracture of his right leg, so the start of filming had to be postponed again and again. Several actors who were originally scheduled to participate in the film had no choice but to give up acting. They had to wait until Director Zeng recovered and reorganized. Start shooting.

But in this way, it happened to coincide with Bai Han's time.

Four months after Shen Xiaobo was born, Director Zeng was almost in good health. He still limped a little when he walked, but it was fine. He started contacting the actors again, so he had just started work and hadn’t decided what to shoot next. Han decided to play the leading role again.

In July, when the filming was about to start, Bai Han began to re-read the script of "Wuming" and simulate the emotions of the characters at home. This was also a kind of rehabilitation for him - he had not acted for a long time, and it was not easy to find the state.

"Ignorance" tells the story of a young man who lost his sight after a car accident. The main character, You Qing, just graduated from university. In his best years, he was hit by a car accident and hit his head. After that, his optic nerve was damaged, his eyes couldn't see, and his original job couldn't work. If he did it again, his girlfriend would leave him, and only his mother would take him back to a poor family to take care of him.

In order to cure his eyes, the mother almost spent all the family's little savings, but after all the efforts, there was still no improvement. In the end, the doctor told them that it was better to give up, because no matter how much money was spent, it would be futile.

At the beginning, You Qing told himself that he must be full of hope, and the first thing he did when he woke up every day was to cheer himself up, but as time went by, the darkness in front of him gradually spread to the bottom of his heart, he became more and more desperate, began to give up on himself, and lost his temper. Started to get cranky.

At first, his mother encouraged him as much as possible, but after finding out that there was no hope, she shed tears every day, which aggravated You Qing's depression.You Qing began to refuse to go out, and stayed silent all day long in the dark room, listening to his mother's sobbing from time to time outside the house, and he let himself fall into a whirlpool of despair.

You Qing had no source of income, and the mother and son relied on the mother's meager pension to make ends meet. It was not until the mother could no longer support her that she called the elder son whom she hadn't contacted for a long time to borrow money. Turning around, the plot began to develop in a good direction, gradually leading to a bright and positive ending.

Bai Han is playing You Qing. For this character, the initial state of despair after being hit hard is very important. He began to try to imitate You Qing's state, blindfolded from time to time, groping at home Fumbled to simulate the living conditions after blindness, and carefully experienced You Qing's despair at that time.

Bai Han sets working hours for himself every day, and spends time with his family outside of working hours. During working hours, he repeatedly reads scripts in his study, writes his experience on character creation and plots, and simulates plots. Let yourself immerse yourself in the characters as much as possible in the limited time.

On this day, Bai Han locked himself in the study room since the morning.In the past two days, Shen Ye went on a business trip, and Shen Xiaozhang was taken care of by a nanny. Except for a silent lunch at noon, Bai Han never took a step out of the study.

The thick curtains were drawn, the door was closed tightly, Bai Han did not turn on the light, and the black silk scarf was still blindfolded.

Bai Han sank into the armchair, imagining himself as You Qing, imagining that he originally had a bright and brilliant future, and then suddenly fell into an elusive darkness.

His original job was film editing. He needed to use his eyes to work. All other senses could not bring him back to work. He felt that he had become a useless person.

Sometimes, he even prefers that he has a broken arm, a broken leg, deafness, or even—even lower body paralysis, at least he can still do the work he was doing before, and will not completely lose value, no He will have to rely on his mother to support him at this age, it won't be a complete burden...

Bai Han hid in the dark, feeling You Qing's disgust and contempt for him, and suddenly seemed to have returned to the time when he dropped out of high school because of depression. During that time, he, like You Qing, completely denied I feel that I am a superfluous person in this world.

No one loves him, no one needs him.

For those closest to him, he is just a burden, a disaster that cannot be shaken off...

Bai Han sat in the darkness, unconsciously, his whole body was icy cold, with tears streaming down his face.There was a sound coming from outside the door, he seemed to have heard it, but he seemed to have completely lost the ability to judge, he couldn't pull away and didn't want to pay attention to it, he just buried his head in his palm tremblingly, and was completely enveloped by darkness before he knew it devour...

I don't know how long it took until the door of the study room was pushed open violently, and hit the wall with a "bang!", Bai Han suddenly raised his head in shock, and was dragged out of the dark vortex by the violent sound, he was in a hurry He tore off the black cloth covering his eyes, and looked at the door in astonishment——

"...Shen Ye?"

Before this business trip, Shen Ye felt that something was wrong with Bai Han. He knew that Bai Han had been reading the script of "Wu Ming" recently, constantly trying to figure out the characters so that he was in a bad mood. He always thought that there was nothing wrong with it—— After all, it is inevitable for an actor to immerse himself in the role for a short time.

However, during the few days of his business trip, the nanny told him that Bai Han has been very quiet lately, even when he came out to eat at noon, he didn't say a word. Emotions are more normal.

Shen Ye would call Bai Han at night, and during the conversation between the two, he also faintly felt Bai Han's depression—not occasionally, but depression like a different person. Shen Ye didn't say anything on the phone What, but has been a little restless.

After the business trip was finally over, Shen Ye hurried back. When he got home in the afternoon, he heard Shen Xiaozhao crying as soon as he opened the door. If there is something uncomfortable, I usually don't cry. I always look calm, but when I cry, my voice is loud, like a small bomb, and I live up to my name.

He was a little worried at first, but at this moment his heart thumped even more, he hurriedly calmed himself down, walked into the room, only to see the nanny changing Shen Xiaobo's diaper, which looked like it had just been changed.

Seeing Shen Ye coming back, the nanny hurriedly hugged Shen Xiaobo and explained: "I'm sorry Mr. Shen, I accidentally knocked on the baby's hand when I was changing the baby's diaper just now, it should, it should be fine..."

Shen Ye hurried forward to check, only to see that there was a little redness on Shen Xiaobo's wrist, it was indeed nothing serious.This nanny has been doing a good job, experienced and trusted. It must have been careless, and he has installed cameras in the house, which will only be turned off when they should not be turned on, so I don’t worry about any tricks.He hurriedly hugged Shen Xiaozhang over and rubbed his hands. Sure enough, after a while, Shen Xiaozhang stopped crying.Shen Ye pursed his lips and frowned, looked around, and asked the nanny, "Where's Bai Han?"

"Mr. Bai is in the study..." The nanny said quickly, "I haven't come out since I had lunch."

Shen Ye frowned even tighter: He hasn't come out all this time... Didn't you even hear Shen Xiaobo crying like this?

Shen Ye was a little annoyed, but more worried.He carefully placed Shen Xiaozhang on his little bed, told the nanny to take good care of him, and hurried to the study.

The door opened with a "bang", and sufficient light from the living room shone in, only then did Shen Ye see how dark the study was at the moment.

With the curtains drawn and the lights turned off, Bai Han sat in a chair, half of his body was hidden in the darkness, and half of his face was abruptly exposed to the light.

Shen Ye saw that Bai Han was trembling like a frightened little animal, then he tore off the black cloth covering his eyes in a panic, and looked up at himself.

Standing at the door, Shen Ye could clearly see the tear stains on his face, as well as the despair that penetrated deep into his bones.

Shen Ye's heart almost stopped beating for a second, followed by an inexplicable anger.

"...Shen Ye?"

After a while, Bai Han finally spoke, his voice was hoarse, completely different from his usual tone.

Shen Ye suppressed the panic and irritability in his heart, stood at the door and watched him quietly for a long time, finally walked past Bai Han quickly, and opened the curtain of the study.

Bai Han just sat in the chair like that, his eyes followed him all the time, and his emotions gradually pulled away from the vortex just now.

"...Shen Ye."

Bai Han seemed to feel his anger, and called out again, but his voice was trembling, with an inexplicable guilt.

After the curtains were drawn, the study finally returned to its usual brightness.

Shen Ye came back and stood in front of Bai Han, looking down at him. After a long time, he finally suppressed the surging emotions in his heart and asked him: "What are you doing?"

As soon as he finished asking, he caught a glimpse of a few sheets of paper scattered on the table, with densely packed handwriting on them, and beside them, an open script.

Before getting the answer, it is already clear.

"I... I'm reading the script, feeling the emotions of the characters..." Bai Han said.

When Shen Ye wasn't smiling, his aura was already very strong. The condescending posture at this moment made Bai Han feel an inexplicable pressure. After Bai Han answered, he almost wanted to shrink himself up.

Only then did he realize something was wrong.

He found himself shivering with fear in his heart - he had never been like this in front of Shen Ye before.

However, before he had time to think about it, he heard Shen Ye questioning in an angry voice: "Didn't you even hear the child cry after reading the script?!"

Bai Han raised his head in astonishment, his eyes were blank - it was the first time he heard Shen Ye speak to him in such a tone.

—He really didn’t hear it.

Shen Ye's heart sank.

The sound insulation of his study room is not so good that even Shen Xiaobo's loud crying can be completely isolated.

At this time, there were a few more woo-woo-wa-wah sounds from outside.

Bai Han looked out the door as if he had been awakened.

"...Did he just cry? Is he okay? What happened to him...?"

Bai Han asked subconsciously. After asking, his memory suddenly went back. When he realized that he was immersed in emotions, he seemed to have indeed heard a few cries.

His eyelids quivered.

"...It's okay." Shen Ye said a little tiredly, stared at him for a while, didn't say anything, straightened up, took a deep breath, and turned around.

"……sorry."

Just as Shen Ye turned around, his sleeves were pulled.

"……sorry Sorry sorry……"

Bai Han apologized again and again with red eyes, stood up from the chair, and moved herself closer to Shen Ye.That finger tightly grasped Shen Ye's sleeve and refused to let go, but he didn't dare to get too close or hug Shen Ye, for fear that he would be pushed away.

Shen Ye turned his head and saw the panic and begging in Bai Han's eyes.

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